Billie Eilish "idontwannabeyouanymore" Official Lyrics & Meaning | Verified
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0:00 - 0:03I really, really, really,
really hate myself. -
0:03 - 0:07You know, you can feel
so unbelievably lost and horrible -
0:07 - 0:10and like you're nothing
and you're invisible -
0:10 - 0:13and...
for no reason at all. -
0:13 - 0:15Which is almost worse
than having a reason. -
0:15 - 0:17It's the way that
my brain works. -
0:17 - 0:20And it's like, you know,
"Billie, what's wrong?" -
0:20 - 0:21"I don't fucking know."
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0:21 - 0:22Like, "Me, that's what."
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0:22 - 0:23It's like, "Who hurt you?"
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0:23 - 0:25I'm like…
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0:32 - 0:33I have a song called "COPYCAT."
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0:33 - 0:34You all know that already.
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0:34 - 0:39"COPYCAT" is basically about someone doing
fucking everything you do. -
0:39 - 0:44The idea of "idontwannabeyouanymore"
was sort of exactly the opposite. -
0:44 - 0:48So "COPYCAT" is like,
"You wanna be me so bad." -
0:48 - 0:51"I'm the shit, but really no, I'm not."
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0:51 - 0:58It's like, "You wanna be me,"
I look over at the mirror, over here. -
0:58 - 1:00"I don't wanna be you."
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1:08 - 1:14It's so annoying to feel like this
all the time, all the time. -
1:14 - 1:18And it's like, If someone is like,
"Oh God, you fall apart so much." -
1:18 - 1:20"You're so annoying.
You're always fucking sad." -
1:20 - 1:21I'm like, "I know."
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1:21 - 1:24I have to be in this bitch all the time.
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1:24 - 1:26I'm aware of how annoying it is.
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1:41 - 1:43You know, as many people
can try to help me -
1:43 - 1:49and talk to me and whatever
but it doesn't change anything. -
1:49 - 1:54The only person that can change the way that
I feel is me, and that's not gon’ happen. -
1:54 - 1:57I don't feel comfortable telling you why I
feel like that. -
1:57 - 2:01I just feel like if I say it out loud ... It's
the same with people. -
2:01 - 2:07I feel like when I was younger if I liked
a boy or whatever I wouldn't tell anybody -
2:07 - 2:12because if I told them then it would make
it true and something would have to go wrong. -
2:12 - 2:14That's just how it has been always.
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2:14 - 2:18So it's like if I say, "Hey, I really need
help." -
2:18 - 2:20"I really need help, I'm not okay."
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2:21 - 2:28"I need someone," which is what's going on
in my head, it's not gonna do anything but -
2:28 - 2:34make me more aware of it and make me wanna
drown in a pit of lava even more. -
2:51 - 2:57I just think models are maybe the saddest
people in the world. -
2:57 - 3:00Their job is always being looked at.
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3:00 - 3:01That's their job.
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3:01 - 3:04My brother actually came up with the idea
for that line. -
3:04 - 3:08It was really interesting to me because I
took it in so many different ways. -
3:08 - 3:10Models are the people that everyone look up
to. -
3:10 - 3:12Models are known to be, “These are your
role models." -
3:12 - 3:13This is your standard.
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3:13 - 3:17You have to look like this and be like this
and do this and this and this. -
3:17 - 3:22That's been known forever and it changes all
the time, but if it keeps changing why does -
3:22 - 3:23it have to be there at all?
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3:59 - 4:04I've never said anything that I meant more
than that. -
4:04 - 4:06You are always you.
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4:06 - 4:07Forever.
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4:07 - 4:09That's terrifying.
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4:09 - 4:12That line is actually my favorite line I've
ever written in my life. -
4:29 - 4:34When I was younger we used to have these things
called Homeschool Fridays where every Friday
all my homeschooled friends would come over
and we'd do a craft and we'd play outside. -
4:38 - 4:40It was so fun.
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4:40 - 4:41Oh my God, it was so fun.
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4:41 - 4:44But we used to make candles.
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4:44 - 4:50So basically you take whatever you want the
shape to be and you put it inside this thing -
4:50 - 4:54and you pour this weird goo in it and then
you freeze it or leave it out or whatever -
4:54 - 4:57until it hardens and then you take the mold
out and everything. -
4:57 - 5:00Then you'd have this thing with this hole.
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5:00 - 5:03It looked like a flashlight, low key.
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5:03 - 5:05Oh my God!
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5:05 - 5:10Then you'd pour the candle in it, the candle
wax I guess and then you'd let that dry and -
5:10 - 5:15then eventually you'd break the mold in half
and you'd have a candle with exactly the shape
that the mold was. -
5:17 - 5:20But sometimes the mold would break.
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5:20 - 5:26That line is basically like, there's all these
perfect people. Nobody is perfect -
5:26 - 5:29but perfect people around me.
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5:29 - 5:32It's like, "Well what's wrong with me?”
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5:39 - 5:42We've made every mistake together.
Me and my bitch Billie. -
5:42 - 5:43She's my ho.
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5:43 - 5:47She makes all these mistakes but I help her
out with every single one. -
5:47 - 5:48We make them together.
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5:48 - 5:50We're a team.
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5:50 - 5:51But I hate her.
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5:51 - 5:52Ugh!
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6:00 - 6:03I will never know what you're thinking right
now, ever. -
6:04 - 6:05Even if you tell me I still don't know
because you could be lying. -
6:06 - 6:08"Only you know
the way that I break." -
6:09 - 6:12No matter how many times
I tell people, "It's this." -
6:12 - 6:14"It's that. It's nothing."
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6:15 - 6:17It's something and it's up here.
- Title:
- Billie Eilish "idontwannabeyouanymore" Official Lyrics & Meaning | Verified
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California singer-songwriter Billie Eilish released her debut EP ‘dont smile at me’ in 2017 after going viral with “ocean eyes” a year prior. One of the singles from the release, “idontwannabeyouanymore,” finds the teenage singer addressing her insecurities. Produced by her older brother FINNEAS, the track has been streamed over 26 million times on Spotify and its music video has over 4 million YouTube views.
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Alexandre Clemente edited English subtitles for Billie Eilish "idontwannabeyouanymore" Official Lyrics & Meaning | Verified | ||
Alexandre Clemente edited English subtitles for Billie Eilish "idontwannabeyouanymore" Official Lyrics & Meaning | Verified | ||
Alexandre Clemente edited English subtitles for Billie Eilish "idontwannabeyouanymore" Official Lyrics & Meaning | Verified | ||
Alexandre Clemente edited English subtitles for Billie Eilish "idontwannabeyouanymore" Official Lyrics & Meaning | Verified |