[Script Info] Title: [Events] Format: Layer, Start, End, Style, Name, MarginL, MarginR, MarginV, Effect, Text Dialogue: 0,0:00:05.16,0:00:06.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,If I forgave, Dialogue: 0,0:00:06.90,0:00:09.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I did Mengele, Hitler; Dialogue: 0,0:00:09.09,0:00:11.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,let's say that I would have\Nforgiven them Dialogue: 0,0:00:11.13,0:00:14.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in 19...50. Dialogue: 0,0:00:14.54,0:00:19.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,19...55, ten years\Nafter liberation. Dialogue: 0,0:00:19.65,0:00:22.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Would Mengele, Hitler, Himmler,\Nany of them, Dialogue: 0,0:00:22.95,0:00:24.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,know, or care? Dialogue: 0,0:00:24.78,0:00:26.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,No. Dialogue: 0,0:00:26.31,0:00:29.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Who else would have it\Nreally affected? Dialogue: 0,0:00:29.11,0:00:30.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- You. Dialogue: 0,0:00:30.00,0:00:31.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Me. Dialogue: 0,0:00:31.59,0:00:33.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, let's get to that idea, Dialogue: 0,0:00:33.40,0:00:36.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to understand: Why\Nis the forgiveness? Dialogue: 0,0:00:36.48,0:00:38.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And what would it have done\Nto me? Dialogue: 0,0:00:38.96,0:00:43.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Could I change anything\Nof what happened? Dialogue: 0,0:00:43.33,0:00:45.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The tragedy, could I change it? Dialogue: 0,0:00:45.71,0:00:47.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Could anybody change it? Dialogue: 0,0:00:47.84,0:00:50.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,If I climbed to Mount Everest, Dialogue: 0,0:00:50.05,0:00:52.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and screamed on the top\Nof my voice, Dialogue: 0,0:00:52.19,0:00:54.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,could anybody\Ndo anything? Dialogue: 0,0:00:54.32,0:00:55.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, basically, Dialogue: 0,0:00:55.50,0:00:57.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,once a tragic thing happens,\N Dialogue: 0,0:00:57.69,0:01:00.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or anything, good or bad, Dialogue: 0,0:01:00.28,0:01:03.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you cannot change it. Dialogue: 0,0:01:03.59,0:01:08.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Does any victim deserve\Nto live without pain Dialogue: 0,0:01:08.31,0:01:13.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that other people, or life,\Nimposed on them? Dialogue: 0,0:01:13.34,0:01:14.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Yes. Dialogue: 0,0:01:14.84,0:01:19.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Every person should be able\Nto live without hurting. Dialogue: 0,0:01:19.52,0:01:23.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I didn't deserve anything\Nto be treated that way. Dialogue: 0,0:01:23.21,0:01:25.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So my question is: Dialogue: 0,0:01:25.58,0:01:28.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,If I deserve to live\Nwithout the pain, Dialogue: 0,0:01:28.40,0:01:33.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,how on earth \Nam I going to get there? Dialogue: 0,0:01:33.30,0:01:35.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The only thing that I came up with, Dialogue: 0,0:01:35.73,0:01:39.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it was accidental that I\Ndiscovered forgiveness. Dialogue: 0,0:01:39.95,0:01:44.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That, by forgiving,\NI am not forgetting, Dialogue: 0,0:01:44.30,0:01:47.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because I keep \Ntalking about it; Dialogue: 0,0:01:47.02,0:01:49.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but I am no longer hurting. Dialogue: 0,0:01:49.83,0:01:52.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I can talk about it without pain, Dialogue: 0,0:01:52.53,0:01:58.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and, also, it makes me feel like\NI have risen above the pain, Dialogue: 0,0:01:58.59,0:02:04.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because I can discuss it,\Nbut not be destroyed by it. Dialogue: 0,0:02:04.07,0:02:07.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So it's a very interesting idea, Dialogue: 0,0:02:07.28,0:02:12.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that to conquer the pain,\Nwithout really ever -- Dialogue: 0,0:02:12.22,0:02:14.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I never hurt anybody. Dialogue: 0,0:02:14.86,0:02:17.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, why on earth can't I do it? Dialogue: 0,0:02:17.97,0:02:20.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My solution does not -- Dialogue: 0,0:02:20.52,0:02:22.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don't punish anybody, Dialogue: 0,0:02:22.12,0:02:23.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don't send anybody to jail, Dialogue: 0,0:02:23.98,0:02:25.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don't kill anybody, Dialogue: 0,0:02:25.30,0:02:28.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don't denounce anybody. Dialogue: 0,0:02:28.35,0:02:31.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I am just forgiving, to heal myself. Dialogue: 0,0:02:31.50,0:02:32.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I cannot see Dialogue: 0,0:02:32.89,0:02:35.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,how on earth that can be wrong.