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(Bell)
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(Bell)
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(Bell)
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(Bell)
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Dear respected Thay,
dear brothers and sisters,
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Can you hear?
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Breathing in, I know
the sound is still low.
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Breathing out,
I smile to the low sound.
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Breathing in,
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I see the green of the evening,
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the dusk settling on the trees
around the meditation hall.
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Now it's muted,
now it's unmuted.
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Being online you can just enjoy your
breathing, enjoy your sitting,
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come back to your body.
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Allow the breath to come in
and out naturally,
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like the waves on the ocean.
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You don't need to control the breath.
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We just recognize this wondrous presence
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as it moves in and out
through our nose, our mouth,
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our belly rising.
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And then gently falling.
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It's just like we're sitting on the beach,
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watching the waves play
on the surface of the water.
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Again, dear respected Thay,
dear community,
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today is the 5th of May
in the year 2021
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and we're still going deeper and deeper
into the 40 tenets of Plum Village.
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Today we're looking into
the seventh tenet.
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But before I share about that,
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I want to share a little bit about
what we did yesterday.
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Sister Kinh Nghiem was invited to go
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to speak at a ceremony called
May We Gather in Los Angeles.
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And Thay Phap Dung and I
went to support her.
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It was a very beautiful ceremony at
a Japanese Soto temple in Los Angeles.
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Many representatives from different
Buddhists traditions were there
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to commemorate 49 days of the killings
in Georgia of eight women.
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Six of them of Asian descent.
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A man with a lot of hatred,
anger in his heart
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he went in and shot those women.
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So this is a beautiful
ceremony of healing,
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of bringing the Asian-American
community together
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to speak about the paramitas,
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like generosity, morality, precepts,
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patience, energy, meditation.
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And especially to speak for
not only those women,
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but also others who've been killed
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because of their outer form
and also culture.
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To look into the violence
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that is still in the collective
consciousness very deeply.
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And we had a chance
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to listen to monks and nuns
from many different traditions,
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from Korean tradition,
from Tibetan tradition,
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Sri Lanka, Thailand,
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as well as Vietnamese tradition
and Japanese tradition
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chanting the Heart Sutra,
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chanting the Ratana Sutta,
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chanting verses of protection,
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of peace and transformation.
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So I feel it's important
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to look into, when we study
these deep teachings of Buddhism,
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to also recognize
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that as a collective
we have a long way to go
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in how we discriminate,
how we, out of our fear of change,
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fear of what we don't know,
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we can resort to this kind of hatred
and violence, violent action.
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In that ceremony,
they showed a short clip
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of the two sons of one of the women
who was killed in Georgia.
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So painful to listen to
these two grown men
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who had so much love for their mother,
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who taught them respect for others,
who taught them
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how to not discriminate,
how to love others.
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And to have her be killed in such an act,
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senseless act of violence.
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It's very moving.
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So it was an invitation for me
to also look in my own practice,
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and see ways that I still discriminate,
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ways that I still,
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through the culture I inherit,
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through the body
that is transmitted by my parents.
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And have humility and also patience.
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One of the other paramitas,
very very important,
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paramita or perfection,
the perfection of patience.
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How to be able to not react
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when someone speaks
or acts out of anger,
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when someone blames.
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But to have compassion
and patience for that person.
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How to really allow them
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to have maybe the only compassionate
person that they've met in a long time
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come into their gaze,
come into their being
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so their heart can open up,
and that hatred, that anger,
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will no longer continue to overwhelm them.
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This is a deep act of a bodhisattva.
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How to cultivate that kind of patience
in our practice.
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And I do feel deeply that what we're
learning in this 40 tenets classes
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is helping me
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to let go of the grasping of views that
lead to judgment, to anger, to prejudice.
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I think it's the brilliance of the Buddha.
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We often hear the story,
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the teaching about teaching a man or
giving a man a fish.
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Then he has something to eat
for dinner that day.
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But if you teach him how to fish, then
he can have food for the rest of his life.
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Although we are vegetarian,
so we don't fish.
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But I think,
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as practitioners,
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we learn to go into the deep teachings
the Buddha offered.
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It means that we're not satisfied just to
have this view or that view about things,
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but we want to go deep
beyond all views and notions.
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And be able to, in the present moment,
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keep our mind in such a way that
it is luminously open,
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and not affected by fear or judgment.
