0:00:00.208,0:00:05.346 (Music) 0:00:20.346,0:00:25.731 (Music) 0:00:59.917,0:01:02.649 (Music ends) 0:01:06.980,0:01:12.633 (Applause) 0:01:12.657,0:01:14.599 So, that's what I've done with my life. 0:01:14.623,0:01:16.081 (Laughter) 0:01:16.105,0:01:18.713 (Applause) 0:01:18.737,0:01:19.890 Thank you. 0:01:19.914,0:01:24.112 (Applause) 0:01:25.312,0:01:27.809 As a kid, I grew up on a farm in Florida, 0:01:27.833,0:01:29.764 and I did what most little kids do. 0:01:29.788,0:01:33.500 I played a little baseball,[br]did a few other things like that, 0:01:33.524,0:01:35.810 but I always had the sense[br]of being an outsider, 0:01:35.834,0:01:38.675 and it wasn't until I saw[br]pictures in the magazines 0:01:38.699,0:01:40.952 that a couple other guys skate, I thought, 0:01:40.976,0:01:42.496 "Wow, that's for me," you know? 0:01:42.520,0:01:45.120 Because there was no coach[br]standing directly over you, 0:01:45.144,0:01:47.400 and these guys,[br]they were just being themselves. 0:01:47.424,0:01:49.646 There was no opponent[br]directly across from you. 0:01:49.670,0:01:52.938 And I loved that sense,[br]so I started skating 0:01:52.962,0:01:56.211 when I was about 10 years old, in 1977, 0:01:56.235,0:01:59.356 and when I did,[br]I picked it up pretty quickly. 0:01:59.380,0:02:02.909 In fact, here's some footage[br]from about 1984. 0:02:02.933,0:02:08.052 It wasn't until 79[br]I won my first amateur championship, 0:02:08.076,0:02:12.853 and then, by 81, I was 14,[br]and I won my first world championship, 0:02:14.222,0:02:16.390 which was amazing to me, 0:02:16.414,0:02:19.479 and in a very real sense,[br]that was the first real victory I had. 0:02:19.503,0:02:20.668 Oh, watch this. 0:02:20.692,0:02:23.227 This is a Casper slide,[br]where the board's upside down. 0:02:23.251,0:02:24.839 Mental note on that one. 0:02:24.863,0:02:26.323 (Laughter) 0:02:26.347,0:02:27.827 And this one here? 0:02:27.851,0:02:29.639 An ollie. 0:02:30.700,0:02:34.875 So, as she mentioned,[br]that is overstated for sure, 0:02:34.899,0:02:38.763 but that's why they called me[br]the godfather of modern street skating. 0:02:39.197,0:02:41.118 Here's some images of that. 0:02:46.041,0:02:49.048 Now, I was about halfway[br]through my pro career 0:02:49.072,0:02:52.415 in, I would say, the mid-'80s. 0:02:52.439,0:02:56.171 Freestyle itself -- we developed[br]all these flat ground tricks, as you saw, 0:02:56.195,0:02:59.454 but there was evolving[br]a new kind of skateboarding, 0:02:59.478,0:03:04.298 where guys were taking it to the streets,[br]and they were using that ollie, 0:03:04.322,0:03:05.706 like I showed you. 0:03:05.730,0:03:09.053 They were using it to get up[br]onto stuff like bleachers and handrails 0:03:09.077,0:03:11.881 and over stairwells[br]and all kinds of cool stuff. 0:03:11.905,0:03:14.154 So it was evolving upwards. 0:03:14.178,0:03:16.886 In fact, when someone tells you[br]they're a skater today, 0:03:16.910,0:03:18.881 they pretty much mean a street skater, 0:03:18.905,0:03:22.191 because freestyle, it took about[br]five years for it to die, 0:03:22.215,0:03:28.270 and at that stage, I'd been a "champion"[br]champion for 11 years, which -- 0:03:28.294,0:03:29.736 Phew! 0:03:29.760,0:03:33.309 And suddenly, it was over for me,[br]that's it -- it was gone. 0:03:33.333,0:03:35.797 They took my pro model off the shelf, 0:03:35.821,0:03:38.633 which was essentially[br]pronouncing you dead, publicly. 0:03:38.657,0:03:40.620 That's how you make your money, you know? 0:03:40.644,0:03:43.940 You have a signature board[br]and wheels and shoes and clothes. 