today I wondered 80 times why I still love you
why I still think that you are the one who will make me happy
if you don't bring me anything
if you don't care about me
the only thing you think about is yourself
I can't believe you didn't go to that concert
I can't believe having you so close and so far at the same time
I can't believe that you're unable of missing me
that facility to erase memories
that you don't like kisses
I can't believe you're so coward and you don't fulfill promises
that you've nullified me, that you disappeared
that I'm crying for you
tomorrow at sunrise
your scent will be forever erased from the mattress
and 80 are times that I rememeber you per day
the same times that I remember that I have to forget you
today I wondered 80 times why you're still present in me
why I still believe you are the one who has to make me laugh
if you don't bring anything
you don't care about me
the only thing you think about is yourself
I can't believe I've won a lost game
I can't believe your fear of loneliness has vanished
I can't believe that you're unable of missing me
that facility to erase memories
that you don't like kisses
I can't believe that you're so coward and you don't fulfill promises
that you've nullified me, that you disappeared
that I'm crying for you
tomorrow at sunrise
your scent will be forever erased from the mattress
and 80 are the times that I remember you per day
the same times that I remember I have to forget you
tomorrow at sunrise
your scent will be forever erased from the mattress
and 80 are the times that I remember you per day
the same times that I remember I have to forget you