1 00:00:02,223 --> 00:00:07,023 [爵士音樂] 2 00:00:07,653 --> 00:00:09,893 首次病發時 3 00:00:09,893 --> 00:00:13,081 我才七歲 4 00:00:13,081 --> 00:00:16,097 [吭吭聲] 5 00:00:16,667 --> 00:00:20,080 我在家裏的後花園 6 00:00:20,080 --> 00:00:21,805 我在踢足球 7 00:00:21,805 --> 00:00:24,355 然後我突然暈倒在地 8 00:00:24,355 --> 00:00:26,834 當晚清醒後 9 00:00:26,834 --> 00:00:29,481 我的狀況又開始病發 10 00:00:29,481 --> 00:00:31,005 我開始打自己 11 00:00:31,005 --> 00:00:32,125 以及大叫 12 00:00:32,125 --> 00:00:34,846 每晚我會看到鬼魂 13 00:00:34,846 --> 00:00:36,795 其實我看到一個黑影 14 00:00:36,795 --> 00:00:39,999 他拿著一個斧頭和鐵鏈 15 00:00:39,999 --> 00:00:41,969 每晚他會把我嚇醒 16 00:00:41,969 --> 00:00:43,458 並哭了 17 00:00:44,658 --> 00:00:46,988 回醒過後我看到了我的父母 18 00:00:46,988 --> 00:00:49,267 他們在大廳看電視 19 00:00:49,267 --> 00:00:51,647 我告訴他們:"有人要捉我!" 20 00:00:51,647 --> 00:00:54,781 但我的父母以爲我做了一場噩夢 21 00:00:54,781 --> 00:00:56,561 只不過不是 22 00:00:56,561 --> 00:00:58,061 因爲這情形每晚都會發生 23 00:00:58,061 --> 00:01:00,387 於是我尋找各種不同的宗教 24 00:01:00,387 --> 00:01:03,252 從東走到西,由北走到南 25 00:01:03,252 --> 00:01:06,720 有某些中國人說:“或許帶你的兒子 26 00:01:06,720 --> 00:01:10,214 去拜訪一些寺廟寺院 27 00:01:10,214 --> 00:01:14,515 求神拜佛,或是喝符水之類 28 00:01:14,515 --> 00:01:16,559 説不定有可能醫他!” 29 00:01:16,559 --> 00:01:19,699 但我越來越害怕 30 00:01:19,699 --> 00:01:23,219 在1995年我去了澳大利亞… 31 00:01:23,219 --> 00:01:24,056 [哼哼聲] 32 00:01:24,056 --> 00:01:26,081 我獲取了高級學位 33 00:01:26,081 --> 00:01:28,851 在澳洲塔斯馬呢亞留學 34 00:01:28,853 --> 00:01:31,770 當時在留學期間… 35 00:01:31,770 --> 00:01:34,066 …同學們都抱怨我 36 00:01:34,066 --> 00:01:37,895 說我在宿舍裏太吵 37 00:01:37,895 --> 00:01:39,733 我被轉介去 38 00:01:39,733 --> 00:01:41,200 看精神科醫生 39 00:01:41,200 --> 00:01:43,342 醫生對我說: 40 00:01:43,342 --> 00:01:47,761 “你所擁有的疾病 41 00:01:47,761 --> 00:01:49,344 叫妥瑞症” 42 00:01:49,344 --> 00:01:51,901 我曾經嚴重傷害我的下巴 43 00:01:51,901 --> 00:01:55,273 導致瘀傷和骨裂 44 00:01:55,273 --> 00:01:58,113 瘀青甚至變黑變黃 45 00:01:58,113 --> 00:01:59,893 (女採訪者):“你提及到當你跳舞時 46 00:01:59,898 --> 00:02:00,918 病症會消失” 47 00:02:00,918 --> 00:02:03,573 一點肌肉抽動也沒有 48 00:02:03,573 --> 00:02:05,823 一點肌肉抽動也沒有 49 00:02:05,993 --> 00:02:08,637 (男採訪者):“那你畫畫時呢?” 50 00:02:08,987 --> 00:02:12,153 我以前會抽搐,現在没有 51 00:02:12,153 --> 00:02:16,163 但我的教師老師告訴我 52 00:02:16,163 --> 00:02:17,824 “當你抽搐時…[吭吭聲] 53 00:02:17,824 --> 00:02:20,607 …讓抽動的動作 54 00:02:20,607 --> 00:02:23,901 反映在畫上 55 00:02:23,901 --> 00:02:27,062 這是神之作!” 56 00:02:27,552 --> 00:02:30,862 [爵士音樂]