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[Interviewer] Hi Andrea, thank you for
inviting us into your studio
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and opening your
world of art to us.
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if you could please tell
us what you're up to
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Of course! I just had an exhibition
called "Bipolar Picasso"
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basically it's an art installation
which includes portraits
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alongside audio recordings
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and all of my "sitters" have
suffered at some point
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or are still suffering, with
different mental health
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illnesses or vulnerabilities,
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for this project I painted
or done recordings with
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vast celebrities alongside
members of the public
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and that was mainly because
of my frustration with
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the media and it really
tends to cover mental
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health issues when
it concerns a celebrity
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so I wanted to turn
that on its head
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and kind of almost use
the celebrity status
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in saying all these members
of the public
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are just as important
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and if you are willing
to hear this person's story
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-and accept that,
you should also be wiling to hear
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you know, your neighbour's
or this other person that
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that works in the supermarket down
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the road
or what have you..
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They're all painted with oil paint
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and, as you can see..
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I left the hair and the clothing
very minimal
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and this was so that the
visitor could connect
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quite strongly with each portrait
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and it's not often that
you are able to
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hear somebody's uninterrupted
story
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while looking directly into their eyes
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and the visitor's experience in particular
was really important to me
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I wanted you to walk into the gallery
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and almost feel temporarily
immersed in this
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all-sensory exploration of
the mind
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and even for a few seconds,
feel as though you
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can understand what
this person is going through.
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[interviewer] Can you
just briefly tell us
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how are you allowing the
viewer to listen to the art?
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Yeah, of course. Each painting, when
it was in the gallery,
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it basically was accompanied
by a set of headphones
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again, something quite intimate
rather than it playing aloud
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for everybody to hear
so the idea being just you to pop the
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headphones on and then,
you'd catch them at any moment
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speaking,
everybody was really open with me
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almost surprisingly so, I think maybe
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because I'm not
a member of the press
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or a charity maybe that they've
been used to talking
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in a certain way
and they
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are really open about their
struggles, their vulnerabilities,
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fear of being judged
but also, more importantly,
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how did they go through it
and like I said,
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I think that
moment which allows you to
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stare at the painting,
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-as I was discussing
with you guys before,
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here, on average we
look at paintings for
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kind of seven seconds
and I did see that people would pop on
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their headphones for just a few seconds
and move on to the next one
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but I had a lot of people
listening to the entirety of the show
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really engaging..
and saying that they think it needs
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to be seen by a wider audience
so that's now what I'm hoping to do
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I'm hoping to tour this exhibition
to different cities
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to different countries
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and hopefully expand it
and go from there.
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[Interviewer] Mmm, so, maybe we can
have a sample listen?
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-of course
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So, I'll do a sample first
of Mark (pointing)
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Mark is a journalist for the
Guardian and also an author
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[prepares audio equipment]
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and he speaks about
his experiences
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with what he describes as
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his "nervous breakdown"
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and the first moment when he had those
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symptoms and those feelings..
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[audio plays]
"These things have been"
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"building up to me"
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"..for a number of weeks"
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"before hand"
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"in just a few weeks"
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"I really haven't feel well myself"
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"my vision was stranged"
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"my concentration wasn't there.."
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"things were swimming"
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"and, I had this numbing knot,
something in my stomach"
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"I had this desire, it should
come down "
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"to fortune" [inaudible] "..last"
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"begin to" [inaudible] "..awful bloating"
[inaudible]
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"for the most of the time [inaudible]"
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"I just had this awful [..]
sense of panic.."
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"butterflies of not being able"
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"to look people in their face"
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"not being able to starting conversations"
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"and not being able to finish them"
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"and actually"
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"for not understanding with my love"
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"not holding a hand.."
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[Andrea stops the tape]
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Ok, so what's great about Mark is
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as you can hear
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he so beautifully articulates
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how he was feeling and
I think many people
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do struggle to kind of
explain and express
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how they are feeling
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and that's how lots of
people can
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relate to his story
in particular
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[Interviewer] Ok,wonderful!
and with..
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This is Tory,
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Tory Anne Martin,
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She's actually a friend of mine
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She's a pretty talented
singer and producer
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and Tory suffers with anxiety
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and speaks about
a lot of different things
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but also with a particular
focus on social media
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so I'll play you a snippet
from hers as well..
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[prepares the audio for playback -
keyboard clicks]
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"Couldn't get started "
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"that I accepted"
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"so every time you want it was"
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"and part of.. it was like"
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"six years ago I was with a friend"
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"at a talk show"
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"and I just need to get out"
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"because I was feeling
like just go out [..] and run"
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[inaudible] "..because I
considered it done.."
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"at home, everyone
in there was judging me.. "
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"I don't even know if somebody
was looking at me"
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"..but that was how I felt."
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"I need to get out"
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"I'm not just tolerate.."
[inaudible]
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"and obviously accept.."
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"in the place I just
wanted to be"
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"it's the" [inaudible] "The
feeling is to.."
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[Andrea stops the tape]
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So what's really
interesting about
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Tory's is that -I think,
hers in particular
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us can really relate to it
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as we'll have those
feelings of anxiety
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even if it is just a little
seed in our brain
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and again, as we were
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speaking about social media
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is such a great platform to speak about
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mental health awareness
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and issues surrounding
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disability awareness but
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at the same time it can also be quite
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detrimental to one's self-images
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we are constantly comparing
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and we have these ups
and these crop-ups
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and stuff..
so we have these two
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very different stories and..
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and all these relations..
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[interviewer] Wonderful,
Thank you for sharing!
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Thank you so much!
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[interviewer] Wonderful to
have you with us!
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Thank you!