[Script Info] Title: [Events] Format: Layer, Start, End, Style, Name, MarginL, MarginR, MarginV, Effect, Text Dialogue: 0,0:00:00.04,0:00:04.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Kada sam pristala na ovo, nisam znala Dialogue: 0,0:00:04.60,0:00:10.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,očekuje li se od mene\Nda govorim ili da pjevam. Dialogue: 0,0:00:10.28,0:00:15.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ali kad su mi rekli da je tema jezik, Dialogue: 0,0:00:15.33,0:00:19.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,shvatila sam da moram govoriti\No nečemu, barem na kratko. Dialogue: 0,0:00:20.10,0:00:24.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Imam problem. Dialogue: 0,0:00:24.45,0:00:26.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Nije to najgora stvar na svijetu. Dialogue: 0,0:00:26.47,0:00:27.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Dobro sam. Dialogue: 0,0:00:27.66,0:00:29.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Nisam se zapalila. Dialogue: 0,0:00:29.41,0:00:31.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Znam da se neki drugi ljudi u svijetu Dialogue: 0,0:00:31.31,0:00:35.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,moraju nositi s mnogo gorim stvarima, Dialogue: 0,0:00:35.48,0:00:41.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ali za mene su jezik i glazba Dialogue: 0,0:00:41.43,0:00:45.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,nerazdvojivo vezani u toj jednoj stvari. Dialogue: 0,0:00:45.87,0:00:52.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Stvar je u tome što mucam. Dialogue: 0,0:00:53.56,0:00:56.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Možda vam se to čini zanimljivim\Ns obzirom da provodim Dialogue: 0,0:00:56.10,0:00:59.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,veliki dio svog života na pozornici. Dialogue: 0,0:00:59.90,0:01:02.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Netko bi pretpostavio da mi je ugodno Dialogue: 0,0:01:02.93,0:01:05.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,u javnoj sferi i ugodno ovdje, Dialogue: 0,0:01:05.36,0:01:07.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,pričajući s vama. Dialogue: 0,0:01:07.80,0:01:12.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ali istina je ta da sam \Nživot do ovog trena, Dialogue: 0,0:01:12.57,0:01:16.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i u ovom trenu, provela živeći u smrtnom strahu Dialogue: 0,0:01:16.92,0:01:19.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,od javnog govora. Dialogue: 0,0:01:20.23,0:01:24.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Javno pjevanje, skroz druga stvar.\N(Smijeh) Dialogue: 0,0:01:24.94,0:01:28.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ali do toga ćemo doći za trenutak. Dialogue: 0,0:01:28.43,0:01:30.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Nikad prije zapravo nisam pričala\N Dialogue: 0,0:01:30.65,0:01:33.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,o tome tako otvoreno. Dialogue: 0,0:01:33.93,0:01:36.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Mislim da je to zato \Nšto sam uvijek živjela u nadi Dialogue: 0,0:01:36.67,0:01:39.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,da kad budem odrasla, Dialogue: 0,0:01:39.22,0:01:44.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,neću imati taj strah. Dialogue: 0,0:01:45.49,0:01:48.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Živjela sam zamišljajući da ću\Nkada odrastem, Dialogue: 0,0:01:48.70,0:01:51.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,naučiti pričati francuski, Dialogue: 0,0:01:51.91,0:01:55.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i kad narastem, znat ću upravljati novcem, Dialogue: 0,0:01:55.19,0:01:57.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i kada narastem, neću mucati, Dialogue: 0,0:01:57.47,0:01:59.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i onda ću moći pričati u javnosti Dialogue: 0,0:01:59.02,0:02:00.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i možda biti premijer Dialogue: 0,0:02:00.16,0:02:03.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i sve je moguće, znate. Dialogue: 0,0:02:03.16,0:02:06.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Smijeh) Dialogue: 0,0:02:06.56,0:02:09.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Tako da o tome mogu sada pričati Dialogue: 0,0:02:09.60,0:02:13.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,jer sam dosegla ovu točku, gdje — Dialogue: 0,0:02:13.43,0:02:17.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,mislim, imam 28 godina. Dialogue: 0,0:02:17.37,0:02:19.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Sigurna sam da sam sad odrasla. Dialogue: 0,0:02:19.86,0:02:21.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Smijeh) Dialogue: 0,0:02:21.68,0:02:23.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I odrasla sam žena Dialogue: 0,0:02:23.68,0:02:27.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,koja provodi vrijeme kao izvođač, Dialogue: 0,0:02:27.76,0:02:30.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,s govornom manom. Dialogue: 0,0:02:30.66,0:02:34.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Tako da mogu barem biti iskrena oko toga. Dialogue: 0,0:02:34.87,0:02:38.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Postoje zanimljiva gledišta kada mucate. Dialogue: 0,0:02:38.85,0:02:42.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Za mene, najgora stvar \Nkoja se može dogoditi Dialogue: 0,0:02:42.22,0:02:45.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,je upoznati drugu osobu koja muca. Dialogue: 0,0:02:45.48,0:02:48.