[Script Info] Title: [Events] Format: Layer, Start, End, Style, Name, MarginL, MarginR, MarginV, Effect, Text Dialogue: 0,0:00:00.57,0:00:03.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,What are some of the most subtle pitfalls Dialogue: 0,0:00:03.05,0:00:04.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and attacks from the devil Dialogue: 0,0:00:04.90,0:00:07.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that you can warn others about? Dialogue: 0,0:00:07.21,0:00:08.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You know, Paul said we shouldn't Dialogue: 0,0:00:08.74,0:00:11.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,be ignorant of the schemes of the devil. Dialogue: 0,0:00:11.18,0:00:14.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Jesse: It seems to me there's a summary Dialogue: 0,0:00:14.47,0:00:17.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that Satan is continually working on. Dialogue: 0,0:00:17.02,0:00:19.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Now, the means he will go about; Dialogue: 0,0:00:19.33,0:00:21.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the schemes he will go about Dialogue: 0,0:00:21.22,0:00:24.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to bring us to this place are innumerable. Dialogue: 0,0:00:24.50,0:00:26.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But it seems to me it keeps Dialogue: 0,0:00:26.08,0:00:28.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,getting to one point, and that is this: Dialogue: 0,0:00:28.39,0:00:31.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to get your eyes off of Jesus Christ Dialogue: 0,0:00:31.48,0:00:34.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and onto yourself. Dialogue: 0,0:00:34.11,0:00:35.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And so there are many different ways Dialogue: 0,0:00:35.86,0:00:36.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,he goes about this, Dialogue: 0,0:00:36.87,0:00:39.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,whether it's through \Ndifferent relationships, Dialogue: 0,0:00:39.20,0:00:42.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,whether it's spiritual pride,\Nwhether it's in sin, temptations, Dialogue: 0,0:00:42.39,0:00:44.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but inevitably, as I talk with people Dialogue: 0,0:00:44.65,0:00:46.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or look at my own life, Dialogue: 0,0:00:46.73,0:00:48.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,we come to find out Dialogue: 0,0:00:48.47,0:00:50.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,there's been a shift Dialogue: 0,0:00:50.17,0:00:52.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I'm no longer looking to abiding Dialogue: 0,0:00:52.20,0:00:54.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in Jesus Christ. Dialogue: 0,0:00:54.19,0:00:55.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And if he can get you to stop Dialogue: 0,0:00:55.98,0:00:57.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,abiding in Jesus Christ, Dialogue: 0,0:00:57.36,0:00:58.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and get your eyes off of Him Dialogue: 0,0:00:58.97,0:01:00.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and onto yourself, Dialogue: 0,0:01:00.45,0:01:03.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,then what John 15 says is true - Dialogue: 0,0:01:03.54,0:01:05.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,without Him you can do nothing. Dialogue: 0,0:01:05.93,0:01:08.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It will just unravel very quickly. Dialogue: 0,0:01:08.35,0:01:10.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So the subtlety of Satan Dialogue: 0,0:01:10.09,0:01:11.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in so many different ways Dialogue: 0,0:01:11.80,0:01:13.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to just slowly get your eyes Dialogue: 0,0:01:13.79,0:01:15.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,off of Jesus Christ. Dialogue: 0,0:01:15.96,0:01:18.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I confess last year in the conference, Dialogue: 0,0:01:18.62,0:01:22.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,he did it with me in the area of ministry, Dialogue: 0,0:01:22.42,0:01:25.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,where I was finding identity in ministry Dialogue: 0,0:01:25.34,0:01:30.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,rather than the identity of a \Nresurrected Savior in Jesus Christ. Dialogue: 0,0:01:30.16,0:01:32.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And things began to unravel. Dialogue: 0,0:01:32.33,0:01:33.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And as I would look at my life, Dialogue: 0,0:01:33.94,0:01:35.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I would say what's wrong? Dialogue: 0,0:01:35.48,0:01:37.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm reading. I'm studying. I'm preaching. Dialogue: 0,0:01:37.70,0:01:39.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm evangelizing. I'm praying. Dialogue: 0,0:01:39.23,0:01:40.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,What's going on here? Dialogue: 0,0:01:40.71,0:01:42.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Well, what had subtly happened is Dialogue: 0,0:01:42.88,0:01:45.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,is I no longer found my identity Dialogue: 0,0:01:45.09,0:01:47.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,as a person under Jesus Christ Dialogue: 0,0:01:47.52,0:01:48.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or in Christ. Dialogue: 0,0:01:48.58,0:01:51.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was: I'm a pastor. Dialogue: 0,0:01:51.28,0:01:53.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So it's very subtle, but usually, Dialogue: 0,0:01:53.68,0:01:56.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you'll find that, oh, I've \Ntaken my eyes off of Christ. Dialogue: 0,0:01:56.30,0:01:57.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Question: As you look back, Dialogue: 0,0:01:57.70,0:01:59.