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emir I won't to get out

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you won't get out

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what do you mean, you won't get out ya!! come to your sense now

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I am with my sense like never before

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leave this

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are you sick are you maniac

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I ow you one phone, and for myself to

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emir look you will open this door. emir you will open this door

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feriha we wont get out of here, until everything is spoken and solved this door will not be opened

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who do you think you are. You bring me here forcefully. Your looking the door on me. Your breaking my phone. And I will sit here and wait because your not letting right. You really don't know me. At all. At all

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I know you really well. I know you really that I can't speak with you in any other ways.

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so you looked me here because of myself. Because Like always I didn't leave you any other chance. You can't talk to me like this either emir. I will get out of this house. Either the door or the window.

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hop hop stop stop.

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let go let go.

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if you wont be quite until the morning. The more your quite the longer it will last. How many hours has it been you haven't spoken. When their is someone in front of me, talking to myself its weird

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Look not because I am angry but if you continue to be silent like this and I will continue to be silly. Here we can stay for days. If you really wanna go from here, one way or the other you have to talk with me feriha

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Okay you know it. You have lots of time. Anyways your in front of me, I won't complain for your quietness.

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get in here

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what are you doing, what difference left for you from halil.

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your right, maybe I don't have any difference left.

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you can't hold me here emir.

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feriha until you talk we are going to stay here.

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what am I going to talk with you. What am I doing talk about. What can be talk with you. Okay, halil is Ill. What's happening to you. What explanation do you have.

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I don't have a explanation. I am doing what comes inside me

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you will pay for this, when I get out of here I will complain on you. Whatever is the punishment for this you will get it.

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feriha if I finally talk with you, you can be sure that I won't complain about the punishment and get it.

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are you really aware of what your doing. How long do you think this will last. For how long more can you hold me here

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i told this many times, until we talk about everything.

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with you like this what do you think I will talk with you. If you speak am I doing to listen to you. I will never listen to you.

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then you will not get out of here until you listen feriha.

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how did your eye froze like this.

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how, do you won't me to explain it.

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I don't wont it

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my eye froze, because my wife not even once listened to me. Because my wife allowed all those rumors.

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o the rumors. Of course what else could it be. Again your only problem is your ego right? Your ego is only on the rumors because their is no other things to talk about right.

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their is their is lots of things to talk about. If you won't let's start from the ending. For example let's talk about your rumor with levent.

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again levent bay isn't it. You more poorer(weak) than those girls who open the rumors.

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my only weakness is you feriha.

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me. Who am I. What am I. Who am i next to Your charisma ego that shouldn't be hurt that shouldn't be scratch.

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my charisma is not my ego. For example my heart. Understand it.

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Don't you dare say my heart. Don't you dare.

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You didnt bring me here to talk, you brought me here because you couldn't handle the rumors.

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Emir sarrafoglus wife has left the house, she staying in the campus. And with levent bay her name is out. Your problem is not to speak with me, it's to stop the rumors.

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my only problem is to end this Meaningless thing

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bringing me here is meaningless. You thinking this will work is meaningless. You simply brought your wife to her house that's all. You closed everyone's mouth you didn't have any other aims anyways

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because of stupid silly rumors you couldn't close your ears and you locked me in the house.

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Until everyone closes there mouth and forget the ridiculesness about levent bay. You holding me here what will happen later. Then what will happeb? When you open that door what will happen emir.

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until we understand each other I won't open the door.

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do you care about understaning. Okay come let's talk about the rumors, in witch one do you believe more.

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Me dumping you because or levent bay or that I had secret relationship from the start.

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Oh excuse me I am not supposed to carry on any further or I will get another slap

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I will never slap (hit) you again, say whatever you want to me, do whatever you won't to me , I will never slap you.

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I don't believe you, if you were a little regret after that also you wouldn't have brought me here like this

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for bringing you here I won't be sorry feriha. You didn't leave me chance.

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you are not just rough you are also insincere. You don't listen to anything you don't won't to. Look your doing the same thing again. That night you made me silent with a slap. And now your using my name to make others silent

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yes if those rumors didn't appear i would have waited unntil my patient run out.

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If I had not heard those rumors that I heard today I wouldn't have brought you here

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I would have locked you here

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may be i would not have done all this..

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we wont talk about rumors.. we will talk about what rumors did to us

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us. Does it becomes more easy for you to say us. You can't say us. you did it. You destroyed everything by yourself. With my lies that we couldn't destroy, you destroyed it with That women and with that sla

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yes I destroyed it. come on continue say whatever you have inside you. this what we need we need to talk about these. We need to start from somewhere

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your right we need to start with somewhere let's start with our bedroom.

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Changing the bedroom is an excellent thing right.

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how elegant. With a wallpapers we should fool ourselves.

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Changing everything but these walls you can't change it. Wallpapers a great thought.

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They were here when I came to you for one night. While you were getting revenge for everything with that women they were here. Even when you hide it you can't erase it.

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es I can't erase it but you erase but you cant erase the reason why that women was here.

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Yes that women was a mistake but you know how much i say sorry that women was just not my mistake it was your mistake also feriha

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Because of the lies you told me the women is both of our mistakes.

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to make yourself clean a cheep excuse

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it's cheep or not you know it's true, that's why when I said sorry in the mountain house and you said you were sorry too. Now don't deny this.

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do you know what that women told me. She told me that I won't be able to know what you told her or what you experienced with her that night. I don't know but I am curious really

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. Do you remember the night you passed with that women. Or were you really drunk that you dont remember anything.

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For example what did you guys talk? Or did you guys talk? Of course you guys talked. What did you say to her.?

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Her eyes, her hairs for example did you talk it . While kissing her did you close your eyes? How did you kissed her? Like how you kissed me? With affection? Or was it more attractive?

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like this I kissed her

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don't do this ever again

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for giving me response back (for kissing him back) you know you response back to me (you know you kissed me back

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really silly

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Look, right now both of us are not normal. We can't talk with this head. Okay we need to talk I accept this to. But it can't happen like this. I need to calm down. I need to me ready to tell you something.

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Emir I won't to get out of here. I don't won't to be more ugly. Now your going to open the door. I will go to campus. We will forget this maniac

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For a couple of days we won't get together. then we will meet outside we will talk everything okay.

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it's not okay.

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what does it mean it's not okay

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feriha I know you, you will get out of this door and you will do anything to not meet with me again. By yourself your will thing by yourself you will give a decision.

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I know myself to wherever you go I will again find you and bring you here. For that we don't need to loss anytime.

