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Dialogue: 0,0:00:02.17,0:00:04.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My mom would be at all my sporting events.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:04.42,0:00:05.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Let's say I was playing football, ok?
Dialogue: 0,0:00:05.94,0:00:08.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My mother would be on the sidelines
Dialogue: 0,0:00:08.14,0:00:12.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and if the play on the field would start\Ngoing one way, my mother would start
Dialogue: 0,0:00:12.25,0:00:14.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,going like "MIKE, GET EM! GET EM!"
Dialogue: 0,0:00:14.50,0:00:16.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I'd be like, "Oh, my gosh."
Dialogue: 0,0:00:17.79,0:00:19.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'd get in a huddle with the other guys,
Dialogue: 0,0:00:19.07,0:00:21.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,they'd go, "Mark, is that your mother?"
Dialogue: 0,0:00:21.90,0:00:24.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'd go, "No, I never saw her before in
Dialogue: 0,0:00:24.68,0:00:25.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,my life."
Dialogue: 0,0:00:26.62,0:00:28.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,See, the greatest gift
Dialogue: 0,0:00:28.22,0:00:30.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,my mother ever gave me?
Dialogue: 0,0:00:30.02,0:00:32.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- she believed in me. I have
Dialogue: 0,0:00:32.02,0:00:34.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,overdosed on drugs on 3 occasions where
Dialogue: 0,0:00:34.02,0:00:36.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I should have been dead.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:36.10,0:00:38.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But I believe I was kept here for a reason
Dialogue: 0,0:00:39.04,0:00:41.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You show me your friends, I will show you
Dialogue: 0,0:00:41.48,0:00:43.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,your future. How do I know this?
Dialogue: 0,0:00:43.70,0:00:45.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I hung out with losers, and I became the
Dialogue: 0,0:00:46.05,0:00:50.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,biggest loser of them all because I gave\Nup everything I dreamt about as a little
Dialogue: 0,0:00:50.62,0:00:56.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,boy because of who I chose to surround\Nmyself with. My friends would drive me
Dialogue: 0,0:00:56.51,0:00:58.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,home at around 2, 3, 4 in the morning.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:58.13,0:01:02.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We'd be drunk and high, laughing in the \Ncar. We'd pull up in front of my house
Dialogue: 0,0:01:02.32,0:01:05.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and they'd go, "Mark, Mark. \NThe lights on." I'd go, "Oh man, my
Dialogue: 0,0:01:05.84,0:01:10.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,mother's up." See, my mom wouldn't\Ngo to bed until she knew her son was still
Dialogue: 0,0:01:10.54,0:01:15.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,alive. I'd walk in she'd say, "Hi Mark, \Nhow was your night?" I'd go, "It was good
Dialogue: 0,0:01:15.70,0:01:18.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Mom, I'm tired! I'm just gonna go to bed."\NShe goes, "Mark. I haven't seen you all
Dialogue: 0,0:01:19.14,0:01:28.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,day and all night. Can I please talk\Nto you." I says, "Man, just leave me
Dialogue: 0,0:01:28.29,0:01:33.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,alone. You bug me." I'd slam my bedroom\Ndoor. On the one person who believed in
Dialogue: 0,0:01:34.04,0:01:38.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,me. I was on a world wide tour when we \Nwere wrestling overseas in Japan.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:38.58,0:01:41.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,After my wrestling match I went upstairs\Nin my hotel room and I fell asleep.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:41.84,0:01:46.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There was a knock at my door at 3 o'\Nclock in the morning. I got out of bed
Dialogue: 0,0:01:46.79,0:01:49.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and looked through the safety window\Nand I could see, it was a Japanese
Dialogue: 0,0:01:50.03,0:01:53.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,promoter. So I opened the door and he \Nsays, "Mark, you need to call home.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:53.40,0:01:57.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There's been an emergency." I went and\Ngot on the hotel phone and I called back
Dialogue: 0,0:01:58.20,0:02:02.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to the United States and I says, "Hey, \Nwhat's going on?" He said, "Mark, I don't
Dialogue: 0,0:02:02.80,0:02:06.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,know how to tell you this." I said, "Just\Ntell me, what happened?" I almost started
Dialogue: 0,0:02:06.86,0:02:11.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,crying and they go, "Mark, I can't tell\Nyou." I said, "Just say it."