0:03:43.964,0:03:45.995 I had all that stuff, and it's gone. 0:03:47.051,0:03:50.464 The crazy thing was, there was[br]a really liberating sense about it, 0:03:50.488,0:03:55.074 because I no longer had to protect[br]my record as a champion. 0:03:55.098,0:03:56.278 "Champion," again. 0:03:56.302,0:03:58.853 Champion sounds so goofy,[br]but it's what it was, right? 0:03:58.877,0:04:02.479 What drew me to[br]skateboarding, the freedom, 0:04:02.503,0:04:05.054 was now restored,[br]where I could just create things, 0:04:05.078,0:04:07.930 because that's where the joy[br]was for me, always, 0:04:07.954,0:04:10.124 was creating new stuff. 0:04:10.148,0:04:13.679 The other thing that I had[br]was a deep well of tricks to draw from 0:04:13.703,0:04:15.932 that were rooted[br]in these flat ground tricks. 0:04:15.956,0:04:18.954 Stuff the normal guys were doing[br]was very much different. 0:04:18.978,0:04:20.808 So, as humbling and rotten as it was — 0:04:20.832,0:04:22.540 And believe me, it was rotten. 0:04:22.564,0:04:26.902 I would go to skate spots,[br]and I was already "famous guy," right? 0:04:26.926,0:04:28.738 And everyone thought I was good, 0:04:28.762,0:04:31.056 but in this new terrain, I was horrible. 0:04:31.080,0:04:34.897 So people would go,[br]"Oh, what happened to Mullen?" 0:04:35.382,0:04:37.221 (Laughter) 0:04:37.245,0:04:39.885 So, humbling as it was, I began again. 0:04:39.909,0:04:44.356 Here are some tricks that I started[br]to bring to that new terrain. 0:04:44.380,0:04:48.989 And again, there's this undergirding[br]layer of influence of freestyle -- 0:04:49.013,0:04:50.779 Oh, that one? 0:04:50.803,0:04:53.587 That's, like, the hardest[br]thing I've ever done. 0:04:54.376,0:04:56.087 OK, look at that, it's a Darkslide. 0:04:56.111,0:04:57.951 See how it's sliding on the backside? 0:04:59.332,0:05:02.176 Those are super fun,[br]and, actually, not that hard. 0:05:02.200,0:05:04.792 You know, at the very root[br]of that, see, Caspers, 0:05:04.816,0:05:06.385 see how you throw it? 0:05:07.512,0:05:09.991 Simple as that, right? No biggie. 0:05:10.015,0:05:13.483 And your front foot,[br]the way it grabs it -- 0:05:14.761,0:05:17.528 I'd seen someone slide[br]on the back of the board like that, 0:05:17.552,0:05:19.474 and I was like, "How can I get it over?" 0:05:19.498,0:05:21.204 Because that had not yet been done. 0:05:21.228,0:05:24.111 And then it dawned on me,[br]and here's part of what I'm saying. 0:05:24.135,0:05:26.328 I had an infrastructure.[br]I had this deep layer, 0:05:26.352,0:05:28.780 where it was like, oh my gosh,[br]it's just your foot. 0:05:28.804,0:05:30.876 It's just the way[br]you throw your board over. 0:05:30.900,0:05:33.160 Just let the ledge do that, and it's easy, 0:05:33.184,0:05:35.584 and the next thing you know,[br]there's 20 more tricks 0:05:35.608,0:05:37.096 based out of the variations. 0:05:37.120,0:05:39.753 So that's the kind of thing --[br]here, check this out, 0:05:39.777,0:05:41.838 here's another way,[br]and I won't overdo this. 0:05:41.862,0:05:43.516 A little indulgent, I understand. 0:05:43.540,0:05:45.552 There's something called a Primo slide. 0:05:47.642,0:05:50.168 It is the funnest trick ever to do. 0:05:53.528,0:05:54.845 It's like skimboarding. 0:05:56.052,0:05:58.961 And this one, look how it slides[br]sideways, every which way? 0:05:58.985,0:06:01.813 OK, so when you're skating,[br]and you take a fall, 0:06:01.837,0:06:04.914 the board slips that way or that way;[br]it's kind of predictable. 