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And we know that
in the historical dimension
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there is judgment, there is blame,
there is violence, there is hatred.
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But we have this kind of deep aspiration
to cultivate patience,
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to be able to go beyond just
the hatred and the anger.
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One of the priests who was there,
I think her name is Christina Moon
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from a Rinzai temple in Hawaii,
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she started to read the names of
the women who had been killed in Georgia.
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Her voice started to falter
and she had trouble to say it.
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Thay often said anyone who dies,
who experiences pain,
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we also experience that pain,
we die a little bit.
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I remember he shared that when
the tsunami hit the coast of India,
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more than 15 years ago.
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That is the heart of compassion,
to be able to have our heart open,
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so that every time we read, we hear
about the suffering in the world,
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we're able to die a little bit,
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knowing that this body is impermanent,
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and we are also subject to sickness,
to death, that we are also fragile,
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that it is a miracle that we continue
to breathe, we continue to walk
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to sleep every day.
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And knowing that those women,
they don't get that chance.
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That is dying a little bit.
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And as a practitioner, we can hold that,
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we can learn how to not get carried away by
feelings of despair about the situation.
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So that ceremony felt
like a beautiful coming together.
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I felt very fortunat
to be able to be there.
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It was an act of compassion
in response to hatred.
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And that is really our deep aspiration.
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If we can cultivate that capacity to
respond to hatred, to violence,
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with compassion and understanding, even if
someone is threatening our own life,
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even if someone threatens to hurt us or
harm us in some way.
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So as monastics, we have the sangha
and we're all practicing together.
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But we know that it's more difficult to
practice that kind of bodhisattva path,
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a little bit more difficult when
we have vulnerable ones near us,
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like our children,
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or our partner, our spouse,
it is a little bit more difficult,
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because we have such a deep rooted,
evolved drive to protect our loved ones,
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to protect our partner,
to protect our children, especially.
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So we make that deep determination
to go forth to live the monastic life
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knowing that with this body
we can practice that kind of non-fear.
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And of course, we want to protect
all of our brothers and sisters too.
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But we know that
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we are on the path together, we are all
cultivating that kind of non-fear.
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And that is for me a great beauty
of the monastic path.
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I know if I was a father
and I had my own children,
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it would be more difficult
to have that kind of aspiration,
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to be able to not be so attached
to this body,
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that I can let it go at any moment.
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It's still difficult as a monk,
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it's difficult to really have
that kind of non-fear.
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In the world that we face now,
there are many wonderful things,
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but there's a lot of uncertainty.
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And going deeply into understanding
nirvana like we're doing in this class
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can be very helpful.
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I really love how Thay has brought nirvana
closer to the life of practice.
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For so many centuries, so many teachers
have put nirvana way out there,
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have put the unconditioned,
something that is the goal of the practice
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but I cannot even begin to consider
touching such a thing,
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or feeling such a bliss, such awakening.
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So I feel so grateful for Thay.
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I remember,
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even as a novice, a few years
when I was in Upper Hamlet,
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I wrote a letter to Thay and I said,
Thay, I feel like I can die now.
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I feel so happy.
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I feel so free. I don't need to -
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I felt very joyful.
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It was a real feeling of release.
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I saw that until that moment I had still
a lot of attachment to my body.
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That was a momentary thing.
Later on, fear came back.
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A moment of -
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And wanting to protect this body,
wanting to
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try to be free from harm.
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But keeping that aspiration alive,
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the invitation of Thay
to touch the unconditioned
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in every moment throughout the day
as a very concrete practice
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I find it so helpful.
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And, as I shared in the other classes,
when you do that practice,
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you have to be very careful,
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because what you think is unconditioned
is probably conditioned.
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If you're able to think about it,
it's already conditioned.
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That is a kind of Zen teaching.
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So then that opens up a new space and
then you go deeper and deeper,
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and more of this silence opens up.
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And you feel very light,
very joyful, very free.
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Maybe we can listen to a bell.
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(Bell)
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Before going on to the seventh tenet,
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there was a question from the class
two weeks ago.
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Thay uses the model of
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a horizontal relationship
between phenomena,
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and the vertical relationship between
phenomena and noumena.
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Last time we learned about the separate
investigation of sign and nature.
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A separate investigation of
phenomena and noumena.
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[separate investigation of
sign and nature]
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Nature here in the sense of the ultimate,
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the unconditioned.