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,how did that subtly happen to you? Dialogue: 0,0:01:59.70,0:02:01.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Jesse: Well, I began to see that I was Dialogue: 0,0:02:01.98,0:02:06.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,asking of pastoral ministry Dialogue: 0,0:02:06.54,0:02:08.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,what it could never give me. Dialogue: 0,0:02:08.34,0:02:11.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was asking it to be \Nmy functional savior. Dialogue: 0,0:02:11.70,0:02:14.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And so you begin to put demands on things. Dialogue: 0,0:02:14.35,0:02:16.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And you can do this with your marriage. Dialogue: 0,0:02:16.45,0:02:18.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You can do it with friends, your job, Dialogue: 0,0:02:18.47,0:02:19.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,your workplace. Dialogue: 0,0:02:19.48,0:02:22.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The moment you ask something to be Dialogue: 0,0:02:22.80,0:02:25.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,what only Christ can be for you, Dialogue: 0,0:02:25.89,0:02:28.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,then you put demands upon that thing. Dialogue: 0,0:02:28.73,0:02:31.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And it will eventually begin to expose Dialogue: 0,0:02:31.06,0:02:34.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and show, hey, you've done \Nsomething wrong here. Dialogue: 0,0:02:34.35,0:02:38.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And so, I was asking of \Nministry to be my joy. Dialogue: 0,0:02:38.58,0:02:42.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was asking of ministry \Nto be my identity. Dialogue: 0,0:02:42.06,0:02:45.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I was so looking for it in ministry, Dialogue: 0,0:02:45.17,0:02:47.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that I was willing to begin to neglect Dialogue: 0,0:02:47.32,0:02:49.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,other areas of my life \Nthat God's called me to, Dialogue: 0,0:02:49.78,0:02:53.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,namely, my marriage, my children. Dialogue: 0,0:02:53.12,0:02:55.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Because I'm so wanting to find joy Dialogue: 0,0:02:55.43,0:02:57.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and identity in ministry, Dialogue: 0,0:02:57.60,0:03:00.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,not in Jesus Christ. Dialogue: 0,0:03:00.49,0:03:04.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Paul Washer - this has been 14 years ago. Dialogue: 0,0:03:04.59,0:03:07.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Probably the first time I \Nmet him or second time. Dialogue: 0,0:03:07.48,0:03:09.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He looked me in the eye Dialogue: 0,0:03:09.04,0:03:13.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and he said, "Jesse, the will of \NGod for your life is perfect." Dialogue: 0,0:03:13.60,0:03:15.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I said, "What do you mean by that?" Dialogue: 0,0:03:15.48,0:03:18.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He said, "God will never ask you Dialogue: 0,0:03:18.56,0:03:22.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to forsake one area of stewardship Dialogue: 0,0:03:22.00,0:03:25.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to fulfill another." Dialogue: 0,0:03:25.15,0:03:28.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And you apply that to \Nwhere I was at last year. Dialogue: 0,0:03:28.33,0:03:30.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don't have to forsake my wife Dialogue: 0,0:03:30.04,0:03:32.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to fulfill my call in ministry. Dialogue: 0,0:03:32.78,0:03:35.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There are always going to be strains. Dialogue: 0,0:03:35.76,0:03:38.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There's always a constant reforming - Dialogue: 0,0:03:38.02,0:03:40.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,semper reformanda - \Nwe're always reforming. Dialogue: 0,0:03:40.73,0:03:42.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We're always looking and examining. Dialogue: 0,0:03:42.73,0:03:44.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But you never have to forsake the one Dialogue: 0,0:03:44.73,0:03:47.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to fulfill the other. Dialogue: 0,0:03:47.46,0:03:49.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And that's a sign that we're off. Dialogue: 0,0:03:49.91,0:03:51.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Question: And I guess this kind of deals Dialogue: 0,0:03:51.89,0:03:53.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,with the one question. Dialogue: 0,0:03:53.32,0:03:56.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Have you ever struggled \Nwith being burned out Dialogue: 0,0:03:56.03,0:03:57.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,as a pastor? If so, why? Dialogue: 0,0:03:57.93,0:04:00.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And what helped you to \Nget out of that season? Dialogue: 0,0:04:00.24,0:04:01.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And what did you learn? Dialogue: 0,0:04:01.90,0:04:05.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Jesse: In 1 Thessalonians 5, Paul says, Dialogue: 0,0:04:05.11,0:04:07.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,we ask you, brothers, to respect those Dialogue: 0,0:04:07.11,0:04:10.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,who toil, who labor among you. Dialogue: 0,0:04:10.68,0:04:12.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And he asks them to respect them Dialogue: 0,0:04:12.60,0:04:15.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because of the work that they do. Dialogue: 0,0:04:15.34,0:04:16.