today I wondered 80 times why I still love you why I still think that you are the one who will make me happy if you don't bring me anything if you don't care about me the only thing you think about is yourself I can't believe you didn't go to that concert I can't believe having you so close and so far at the same time I can't believe that you're unable of missing me that facility to erase memories that you don't like kisses I can't believe you're so coward and you don't fulfill promises that you've nullified me, that you disappeared that I'm crying for you tomorrow at sunrise your scent will be forever erased from the mattress and 80 are times that I rememeber you per day the same times that I remember that I have to forget you today I wondered 80 times why you're still present in me why I still believe you are the one who has to make me laugh if you don't bring anything you don't care about me the only thing you think about is yourself I can't believe I've won a lost game I can't believe your fear of loneliness has vanished I can't believe that you're unable of missing me that facility to erase memories that you don't like kisses I can't believe that you're so coward and you don't fulfill promises that you've nullified me, that you disappeared that I'm crying for you tomorrow at sunrise your scent will be forever erased from the mattress and 80 are the times that I remember you per day the same times that I remember I have to forget you tomorrow at sunrise your scent will be forever erased from the mattress and 80 are the times that I remember you per day the same times that I remember I have to forget you