How I help transgender teens become who they want to be | Norman Spack | TEDxBeaconStreet
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0:17 - 0:20It's a pleasure to be here with you.
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0:20 - 0:23It seems I have spoken
in front of almost every audience -
0:23 - 0:25but my own home town.
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0:27 - 0:28I don't think there are many of you
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0:28 - 0:31who could say
you were actually born in Brookline. -
0:31 - 0:34But in fact, it says so
on my birth certificate, -
0:34 - 0:37because there used to be some
maternity hospitals on Pill Hill -
0:37 - 0:40that no longer exist,
and I was born in the Allerton. -
0:40 - 0:42A long time ago.
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0:44 - 0:48I want to thank those
who invited me to speak today, -
0:50 - 0:53I want you all to think
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0:53 - 0:58about the third word
that was ever said about you -- -
1:00 - 1:03or, if you were delivering,
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1:03 - 1:06about the person you were delivering.
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1:09 - 1:12And you can all mouth it
if you want or say it out loud. -
1:13 - 1:17It was -- the first two were, "It's a ..."
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1:18 - 1:20Audience: (Mixed reply) Girl. Boy.
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1:20 - 1:21(Laughter)
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1:21 - 1:23Well, it shows you that --
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1:23 - 1:26I also deal with issues
where there's not certainty -
1:26 - 1:27of whether it's a girl or a boy,
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1:28 - 1:31so the mixed answer was very appropriate.
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1:31 - 1:35Of course, now the answer often comes
not at birth but at the ultrasound, -
1:36 - 1:39unless the prospective parents
choose to be surprised, -
1:40 - 1:41like we all were.
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1:43 - 1:49But I want you to think about what it is
that leads to that statement -
1:50 - 1:52on the third word,
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1:52 - 1:54because the third word
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1:54 - 1:57is a description of your sex.
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2:02 - 2:04And by that I mean,
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2:04 - 2:07made by a description of your genitals.
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2:09 - 2:12Now, as a pediatric endocrinologist,
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2:12 - 2:18I used to be very, very involved
and still somewhat am, in cases -
2:18 - 2:23in which there are mismatches
in the externals -
2:24 - 2:27or between the externals
and the internals, -
2:28 - 2:32and we literally have to figure out
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2:33 - 2:36what is the description of your sex.
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2:37 - 2:41But there is nothing
that is definable at the time of birth -
2:43 - 2:45that would define you.
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2:47 - 2:49And when I talk about definition,
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2:49 - 2:53I'm talking about your sexual orientation.
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2:55 - 2:58We don't say, "It's a... gay boy!"
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3:00 - 3:02"A lesbian girl!"
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3:03 - 3:07Those situations don't
really define themselves -
3:07 - 3:09more until the second decade of life.
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3:11 - 3:15Nor do they define your gender,
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3:16 - 3:19which, as different
from your anatomic sex, -
3:19 - 3:22describes your self-concept:
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3:23 - 3:27Do you see yourself as a male or female,
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3:28 - 3:31or somewhere in the spectrum in between?
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3:33 - 3:37That sometimes shows up
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3:39 - 3:41in the first decade of life,
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3:42 - 3:45but it can be very confusing for parents,
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3:45 - 3:49because it is quite normative for children
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3:50 - 3:53to act in a cross-gender play and way,
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3:54 - 3:57and, in fact, there are studies that show
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3:57 - 4:01that even 80 percent of children
who act in that fashion -
4:03 - 4:09will not persist in wanting
to be the opposite gender -
4:10 - 4:12at the time when puberty begins.
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4:14 - 4:17But, at the time that puberty begins --
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4:19 - 4:24that means between about age 10 to 12
in girls, 12 to 14 in boys -- -
4:26 - 4:28with breast budding,
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4:28 - 4:32or two to three times'
increase in the gonads -
4:32 - 4:34in the case of genetic males,
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4:35 - 4:36by that particular point,
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4:36 - 4:41the child who says
they are in the absolute wrong body -
4:42 - 4:45is almost certain to be transgender
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4:47 - 4:50and is extremely unlikely
to change those feelings, -
4:53 - 4:57no matter how anybody tries
reparative therapy -
4:58 - 5:00or any other noxious things.
