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[ hums and whistles]

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Come here

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[whistles]

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the enthusiasm when she comes is amazing [laughs]

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"so is there a routine for you?"

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pretty much guaranteed that i'm going to go to the studio, at some point or several times in the day

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[whistles]

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this is going to be exciting, to have

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this new big surface

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[whistles]

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[sound of electric sander against canvas]

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Alright, lets see if I can get a sketch up on here

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[shakes spray can]

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[Whistles]

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[Sound of spray can]

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I learned a massive amount from graffitti

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that i've taken into the studio

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[whistles]

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[sound of spray paint]

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in terms of scale and how to make large marks

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and how to take a small drawing and make it large

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I mean, that's totally invaluable skillset

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not bad

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[sound of spray can]

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It's sort of like a boxing ring in here- its a very physical process

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[sound of spray paint]

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maybe I'm a little addicted to that.

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[sound of spray paint]

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It's a real part of my life- It's a real way for me to work things out

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outside of just the actual painting

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[sound of spray can]

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God damn it, come on.

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I might be one of the most impatient people in the world.

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Certainly, at times I can't control how the anxiety and impatience and aggressive energy comes out

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It's best when it happens in here, so I like to try and harness that cause no one can judge me, or..

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[sound of feet shuffling]

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I do have to trick myself into getting through parts of a painting

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[dog barking]

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come on, Fanny, come on

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If it gets to a point where I know a painting's going to be a painting, sometimes theres that real sense of chore

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so then i'll have to like drink a bottle of wine [laughs]

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or do something fun

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like walking around Greenpoint

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[sound of nails tapping rhythmically]

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[whistles]

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The best thing, and the most freeing feeling for me, is when im just moving the brush and making those strokes

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and am not standing back across the room looking at it

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it's when I'm completely lost in there.

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[sound of brush against canvas]

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There's that sense that I can express any kind of movement or action or noise or whatever i want in there

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[sound of brush scraping against canvas]

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[sighs]

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[sound of foot tapping lightly]

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I think that's it

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I think if I start painting I'm going to start making mistakes.

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"Yeah"

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Which is fine, but i dont want to.

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"Yeah"

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But the composition is working and thats exciting. I love when i get a first composition- that's pretty rare

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A first take composition that i want to go with

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Now I said that and I see something I hate but..

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"What do you hate?"

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This shoulder shape here, it should come into like,

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it should drop off to like there

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[sound of pallet knife scraping against canvas]

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When I can make a drawing in 25 minutes and be really moved by it, thats what I want to be painting

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but I dont know how to do it yet, which is exciting

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because if I already knew how to do it that'd be kind of depressing [laughs]

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[sings " I live my life on..."]

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[whistles lightly]