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you will open that door even if you won't to or not emir. This silliness will not continue like this. Can you hear me. I will be free from this silliness. Or you will let me go like a human, I will go

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. For a couple of days I will try to for get how crazy you went. Or I will open that door and I will never for get this.

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You won't even give answer.

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I am crazy for talking to you like a human. Crazy. Okay. Let's me infamous okay

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to hole apartment to everyone let's be infamous. Let's see who will be first disturbed by the noises. Ahh who is their down stairs

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miss sanem. For who first are we going to be infamous. If you have good luck we would be first infamous to my dad,

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because they are used to their dad being kidnapped.

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emir

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bravo, candle light, romantic. Your great.

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candle light. For sure is more silent.

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it's more lying that's why. You can't see the mess around it. You can hide the truth. You can push it back. But you can't make them disappear. When you enter here in the morning it will again will be same.

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uh uh yes maybe it will be same.

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But we will not be same. We would already have listen to each other.

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that night did you light the candles like this too. Say it did you set this great set for your revenge

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no

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ahh what a rudeness. It didn't suit for your handsomeness like the nightsboy. But excuse me it had no meaning to it. Right.

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It didn't worth to waste your candles.

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no it had meaning Feiha. But it had meaning because you made that women excited. That nights only meaning was you. It was to hurt you.

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I was trying to prove myself that I could disappear you and choosing one women's body and tried to return to my old life \

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silly

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you until you said if I did it

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dont you dare to talk about this

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not in the mountain house, not when I learned I was being dad, not when what did that night. I haven't faced it until you said those words.

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you faced it really good emir. I asked you only one question for you to understand me. I got the exact answer that I ever got in my life

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that was not an answer.

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you were different you knew it. You knew you were different. I was not only in love with you. I trusted you, after the lies.

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With all the punishments you gave me you still trusted me. You were peace, no matter what happens.

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feriha

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I will forget most of the things that belong to that night. Your weakness, your hypocritical, your fear, the rudeness you did

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, I will forget how my heart(body) hurt. But one thing, I will never forget how you disappointment me.

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I won't forget it either. How I lost control of myself, your eyes, I will not forget a moment the way you looked at me when you were getting out of that door.

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were you looking different when you where taking out of campus. Where you looking different when I was fired from work. Their is nothing that has changed in you. Your still hypocritical. Your still scared.

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yes, I am still scared. I was scared about the thing you told me that night. This time I am scared about your quietness.

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But I am always scared of one thing. Since you entered my life the same thing is this. I am scared to loss you.

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where was your fear when you were making (because of the slap) go from this house. You didn't had it because we were married that's it right.

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I didnt saw marriage like our secure .

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from mehmet my dad from gulsum you have no difference from them. Whatever the marriage is for them for you is same

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you really don't believe the things your saying. You know I don't deserve this.

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prove that you don't deserve this. Answer the question that I asked that night.

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Come on, can you give an answer, what if I made you life the things that you made me live

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How much of the trust will you expect from me

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What a stupid question isn't it. Is a question that I already know.

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its a question that I don't know the answer feriha.

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lie

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no really I don't know the answer. If you were together with that man just to get revenge from me.

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e. I don't know if I was going to kill that me, or leave, or I wouldn't won't to see your face I don't know. But I now only one thing

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Even if I don't forgive you even if I didn't wont to see your face it wasn't going tone over. And now it's not going to be Over did you heard me.

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Look I have you the answer for you. Come you know give an answer to. Is it over

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you can't do this, even days you hold me here I won't say the thing you won't to her.

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then say the things that I don't won't to hear. Say the things that I scared to hear. You know what I am scared to hear about. All of them is at the edge of your tongue.

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Since the first day I fell in love with you, the things that collapse me on the floor, and the things that brings me up the floor, everything is at re edge of your tongue.

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if you hadn't slap me holding yourself for the things that came out of the edge of my tongue. Yes maybe I would have believed the things you said.

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when i slapped you

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don't, please don't tell me the same story I don't believe it. For bringing me here from campus like this I won't believe anything you said and your regret

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it's jot same thing

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same thing. The thing you do For me to speak, for me to be silent is always the same.

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look, if you had gives me one chance without speaking like persistence.

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persistence. You understand it like this right. Dry persistence. For you I am like this. Going to campus. Starting to work, no being ready to talk with you, this are all because I am persistence. To make you regret I am being persistence, it's that simple.

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it's not simple. Okay I said many times. But the thing that I did was not simple either.

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Okay is it really hard like this feriha. Is it that impossible. When you are forgiving everyone in your life that has tortured you

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Cansu, you were telling about forgiving Cansu, is it that hard for you to forgive me for loosing myself.

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Tell me. How many times did you forgave your dad, how many times did you forgive mehmet.

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I don't care how many times I forgiven them. You were not one of them emir. The way I saw scared from them I won't be scared from you. Did you heard me. I wont be scared from you

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is your only way to turn your back on me so you won't be scared.

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you said to me You had strength. When you slapped me your saying you didn't had strength. But why when I was holding your hand out off all thing you lost to your own strength.

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Or the problem was this. Me being next to you no Matter what. Is this what your strength was not enough for.

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everything came on the top of other. I always did the same thing. My life's biggest mistakes I did when ever I felt weak in front of you. And all the mistakes that was going on was to crash you

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maybe you waited for me to give up. Maybe you wonted this. If I had turn my back and left it would have been more easy for you. You couldn't Handle me staying next to you.

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This made you feel more guilty. When I was not running away you wonted to runaway from me and yourself. You felt more less strength.

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Because for the first time you destroyed everything right. I never felt I wasn't important at all as I was getting out of here. I fooled you one year, I didn't feel I was fooled this much.

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Because next to you nothing would have happen to me. Next to you no one could have hurt me. I was protected next to you. Until that nigh I am not trusting you.

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you will again trust me, the way that I trusted you again you will trust me too. whatever I say now you won't believe me

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I could show this to you this will never happen again if you only stay next to me feriha. stay next to me.

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. Feriha please stay next to me.

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I won't stay. I won't stay. I will never forget that you bought me here forcefully. I won't trust you. You can't make me forget anything. Look at my face.

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The mark that was on my lip is gone right. Like nothing has happened. Like the other mistake that we are trying to make it disappear but that is here too

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. Now forcefully your trying to talk with me. That night didn't try to talk with me. you slapped me... You didnt speak you slappe

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come you do the same thing

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emir what are you doing

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hit, hit me

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emir what are you doing, let it go!!!

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enough look at us. Did everything got out its shape this much. Did we lost ourselves this much

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I don't won't to loss each other. I don't care how much I lost control of myself I don't won't to loss you

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is this how we going to gain each other, like this stuck between the 4 walls hitting each other. Like By force speaking by force listing.

