0:00:04.504,0:00:10.084 [Interview with a new member] 0:00:10.588,0:00:12.576 My name is Ikezoe Shunsuke.[br][br] 0:00:12.576,0:00:13.997 I'm 21 years old. 0:00:13.997,0:00:17.878 I'm working on becoming [br]a hair and makeup artist. 0:00:18.538,0:00:21.938 [REASON FOR MOVING IN][br]The reason I want to join is... 0:00:21.947,0:00:25.287 Well, personally, I... 0:00:25.728,0:00:28.904 My last girlfriend [br]was about two years ago. 0:00:29.167,0:00:36.467 But, around that time, [br]I started to question my sexuality, 0:00:36.467,0:00:41.806 and whether I wanted to [br]date girls or guys. 0:00:41.818,0:00:45.860 At first, before I could even[br]figure out how I felt, 0:00:45.860,0:00:49.110 I struggled to acknowledge my sexuality. 0:00:49.110,0:00:51.214 "This isn't about romantic attraction, 0:00:51.214,0:00:54.459 but just the type of person [br]I'm interested in", 0:00:54.459,0:00:56.664 I kept telling myself that. 0:00:56.894,0:01:00.253 But I began to realize that wasn't true, 0:01:00.253,0:01:05.062 and worry that I was different. 0:01:05.062,0:01:07.563 I researched on the Internet, 0:01:07.563,0:01:12.913 but there wasn't much information [br]available on this topic, 0:01:12.913,0:01:14.373 so I wasn't sure what to do. 0:01:14.373,0:01:19.012 I realized it was something [br]I wanted to define within myself, 0:01:19.012,0:01:23.383 so if I could live with [br]both girls and guys 0:01:23.383,0:01:25.003 and challenge myself, 0:01:25.003,0:01:29.292 then I might learn something about myself. 0:01:29.292,0:01:32.053 That's my main reason for moving[br]into Terrace House. 0:01:32.053,0:01:35.403 [HAVE YOU COME OUT TO YOUR FAMILY?][br]I haven't told anyone. 0:01:35.403,0:01:39.487 Probably, my parents will be surprised, 0:01:39.487,0:01:42.382 but I'm closest with my older sister 0:01:42.382,0:01:47.513 and I think she'll be the most surprised. 0:01:47.513,0:01:50.823 [WHAT IS KEEPING YOU FROM TELLING?][br]When I applied to Terrace House... 0:01:50.852,0:01:54.388 I'm not hiding right now, [br]but I don't like this version of myself 0:01:54.388,0:01:58.979 who is indecisive and [br]unable to communicate my feelings well. 0:01:59.439,0:02:03.818 I want to learn to be more open. 0:02:03.818,0:02:08.788 Even though it's not gonna be easy,[br]I think this could be a great opportunity, 0:02:08.788,0:02:11.360 so I'm focusing on the positives. 0:02:11.360,0:02:16.128 The topic of sexuality is very difficult 0:02:16.128,0:02:18.738 One of the reasons I want to [br]work on hair and makeup. 0:02:18.738,0:02:23.298 is that I'm so grateful [br]for the acceptance I've received. 0:02:23.298,0:02:26.647 The hair and makeup industry is[br]very LGBT-friendly. 0:02:26.647,0:02:31.727 It has a lot of [br]Lesbian, Gay, and Bisexual representation. 0:02:31.749,0:02:34.547 And if I can ever get a job in this field, 0:02:34.547,0:02:39.588 I think there will be a lot of people [br]who are understanding of my sexuality. 0:02:39.588,0:02:43.007 But starting tomorrow, 0:02:43.007,0:02:46.819 I will be living with people [br]from all kinds of occupations 0:02:46.819,0:02:52.299 and I think there might be [br]a few that are judgmental, 0:02:52.299,0:02:59.857 or guys who may not show any disapproval,[br]but internally feel weird about it. 0:02:59.857,0:03:06.459 That's what I'm most scared of. 0:03:06.459,0:03:09.089 [INTEREST IN HAIR AND MAKEUP][br]When I was in sixth grade, 0:03:09.089,0:03:11.678 my sister put color contacts on me. 0:03:11.678,0:03:14.238 And at the time I didn't like it, 0:03:14.238,0:03:17.708 but really, once I looked in the mirror 0:03:17.708,0:03:19.807 I really liked how my face had changed. 0:03:19.807,0:03:24.260 After that, my sister showed me [br]how to shape and draw my eyebrows 0:03:24.260,0:03:26.459 and we started to do that [br]kind of thing a lot. 0:03:26.459,0:03:29.217 In the beginning, I just liked[br]seeing my own face change, 0:03:29.217,0:03:37.667 but I started to realize that[br]I wanted to do this for other people. 0:03:37.667,0:03:42.367 Last December, I started[br]to look into the requirements 0:03:42.367,0:03:45.377 and tomorrow I have an exam. 0:03:46.957,0:03:48.645 I'm very nervous. 0:03:50.568,0:03:54.069 [EVER HAD FEELINGS FOR A GUY?][br]I haven't really said "I like you" 0:03:54.069,0:03:56.788 to that many people. 0:03:58.378,0:04:00.858 And I haven't gone on that many dates. 0:04:01.808,0:04:03.908 Even if I was interested,[br] 0:04:03.908,0:04:08.488 I didn't say anything [br]and I hid my feelings. 0:04:08.488,0:04:11.319 There was someone I was interested in, 0:04:11.319,0:04:14.489 but I didn't make any moves and 0:04:14.489,0:04:16.838 I wasn't able to confess my feelings. 0:04:16.838,0:04:20.328 So I hope that living in Terrace House, 0:04:20.328,0:04:26.668 will be my chance to learn to[br]go for it when I'm interested in someone. 0:04:27.968,0:04:33.688 [WHAT'S YOUR TYPE?][br]Very feminine girls or masculine guys, 0:04:33.710,0:04:36.462 I think that would be the type [br]I'm most interested in. 0:04:36.462,0:04:40.262 But I don't like guys with long hair... 0:04:40.262,0:04:42.093 I like short hair. 0:04:42.093,0:04:45.163 For girls, though, I like long hair. 0:04:45.163,0:04:50.467 I'm not very muscular, [br]so I prefer people who are strong. 0:04:52.269,0:04:56.068 [IF YOU LIKED TWO PEOPLE][br]If I started to like two people, 0:04:56.085,0:05:01.585 I'd go on a date with each of them, 0:05:01.595,0:05:03.630 and I would go with my gut feeling, 0:05:03.630,0:05:09.660 choosing the person that I had the[br]strongest feelings for initially. 0:05:09.714,0:05:10.779 I really... 0:05:11.429,0:05:14.774 I used to feel that since I am a guy,[br]I had to take girls out. 0:05:15.353,0:05:18.333 I had that mentality ingrained in me. 0:05:18.512,0:05:21.189 But I've grown out of that mentality, 0:05:21.189,0:05:25.063 And I decided to go after [br]whoever I'm interested in. 0:05:25.063,0:05:28.499 And if there's a guy [br]who I'm interested in, 0:05:28.499,0:05:33.009 I want to tell them and see how it goes. 0:05:33.009,0:05:36.399 I want to get to know them and [br]go out to eat together. 0:05:36.399,0:05:39.558 I want to be in a relationship [br]with that kind of person. 0:05:39.943,0:05:44.563 [Translated by kurisuke][br][Timed by gabweeb]