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And so I take from that Dialogue: 0,0:04:16.65,0:04:18.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that the role of the pastor Dialogue: 0,0:04:18.28,0:04:20.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,is going to be one that is a toiling Dialogue: 0,0:04:20.90,0:04:23.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and an exhausting role. Dialogue: 0,0:04:23.74,0:04:26.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And that's different though Dialogue: 0,0:04:26.32,0:04:28.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,than being burned out. Dialogue: 0,0:04:28.74,0:04:31.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So when we're fulfilling \Nour role pastorally, Dialogue: 0,0:04:31.60,0:04:34.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,we should be exhausted. Dialogue: 0,0:04:34.20,0:04:35.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And that's not wrong. Dialogue: 0,0:04:35.59,0:04:37.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The difference is being burned out. Dialogue: 0,0:04:37.78,0:04:39.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And what I came to see is Dialogue: 0,0:04:39.27,0:04:42.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was beginning to be burned out Dialogue: 0,0:04:42.32,0:04:46.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because I was relying on my own strength, Dialogue: 0,0:04:46.41,0:04:47.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,my own power, Dialogue: 0,0:04:47.80,0:04:50.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and again, I was looking to ministry Dialogue: 0,0:04:50.74,0:04:53.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to be my functional savior. Dialogue: 0,0:04:53.90,0:04:56.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And it's a very subtle change. Dialogue: 0,0:04:56.19,0:04:58.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It happens gradually over time. Dialogue: 0,0:04:58.58,0:05:00.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You know, one of the evidences Dialogue: 0,0:05:00.14,0:05:01.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you can see in this is Dialogue: 0,0:05:01.55,0:05:04.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you'll fill your schedule \Nwith so much busyness, Dialogue: 0,0:05:04.94,0:05:07.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that one of the things that \Nwill begin to slip away Dialogue: 0,0:05:07.61,0:05:09.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,is prayer. Dialogue: 0,0:05:09.35,0:05:13.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And prayer always reveals pride. Dialogue: 0,0:05:13.80,0:05:15.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,In other words, the more I'm praying, Dialogue: 0,0:05:15.76,0:05:17.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,probably the less proud I am Dialogue: 0,0:05:17.37,0:05:20.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and the less I'm praying, \Nthe more proud I am. Dialogue: 0,0:05:20.06,0:05:24.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, your prayer life is \Nrevealing your pride life. Dialogue: 0,0:05:24.04,0:05:26.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Your dependency upon Jesus is seen Dialogue: 0,0:05:26.38,0:05:28.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in your prayer life. Dialogue: 0,0:05:28.34,0:05:30.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And so as I began to see Dialogue: 0,0:05:30.46,0:05:33.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,prayer begin to take a back seat, Dialogue: 0,0:05:33.85,0:05:35.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and as I began to look to ministry Dialogue: 0,0:05:35.87,0:05:37.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,what it could never be Dialogue: 0,0:05:37.16,0:05:40.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and ask of ministry to be \Nwhat it never should be, Dialogue: 0,0:05:40.08,0:05:42.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,which is my functional savior. Dialogue: 0,0:05:42.11,0:05:46.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I began to be \Nwilling to give up things Dialogue: 0,0:05:46.54,0:05:49.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to get from ministry \Nwhat I was looking for Dialogue: 0,0:05:49.13,0:05:51.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,which can only be found in Christ. Dialogue: 0,0:05:51.32,0:05:55.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And so, pastoral ministry \Nin the true sense Dialogue: 0,0:05:55.41,0:05:57.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,has always been energizing Dialogue: 0,0:05:57.53,0:05:59.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and exciting for me. Dialogue: 0,0:05:59.41,0:06:01.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But when you see yourself beginning Dialogue: 0,0:06:01.18,0:06:03.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to be burned out, Dialogue: 0,0:06:03.02,0:06:07.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,then you are looking to ministry \Nfor what it shouldn't be, Dialogue: 0,0:06:07.08,0:06:09.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you're relying upon your own strength Dialogue: 0,0:06:09.62,0:06:13.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,instead of the power of the Holy Spirit. Dialogue: 0,0:06:13.24,0:06:16.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Or, you've given ministry the priority Dialogue: 0,0:06:16.94,0:06:18.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it should not have in your life. Dialogue: 0,0:06:18.62,0:06:21.100,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Meaning, you're willing to \Nneglect other things, Dialogue: 0,0:06:21.100,0:06:23.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,like your wife and your children. Dialogue: 0,0:06:23.89,0:06:26.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And when you do any of those things, Dialogue: 0,0:06:26.04,0:06:27.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you're going to burn out. Dialogue: 0,0:06:27.46,0:06:29.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Because now you're in it alone. Dialogue: 0,0:06:29.09,0:06:32.