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I am just trying, now understand me now I don't know what to do. Maybe I am totally being silly, maybe my head is not working but without trying I won't let you. I won't let you go until I do everything to gain to feriha.

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I am sitting in the leaving room, I won't open my mouth emir. Either go and sit on your room or don't even make one word.

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i'm bound to you, you can't know

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i keep your name in my mind like a nail

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your eyes get bigger and bigger

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i'm bound to you, you can't know

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i'm warming me inside with you

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to love is sometimes sordidly frightening

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one gets tired suddenly at a nightfall

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because of living in captivity at the mouth of a razor

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sometimes his passion breaks his hands
extracts several lives from his life

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sometimes whichever door he knocks
a naughty humming of loneliness behind it
whenever i think of a life

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maybe it's hard in this table of wolves

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shameless, but without soiling our hands
whenever i think of a life

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saying "be quiet" i'm beginning with your name
your secret seas are moving through me inside

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no, it won't be any other way
i am bound to you, you can't know

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Atenla inlan believed in love like this, didn't we believed it.

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it's the time for being silent is right.

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I won't gift you for locking me I here. You will see I didn't work

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you know what I am seeing do you know. Your going crazy to speak but holding yourself for stubborn for me bring you here and it's working

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. Okay if you wonted like this let it be like this. Let's be quite. The more we are silent the more it will last anyways.

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you will burn your hand

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allow to burn

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and I was waiting when you were going to hold yourself on something

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do you know, right now I am in peace like I never have for long time

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are you trying to make me go crazy.

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we both look crazy enough

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what are you doing what are you doing move.

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turn on these lights now now I can't see my way.

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look at this,

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feriha even when you burn this house and destroy it until we talk and solve everything you will not get out of this house. Making me crazy yourself your still here.

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witch one made you crazy. Me or the dad fear. Or the moneyless. That night when you threw money to seher was that your last money.

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no, I am looking for work.

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your not (she says something I don't understand)

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your mad because I didn't told you.

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of course I am mad. Look at us, you even pulled the money between us. Dont I know that your dad is punishing you with money.

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feriha can't you still understand, the problem is not money. It's despair.

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isn't your mom and your dad is saying that I am after your money for months. When you learned my lies didn't you slapped me with money. Didn't you really that I was after your money.

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I won't even answer for what you asked. I can't believe that you can't trust me this much.

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your the one who doesn't trust me. Excuse me I was a lier wasn't I. You have a reason for to not trust me.

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do you know, like a donkey I tried to forget those lies. I tried to erase it. I tried to leave it behind us. But just because you still feel the guiltiness of lying in each time you hug on them.

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Everything was really bad. The only thing that I could have changed was this house.

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But I couldn't do this either. Couldn't Do anything it was like sitting watching you what I made you live. I couldn't watch it, you can't know what this mean.

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I cans understand you because I am a women. I can't understand you because I never had money.

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If you had explained it I would have known. At least I would have tried to understand but you didn't even give a chance.

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I felt like I was r enough. This much

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which one is not enough. When you won't you can ride the helicopter. Working like a normal person.

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not abeling to take you iut of this apartment is not enough. Not baling to help your dad is not enough].

220
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. That man when he was doing hero and I couldn't do anything is not enought

221
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what kind of restless is this. Put this I your head emir. If you had money like the old times I I mean us not wont it you couldn't help my dad. I was looking at your eyes.

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I wonted to come over it together over it. Why would have happened if you said my money is finished. Not that women but was the money going to destroy me.

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my only problem was not to open a problem over a problem. Because of seher ruya when you said your buying people, what could I have said. Am I supposed to say now I don't have money to buy people.

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when levent bay payed money for my day you won't crazy. That moment you didn't even talk about money. When your angry I handle your impoliteness.

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i was not impoliteness. But while I was staying I couldn't handle that man helping you. Okay if it selfishness its selfishness, I know it. But I can not remove anything about that men.

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why are you giving more value to levent bay emir

227
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don't be kidding you the one who is giving him a value. For being able to talk to him, for being able to reach you, do you understand

228
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from the very beginning my talks with levent bay was always to do with you. You, my feelings for you, would you experienced.

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I would talk about you. If you had listen to me from the start. If we could have talked, mr levent bay wouldn't have existed

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feriha don't do it, that man was in your lies. Okay blame me for everything, but don't blame me for making him your friend.

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You and the distances between him, you never turned your back on him.

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: I will never Turn my back on mr levent the way you won't me to. I owe my life to him.

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what does that suppose to mean.

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it means he saved my life.

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You Came to listen to Cansu about me, and I saw you going up the stairs.

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There was nothing lest for me to lose (in my life) I went to the boat, I was pulling up water for cleaning, I heard your voice,

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I heard the poem you told me in the Islam. As of your voice was flowing from the water

238
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feriha what did you do

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I simply left myself to that voice in the flow of the water. I was so much in peace then. All the pains losses, fears they all stayed far away from me. Later mr levent pulled me upstairs. From the under.

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feriha

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okay dont hug or touch I don't need consolation.

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it's not consoling, it's not for consolation, it's to feel. Please don't detach yourself. I could have lost you, losing you.\

243
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Feriha how did you do this. What if something had happened to you, what If you didn't exist right now?

244
00:36:25,441 --> 00:36:30,968
right now, because of thr thing that happened months ago weakness we wont be hug each other it's not that easy.

245
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rift now what state were in what state were going to be in, I really don't care,

246
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I want to hug you, 5 minutes ago I didn't wont something different, five minutes. 5 days five years later I don't anything different from then this

247
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don't do this emir, don't do this, we passed these, don't you understand this. We cant continue as if nothing has happened.

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feriha I am not trying to do this, I swear this is not my goal aim

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take a look at us, when we come closer to each other this what happens. We solve we wave then later we turn to the beginning, later we turn to were we were. Don't you see this.

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feriha what are you doing

251
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I will get out of here, I swear I will get out of here.

252
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feriha leave that knife

253
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then give the keys let me open it

254
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don't be silly you can't open the door with a knife

255
00:38:07,196 --> 00:38:09,765
fine then while I am trying to open the door I will cut my hands

256
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let go that isn't a toy

257
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emir, give the keys then

258
00:38:13,247 --> 00:38:15,774
look that isn't a toy, feriha let go of it

259
00:38:26,517 --> 00:38:30,504
emir, it's bleeding are you okay

260
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did anything happen to you

261
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nothing happened to me \

262
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emir this is bleeding really badly.

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Come on get up we are going to the hospital right now

264
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we are not going anywhere

265
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emir it's not stopping do you won't to die.