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And sign as anything that has a quality.
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Form, sound, smell, taste, touch,
or object of mind. So thought as well.
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And I shared a little bit about
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we have, for example, a thought
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about an object.
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And that is all happening
at the horizontal level.
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We have a thought and then
the object of our thought.
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I can think about the flower.
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My eyes look at the flower
and notice its color, its form, its shape.
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So that is a relationship between
the phenomenon of my eyes, looking,
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and the object.
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And Thay uses the image of a
horizontal relationship to describe that.
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So everything that is happening
in the phenomenal world,
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anything that has a quality,
anything we can perceive
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is happening at a horizontal level.
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So there was a question,
what does the vertical come in?
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I thought it might be more helpful
to look at it as a plane.
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Actually, a plane is not enough.
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We can extend it
into three dimensions or more,
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four dimensions including space and time.
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Because it's difficult to
draw that on the boards.
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So we can just think
for the moment of this,
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you can look at this
as space and this as time.
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Space or -
I guess we maybe we do it the other way.
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It makes more sense.
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Time is moving this way,
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and then space.
Moving around in space.
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So the relationship between two phenomena
at the same point of time
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in different spaces,
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and the relationship between phenomena
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in the same space
at a different point of time.
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For example.
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And the insight of this way of looking,
this is just a way of looking,
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is that at every point
in time and space
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there is
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the opportunity to touch the ultimate.
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You touch nirvana.
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Thay used to say, 'Everything has already
been nirvanized since beginningless time.
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It's only we need to wake up
to recognize that.'
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Whatever phenomena is happening -
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For example, this body, our very body.
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We can touch nirvana.
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And Thay goes even farther, he says,
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using the example
of the wave in the water,
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'The wave already is water.
It doesn't need to touch anything.
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It just needs to wake up to that
realization, that it is already water.'
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In the same way,
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thinking about the relationship
between phenomena on a plane,
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in this case two dimensions,
three dimensions, four dimensions,
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including space and time.
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But we look into every phenomenon,
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anything that is going on
and see in there
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there is the unconditioned.
Its unconditioned nature.
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In that way we become free, because
we see that what is manifesting
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is the result of action.
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In the Buddhist tradition we talk
about actions of body, speech, and mind.
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[3 karmas
body, speech, mind]
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The three kinds of karma or action.
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And this is a human teaching.
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It's for human beings.
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Actually, the Dharma is for human beings.
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The principles that are there
can be experienced by any beings,
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even non-living beings.
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But the Buddha, when he's teaching us
he's teaching us as human beings.
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And human beings, we have a body,
we have speech, we have a mind.
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And that area of activity,
our body, our speech and mind,
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is within our control.
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It's something we can affect.
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Now everything that we think, everything
that we say, everything that we do
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is also the product of our ancestors,
of our culture, of our education,
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of everything that has brought us
to this present moment.
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So it's also not us.
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It is within our control but it is also -
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Anything that we could say is in our
control is also the product of
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all those things:
our cultures, our ancestors.
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So when a white man
goes into a massage parlor
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and starts shooting an Asian woman,
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it's not only about an individual.
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It's about the collective,
it's about the culture,
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it's about understanding,
it's about ignorance, about hatred
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that has been transmitted and
is manifesting in the present moment.
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And we have ultimate responsibility
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for what we do with our body,
speech and mind.
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That is the teaching of the Buddha.
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We've been handed all of these
conditions in our culture by our ancestors,
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but what do we do with it?
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That is up to us.
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And that knowledge can set you free.
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So by recognizing that with this body,
with these feelings, with these perceptions
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there is the unconditioned nature,
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then we free ourselves from
our habitual ways of doing things.
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We are no longer caught in the cycle,
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just running around
like a hamster in a wheel
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with what has been given to us, just
trying to get a little bit of sustenance
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to survive the next moment,
the next hour, the next day,
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but we're able to stop.
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Come back to this body,
come back to our breathing,
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recognize and smile to the habits,
the seeds, the tendencies
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that have been handed to us,
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that we have also continued to nourish
by our distraction, by our worry,
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by our anxiety, by our fear.
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And we just smile to it.
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I'm not going to run after you anymore.
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I want to stand here as a free person.
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I want to be in touch with
this unconditioned nature
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which can free me from
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the currents of suffering
which have continued
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generation after generation.