0:06:04.938,0:06:07.982 This? It goes every which way --[br]it's like a cartoon, the falls, 0:06:08.006,0:06:10.094 and that's what I love the most about it. 0:06:10.118,0:06:11.744 It's so much fun to do. 0:06:11.768,0:06:15.029 In fact, when I started doing them,[br]I remember, because I got hurt. 0:06:15.053,0:06:16.840 I had to get a knee surgery, right? 0:06:16.864,0:06:21.107 So there were a couple of weeks[br]where I couldn't skate at all. 0:06:21.131,0:06:24.017 It would give out on me,[br]and I would watch the guys, 0:06:24.041,0:06:26.950 I'd go to this warehouse[br]where a lot of the guys were skating, 0:06:26.974,0:06:28.294 my friends, and I was like, 0:06:28.318,0:06:31.062 "I've got to do something new,[br]I want to do something new. 0:06:31.086,0:06:32.261 I want to start fresh." 0:06:32.285,0:06:35.307 And so the night before my surgery,[br]I'd watched, and I was like, 0:06:35.331,0:06:36.679 "How am I going to do this?" 0:06:36.703,0:06:38.533 So I ran up, and I jumped on my board, 0:06:38.557,0:06:40.505 and I Cavemanned, and I flipped it down, 0:06:40.529,0:06:43.424 and I remember thinking,[br]I landed so light-footed, thinking, 0:06:43.448,0:06:46.624 if my knee gives, they'll just have[br]more work to do in the morning. 0:06:46.648,0:06:47.819 (Laughter) 0:06:47.843,0:06:49.893 And so, when it was the crazy thing. 0:06:49.917,0:06:52.633 I don't know how many[br]of you guys have had surgery, but -- 0:06:52.657,0:06:54.096 (Laughter) 0:06:54.120,0:06:55.412 you are so helpless, right? 0:06:55.436,0:06:58.262 You're on this gurney[br]and you're watching the ceiling go by, 0:06:58.286,0:06:59.667 every time, it's always that, 0:06:59.691,0:07:03.029 and right when they're putting[br]the mask on you before you go to sleep, 0:07:03.053,0:07:06.227 all I was thinking is,[br]"Man, when I wake up and I get better, 0:07:06.251,0:07:08.736 the first thing I'm going to do[br]is film that trick." 0:07:09.141,0:07:13.558 And indeed I did, it was the very first[br]thing I filmed, which was awesome. 0:07:14.084,0:07:17.980 I told you a little bit[br]about the evolution of the tricks. 0:07:18.004,0:07:19.845 Consider that content, in a sense. 0:07:20.234,0:07:24.081 What we do as street skaters is,[br]you have these tricks -- 0:07:24.105,0:07:26.123 Say I'm working on Darkslides, or a Primo, 0:07:26.147,0:07:28.030 that you guys know this stuff now. 0:07:28.054,0:07:29.820 (Laughter) 0:07:29.844,0:07:32.178 What you do is, you cruise[br]around the same streets 0:07:32.202,0:07:33.989 that you've seen a hundred times, 0:07:34.013,0:07:36.782 but suddenly, because[br]you already have something 0:07:36.806,0:07:42.027 in this fixed domain of this target,[br]it's like, what will match this trick? 0:07:42.051,0:07:45.067 How can I expand, how can the context, 0:07:45.091,0:07:48.144 how can the environment change[br]the very nature of what I do? 0:07:48.168,0:07:51.992 So you drive and drive and drive,[br]and, actually I've got to admit, 0:07:52.016,0:07:54.740 just because I was struggling[br]with this because I'm here, 0:07:54.764,0:07:57.249 but I'll just say it,[br]is, I cannot tell you, 0:07:57.273,0:07:59.018 not only to be here in front of you, 0:07:59.042,0:08:01.568 but what a privilege it is[br]to be at US campus, 0:08:01.592,0:08:05.628 because I have been escorted off[br]of this campus so many times. 0:08:05.652,0:08:08.429 (Laughter) 0:08:08.453,0:08:10.459 (Applause) 0:08:10.483,0:08:16.313 So let me give you another example[br]of how context shapes content. 0:08:16.337,0:08:19.642 This is a place not that far from here,[br]It's a rotten neighborhood. 