266
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even if I die I won't open the door feriha.

267
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have you gone mad. Come on get up we are going. Emir look at this cut. You will die because of your stubbornness

268
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look who is talking about stubbornness

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where are those keys?

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don't look for it it's not on me. I hid it you can't find it

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emir I am telling you your going to die

272
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if I die, I will die, I won't open the door feriha

273
00:39:36,592 --> 00:39:40,038
okay let it be like that, like this in front of me lose your blood and die.

274
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Emir I am begging you give me the keys. Where did you hide it.

275
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there is the dental floss in the bathroom

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dental floss?

277
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find a needle, it's in the bedroom probably

278
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emir don't be ridicules what will I do with them

279
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haven't you ever sewn in your life before.

280
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are you ill? This is crazy I can't see your arm.

281
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then you can watch me die Because we are not going out of here.

282
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god damn you, you have gone out of your mind.

283
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Don't you dare to move.

284
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I have really made you crazy.

285
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did you just understand this. You made me crazy and stabbed me

286
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I didn't stab you.

287
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Don't Move around now stop.

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Does it hurts a lot.

289
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what do you think?

290
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I hate you, I really I hate you

291
00:42:12,724 --> 00:42:17,625
you love me a lot. You have gone crazy like me and love me a lot.

292
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your stupid, you stupid! I will never forget this.

293
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ou know it really well, before you their was no one in my life. Not only in my life. In my mind, in my heart their was no one before.

294
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Without boing what relationship means I crushed on you. Maybe lots of things happened

295
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because I did had experience it before. Lies on one side, other mistakes, all of them was because I didn't know how to live

296
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I knew it, the women, living with them, of course until you messed up my memorization. Look your trying didn't even saved me.

297
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did ever fallen love before falling for me.

298
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love entered my life with you feriha you know this really well feriha.

299
00:44:09,773 --> 00:44:16,158
so, except for one night relationship didn't you had a long relationship.

300
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Don't be funny emir, I not able to solves today's I won't care about the old one. since we are talking like this, let's talk something outside us.

301
00:44:33,835 --> 00:44:41,066
Okay, their was someone. It was more than one night but it was not love. Maybe it was just for fun.

302
00:44:41,922 --> 00:44:43,832
so it was someone who you were mostly with.

303
00:44:44,242 --> 00:44:44,662
yes

304
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what was her name

305
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ece

306
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don't tell me we are ending the night

307
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this much from me, if you want you can continue

308
00:45:26,213 --> 00:45:28,134
are you going leave me between the worms.

309
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i know you can handle it.

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but tonight I have a surprise I told you

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what surprise

312
00:45:37,661 --> 00:45:39,337
you don't deserve this surprise but

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what did you do

314
00:45:50,178 --> 00:45:52,064
I found a easier way to end the worms behind me

315
00:46:10,155 --> 00:46:12,677
our relationship was not emotional it was only for fun feriha.

316
00:46:13,663 --> 00:46:20,901
fun, she wrote your name huh. Since she wrote your name she believed it a lot

317
00:46:28,095 --> 00:46:36,703
I don't think so, I don't think she took to serious about tattoo either. She didn't used to hate life serious. She just used to live

318
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I think she hurt your heart

319
00:46:38,721 --> 00:46:42,800
no, no one couldn't do this even ece but you.

320
00:46:42,800 --> 00:46:47,903
even ece. How long did it last

321
00:46:47,903 --> 00:46:53,319
1 year then I got bored of night life and she started not having fun like before

322
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did she cheat on you

323
00:46:57,338 --> 00:46:57,865
yes

324
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did you got hurt

325
00:47:00,700 --> 00:47:06,708
I got mad for being cheated but my whole I didn't get hurt by no one but you feriha

326
00:47:08,194 --> 00:47:14,350
even if you didn't get hurt, in one she cheated. Is this way you don't trust people

327
00:47:14,350 --> 00:47:17,075
I don't trust people?

328
00:47:18,071 --> 00:47:25,812
maybe after all the lies I say I might be the last person to say it but, yes you don't trust people.

329
00:47:26,319 --> 00:47:31,643
Even the closest, ignore me when we got on magazine with koray you didn't trust him.

330
00:47:32,620 --> 00:47:43,508
don't even trust your dad. You know this word do you. I learned to jot trust my dad when I was really small. If your a kid, if you can't even trust your dad you won't know who to trust.

331
00:47:44,680 --> 00:47:49,321
But if you don't trust your mom either then when you grow up you can't trust anyone

332
00:47:50,656 --> 00:47:53,101
are you saying this because thy divorced,

333
00:47:53,101 --> 00:47:57,008
I am saying this because they both through this to me.

334
00:47:57,678 --> 00:48:00,032
you don't won't to talk or you don't won't to remember.

335
00:48:01,908 --> 00:48:08,308
the time makes people forget everything but not childhood. Your mom and dad when your small they put their signature.

336
00:48:09,190 --> 00:48:20,959
And if you won't to or not you will be carrying what they lived even if you dont won't to. Look I am caring it to. And a lot. To you, even to koray.

337
00:48:22,185 --> 00:48:26,959
days you lived most with your dad, you must have a host picture too.

338
00:48:29,396 --> 00:48:39,214
yes their was host, do you know their was actually a signature of the host. a signature that was written with my dads pen.

339
00:49:12,351 --> 00:49:13,599
my leg hurts dad

340
00:49:13,599 --> 00:49:14,684
go tell your host sister

341
00:49:36,727 --> 00:49:37,567
zeynep sister

342
00:50:05,862 --> 00:50:08,535
I cough emir while he was getting money from your pocket

343
00:50:08,535 --> 00:50:20,043
what, son are you stilling money from my pocket huh. My heir from his pocket is still money. Did your mom tough you at home like this. doesn't your stepdad gives you money.

344
00:50:21,396 --> 00:50:24,290
I didn't do it dad she did it, zeynep sister got the money's

345
00:50:25,490 --> 00:50:30,605
look and lying right way be sorry to your sister

346
00:50:31,452 --> 00:50:35,418
I am not a thief and I am not a lier and I won't be sorry I am right

347
00:50:36,661 --> 00:50:44,456
: your right do to your room until your sorry to your zeynep sister you won't get out. Is that why your mom throwed you

348
00:51:06,638 --> 00:51:14,361
you said to me not bad human but bad dad. I am sorry but he is more than bad dad, he doesn't has respect

349
00:51:16,837 --> 00:51:23,521
lets say he loves women a lot. My dad and women. They were always part of my childhood.

350
00:51:25,196 --> 00:51:36,937
and my childhoods part was my mom and women. Like I said my childhood passed going to the places were my mom went to clean. Of course the most in cansus house.