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And that manifests in my thinking,
manifests in my speech,
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manifests in my bodily actions.
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It's wonderful!
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There's so much space and freedom.
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So for a moment we touch that.
We see very clearly,
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just like the wave. The wave
is water. You see it clearly.
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Then, you come back into the habits,
the worries, the anxiety.
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That is what I mean when I say
Thay made nirvana something so close.
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Thay sometimes says
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Thay is a little bit more insatiable
than the Buddha,
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in the sense that he -
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I remember one time Thay saying
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he wanted to add
the three doors of liberation
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to the 16 steps of mindful breathing.
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Thay loved the three doors of liberation
so much, he felt
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he wanted to add them to make
19 steps of mindful breathing,
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with emptiness,
signlessness, and aimlessness.
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It's good to have a little bit of that
in our practice of the Dharma,
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to be wanting to learn more,
to open more doors,
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to not be content
to allow the deeper teachings
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to be put somewhere else
far away from us,
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but to really allow it to come in
and see I can touch that,
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there's something there,
there's some freedom in me.
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There's some joy in me.
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I know there's also pain,
there's also suffering,
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there's also misunderstanding,
judgment, blame,
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but there's also joy,
there's also happiness,
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there's also space,
there's also the unconditioned,
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there's also nirvana.
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Please, allow that to be possible.
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It's just allowing.
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It's not a hard work.
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It's just stopping and
allowing that to come in,
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allowing that possibility.
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And then finding
skillful ways to maintain it.
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So what do we do here at the monastery?
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We are just creating conditions
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to maintain that kind of awareness
in every moment.
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But even as monastics,
we can easily get caught
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by the trappings of the good conditions.
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Last week we had a monastic retreat.
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That's why we could not have
the class last week,
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because the monastics were nourishing
our own sangha body,
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our collective sangha body.
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We are so fortunate that many
local lay sanghas
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who were fully vaccinated
were able to come up
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and serve food,
offer food for the monastics.
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It's very good food.
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I really enjoyed the food,
I like the food of my brothers,
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there's a lot of love
and compassion there,
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but I also really like the food
that was offered by our lay community.
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And I see that
if I'm not careful as a monk,
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I can get attached to
that delicious food.
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It can be a very comfortable life
as a monk.
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And I lose my deep aspiration,
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which is to make good
use of those conditions.
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Now we talk a lot about privilege,
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recognizing things like white privilege,
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and class privilege and
the privilege of the wealthy.
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If we have the privilege
to have a human body,
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then we can benefit from the Dharma,
we can learn how to take care of our body,
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take care of our speech,
take care of our mind.
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All of us have some kind of privilege.
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If we are privileged enough
to be a monastic,
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to live in the monastery,
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then we don't just enjoy
the good food and that's it,
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but we see that all this food
is being offered to us with love and care
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for us to bring about the transformation
not only of ourselves,
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but of all of our ancestors,
who didn't have that opportunity,
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who went and worked every day
to be able to put food on the table,
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to be able to send
their children to school,
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to be able to travel to the United States
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to have what they believed to be
a new opportunity, a new chance.
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So to live the life of a monk or a nun
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there are not enough conditions
for them.
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But here we are, we have
this beautiful meditation hall.
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I don't know if our brother
over there is with the camera
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and we can all enjoy the
new installation behind the altar
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of Thay's teaching,
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just, I think, from this morning
or yesterday.
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This morning?
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'Arrived
at home'
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We can listen to a bell.
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[arrived
at home]
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(Bell)
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So we make good use of the privilege
of having a human body
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to be able to recognize that
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we have already been nirvanized
since beginningless time.
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Every atom, every cell in our body.
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And our practice is to make
good use of these conditions
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that we have in this lifetime
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to be able to touch that,
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to bring that in
in every moment and every second.
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And what I find is that
I don't complain anymore.
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Somebody is calling.
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I don't get caught up
in my worries so much anymore.
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That is a kind of
litmus test of the practice.
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You see that it's not that you don't have
worries, that you don't have anxiety,
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but it's less.
It's not so strong.
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And then, with every day
a little bit less, a little bit less.
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And suddenly a deep,
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a deep habitual tendency is touched.
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That seed comes up.
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This happens to most of us
very often as practitioners.