Dialogue: 0,0:02:11.54,0:02:20.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They said, "Mark. Your mother died."\NI just threw the phone down.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:20.79,0:02:23.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I ran out of my hotel room. I took the
Dialogue: 0,0:02:23.82,0:02:28.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,elevator to the lobby and when the doors\Nopened up, I just ran down to the street.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:28.58,0:02:32.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I mean, there was no cars, there was no\Npeoples. 3 o'clock in the morning. And I
Dialogue: 0,0:02:32.92,0:02:37.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,walked down to the middle of the street\Nin Hiroshima, Japan and I remember
Dialogue: 0,0:02:37.95,0:02:43.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,looking up and just saying, "Mom. I am\Nso sorry." I flew home for her
Dialogue: 0,0:02:43.74,0:02:48.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,funeral, and I was so nervous to walk\Nup to her casket so I just stood way
Dialogue: 0,0:02:48.39,0:02:54.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in the back. And I kept looking from a \Ndistance, thinking to myself, Mom,
Dialogue: 0,0:02:54.34,0:03:00.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,please wake up. Please get up. \NAnd then I finally got the nerve to walk
Dialogue: 0,0:03:00.75,0:03:06.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,up to her. And as I got closer, I could \Nsee my mom for the first time. I mean,
Dialogue: 0,0:03:06.99,0:03:12.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,she was so beautiful. She was dressed in\Nwhite. I mean, she looked like an angel.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:13.05,0:03:20.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I just stood over her and I said,\N"Mom. You are my hero. Everything
Dialogue: 0,0:03:20.26,0:03:25.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I am and everything I hope to be was\Nbecause of you. You loved me so much
Dialogue: 0,0:03:25.77,0:03:32.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you gave me a life. You're the only one\Nthat ever believed in me." How'd I repay
Dialogue: 0,0:03:32.37,0:03:36.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,her? By getting drunk, by getting high,\Nby getting stupid, by hanging out
Dialogue: 0,0:03:36.97,0:03:42.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,with losers. For what? All she ever\Nwanted to do, was talk to me.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:45.57,0:03:53.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I wish I could talk to you now, mom.\NI wish you could see what I'm doing.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:53.26,0:03:58.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Why couldn't I have been a better son?\NWe are defined by our choices.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:58.69,0:04:03.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but if you surround yourself by people\Ninvolved with drugs and alcohol
Dialogue: 0,0:04:03.65,0:04:07.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and pills. It's a dead end. I'm not here\Nto preach to ya. I'm here to tell you
Dialogue: 0,0:04:07.94,0:04:12.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I lived that life. It leads to broken\Nhearts, broken relationships, broken
Dialogue: 0,0:04:12.04,0:04:18.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,dreams and death. For what? To get\Nhigh? If you have a mother or a father
Dialogue: 0,0:04:18.55,0:04:24.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,when you go home, tell 'em how much you\Nlove 'em. See, my whole life was about
Dialogue: 0,0:04:24.94,0:04:29.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,being rich and famous. I had to be a \Nmillionaire. I had to win the race.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:29.26,0:04:33.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I had to win the race at the expense \Nof my marriage, my family, my friends.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:33.22,0:04:38.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,For what? To be all alone in the world?\NI learned what is truly important.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:38.69,0:04:42.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And that is, how precious this gift
Dialogue: 0,0:04:42.68,0:04:50.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,of life is, and our families, and how\Nquickly it can be taken away. See,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:50.36,0:04:56.100,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I now longer live in time, I live in the \Nmoment. See, it's not what's in your
Dialogue: 0,0:04:56.100,0:05:00.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,pocket that matters. It's what's in your\Nheart that truly matters.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:00.30,0:05:05.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Love. Love is just a word. Until\Nsomebody comes along and gives
Dialogue: 0,0:05:05.40,0:05:11.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it meaning. You. You're the meaning.