351
00:51:47,470 --> 00:51:57,232
no touching feriha. My dad got this for me being a real Princes and only real princes can touch this house

352
00:51:57,569 --> 00:51:59,357
please let me touch once

353
00:51:59,357 --> 00:52:02,926
you can't touch it because your not real princes

354
00:52:02,926 --> 00:52:09,964
your not real princes either, your dad has fooled you. And the princess only happens in stories.

355
00:52:09,964 --> 00:52:16,893
will go and Ask my mom, look you will see she will say it to that I am a real princess.
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356
00:52:21,664 --> 00:52:25,885
say something to feriha mom, she say you dad is fooling you

357
00:52:26,320 --> 00:52:29,217
come on without fight share it Cansu

358
00:52:55,992 --> 00:52:58,082
look mom look she braked it.

359
00:52:58,451 --> 00:53:01,489
it was accident I swear it was by an accident

360
00:53:01,489 --> 00:53:05,421
no you did it on purpose I know it. Because your not princess.

361
00:53:06,667 --> 00:53:21,424
Cansu we will repair it if it doesn't works we will get new one. Come on don't hurt your friend, she wont's to play too. Feriha you go home to now. The cleaning is over anyways your mom is waiting for you at home. Go

362
00:53:26,725 --> 00:53:31,385
my dad said it he said don't play with doorkeepers daughter.

363
00:53:39,955 --> 00:53:44,152
maybe she was right, without noticing I was jealous of her

364
00:53:44,152 --> 00:53:46,815
feriha you were only a kid.

365
00:53:46,815 --> 00:53:55,755
I wasn't just a kid. I was doorkeepers daughter. It's like if your door keeps daughter your different.

366
00:54:05,441 --> 00:54:22,593
ometimes I found an anger inside my past today the thing I lived and didn't everything. I find everything to find anger. Then something happens I could forgive everyone one at a time. Even Cansu.

367
00:54:26,654 --> 00:54:40,449
Except you. It's like I can't only forgive you. I can't forgive you because none of them Hirt my feeling like you did. Yes I got slap from my dad he have the hardes punishments

368
00:54:41,673 --> 00:54:53,201
Mehmet did everything to get remove me from being his sister. Cansu tried to kill us. But none of then broke my hear like you did

369
00:54:55,200 --> 00:55:04,374
I could understand you more than before. I lived the same thing to. When I was trying to get over the lies for many times

370
00:55:06,994 --> 00:55:10,703
I thought I couldn't forgive you. then I came to a situation everday i got up forgiving you,

371
00:55:13,550 --> 00:55:15,599
then I slept hating you.

372
00:55:19,840 --> 00:55:26,765
I am really mad at you, the anger inside does not looks like anything else.

373
00:55:28,900 --> 00:55:36,217
feriha I am mad at myself to. Believe me before I haven't hurt anyone more than that.

374
00:55:37,881 --> 00:55:49,993
we were making it. How couldn't I see this. Great fear. Worry, whatever the bend is, how couldn't see what we did. We were us.

375
00:55:55,702 --> 00:55:56,614
i know

376
00:55:57,880 --> 00:56:03,271
if you know it say it. Why did you ruined it. Why did you wonted happen like this.

377
00:56:03,271 --> 00:56:08,822
I didn't wont it, one moment

378
00:56:08,822 --> 00:56:27,679
one moment, made all of our parts disappear. Like we never lived it. The days we were in metals hand(halil), the mountain house, Ada. You erased all the test that we gave.

379
00:57:24,175 --> 00:57:25,441
you cant runway

380
00:57:25,441 --> 00:57:27,335
emir please let me go please

381
00:57:30,580 --> 00:57:39,399
do you remember how you touched me. So this why I won't let you go. We need the strength that we gave each othe

382
00:57:41,567 --> 00:57:44,576
I passed my good and bad days with you.

383
00:57:45,112 --> 00:57:47,071
say the one that comes to your mind first

384
00:57:48,834 --> 00:57:51,273
helicopter, first one came to my head

385
00:59:15,992 --> 00:59:17,565
did I wake you up

386
00:59:19,595 --> 00:59:21,151
I didn't feel it at all

387
00:59:21,614 --> 00:59:22,870
how did that happened

388
00:59:24,566 --> 00:59:25,887
because of the small red shoes.

389
00:59:27,541 --> 00:59:28,331
explain it

390
00:59:29,590 --> 00:59:31,590
you really won't is to talk without non stop

391
00:59:32,762 --> 00:59:35,097
count the times that we haven't spoke

392
01:00:34,385 --> 01:00:43,700
that moment their was nothing that I wonted but those red shoes. I really wonted you soo much, even the first days when I was running away from you.

393
01:00:45,383 --> 01:00:47,390
i hurt you like the shoes didn't I

394
01:01:08,776 --> 01:01:09,843
if you do this again

395
01:01:10,418 --> 01:01:13,444
if I do what again, if I kiss you

396
01:01:14,060 --> 01:01:16,256
you just kissed me so I won't speak out.

397
01:01:16,256 --> 01:01:18,389
yes. It was good one

398
01:01:18,389 --> 01:01:25,109
emir ita enough now we were crazy now it's over you will open thy door I will get out quietly.

399
01:01:25,109 --> 01:01:26,722
feriha I won't open the door

400
01:01:26,722 --> 01:01:28,869
emir we talked whole night

401
01:01:28,869 --> 01:01:29,839
we talked and

402
01:01:29,839 --> 01:01:34,039
and what? one night sitting are we going to solve everything.

403
01:01:34,039 --> 01:01:40,963
Your right we still didnt solve everything. And maybe we didnt solve anything. Look another reason not to open the door. Breakfast

404
01:01:42,569 --> 01:01:43,382
breakfast

405
01:01:44,915 --> 01:01:45,833
breakfast

406
01:01:50,160 --> 01:01:52,193
their is only eggs and cheese if you won't we can do omelette

407
01:02:27,593 --> 01:02:29,127
what are you doing

408
01:02:29,127 --> 01:02:33,267
I drink all of them. if you don't open the door, I will die squirmy squirmy.

409
01:02:35,969 --> 01:02:36,727
feriha come on

410
01:02:36,727 --> 01:02:37,313
let go

411
01:02:38,021 --> 01:02:39,035
feriha come you will throw it out.

412
01:02:39,358 --> 01:02:40,308
emir let go

413
01:02:40,308 --> 01:02:41,443
you will throw it out

414
01:02:44,395 --> 01:02:45,906
let me go I won't throw up

415
01:03:33,973 --> 01:03:35,143
can you put water in this

416
01:03:38,155 --> 01:03:40,118
am I going to set breakfast with you.