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5:02 - 5:04Now, this is relatively rare,
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5:05 - 5:08so I had relatively little
personal experience with this. -
5:09 - 5:11And my experience was more typical,
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5:11 - 5:13only because I had an adolescent practice.
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5:13 - 5:15And I saw someone age 24,
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5:15 - 5:20genetically female, went through Harvard
with three male roommates -
5:20 - 5:21who knew the whole story,
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5:21 - 5:26a registrar who always listed his name
on course lists as a male name, -
5:28 - 5:31and came to me after graduating,
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5:31 - 5:35saying, "Help me. I know you know
a lot of endocrinology." -
5:35 - 5:38And indeed, I've treated a lot of people
who were born without gonads. -
5:38 - 5:40This wasn't rocket science.
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5:40 - 5:42But I made a deal with him:
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5:42 - 5:44"I'll treat you if you teach me."
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5:45 - 5:47And so he did.
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5:48 - 5:50And what an education I got
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5:50 - 5:53from taking care of all the members
of his support group. -
5:54 - 5:57And then I got really confused,
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5:57 - 6:00because I thought it was
relatively easy at that age -
6:00 - 6:01to just give people the hormones
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6:01 - 6:04of the gender
in which they were affirming. -
6:05 - 6:08But then my patient married,
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6:09 - 6:13and he married a woman
who had been born as a male, -
6:13 - 6:16had married as a male, had two children,
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6:17 - 6:21then went through
a transition into female. -
6:25 - 6:28And now this delightful female
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6:29 - 6:35was attached to my male patient --
in fact, got legally married, -
6:35 - 6:38because they showed up as a man
and a woman, and who knew, right? -
6:38 - 6:40(Laughter)
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6:43 - 6:50And my patient showed that indeed,
a trans male has as much right -
6:50 - 6:54a male chauvinist pig, because he sent me
from their honeymoon -
6:54 - 6:57in the palace of mirrors at Versailles
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6:57 - 7:02said, "It took 50 gendarme
to take my wife out of this room." -
7:10 - 7:11And I was confused --
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7:11 - 7:13"Does this make so-and-so gay?
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7:13 - 7:15Does this make so-and-so straight?"
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7:15 - 7:19I was getting sexual orientation
confused with gender identity. -
7:21 - 7:23And my patient said to me,
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7:23 - 7:25"Look, look, look.
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7:25 - 7:27If you just think of the following,
you'll get it right: -
7:27 - 7:30Sexual orientation
is who you go to bed with. -
7:30 - 7:33Gender identity is who you go to bed as."
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7:34 - 7:36(Laughter)
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7:36 - 7:39And I subsequently learned
from the many adults -- -
7:39 - 7:42I took care of about 200 adults --
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7:42 - 7:43I learned from them
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7:43 - 7:47that if I didn't peek as to who
their partner was in the waiting room, -
7:48 - 7:51I would never be able to guess
better than chance, -
7:52 - 7:55whether they were gay,
straight, bi or asexual -
7:56 - 7:58in their affirmed gender.
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7:58 - 7:59In other words,
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7:59 - 8:02one thing has absolutely nothing
to do with the other. -
8:04 - 8:06And the data show it.
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8:08 - 8:11Now, as I took care of the 200 adults,
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8:11 - 8:12I found it extremely painful.
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8:13 - 8:16These people -- many of them --
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8:16 - 8:20had to give up so much of their lives.
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8:20 - 8:23Sometimes their parents would reject them,
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8:23 - 8:25siblings, their own children,
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8:25 - 8:27and then their divorcing spouse
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8:27 - 8:30would forbid them
from seeing their children. -
8:31 - 8:33It was so awful,
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8:33 - 8:36but why did they do it at 40 and 50?
