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我们每天早上醒来

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着装打扮，穿上鞋

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走向外面的世界

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盘算着回到家来，脱下衣服

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上床睡觉

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然后醒来，再重复这一切

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而这种对生活的期待，这种节奏

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给了我们一个框架

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来管理我们自己和自己的生活

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让我们能够精确预测

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有多少人像我一样生活在纽约

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大家忙忙碌碌

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在同一时间，相距不远

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就好像从生活的那副牌中

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多发给你一手牌

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并列事件不会发生

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你从不认为它们可能发生

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而你也从未想过你会成为那个

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走在街上

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只是因为选择了某一边走

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人生就全然改变

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一天晚上，我坐上了上城区的区间列车

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我试着提高了点警觉

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当我在地铁里的时候

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可不是那种沉浸在自己世界里的人，只顾听耳机

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或者看书

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我上了车，环顾四周

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注意到一对情侣

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两人都是大学生模样

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一个男生和一个女生，并排坐在一起

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女生把一条腿架在男生的膝盖上

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他们在摆弄一个小玩意

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不停地打结

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而且只用一只手

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迅速地换用左手和右手

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女生做完又拿给男生做

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这是我从没见过的景象

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他们就像在变魔术一样

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在之后的一站，一个男人上了车

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他打扮的像个访问教授

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拿着一个塞得鼓鼓的皮包

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一个长方形的文件夹，还有一个笔记本电脑包

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穿着肘部有两块皮补丁的那种粗花呢外套

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（笑声）

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看到他们

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一眨眼的功夫，他已经单膝跪立在他们面前，

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然后说道

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“你们知道吗，听我说，你们可以这么做。看着

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“请看，如果你这样做……” 他从他们手中拿过线

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马上开始打结

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做的明显比那两个学生更好，

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原来这对情侣是医学院的学生

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正赶去听一个关于最新缝合技术的演讲

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而那个男人正是那位讲者

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（笑声）

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他告诉他们

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“不，这里非常重要。你们得知道

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在打结的时候

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你们要知道

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什么都有可能发生，很可能会--

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你要面对五花八门的情况

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”挡路“的病人器官

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病人体内很滑

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还有

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这一点至关重要：你们要能够不假思索地完成动作

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无论是左手还是右手

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即使眼见看不到手指也必须完成所有工序

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当我听到这席话的那一瞬间

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我的思绪飞出了车厢，回到了那个夜晚

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那晚我躺在救护车里

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刚刚在人行道上被捅了几刀

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被送到曼哈顿圣文森医院的清创室

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这其中的原委是

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从布鲁克林来了一伙帮派分子

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为了替三个新加入的成员举行入伙仪式

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他们按惯例要杀个人

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而我恰巧在那天晚上

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走在布利克街上

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他们不由分说就袭击了我

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幸运的是

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我曾在圣母大学参加过拳击队

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所以我本能地抬起手做出防守姿势

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我右手边的一个家伙拿着一柄25公分长的刀

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从我手肘下方攻过来

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刀刃向上插，割断了我的下腔静脉

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如果你们懂一点解剖

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就会知道这个伤很要命

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与此同时，当然，袭击还在进行

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这时我仍然举着拳头

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他拔出刀刃来刺我的脖子

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刀从我领子那里刺进身体 直没刀柄

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我使出一记右直拳

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把中间那个家伙打倒

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左边那家伙仍在攻击我

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想刺穿我另一边的肺

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我反击过去，争取到了分秒时间

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我沿街一直跑直到倒下

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救护人员在人行道上帮我插管

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然后通知清创室

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伤患即将到达

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大量失血

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的其中一个副作用是

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你的视野变得狭窄

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我记得自己被抬上担架

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只能看到五分镍币那么大的地方

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我试着转头

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我们到达了圣文森医院

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在走廊里狂奔

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看着顶灯一盏盏退后

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都是这类稀奇古怪的记忆

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不像一般的记忆

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这些记忆的影像部分以超高分辨率存储

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而（刺激的）音效部分仿佛出自乔治.卢卡斯之手（笑声）

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有时候，回忆当时

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浮现的那些记忆跟一般的记忆完全不同

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我被送到清创室

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医护人员在等我，手术灯亮着

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我好不容易可以正常呼吸了

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之前因为血流到肺里

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我很难呼吸

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而现在血流到担架床上，似乎轻松了些

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我张口问道“有什么我能效劳的吗？”