417
01:03:41,350 --> 01:03:43,929
your stomach is empty you need to eat something.

418
01:03:43,929 --> 01:03:45,505
I won't eat anything

419
01:03:45,505 --> 01:03:46,001
ok

420
01:03:51,518 --> 01:04:01,085
emir are you trying to make me crazy. It's like nothing has happened its like we didn't do anything to each other. Now sitting are we going to eat breakfast.

421
01:04:02,731 --> 01:04:04,237
You don't need to eat breakfast

422
01:04:05,267 --> 01:04:14,349
but I have to stay here until your board. Emir until when. How long will this maniac will last. Look your arm, germs will get in.

423
01:04:15,344 --> 01:04:20,513
come on lets go from here.... lets got to doctor...then i will go to campus

424
01:04:25,843 --> 01:04:32,824
Now you can't hear my voice. You can't hear this either.

425
01:04:38,033 --> 01:04:40,917
Look emir they will worry about us.

426
01:04:41,261 --> 01:04:51,601
They might think something happened and enter the house. Emir can you hear me

427
01:04:51,601 --> 01:04:53,873
they will see nothing happened to me and go back

428
01:04:53,873 --> 01:05:00,933
emir the thing your doing is like kids game. It won't work at all. Emir can you hear me.

429
01:05:02,039 --> 01:05:07,954
really doesn't it has any meanings that we talked about it until the Morning. It didn't work at all.

430
01:05:09,606 --> 01:05:12,785
emir it won't work. Really it won't work.

431
01:05:13,957 --> 01:05:15,575
okay we will see

432
01:05:15,575 --> 01:05:21,512
ya now you closed me here like this. Like a kid toy your playing it.

433
01:05:24,152 --> 01:05:29,332
their is no game feriha. We are here your here. Until it works we won't get out

434
01:05:30,747 --> 01:05:32,113
you want to play?

435
01:05:41,824 --> 01:05:44,027
now play it alone by yourself then.

436
01:05:45,201 --> 01:05:46,633
feriha open this door

437
01:05:48,393 --> 01:05:52,095
i won't open it, let's see who is going to make it more silly

438
01:05:52,657 --> 01:05:54,607
look your the one who changes to game.

439
01:05:55,069 --> 01:05:56,611
you wonted like this.

440
01:05:57,591 --> 01:05:59,048
feriha I won't stubborn with you.

441
01:06:00,552 --> 01:06:02,861
if you wont me to open the door you have to open the out door.

442
01:06:04,067 --> 01:06:10,300
which one are you more scared of, speaking or listening. Say it from witch one are you running an bidding

443
01:06:11,513 --> 01:06:16,233
maybe I am scared that I can't trust you. Maybe I am sacred that I can't see respect

444
01:06:17,474 --> 01:06:20,489
don't be scared then. I not telling something that I don't feel.

445
01:06:21,497 --> 01:06:22,955
I dont care what you feel.

446
01:06:23,473 --> 01:06:27,751
Because you don't know what I feel. Not even once you took it serious.

447
01:06:27,751 --> 01:06:30,159
I didn't hear a bigger lie than this.

448
01:06:30,159 --> 01:06:39,077
you took it serious when others did it to me. You didn't take it serious of what you did to me. It's easier to hide other pain right

449
01:06:40,101 --> 01:06:43,637
don't do it how much hurt you got I got the same.

450
01:06:43,637 --> 01:06:48,619
if once if you aware of what you did to me right now we wouldn't be here.

451
01:06:51,167 --> 01:06:53,406
You wouldn't close me to the house that broke me a lot

452
01:06:53,406 --> 01:06:54,453
a house that broke you.

453
01:06:56,174 --> 01:07:00,497
Okay go the old days as much as you wont. What is this house now

454
01:07:00,497 --> 01:07:07,080
Is it the house that I came here to destroy you. The one night I said is that house,

455
01:07:07,080 --> 01:07:09,480
the house that I made your mom cleaned up

456
01:07:09,955 --> 01:07:11,794
emir be quite be quite

457
01:07:12,346 --> 01:07:14,857
i won be quite, you won't be quite either

458
01:07:14,857 --> 01:07:15,831
Which house is this

459
01:07:16,921 --> 01:07:19,920
Is it the house that I made you cry ...is it the house that I made you cry

460
01:07:22,348 --> 01:07:23,643
Get out of here an tell me

461
01:07:24,503 --> 01:07:34,641
your telling this so I will be mad and get out of here. This how much important I am to you. This how much my feelings are important.

462
01:07:35,157 --> 01:07:40,046
because of your stubborn your not opening the door so you could pursed out and yell at me.

463
01:07:44,111 --> 01:07:46,910
Explain what you feel, not to build a relationship, it's for me to give up.

464
01:07:47,930 --> 01:07:49,432
you are talking nonsense

465
01:07:51,426 --> 01:07:53,313
feriha move from the back of the door

466
01:07:53,806 --> 01:07:55,673
I am not behind the door, retard

467
01:07:56,960 --> 01:07:58,099
feriha move I said,

468
01:08:02,912 --> 01:08:03,543
get out

469
01:08:08,694 --> 01:08:13,460
their was no need to hide behind that door. What's that door to block us.

470
01:08:15,330 --> 01:08:17,221
okay then why did you break the door

471
01:08:17,640 --> 01:08:23,110
because I cant handle it. I can't handle the things you pull between us

472
01:08:24,881 --> 01:08:31,242
I didnt had it either, that's why no matter what happened I wanted to stay next to you. You didn't even though why this really meant to me.

473
01:08:31,706 --> 01:08:34,921
I couldn't think, first time in my life I can't think

474
01:08:35,397 --> 01:08:44,792
you still can't say it clearly, you can't say I couldn't handle you staying next to me. No matter what happened when I was holding you hand you cant say you felt weak.

475
01:08:45,172 --> 01:08:53,390
maybe the problem is not just madness feriha. I was really bad at myself for everything to come over one another, To you the things I mead I leave.

476
01:08:54,940 --> 01:09:03,157
For example I didn't deserved to hold your hands. Maybe I couldn't find the strength to go and hold your hand. I pushed you

477
01:09:04,001 --> 01:09:08,400
know what changed. Why know are you trying to hold my hand. By force

478
01:09:10,083 --> 01:09:13,800
it's like years before, but it was one year ago

479
01:09:15,065 --> 01:09:21,358
I was trying to solve you,, I told koray she has something it's pushing and pulling.

480
01:09:22,522 --> 01:09:30,098
Maybe this is te thing between us. We are pushing. Then we pull back each other.