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8:36 - 8:40Because they felt
they had to affirm themselves -
8:41 - 8:43before they would kill themselves.
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8:44 - 8:48And indeed, the rate of suicide
among untreated transgendered people -
8:51 - 8:53is among the highest in the world.
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8:54 - 8:56So, what to do?
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8:56 - 9:00I was intrigued, in going
to a conference in Holland, -
9:00 - 9:03where they are experts in this,
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9:03 - 9:05and saw the most remarkable thing.
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9:06 - 9:09They were treating young adolescents
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9:09 - 9:13after giving them the most intense
psychometric testing of gender, -
9:15 - 9:19and they were treating them by blocking
the puberty that they didn't want. -
9:20 - 9:22Because basically,
kids look about the same, -
9:22 - 9:25each sex, until they go through puberty,
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9:25 - 9:28at which point, if you feel
you're in the wrong sex, -
9:28 - 9:30you feel like Pinocchio becoming a donkey.
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9:31 - 9:34The fantasy that you had
that your body will change -
9:34 - 9:36to be who you want it to be, with puberty,
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9:36 - 9:39actually is nullified
by the puberty you get. -
9:41 - 9:43And they fall apart.
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9:45 - 9:48So that's why putting the puberty
on hold -- why on hold? -
9:48 - 9:51You can't just give them
the opposite hormones that young. -
9:51 - 9:53They'll end up stunted in growth,
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9:53 - 9:56and you think you can have
a meaningful conversation -
9:56 - 9:58about the fertility effects
of such treatment -
9:58 - 10:02with a 10-year-old girl,
a 12-year-old boy? -
10:02 - 10:05So this buys time
in the diagnostic process -
10:05 - 10:06for four or five years,
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10:06 - 10:09so that they can work it out.
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10:09 - 10:12They can have more and more testing,
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10:12 - 10:16they can live without feeling their bodies
are running away from them. -
10:16 - 10:20And then, in a program they call 12-16-18,
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10:21 - 10:24around age 12 is when they
give the blocking hormones, -
10:26 - 10:28and then at age 16, with retesting,
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10:28 - 10:30they re-qualify to receive --
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10:30 - 10:33now remember, the blocking
hormones are reversible, -
10:33 - 10:36but when you give the hormones
of the opposite sex, -
10:36 - 10:39you now start spouting breasts
and facial hair and voice change, -
10:40 - 10:41depending on what you're using,
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10:41 - 10:43and those effects are permanent,
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10:43 - 10:45or require surgery to remove,
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10:45 - 10:46or electrolysis,
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10:47 - 10:49and you can never really affect the voice.
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10:49 - 10:52So this is serious,
and this is 15-, 16-year-old stuff. -
10:53 - 10:56And then at 18,
they're eligible for surgery. -
10:57 - 11:00And while there's no good surgery
for females to males genitally, -
11:01 - 11:04the male-to-female surgery
has fooled gynecologists. -
11:05 - 11:07That's how good it can be.
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11:08 - 11:12So I looked at how
the patients were doing, -
11:12 - 11:15and I looked at patients
who just looked like everybody else, -
11:15 - 11:18except they were pubertally delayed.
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11:18 - 11:20But once they gave them the hormones
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11:20 - 11:22consistent with the gender they affirm,
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11:22 - 11:24they look beautiful.
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11:24 - 11:26They look normal.
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11:26 - 11:28They had normal heights.
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11:28 - 11:31You would never be able
to pick them out in a crowd. -
11:33 - 11:35So at that point, I decided
I'm going to do this. -
11:35 - 11:39This is really where the pediatric
endocrine realm comes in, -
11:40 - 11:44because, in fact, if you're going to deal
with it in kids aged 10 to 14, -
11:44 - 11:46that's pediatric endocrinology.