0:08:19.666,0:08:22.238 Your first consideration is,[br]am I going to get beat up? 0:08:22.262,0:08:24.715 You go out and -- See this wall? 0:08:24.739,0:08:30.600 It's fairly mellow, and it's beckoning[br]to do bank tricks, right? 0:08:30.624,0:08:33.344 But there's this other aspect[br]of it for wheelies, 0:08:33.368,0:08:34.658 so check this out. 0:08:35.348,0:08:36.858 There's a few tricks, again, 0:08:36.882,0:08:39.283 how environment changes[br]the nature of your tricks. 0:08:39.307,0:08:42.009 Freestyle oriented,[br]manual down -- wheelie down. 0:08:42.504,0:08:45.578 Watch, this one? Oh, I love this,[br]it's like surfing, this one, 0:08:45.602,0:08:47.156 the way you catch it. 0:08:47.180,0:08:50.330 This one, a little sketchy[br]going backwards, 0:08:50.354,0:08:51.541 and watch the back foot. 0:08:53.116,0:08:54.267 Oops -- 0:08:54.291,0:08:55.704 (Laughter) 0:08:55.728,0:08:57.228 Mental note right there. 0:08:57.252,0:08:58.850 Again, we'll get back to that. 0:08:58.874,0:09:00.025 (Laughter) 0:09:00.049,0:09:01.485 Here, back foot, back foot. 0:09:02.438,0:09:03.611 OK, up there? 0:09:03.635,0:09:04.944 That was called a 360 flip. 0:09:04.968,0:09:07.701 Notice how the board flipped[br]and spun this way, both axes. 0:09:09.494,0:09:14.029 And another example[br]of how the context changed, 0:09:14.053,0:09:18.047 and the creative process[br]for me and for most skaters, 0:09:18.071,0:09:21.293 is, you go, you get out of the car,[br]you check for security, 0:09:21.317,0:09:22.474 you check for stuff. 0:09:22.498,0:09:23.693 (Laughter) 0:09:23.717,0:09:26.188 It's funny, you get to know[br]their rhythms, you know, 0:09:26.212,0:09:27.835 the guys that cruise around -- 0:09:27.859,0:09:29.229 (Laughter) 0:09:29.253,0:09:31.348 Skateboarding is such[br]a humbling thing, man. 0:09:31.372,0:09:34.272 No matter how good you are,[br]you've still got to deal with -- 0:09:34.296,0:09:36.327 So you hit this wall, and when I hit it, 0:09:36.351,0:09:38.619 the first thing you do[br]is you fall forward, 0:09:38.643,0:09:40.333 and I'm like, all right, all right. 0:09:40.357,0:09:41.507 As you adjust ... 0:09:43.105,0:09:45.440 you punch it up,[br]and then when I would do that, 0:09:45.464,0:09:47.446 it was throwing my shoulder this way ... 0:09:48.067,0:09:52.925 which as I was doing it, I was like,[br]"Oh wow, that's begging for a 360 flip," 0:09:52.949,0:09:55.602 because that's how[br]you load up for a 360 flip. 0:09:55.928,0:09:59.608 And so this is what I want[br]to emphasize that, as you can imagine, 0:09:59.632,0:10:03.210 all of these tricks are made[br]of submovements, 0:10:03.234,0:10:04.552 executive motor functions, 0:10:04.576,0:10:07.614 more granular to the degree[br]to which I can't quite tell you, 0:10:07.638,0:10:08.994 but one thing I do know is, 0:10:09.018,0:10:12.986 every trick is made of combining two[br]or three or four or five movements. 0:10:13.010,0:10:16.275 And so, as I'm going up,[br]these things are floating around, 0:10:16.299,0:10:19.034 and you have to sort of[br]let the cognitive mind rest back, 0:10:19.058,0:10:20.324 pull it back a little bit, 0:10:20.348,0:10:22.779 and let your intuition go[br]as you feel these things. 0:10:22.803,0:10:25.310 And these submovements[br]are kind of floating around, 0:10:25.334,0:10:28.298 and as the wall hits you,[br]they connect themselves to an extent, 0:10:28.322,0:10:31.897 and that's when the cognitive mind:[br]"Oh, 360 flip, I'm going to make that." 0:10:31.921,0:10:34.426 So that's how that works[br]to me, the creative process, 0:10:34.450,0:10:36.338 the process itself, of street skating. 0:10:36.362,0:10:37.737 So, next -- Oh, mind you ... 