481
01:09:31,633 --> 01:09:47,273
you asked what this house is? This is the house you broke my pride, me, with my mom, my body, with other women's body, many times you hurt it this is the house

482
01:09:49,185 --> 01:09:55,406
. You know what's weird, even with these I did won't to let go of this house the way the wonted.

483
01:09:57,263 --> 01:10:05,229
When you couldn't move from here and making a pride problem to you. With all that I thought we could make this a house.

484
01:10:07,273 --> 01:10:11,810
this house or other 4 walled house was a house when we were in it.

485
01:10:14,130 --> 01:10:17,166
this was really the silliest one from the once you said yesterday.

486
01:10:19,121 --> 01:10:24,492
It's a house, who are you fooling, we return to our house from ads right

487
01:10:26,489 --> 01:10:29,314
Then why did you runaway from our house each time.

488
01:10:30,136 --> 01:10:41,795
Since the day we found ruya in the door until the night you slapped me, how many times did you left the house, from me. Your reason is ready you were weak. This much.

489
01:10:44,282 --> 01:10:53,300
When I was paying the price for my lies. No matter what happened I jumped in front of you. Just to see you, I collected the trashed for many times.

490
01:10:55,624 --> 01:11:06,963
But what do you do, each time you throw yourself outside. Now the house You say you left me all alone. Your scared. For this reason don't wait politeness from me.

491
01:11:23,943 --> 01:11:25,080
you didn't open this

492
01:11:26,770 --> 01:11:27,784
whats that

493
01:11:28,478 --> 01:11:31,872
so you didn't even see it, you guys baby's picture, look.

494
01:11:36,172 --> 01:11:37,552
whats this doing here

495
01:11:38,174 --> 01:11:39,601
think a little what os it doing here.

496
01:11:45,686 --> 01:11:55,681
did ruya came, that day. why dint you tll me. Why did you let her talk to you.

497
01:11:55,681 --> 01:12:02,121
what are you saying who is asking permission From me, which ones gets permission to talk with me.

498
01:12:03,144 --> 01:12:07,963
my mom came to right. If you had told me

499
01:12:07,963 --> 01:12:17,799
what will have happen if I told you. Poor girl when I was not home what she have lived. I need to be more nice. If she goes to far I will shut her up. What

500
01:12:19,208 --> 01:12:20,595
what did my mom say

501
01:12:20,595 --> 01:12:33,342
he didn't say anything that I don't know. In good days she used to say I made you guys son and mom in a good way. Right now she still says I made mother and son together but in a bad way.

502
01:12:34,436 --> 01:12:38,996
But i should feel good that i made a family that does not exits.

503
01:12:47,942 --> 01:12:49,541
sorry, I just said to make you mad.

504
01:12:51,666 --> 01:12:53,619
don't be you didn't say anything Wrong

505
01:12:55,428 --> 01:13:05,167
Your exaggerating I am exaggerating too. Your mom hating this much also shows how much she cares about you

506
01:13:06,269 --> 01:13:08,221
its late, and it has past info

507
01:13:09,393 --> 01:13:14,819
you talked like you never was happy with them. So because host story

508
01:13:14,819 --> 01:13:20,046
I was 5 years old, the last Ike my mom and my dad was happy was when I was 5 years old.

509
01:15:27,305 --> 01:15:39,366
everything was happening really fast, when I was sitting on the stairs I just heard the sounds. My mom sound my dads sound. The high heels sound.

510
01:17:06,505 --> 01:17:10,825
this is to much its to hurtful. How did you forgive them.

511
01:17:12,627 --> 01:17:16,641
I don't know, I never said I forgive them.

512
01:17:18,361 --> 01:17:21,393
none of the children can grow with this pain madness.

513
01:17:23,273 --> 01:17:25,025
maybe this why I still didn't grow.

514
01:17:25,967 --> 01:17:39,458
our pains, our mistakes, it's like treasure from childhood isn't it. My complex, you anger, your trustfulness. How did we make this.

515
01:17:40,595 --> 01:17:41,340
what

516
01:17:42,324 --> 01:17:47,677
without not knowing each other at all loving this much. You never told these to me

517
01:17:48,082 --> 01:17:50,039
it has been long time I didn't think about it.

518
01:17:50,993 --> 01:18:00,110
this how childhood is like a shadow. Okay for how long where you next to your mom.

519
01:18:01,206 --> 01:18:03,827
when I was 10 I return back next to my dad

520
01:18:03,827 --> 01:18:09,428
you were like Omer, how did your mom let you go

521
01:18:10,539 --> 01:18:27,570
when i 10 I was the only reason that my mom couldn't keep her promises. When I was 17 years old it was all their fault for my living. My dad was a wrong choice and i was the wing of this wrong choice.

522
01:18:28,717 --> 01:18:41,681
She left me because of çans dad but it was because of my dad name it was dirty so my mom chooses him and gave up on me so her name could be clean. gasp emoticon

523
01:18:46,847 --> 01:18:48,767
I am sure you didn't wonted to do this

524
01:20:44,204 --> 01:20:59,686
their is lots of things that Your family has that i cant solve. But their is another thing and this is the only thing that's important for a kid, together.

525
01:21:01,459 --> 01:21:10,509
No matter what. Mistakes, anger, even madness. Their bonding to you your bonding to them no matter what.

526
01:21:10,840 --> 01:21:20,073
I know it, no matter what we make each other live. Right now if they are Turing their back on me I know it

527
01:21:22,989 --> 01:21:36,281
I didn't told you before but even if you say a lie about them since the day we got locked in the classroom your family relationship affected me.

528
01:21:37,710 --> 01:21:39,784
what did you feel when you return to your dads house

529
01:27:17,953 --> 01:27:31,362
I couldn't even be like a doorkeeper girl. Until the School was opened this words washed placed in my head days weeks and months. Weird, maybe sanem started the whole story.

530
01:27:33,922 --> 01:27:45,072
the story that miss sanem stated is at past now. The lies at past now now the only story is our story. This is only our story

531
01:27:52,252 --> 01:27:54,243
. I really have missed you touching me like this.

532
01:28:08,121 --> 01:28:10,014
I couldn't hold myself and I ruined the magic didn't I

533
01:28:11,169 --> 01:28:12,772
their is no magic

534
01:28:15,283 --> 01:28:17,373
does it really scares for leaving yourself for a moment

535
01:28:18,338 --> 01:28:19,302
emir don't do it please.

536
01:28:21,503 --> 01:28:26,562
The pains that we open from the past is not enough to close the pain that we opened for self emir.