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11:47 - 11:50So I brought some kids in,
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11:52 - 11:54and this now became the standard of care,
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11:54 - 11:57and the [Boston]
Children's Hospital was behind it. -
11:57 - 12:00By my showing them
the kids before and after, -
12:01 - 12:05people who never got treated
and people who wished to be treated, -
12:05 - 12:07and pictures of the Dutch --
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12:08 - 12:10they came to me and said,
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12:10 - 12:12"You've got to do
something for these kids." -
12:12 - 12:14Well, where were these kids before?
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12:15 - 12:18They were out there suffering,
is where they were. -
12:21 - 12:24So we started a program in 2007.
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12:24 - 12:27It became the first program of its kind --
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12:27 - 12:29but it's really of the Dutch kind --
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12:29 - 12:31in North America.
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12:31 - 12:35And since then, we have 160 patients.
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12:37 - 12:39Did they come from Afghanistan? No.
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12:42 - 12:4675 percent of them came
from within 150 miles of Boston. -
12:50 - 12:52And some came from England.
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12:52 - 12:56Jackie had been abused
in the Midlands, in England. -
12:56 - 12:58She's 12 years old there,
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12:58 - 12:59she was living as a girl,
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12:59 - 13:01but she was being beaten up.
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13:01 - 13:04It was a horror show,
they had to homeschool her. -
13:04 - 13:08And the reason the British were coming
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13:08 - 13:13was because they would not treat
anybody with anything under age 16, -
13:13 - 13:17which means they were consigning
them to an adult body -
13:17 - 13:19no matter what happened,
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13:19 - 13:20even if they tested them well.
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13:21 - 13:25Jackie, on top of it, was,
by virtue of skeletal markings, -
13:25 - 13:27destined to be six feet five.
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13:30 - 13:33And yet, she had just begun
a male puberty. -
13:34 - 13:37Well, I did something
a little bit innovative, -
13:37 - 13:39because I do know hormones,
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13:39 - 13:41and that estrogen is much more potent
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13:41 - 13:45in closing epiphyses, the growth plates,
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13:45 - 13:48and stopping growth, than testosterone is.
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13:48 - 13:52So we blocked her testosterone
with a blocking hormone, -
13:53 - 13:56but we added estrogen,
not at 16, but at 13. -
13:58 - 14:00And so here she is at 16, on the left.
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14:03 - 14:06And on her 16th birthday,
she went to Thailand, -
14:06 - 14:08where they would do
a genital plastic surgery. -
14:08 - 14:10They will do it at 18 now.
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14:10 - 14:12And she ended up 5'11".
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14:14 - 14:17But more than that,
she has normal breast size, -
14:17 - 14:19because by blocking testosterone,
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14:19 - 14:23every one of our patients
has normal breast size -
14:23 - 14:26if they get to us at the appropriate age,
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14:26 - 14:27not too late.
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14:29 - 14:31And on the far right, there she is.
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14:31 - 14:34She went public -- semifinalist
in the Miss England competition. -
14:37 - 14:40The judges debated
as to, can they do this? -
14:42 - 14:44And one of them quipped, I'm told,
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14:44 - 14:48"But she has more natural self
than half the other contestants." -
14:48 - 14:52(Laughter)
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14:52 - 14:55And some of them
have been rearranged a little bit, -
14:55 - 14:57but it's all her DNA.
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14:58 - 15:01And she's become a remarkable spokeswoman.
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15:03 - 15:06And she was offered contracts as a model,
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15:06 - 15:08at which point she teased me,
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15:08 - 15:11in Skype for BBC, when she said,
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15:11 - 15:14"You know, I might have had
a better chance as a model -
15:14 - 15:15if you'd made me six feet one."
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15:15 - 15:17(Laughter)
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15:18 - 15:19Go figure.
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15:24 - 15:27So this picture, I think, says it all.
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15:28 - 15:29It really says it all.
