[Script Info] Title: [Events] Format: Layer, Start, End, Style, Name, MarginL, MarginR, MarginV, Effect, Text Dialogue: 0,0:00:00.00,0:00:13.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think before I was more prone to\Nfixing feelings and fixing needs in for Dialogue: 0,0:00:13.08,0:00:18.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,example a violent way or a negative way\Nsomething that would impede either my Dialogue: 0,0:00:18.60,0:00:24.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,progress as a person or someone else's\Nand the after would be figuring out how Dialogue: 0,0:00:24.96,0:00:31.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to let someone know what's going on with\Nme so I can advance as a man become a Dialogue: 0,0:00:31.29,0:00:38.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,better person through knowing what those\Nfeelings are well I mean that grew up in Dialogue: 0,0:00:38.73,0:00:44.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,an alcoholic abusive household so from\Nthe time i can remember i was getting Dialogue: 0,0:00:44.16,0:00:51.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,hit and then when I was it a teenager I\Nstarted training mixed martial arts and Dialogue: 0,0:00:51.06,0:00:56.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,progressed as a young adult to semi\Nprofessional fights and so my whole life Dialogue: 0,0:00:56.64,0:00:59.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,has pretty much dominantly been enforced\Nby violence Dialogue: 0,0:00:59.97,0:01:04.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it was a way to solve problems it was\Nway to express yourself and this has Dialogue: 0,0:01:04.68,0:01:09.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,helped me realize that those can be\Nfixed without violence violence doesn't Dialogue: 0,0:01:09.21,0:01:15.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,do anything but cause more problems and\Nso for me this is allowed me to not need Dialogue: 0,0:01:15.42,0:01:20.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to pursue violence not need to have it\Nas a background in case I needed Dialogue: 0,0:01:20.67,0:01:26.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don't need violence nobody does this\Nworld is about expressing who we are and Dialogue: 0,0:01:26.52,0:01:29.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,what we need to each other so we can\Ngrow together