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We think we're doing quite well,
things are going well,
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we feel at ease, we feel happy
in our sitting meditation practice,
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happy in our walking meditation practice,
we feel joyful,
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everyone in the sangha is
a wonderful brother and sister.
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And then, suddenly
somebody says something,
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and then that deep ancestral seed
is touched, we feel disrespected,
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we feel dehumanized,
we feel condescended to,
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we feel violated. And then,
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the strong mental formation,
anger, the bitterness.
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So the work of a mindfulness
practitioner is to hold all of that.
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It doesn't mean
we haven't been a good practitioner.
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Many people come on retreat and
they feel like more suffering comes up.
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They say, 'What? I'm supposed
to come on the retreat
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and just feel happiness and joy.'
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No, no. You misunderstood.
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it's because you want
the deep spoon massage.
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That is why you come on a retreat.
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You're not satisfied only just to
continue at the superficial level,
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and think, 'This body is me,
these feelings are me,
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these perceptions are me'
and all these kinds of thoughts,
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but you want to go beyond that.
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And you want to touch this vertical nature
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that is in every cell of our body,
every action, every phenomenon.
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So the seventh tenet.
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'Not born' means nirvana.
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]7. Not born means nirvāṇa]
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And it is awakening to the truth
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[and it is awakening to the truth]
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of the deathless,
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[of the deathless]
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the no-coming
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and no-going,
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[the no-coming and no-going,]
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the not same
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and not different,
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[the not same and not different,]
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the not-being
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and not nonbeing.
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[the not-being and not nonbeing.]
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We have the song,
# Arrived, arrived
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# at home, I am at home.
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# Dwelling in the here,
# and dwelling in the now,
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# solid as a mountain,
# free as a white cloud.
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# The door of no birth
# and no death is open,
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# free and unshakable. #
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So the new sign,
"Arrived, at home".
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That is,
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"at home, I am at home" means
no coming, no going.
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There's nowhere to go, nothing to do.
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You're no longer in a hurry.
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So at the horizontal plane,
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of course, there is coming and going.
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At the dimension of space,
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things are moving
from here...
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Or I should say,
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at the dimension of space,
there's something here, something there.
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There's a here and a there.
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And over time,
something can move in space
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from here to there.
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But the vertical
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does not change.
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In the Manifestation Only
school of Buddhism,
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we are invited to look at all phenomena
as manifestations
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of our actions of body, speech, and mind.
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And that is not for the sake of physics,
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or trying to describe reality,
but rather it's very practical.
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As human beings we have a body,
we have a mind,
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speech, we can speak.
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So by generating thought, generating
speech, generating action of our body
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we have some determination
of what kind of experience we will have
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both in the present moment
and in the future.
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All of these streams of -
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or as we call them, seeds
in the collective consciousness
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are there all combining into
this one present moment always.
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And in this present moment we can decide
how we want to think,
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how we want to speak,
how we want to act.
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And those actions then bear fruit
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in the feelings, perceptions,
mental formations, body and so forth
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that we experience
going forward into the future.
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So it's very practical.
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This is a teaching which is based on
being able to give us freedom
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to do things that bring us joy,
bring us happiness in the present moment.
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It's not just for the sake of
describing reality.
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Many people when
they learn about karma,
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then they get caught in a kind of
absolute notion of karma.
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And they say, 'Everything is karma.'
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The sun,
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a supernova, that is because of karma,
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because somebody thought something.
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That is getting caught in the
description of reality
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rather than seeing the Dharma
as a teaching which is to help
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human beings in the present moment.
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Someone with a human body,
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whose actions have real effects
in the world,
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like this man who decided
to take a gun and shoot
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women working
in a massage parlor in Georgia.
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We, as a collective, we have provided
conditions for that to happen.
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We provided the gun,
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we provided the racism, the hatred,
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we provided all the conditions
that were necessary.
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But ultimately he also had to provide
the last condition,
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which is to get in his car, drive there,
and take out the gun and start shooting.
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So he has to experience
the fruit of those violent actions.
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And the fruit of those actions,
the worst part of it is not being in jail.
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That is a reality.
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And any of us who are practitioners knows
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that when we harm somebody,
when we harm ourselves,
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it brings great suffering
to ourselves and to others.
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And that suffering
cannot be compared with
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what suffering can be imposed
upon us by the world.
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Of course,
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there is justice in the world.