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然后……（笑声）

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护士笑的有些歇斯底里了，当时

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我转着脑袋试图看清在场的每一个人

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奇怪的是，那时候我居然回想起

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在大学搞募捐的时候

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为孟加拉洪水的灾民募捐时的情景

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看到麻醉师帮我把氧气面罩戴上

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我居然在想

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“他长得真像孟加拉人”（笑声）

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我得知这两件事，就觉得

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这能成（笑声）

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然后我就昏过去了

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医生护士彻夜为我动手术

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为了救活我，用了40单位的血

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手术中

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医生取出了我三分之一的肠子

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我的盲肠，还有一些我不知道名字的器官

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医生时候告诉我他那晚在手术室做的最后一件事

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就是取掉了我的阑尾

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我觉得这很不错

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终于有点完整的东西了（笑声）

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第二天早上麻醉过去，我醒了过来

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医生告诉大家

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他要呆在病房里

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他给了我2%的生存机会

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我醒过来时他在身边

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那天醒来

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就像是从疼痛的冻湖中破冰而出

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疼痛笼罩着我

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全身上下

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唯一不那么疼的地方

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是我的脚背

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医生拿住我的脚弓

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正用大拇指按摩我的脚背

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我抬眼看他，他对我说

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“太好了，你醒了”

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我尝试回忆昨晚的事

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我尝试回忆

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但全身痛不可支

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他说“我们没有剪掉你的头发。

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我觉得你能像参孙大力士一样从头发中获得力量

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你需要你能得到的一切力量（来复原）

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那时我的头发长及腰间

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我飙摩托车，未婚

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开酒吧，那个时代不一样嘛（笑声）

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但是

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我挂着一身生命支持仪器躺了三天

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所有人都以为

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受了这么重的伤

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我会挺不过去

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三天时间里

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所有人都在关心我 死或者拉屎

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（笑声）

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当我终于能大便了

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从外科手术的角度上讲，这就算是从鬼门关回来了

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（笑声）

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那一天，医生进门来

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抽走了我的床单

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他身边跟着三四个朋友

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他做了这个手势，其他人都看过来

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发现我身上没有感染

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他们弯下腰来，戳戳这里，按按那里

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说道“没有血肿……

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看看这颜色”，他们径自谈论着

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我就像一台刚结束大修的车

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我的医生还说了句“是啊，这是我修的。”（笑声）

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这可真是……

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这可太神奇了，他们和我的医生击掌

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庆祝我的康复（笑声）

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那时我肚子上还有医用拉链啊，皮肤缝合钉啊

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这些乱七八糟的东西

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后来

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我出院后

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经常有记忆闪回

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做噩梦，搞得我十分痛苦

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我又找到那位医生

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问他

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我接下来怎么办

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作为外科医生，他的大概意思是

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“小子，我救了你的命。

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你现在能尽情地做你想做的事。

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你要适应这一切。

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这就像我给了你一辆新车，

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你却在抱怨停车难。

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别想太多，努力生活吧。

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你活着，这是最重要的”

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这时我听见“bing-bong”一声，车厢门关上了

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下一站我就要下车了

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我看着那对学生心想

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“我要把衬衫撩起来

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给他们看看” （笑声）

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我转而又想，“不行，这可是纽约地铁，

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这样做会让别人误会的。”（笑声）

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所以我只是在脑子里想想罢了。他们去听讲座

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我下了车，站在站台上

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伸出食指

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抚上

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我的第一道伤疤

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从肚脐这儿

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绕过这儿

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来到最后一道伤疤

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是那位医生的杰作

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我感慨万千

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遇到那些带刀的街头小无赖的偶然

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让我遇到了

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我的外科团队

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他们的严格训练

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他们的卓绝医术

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当然了，必须再加上一点运气

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逆转了乾坤

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谢谢（掌声）

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（掌声）

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谢谢大家。我很幸运能站在这里。谢谢大家。（掌声）