0:10:37.761,0:10:38.827 (Laughter) 0:10:38.851,0:10:40.015 Those are the community. 0:10:40.039,0:10:42.688 These are some of the best[br]skaters in the world. 0:10:42.712,0:10:45.835 These are my friends --[br]oh my gosh, they're such good people. 0:10:46.307,0:10:48.815 And the beauty of skateboarding is that, 0:10:48.839,0:10:50.803 no one guy is the best. 0:10:50.827,0:10:54.199 In fact, I know this is rotten to say,[br]they're my friends, 0:10:54.223,0:10:57.699 but a couple of them actually don't look[br]that comfortable on their board. 0:10:57.723,0:11:02.739 What makes them great is the degree[br]to which they use their skateboarding 0:11:02.763,0:11:04.022 to individuate themselves. 0:11:04.046,0:11:06.369 Every single one of these guys,[br]you look at them, 0:11:06.393,0:11:08.807 you can see a silhouette[br]of them, and you realize, 0:11:08.831,0:11:11.120 "Oh, that's him,[br]that's Haslam, that's Koston, 0:11:11.144,0:11:13.695 there's these guys, these are the guys." 0:11:14.323,0:11:18.377 And skaters, I think[br]they tend to be outsiders 0:11:18.401,0:11:21.742 who seek a sense of belonging, 0:11:21.766,0:11:23.816 but belonging on their own terms. 0:11:24.704,0:11:29.347 And real respect is given[br]by how much we take what other guys do, 0:11:29.371,0:11:34.267 these basic tricks, 360 flips,[br]we take that, we make it our own, 0:11:34.291,0:11:36.577 and then we contribute[br]back to the community 0:11:36.601,0:11:39.227 the inner way that edifies[br]the community itself. 0:11:39.885,0:11:42.095 The greater the contribution, 0:11:42.119,0:11:45.198 the more we express[br]and form our individuality, 0:11:46.372,0:11:50.237 which is so important to a lot of us[br]who feel like rejects to begin with. 0:11:50.699,0:11:52.501 The summation of that 0:11:53.281,0:11:56.366 gives us something we could never[br]achieve as an individual. 0:11:57.784,0:11:58.951 I should say this. 0:11:58.975,0:12:00.849 There's some sort of beautiful symmetry 0:12:00.873,0:12:03.680 that the degree to which[br]we connect to a community 0:12:03.704,0:12:06.325 is in proportion to our individuality, 0:12:06.349,0:12:08.426 which we are expressing by what we do. 0:12:09.322,0:12:10.478 Next, 0:12:10.502,0:12:14.900 these guys, very similar community[br]that's extremely conducive to innovation. 0:12:14.924,0:12:16.110 (Laughter) 0:12:16.134,0:12:19.287 Notice a couple of these shots[br]from the police department. 0:12:19.707,0:12:22.481 But it is quite similar,[br]I mean, what is it to hack, right? 0:12:22.505,0:12:25.789 It's knowing a technology so well[br]that you can manipulate it 0:12:25.813,0:12:30.172 and steer it to do things[br]it was never intended to do, right? 0:12:30.196,0:12:31.531 And they're not all bad. 0:12:31.555,0:12:35.625 You can be a Linux kernel hacker,[br]make it more stable, right? 0:12:35.649,0:12:36.887 More safe, more secure. 0:12:36.911,0:12:38.841 You can be an iOS hacker, 0:12:38.865,0:12:41.789 make your iPhone do stuff[br]it wasn't supposed to. 0:12:42.159,0:12:44.550 Not authorized, but not illegal. 0:12:44.574,0:12:46.919 And then, you've got[br]some of these guys, right? 0:12:46.943,0:12:49.485 What they do is very similar[br]to our creative process. 0:12:49.509,0:12:52.205 They connect disparate information, 0:12:52.625,0:12:58.096 and they bring it together in a way[br]that a security analyst doesn't expect. 