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There is going to prison,
spending your life in jail,
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but to live with that pain
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is so difficult, so painful.
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Similarly, when someone is angry at us,
when somebody is hateful towards us,
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we can learn not to engage in the hatred,
not to engage in the anger,
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because then it's like,
they say it takes two to tango, right?
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So every time someone blames us
or judges us and we react,
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we say, 'No! It's not true!
How can you say such a thing!'
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we are joining in,
we are lured into the game
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of blaming and judging.
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That is why, when we can see
that person with compassion
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and we can see this is a
person who is suffering greatly,
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if I speak out, and I also blame,
and I also judge,
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I also speak out of anger,
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I will only make myself suffer and
make the other person suffer even more.
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What if I practice patience
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and stop my actions of speech,
my actions of thinking,
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and just try to look with the eyes of
the unconditioned at this person,
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at the suffering, try to understand,
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not just continue to feed into
the perceptions we have about that person.
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It could be our loved one,
it could be our brother, our sister.
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And we just continue to allow our -
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It could be a collective perception,
we go into the room,
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we talk about that brother,
we talk about that sister,
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and in doing so
we create a prison for them.
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We don't allow them the chance
to bloom like a flower,
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to show their unconditioned nature,
to grow and to flourish.
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And it's very beautiful what can happen
when we have that kind of non-fear.
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We're able to go
into an uncomfortable place.
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Nobody wants to be there
when someone is blaming them,
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yelling at them, judging them.
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Nobody wants to go into that situation.
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But as practitioners,
if we learn when it arises,
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when somebody is blaming us,
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when they're judging, when they are
full of hatred and anger,
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if we can just smile, be joyful.
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Genuinely.
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We don't allow that hatred and
anger to penetrate our mind,
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but rather give rise to compassion.
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That is touching the vertical.
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That is a chance to allow
the habitual conditioning
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to just fall away.
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I don't need to react, I don't need
to judge like I have in the past.
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And you may be very surprised
at how that person responds.
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It might not happen the first time,
second time,
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but you continue in that path.
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This is something
I practice with my family,
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I practice with my brothers and sisters,
not perfectly.
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Sometimes I also tangle.
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But I've also seen the possibility of
understanding, of compassion, of patience.
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And allowing space for that person to be
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free from the prison of perceptions,
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whether at the collective level,
or at the individual level.
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This is the kind of thing which
touching the unconditioned,
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going beyond what is known
allows.
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It allows that space for growth to happen,
for new possibility, for peace and joy.
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So these eight notions
which Thay references here,
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no-birth, no-death,
no-coming, no-going,
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not same, not different,
not-being and not nonbeing,
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when we look deeply into our thinking,
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you may find that
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every thought has one of these
or more as its foundation.
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We want to go,
we want to come somewhere.
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We want to be born.
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At every moment
we are being born and we are dying,
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At every moment, with every word, with
every thought, we are becoming someone.
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And we're also leaving behind someone.
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It happens so quickly.
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In our very body cells are constantly
being born and constantly dying,
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in every moment.
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So it's more proper to see this body
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as a vast community of living beings
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constantly being born
and constantly dying.
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Not just, 'This is one body
and this is me,'
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but it's a multitude.
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So in this constantly being born
and constantly dying,
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is it possible to go beyond
any concept of being born and dying?
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Can we see that in the very essence
of being born
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there are all the conditions for death?
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That we cannot conceive
of being born without dying?
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Being born has no meaning without dying.
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How could something be born
if something cannot die?
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And how can something die
if it has not been born?
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So going beyond this we touch
the non-dual nature of reality.
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We talked about the cloud,
a cloud never dies.
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The cloud becomes the rain,
becomes the river, goes into the ocean,
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that evaporates again with the sun,
and becomes another cloud.
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So we can mourn the cloud dying
when it becomes the rain,
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but that would be not recognizing
its nature of no birth and no death.
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Thay often quoted
the French chemist Lavoisier saying,
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'Nothing can be created,
nothing can be destroyed.'
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(Fr.): 'Rien ne se crée, rien ne se perd.
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Tout se transforme.'
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[Rien ne se crée, rien ne se perd.
Tout se transforme.]
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Nothing is created, nothing is lost.
Everything is transformed.
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Everything is transformation,
everything is transformed.
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So even in chemistry,
there's that insight.