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And praise God that He \Nbrings you to that place. Dialogue: 0,0:06:32.39,0:06:35.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Our church was very gracious with me. Dialogue: 0,0:06:35.17,0:06:37.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My co-pastor who \Npastors me and I pastor him Dialogue: 0,0:06:37.92,0:06:38.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,came to me and said, Dialogue: 0,0:06:38.98,0:06:41.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,brother, you just need to take some time. Dialogue: 0,0:06:41.17,0:06:43.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And so I stepped away. Dialogue: 0,0:06:43.10,0:06:45.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I went and got with the Lord. Dialogue: 0,0:06:45.14,0:06:46.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Question: How long? Dialogue: 0,0:06:46.40,0:06:49.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Jesse: It ended up being three months. Dialogue: 0,0:06:49.95,0:06:55.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That was the best and the \Nhardest time of my life. Dialogue: 0,0:06:55.58,0:06:58.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Because I woke up every morning, James, Dialogue: 0,0:06:58.24,0:07:00.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,with nothing to put before the Lord Dialogue: 0,0:07:00.75,0:07:02.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,for His approval - Dialogue: 0,0:07:02.79,0:07:05.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in the sense of ministry. Dialogue: 0,0:07:05.63,0:07:07.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Like, look at the sermon I preached. Dialogue: 0,0:07:07.42,0:07:09.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Look at these people.\NLook at the counseling. Dialogue: 0,0:07:09.63,0:07:10.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Look at the souls. Dialogue: 0,0:07:10.78,0:07:12.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I had nothing. Dialogue: 0,0:07:12.15,0:07:14.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I woke up in desperate need Dialogue: 0,0:07:14.67,0:07:16.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,of a resurrected Savior every day, Dialogue: 0,0:07:16.56,0:07:18.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and found my identity and acceptance Dialogue: 0,0:07:18.74,0:07:21.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,before God in Christ alone. Dialogue: 0,0:07:21.06,0:07:22.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And it was healing. Dialogue: 0,0:07:22.37,0:07:24.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I repented to my wife. Dialogue: 0,0:07:24.34,0:07:27.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Repented to my kids.\NRepented to the church. Dialogue: 0,0:07:27.36,0:07:31.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And God has graciously \Nrestored me in that. Dialogue: 0,0:07:31.92,0:07:35.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And the church was so \Ngracious and kind with me. Dialogue: 0,0:07:35.22,0:07:37.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I think one of the great challenges Dialogue: 0,0:07:37.32,0:07:39.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,with pastoral ministry Dialogue: 0,0:07:39.50,0:07:41.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,is that when you begin to give it Dialogue: 0,0:07:41.54,0:07:44.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a wrong priority - meaning, \Nyou neglect things Dialogue: 0,0:07:44.01,0:07:46.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in your life that you shouldn't - Dialogue: 0,0:07:46.28,0:07:48.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I'm not accusing anyone \Nin our church of this - Dialogue: 0,0:07:48.85,0:07:51.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but it's almost accepted, Dialogue: 0,0:07:51.83,0:07:55.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because you're doing kingdom work. Dialogue: 0,0:07:55.11,0:07:58.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Where if someone was giving up their wife Dialogue: 0,0:07:58.00,0:08:00.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,for the stock market, Dialogue: 0,0:08:00.20,0:08:02.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,we would say, oh, look \Nhow impure this man is. Dialogue: 0,0:08:02.42,0:08:05.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Look how ill-motive and \Nwrongly prioritized he is. Dialogue: 0,0:08:05.60,0:08:08.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But a man can do it in ministry Dialogue: 0,0:08:08.19,0:08:11.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and people will almost applaud him. Dialogue: 0,0:08:11.24,0:08:13.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And brother, it's wrong. Dialogue: 0,0:08:13.32,0:08:15.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's wrong. Dialogue: 0,0:08:15.01,0:08:19.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, yeah, by God's grace - three months. Dialogue: 0,0:08:19.27,0:08:21.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And we stepped away from the church. Dialogue: 0,0:08:21.58,0:08:23.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Because I knew if I was in the church, Dialogue: 0,0:08:23.50,0:08:25.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I would pastor. Dialogue: 0,0:08:25.01,0:08:26.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So we went to Mack's church quite often. Dialogue: 0,0:08:26.95,0:08:28.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We went to a few other brother's churches. Dialogue: 0,0:08:28.96,0:08:30.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We traveled some. Dialogue: 0,0:08:30.24,0:08:34.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And it was a very restoring time Dialogue: 0,0:08:34.20,0:08:35.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,for the church Dialogue: 0,0:08:35.24,0:08:37.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and a very restoring time for me. Dialogue: 0,0:08:37.18,0:08:39.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, praise the Lord.