0:12:58.672,0:13:00.362 It doesn't make them good people, 0:13:00.786,0:13:03.078 but it's at the heart of engineering, 0:13:03.102,0:13:07.632 at the heart of a creative community,[br]an innovative community, 0:13:07.656,0:13:10.521 and the open source community,[br]the basic ethos of it 0:13:10.545,0:13:14.053 is, take what other people do,[br]make it better, 0:13:14.077,0:13:16.241 give it back so we all rise further. 0:13:16.265,0:13:18.654 Very similar communities, very similar. 0:13:18.678,0:13:20.669 We have our edgier sides, too. 0:13:20.693,0:13:21.898 (Laughter) 0:13:21.922,0:13:23.385 It's funny, my dad was right. 0:13:23.409,0:13:24.789 These are my peers. 0:13:25.908,0:13:28.492 But I respect what they do,[br]and they respect what I do, 0:13:28.516,0:13:31.265 because they can do things,[br]it's amazing what they can do. 0:13:31.289,0:13:32.921 In fact, one of them, 0:13:32.945,0:13:37.144 he was Ernst & Young's Entrepreneur[br]of the Year for San Diego County, 0:13:37.168,0:13:40.228 so they're not -- you never know[br]who you're dealing with. 0:13:40.252,0:13:43.734 We've all had some degree of fame. 0:13:43.758,0:13:48.802 In fact, I've had so much success[br]that I strangely always feel unworthy of. 0:13:48.826,0:13:51.785 I've had a patent, and that was cool,[br]and we started a company, 0:13:51.809,0:13:53.931 and it grew, and it became the biggest, 0:13:53.955,0:13:56.840 and then it went down,[br]and then it became the biggest again, 0:13:56.864,0:13:59.535 which is harder than the first time,[br]and then we sold it, 0:13:59.559,0:14:01.080 and then we sold it again. 0:14:01.104,0:14:03.064 So I've had some success. 0:14:03.190,0:14:05.667 And in the end, when you've had[br]all of these things, 0:14:05.691,0:14:07.555 what is it that continues to drive you? 0:14:07.579,0:14:09.864 As I mentioned, the knee stuff[br]and these things, 0:14:09.888,0:14:11.454 what is it that will punch you? 0:14:11.478,0:14:13.299 Because it's not just the mind. 0:14:13.323,0:14:16.168 What is it that will punch you[br]and make you do something 0:14:16.192,0:14:19.210 and bring it to another level,[br]and when you've had it all, 0:14:19.234,0:14:22.879 sometimes, guys, they die on the vine[br]with all of that talent, 0:14:23.492,0:14:26.160 and one of the things[br]we've had, all of us, is fame -- 0:14:26.184,0:14:28.994 I think the best kind of fame,[br]because you can take it off. 0:14:29.018,0:14:31.064 I've been all around the world, 0:14:31.088,0:14:33.708 and there will be a thousand kids[br]crying out your name, 0:14:33.732,0:14:35.780 and it's such a weird,[br]visceral experience. 0:14:35.804,0:14:37.411 It's like, it's disorienting. 0:14:37.435,0:14:39.513 And you get in a car, and you drive away, 0:14:39.537,0:14:42.407 and 10-minute drive, and you get out, 0:14:42.431,0:14:44.242 and no one gives a rat's who you are. 0:14:44.266,0:14:45.632 (Laughter) 0:14:45.656,0:14:48.937 And it gives you that clarity[br]of perspective of, man, I'm just me, 0:14:48.961,0:14:51.671 and popularity, what does that[br]really mean again? 0:14:51.695,0:14:53.116 Not much. 0:14:53.140,0:14:55.299 It's peer respect that drives us. 0:14:55.323,0:14:57.644 That's the one thing[br]that makes us do what we do. 0:14:57.668,0:15:01.749 I've had over a dozen bones,[br]this guy, over, eight, 10 concussions, 0:15:01.773,0:15:04.293 to the point where it's comedy, right? 0:15:04.317,0:15:07.048 It is actually comedy, they mess with him. 0:15:07.072,0:15:08.500 (Laughter) 0:15:08.650,0:15:09.821 Next, 0:15:09.845,0:15:12.417 and this is something deeper. 0:15:14.250,0:15:17.762 I think I was on tour when I was reading[br]one of the Feynman biographies. 