[Interview with a new member] My name is Ikezoe Shunsuke. I'm 21 years old. I'm working on becoming a hair and makeup artist. [REASON FOR MOVING IN] The reason I want to join is... Well, personally, I... My last girlfriend was about two years ago. But, around that time, I started to question my sexuality, and whether I wanted to date girls or guys. At first, before I could even figure out how I felt, I struggled to acknowledge my sexuality. "This isn't about romantic attraction, but just the type of person I'm interested in", I kept telling myself that. But I began to realize that wasn't true, and worry that I was different. I researched on the Internet, but there wasn't much information available on this topic, so I wasn't sure what to do. I realized it was something I wanted to define within myself, so if I could live with both girls and guys and challenge myself, then I might learn something about myself. That's my main reason for moving into Terrace House. [HAVE YOU COME OUT TO YOUR FAMILY?] I haven't told anyone. Probably, my parents will be surprised, but I'm closest with my older sister and I think she'll be the most surprised. [WHAT IS KEEPING YOU FROM TELLING?] When I applied to Terrace House... I'm not hiding right now, but I don't like this version of myself who is indecisive and unable to communicate my feelings well. I want to learn to be more open. Even though it's not gonna be easy, I think this could be a great opportunity, so I'm focusing on the positives. The topic of sexuality is very difficult One of the reasons I want to work on hair and makeup. is that I'm so grateful for the acceptance I've received. The hair and makeup industry is very LGBT-friendly. It has a lot of Lesbian, Gay, and Bisexual representation. And if I can ever get a job in this field, I think there will be a lot of people who are understanding of my sexuality. But starting tomorrow, I will be living with people from all kinds of occupations and I think there might be a few that are judgmental, or guys who may not show any disapproval, but internally feel weird about it. That's what I'm most scared of. [INTEREST IN HAIR AND MAKEUP] When I was in sixth grade, my sister put color contacts on me. And at the time I didn't like it, but really, once I looked in the mirror I really liked how my face had changed. After that, my sister showed me how to shape and draw my eyebrows and we started to do that kind of thing a lot. In the beginning, I just liked seeing my own face change, but I started to realize that I wanted to do this for other people. Last December, I started to look into the requirements and tomorrow I have an exam. I'm very nervous. [EVER HAD FEELINGS FOR A GUY?] I haven't really said "I like you" to that many people. And I haven't gone on that many dates. Even if I was interested, I didn't say anything and I hid my feelings. There was someone I was interested in, but I didn't make any moves and I wasn't able to confess my feelings. So I hope that living in Terrace House, will be my chance to learn to go for it when I'm interested in someone. [WHAT'S YOUR TYPE?] Very feminine girls or masculine guys, I think that would be the type I'm most interested in. But I don't like guys with long hair... I like short hair. For girls, though, I like long hair. I'm not very muscular, so I prefer people who are strong. [IF YOU LIKED TWO PEOPLE] If I started to like two people, I'd go on a date with each of them, and I would go with my gut feeling, choosing the person that I had the strongest feelings for initially. I really... I used to feel that since I am a guy, I had to take girls out. I had that mentality ingrained in me. But I've grown out of that mentality, And I decided to go after whoever I'm interested in. And if there's a guy who I'm interested in, I want to tell them and see how it goes. I want to get to know them and go out to eat together. I want to be in a relationship with that kind of person. [Translated by kurisuke] [Timed by gabweeb]