537
01:28:27,788 --> 01:28:30,097
Having a hard childhood life doesn't makes my broken go away

538
01:28:31,306 --> 01:28:33,110
okay, I am saying I am poor kid anyways

539
01:28:34,561 --> 01:28:37,041
how much sad kid can you be next to your dad

540
01:28:38,802 --> 01:28:43,792
growing up with my dad, it comes interesting to the ear doesn't it? Fun , angry fun

541
01:29:52,032 --> 01:29:54,103
at least I wasn't wrong about the ego

542
01:29:55,352 --> 01:29:56,324
I can't refuse it

543
01:29:57,513 --> 01:30:01,949
until I crashed on with the car I was believing in sarrafoglu man.

544
01:30:03,547 --> 01:30:05,293
am I supposed to feel special.

545
01:30:06,198 --> 01:30:08,437
you know that your the only important thing in my life

546
01:30:09,416 --> 01:30:18,472
I can't refuse this, you made me feel most important women in world. But then you put me under the ground.

547
01:30:19,467 --> 01:30:20,718
feriha I know i have

548
01:30:21,733 --> 01:30:31,672
malfunctions, I know I have mistakes but because of my defects and mistakes and all the special thing and only big thing is my love to you. you know this

549
01:30:34,864 --> 01:30:36,085
why me

550
01:30:37,595 --> 01:30:38,545
why you

551
01:30:39,005 --> 01:30:39,501
why

552
01:30:51,440 --> 01:31:05,332
why you, maybe million or one answer this question has, with you I meet with myself. I was strong that I was able to do next to you. With your only word I became weak

553
01:31:06,998 --> 01:31:21,394
. I saw the light inside with you. And you sometimes choked me with your own darkness. Maybe all of them maybe one of them.

554
01:31:25,280 --> 01:31:26,240
look at me

555
01:31:29,082 --> 01:31:44,112
I don't won't to. When I listen myself from you, it happens like this. When I look at you everything will be disappear.

556
01:31:45,538 --> 01:31:55,480
your scared to look at me. Because the thing is happening to is happening to me. When you see me you can't hide behind your anger madness.

557
01:31:58,697 --> 01:32:11,561
I won't let this, you can't do this. Looking at you won't make me cover something again. This time it won't be like that.

558
01:32:14,503 --> 01:32:24,809
what will happen then. Feriha come on now tell me to my face is it over, when i was bring you hear my only though was for you to hear my voice.

559
01:32:26,968 --> 01:32:32,452
Not to give an answer or to change the answer. I just wonted to talk.

560
01:32:33,680 --> 01:32:39,655
you did it. We listened we talked now what will happen. What do you won't from me know.

561
01:32:41,321 --> 01:32:49,166
do you know what I won't from you, for once with your want I won't you to leave yourself to me leaving removing everything between us.

562
01:32:51,185 --> 01:32:58,651
Your family, my mom, my dad, Ruya, I won't you to forget everyone but us to.

563
01:32:59,695 --> 01:33:07,559
how easy do you say it. Forgetting, what are you doing to forget. When you were closing the door their was no one between us.

564
01:33:09,480 --> 01:33:11,450
what should we then for example not get out of here at all.

565
01:33:12,790 --> 01:33:19,940
kay, let's not forget no one. You can't do this I get it. But you cannot get out of this door giving an answer right.

566
01:33:21,582 --> 01:33:24,760
Get it we did everything to each other and you guys did everything to us.

567
01:33:26,801 --> 01:33:31,296
Now what I won't is not important, whatever you won't it will happen.

568
01:33:33,438 --> 01:33:37,534
We are still this and look we are still looks this. You can't say we made can you.

569
01:33:43,995 --> 01:33:50,677
again your leaving all the wight to me right. Before you were forced me to go now your forcing me stay here.

570
01:33:51,728 --> 01:33:54,923
your not forced, your not forced to anything.

571
01:33:55,997 --> 01:33:57,265
I feel really tired.

572
01:33:57,795 --> 01:34:02,640
Look I know we made each other tire. I don't won't to give up I don't won't let this.

573
01:34:03,230 --> 01:34:11,473
look I can't explain it. Giving up is giving. Tiering is Tiering. You allowing or not will not change anything. .

574
01:34:13,012 --> 01:34:16,681
You said we would not get out of here until we speak everything and solve it

575
01:34:16,681 --> 01:34:20,916
We spoke, we tuned the house the mess. What did we fixed

576
01:34:22,672 --> 01:34:24,270
since you asked nothing

577
01:34:25,546 --> 01:34:35,195
did you believe that it was going to be this easy. Did you thought stuck between 4 walls throwing the rocks on the floor, even if we hurt each other.

578
01:34:36,713 --> 01:34:38,752
Did you though we will fixed this I told you it won't work like this.

579
01:34:39,932 --> 01:34:41,301
i did everything i could

580
01:34:42,389 --> 01:34:51,670
and know your inside good, a couple of sad moment couple sad childhood stories, a house that we destroyed in our head, yes these are really important.

581
01:34:52,703 --> 01:34:54,236
But what do we now have on our hand.

582
01:34:55,320 --> 01:35:02,754
what did we had when we came here. If I hadn't brought yiu here you wouldn't have spoken to me even once. We wouldn't have get out of silly takings.

583
01:35:02,754 --> 01:35:10,659
your making crowded words. You still can't say what's solved for closing me in here.

584
01:35:10,659 --> 01:35:16,851
you say it then, what couldn't we solve say that. Say it's over to me

585
01:35:17,961 --> 01:35:19,086
emir don't come over me

586
01:35:19,816 --> 01:35:30,597
why are you scared. Are you scared to say its over or are you scared to accept its not over. Are you scared that it will not be over and you know it..

587
01:35:31,600 --> 01:35:39,195
You know it the lies, jealousy. Wonting or not all the mistake we did to each other. None of them was enough to make us over

588
01:35:40,353 --> 01:35:46,791
We could make each other over many times but not the love. Even If all our strength is enough for the silliness. It's not enough to make the love over.

589
01:35:48,296 --> 01:36:05,271
yes it's not over. When ever I say it's over when ever I run away. When I get further I come back to you really hard. Is this it are you happy the your right the rudeness everything you did finished many times

590
01:36:06,752 --> 01:36:16,910
. Whatever kind feeling this is yes love is not over. And their is no reason for it to be over. Can you understand me.

591
01:36:19,892 --> 01:36:31,565
This time I won't fallow my inside(heart) now I am not a lier. I can't say it's over to you. But this times over won't change anything.

592
01:36:36,986 --> 01:36:50,475
you were right we didn't makes it... they won... we lost. We have to accept loosing right.