0:15:17.786,0:15:19.809 It was the red one or the blue one. 0:15:19.833,0:15:23.515 And he made this statement[br]that was so profound to me. 0:15:27.101,0:15:31.190 It was that the Nobel Prize[br]was the tombstone on all great work, 0:15:32.086,0:15:35.921 and it resonated because[br]I had won 35 out of 36 contests 0:15:35.945,0:15:39.286 that I'd entered over 11 years,[br]and it made me bananas. 0:15:39.310,0:15:41.556 In fact, winning[br]isn't the word, I won it once. 0:15:41.580,0:15:43.632 The rest of the time,[br]you're just defending, 0:15:43.656,0:15:46.231 and you get into this,[br]turtle posture, you know? 0:15:46.255,0:15:49.365 Where you're not doing --[br]it usurped the joy of what I loved to do 0:15:49.389,0:15:52.541 because I was no longer doing it[br]to create and have fun, 0:15:52.565,0:15:54.276 and when it died out from under me, 0:15:54.300,0:15:56.356 that was one of the most[br]liberating things, 0:15:56.380,0:15:57.966 because I could create. 0:15:57.990,0:16:02.685 And look, I understand that[br]I am on the very edge of preachy, here. 0:16:02.709,0:16:03.873 I'm not here to do that. 0:16:03.897,0:16:06.639 It's just that I'm in front[br]of a very privileged audience. 0:16:06.663,0:16:09.543 If you guys aren't already[br]leaders in your community, 0:16:09.567,0:16:12.635 you probably will be,[br]and if there's anything I can give you 0:16:12.659,0:16:15.839 that will transcend what I've gotten[br]from skateboarding, 0:16:15.863,0:16:18.885 the only things of meaning,[br]I think, and of permanence, 0:16:18.909,0:16:20.967 it's not fame, it's not all these things. 0:16:20.991,0:16:24.902 What it is, is that there's[br]an intrinsic value in creating something 0:16:24.926,0:16:26.719 for the sake of creating it, 0:16:26.743,0:16:30.914 and better than that,[br]because I'm 46 years old, or I'll be 46, 0:16:30.938,0:16:34.564 and how pathetic is that[br]I'm still skateboarding, but there is -- 0:16:34.588,0:16:40.411 there is this beauty in dropping it[br]into a community of your own making, 0:16:40.727,0:16:44.014 and seeing it dispersed,[br]and seeing younger, more talented, 0:16:44.038,0:16:47.279 just different talent, take it to levels[br]you can never imagine, 0:16:47.303,0:16:48.967 because that lives on. 0:16:48.991,0:16:50.693 So thank you for your time. 0:16:50.717,0:16:57.717 (Applause) 0:17:00.616,0:17:02.838 Kristina Holly: I have a question for you. 0:17:02.862,0:17:06.610 (Applause) 0:17:06.634,0:17:10.531 So you've really reinvented yourself[br]in the past, from freestyle to street, 0:17:10.555,0:17:13.840 and, I think it was about four years ago[br]you officially retired. 0:17:13.864,0:17:16.191 Is that it? What's next? 0:17:17.150,0:17:20.879 Rodney Mullen: That's a good question.[br]KG: Something tells me it's not the end. 0:17:20.903,0:17:24.687 RM: Yeah. Every time you think[br]you've chased something down, 0:17:24.711,0:17:27.848 it's funny, no matter how good you are,[br]and I know guys like this, 0:17:27.872,0:17:30.238 it feels like you're polishing[br]a turd, you know? 0:17:30.262,0:17:33.468 (Laughter) 0:17:33.581,0:17:36.028 And I thought, the only way[br]I can extend this 0:17:36.052,0:17:38.083 is to change something infrastructural. 0:17:38.880,0:17:42.118 And so that's what I proceeded to do,[br]through a long story, 0:17:42.142,0:17:46.403 one of desperation, so if I do it,[br]rather than talk about it, 0:17:46.427,0:17:48.370 if I do it, you'll be the first to know. 0:17:48.394,0:17:51.396 KG: All right, we won't ask you any more.[br]RM: You'll get a text. 0:17:51.420,0:17:54.395 KG: Right, thank you, good job.[br]RM: Thank you. Thank you. 0:17:54.419,0:17:59.107 (Applause)