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15:30 - 15:33These are Nicole and brother Jonas,
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15:33 - 15:38who were featured in Boston Sunday Globe
in February 2011. -
15:39 - 15:41Identical twin boys,
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15:42 - 15:44and proven to be identical.
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15:45 - 15:49Nicole had affirmed herself
as a girl as early as age three. -
15:49 - 15:52At age seven, they changed her name,
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15:52 - 15:56and came to me at the very
beginnings of a male puberty. -
16:01 - 16:04Now you can imagine
looking at Jonas at only 14, -
16:04 - 16:07that male puberty is early in this family,
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16:07 - 16:09because he looks more like a 16-year-old.
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16:09 - 16:11But it makes the point all the more,
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16:11 - 16:14of why you have to be conscious
of where the patient is. -
16:15 - 16:18Nicole is on pubertal blockade in here,
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16:19 - 16:22and Jonas is just going --
biologic control. -
16:23 - 16:24This is what Nicole would look like
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16:24 - 16:26if we weren't doing what we were doing.
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16:27 - 16:30He's got a prominent Adam's apple.
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16:30 - 16:33He's got angular bones
to the face, -
16:33 - 16:37would all testosterone poisoning,
not in his case. -
16:38 - 16:39But, a mustache,
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16:39 - 16:41and you can see there's
a height difference, -
16:41 - 16:44because he's gone through
a growth spurt that she won't get. -
16:44 - 16:46Now Nicole is on estrogen.
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16:46 - 16:48She has a bit of a form to her.
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16:49 - 16:52This family went
to the White House last spring, -
16:55 - 17:00because of their work in overturning
an anti-discrimination -- -
17:01 - 17:03there was a bill that would block
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17:03 - 17:07the right of transgender people in Maine
to use public bathrooms, -
17:08 - 17:10and it looked like the bill
was going to pass, -
17:10 - 17:12and that would have been a problem,
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17:12 - 17:15but Nicole went personally
to every legislator in Maine -
17:16 - 17:18and said, "I can do this.
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17:18 - 17:20If they see me, they'll understand
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17:20 - 17:23why I'm no threat in the ladies' room,
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17:25 - 17:27but I can be threatened
in the men's room." -
17:27 - 17:29And then they finally got it.
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17:34 - 17:36So where do we go from here?
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17:37 - 17:41Well, we still have a ways to go
in terms of anti-discrimination. -
17:41 - 17:45There are only 17 states
that have an anti-discrimination law -
17:45 - 17:47against discrimination in housing,
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17:47 - 17:50employment, public accommodation --
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17:51 - 17:54only 17 states, and five of them
are in New England. -
17:55 - 17:57We need less expensive drugs.
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17:57 - 17:59Like the ones for blockade.
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17:59 - 18:00They cost a fortune.
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18:00 - 18:03And we need to get
this condition out of the DSM. -
18:06 - 18:10It is as much a psychiatric disease
as being gay and lesbian, -
18:11 - 18:14and that went out the window in 1973,
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18:14 - 18:15and the whole world changed.
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18:15 - 18:18And this isn't going to break
anybody's budget. -
18:18 - 18:19This is not that common.
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18:20 - 18:24But the risks of not
doing anything for them -
18:26 - 18:32not only puts all of them at risk
of losing their lives to suicide, -
18:33 - 18:37but it also says something about
whether we are a truly inclusive society. -
18:39 - 18:40Thank you.
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18:40 - 18:42(Applause)
- Title:
- How I help transgender teens become who they want to be | Norman Spack | TEDxBeaconStreet
- Description:
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Puberty is an awkward time for just about everybody, but for transgender teens it can be a nightmare, as they grow overnight into bodies they aren't comfortable with. In a heartfelt talk, endocrinologist Norman Spack tells a personal story of how he became one of the few doctors in the US to treat minors with hormone replacement therapy. By staving off the effects of puberty, Spack gives trans teens the time they need.
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