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We learn with the theory of relativity
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that energy can be transformed into matter
and matter can be transformed into energy.
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But there is no loss in either case,
nothing is lost.
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So even in physics, in science, there is
that notion of no birth and no death.
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So when we fear death,
we're actually fearing
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something which is
in the very nature of our living body.
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There's no way we could be born
without there being death.
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Our body goes back to the earth
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and it provides sustenance
for all kinds of other living beings.
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And eventually it can be transformed
into a tree, or a flower.
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And that is of the nature of this body.
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So touching that nature of transformation
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is touching the nature of no birth
and no death. So beautiful!
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Because of no birth and no death,
these orchids are possible.
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Because of no birth, no death,
this body is possible, living is possible,
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thinking, speaking, breathing is possible.
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So what we're doing is we're going
beyond notions of birth and death.
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We're recognizing that our thinking, and
our attachment to our thoughts
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are founded on our ideas about
being born and dying,
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about coming and going,
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same and different.
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This person is the same like me.
That person, they look strange,
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they look different.
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I don't like that,
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the way that person looks,
the way that person talks.
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That is the foundation of fear,
and violence and hatred.
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Ideas about who is the same to me
and who is different.
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Not-being and non-being.
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And this notion of being and non-being
is deeply rooted under all of the notions.
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When we come and go somewhere,
it's because we want to be somewhere else.
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When we want to be born, it's because
we're not satisfied with who we are.
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We want to become something else.
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Or when we dislike somebody, we dislike
a situation, we want it to go away,
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that is wishing a kind of death wish.
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We want it to not be.
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So underneath all of these notions
of birth and death, no coming, no going,
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same and different are ultimately
ideas about being and non-being.
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You want to be this
or you don't want to be that.
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This basic wanting, desiring,
grasping, and aversion.
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Being and non-being.
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So if we train our mind with
the wisdom of the seventh tenet to see
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it's not enough just to keep
talking about nirvana.
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Nirvana is just a word
like any other word.
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We need to be able to train our mind
to touch the unconditioned
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in the present moment.
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So this teaching on these eight points,
the unborn, and the undying,
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no-coming, no-going,
not same and not different,
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not-being and nonbeing,
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it's a kind of dialectic.
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Using words and concepts to be able
to move beyond and transcend
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all concepts, all notions.
That is the teaching of the Dharma.
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Because it's there to free our minds.
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It's there to help us to see our
attachments, what we continue to grasp at.
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So when a Zen master
gets in our face and he says, 'Hey!'
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that's because he sees that even though
we may think we're not grasping,
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there's still something
we're holding on to.
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There's still some notion about ourselves,
about the world.
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Even to be proud to be a Buddhist,
I'm Buddhist, I'm non-violent,
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I'm peaceful, I'm calm,
that is also an attachment.
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That can keep us bound
to the world of coming and going,
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being and non-being and so forth.
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So even those things that
we hold most dear in our heart,
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just like the raft, we have to leave it at
the shore. We don't continue to carry it.
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Because we know that we are a practitioner,
when we come to the next river,
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we rely on our own insight to be able
to know how to cross the river.
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We don't need to carry the raft with us.
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Thay uses the metaphor of -
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Maybe we can finish with the story
of the man who lost his cows.
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He is running after them,
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and he discovers the Buddha and his monks
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sitting very calmly
in the middle of the forest.
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He's so worried, so anxious,
he's so distraught,
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because his cows mean everything to him,
all of his wealth.
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They didn't have a bank.
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Many people didn't have money.
Their wealth was in cows,
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sheep, goats, and their family,
the children and land.
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And this farmer had lost his cows.
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And he was so distraught, 'What will I do?
How will I live without my cows?'
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And the Buddha said, 'I'm so sorry,
we didn't see your cows.
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You have to go search elsewhere.'
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And after the man left,
he turned to the monks and said,
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'You are the luckiest people alive.
You don't have any cows to lose.'
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And that is our practice
as monastics and as practitioners,
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to recognize what cows
we still have in our life,
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what cows are we still running after
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that are keeping us from seeing the wonder
of dwelling happily in the present moment,
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and really arriving at home.
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Thank you for supporting the class.
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For those of you online,
we'll continue every week,
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we'll try to find a way to let you know
if we don't have the class for some reason
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in the coming weeks.
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But I think the next few weeks
we should be able to have the class.
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Thank you.
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