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Smijeh) Dialogue: 0,0:02:48.70,0:02:51.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,To mi se dogodilo u Hamburgu, Dialogue: 0,0:02:51.56,0:02:53.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,kad je ovaj tip - upoznali smo se i \Nrekao je, Dialogue: 0,0:02:53.91,0:02:57.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"Zdravo, m-m-m-moje ime je Joe," Dialogue: 0,0:02:57.53,0:03:01.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i ja kažem, \N"O, zdravo, m-m-moje ime je Meg." Dialogue: 0,0:03:01.79,0:03:04.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Zamislite moj užas kad sam shvatila Dialogue: 0,0:03:04.20,0:03:06.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,da misli da ga ismijavam. Dialogue: 0,0:03:06.36,0:03:10.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Smijeh) Dialogue: 0,0:03:12.20,0:03:17.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ljudi stalno misle da sam pijana. Dialogue: 0,0:03:17.23,0:03:20.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Smijeh) Dialogue: 0,0:03:20.63,0:03:24.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ljudi misle da sam im zaboravila ime Dialogue: 0,0:03:24.31,0:03:28.100,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,kad oklijevam prije nego ga kažem. Dialogue: 0,0:03:28.100,0:03:31.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I to je vrlo čudno, Dialogue: 0,0:03:31.00,0:03:35.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,jer vlastite imenice su najgore. Dialogue: 0,0:03:35.46,0:03:39.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ako ću koristiti \Nriječ "srijeda" u rečenici, Dialogue: 0,0:03:39.25,0:03:42.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i dolazim do te riječi, Dialogue: 0,0:03:42.15,0:03:45.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i osjećam da ću zamucati ili nešto, Dialogue: 0,0:03:45.12,0:03:48.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,mogu promijeniti tu riječ u "sutra," Dialogue: 0,0:03:48.43,0:03:50.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ili "dan poslije utorka," Dialogue: 0,0:03:50.49,0:03:52.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ili nešto drugo. Dialogue: 0,0:03:52.88,0:03:57.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Nezgodno je, ali možete se s tim izvući. Dialogue: 0,0:03:57.87,0:03:59.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,S vremenom sam razvila Dialogue: 0,0:03:59.54,0:04:04.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,zaobilaznu metodu korištenja govora Dialogue: 0,0:04:04.81,0:04:07.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,gdje sve do zadnjeg trena možete Dialogue: 0,0:04:07.73,0:04:11.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,promijeniti stvar i prevariti mozak. Dialogue: 0,0:04:12.21,0:04:15.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ali imena ljudi, \Nne možete ih mijenjati. Dialogue: 0,0:04:15.82,0:04:18.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Smijeh) Dialogue: 0,0:04:18.59,0:04:21.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Kad sam puno pjevala jazz, Dialogue: 0,0:04:21.76,0:04:27.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,radila sam s puno pijanista \Nkoji su se zvali Steve. Dialogue: 0,0:04:27.28,0:04:29.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Vjerojatno možete zamisliti, Dialogue: 0,0:04:29.72,0:04:33.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,S i T, zajedno ili odvojeno, Dialogue: 0,0:04:33.05,0:04:36.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,moj su kriptonit. Dialogue: 0,0:04:37.29,0:04:39.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ali, morala sam predstaviti bend Dialogue: 0,0:04:39.44,0:04:42.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,tijekom uvodne glazbe, Dialogue: 0,0:04:42.65,0:04:45.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i kad bih došla do Steve, Dialogue: 0,0:04:45.50,0:04:51.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,često bih stala na "St." Dialogue: 0,0:04:51.27,0:04:56.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Bilo je pomalo neugodno i nespretno \Ni to totalno ubije vibru. Dialogue: 0,0:04:56.96,0:04:59.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Nakon nekoliko ovakvih slučajeva, Dialogue: 0,0:04:59.29,0:05:04.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Steve je rado postao "Seve," Dialogue: 0,0:05:04.39,0:05:08.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i tako smo to svladali. \N(Smijeh) Dialogue: 0,0:05:09.89,0:05:12.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Bila sam na puno terapija, Dialogue: 0,0:05:12.24,0:05:14.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i uobičajeni način tretiranja je Dialogue: 0,0:05:14.52,0:05:19.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,koristiti tehniku koja se zove \Nglatki govor, Dialogue: 0,0:05:19.43,0:05:24.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a to je kada gotovo \Npjevate sve što govorite. Dialogue: 0,0:05:24.86,0:05:27.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Nekako pridružite sve skupa na ovaj Dialogue: 0,0:05:27.21,0:05:31.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,pjevni način, poput učiteljice u vrtiću, Dialogue: 0,0:05:31.48,0:05:35.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,tako da zvučite vrlo smireno, \Nkao da ste uzeli puno Valiuma, Dialogue: 0,0:05:35.45,0:05:39.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i sve je mirno. \N(Smijeh) Dialogue: 0,0:05:39.25,0:05:42.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,To zapravo nisam ja. Dialogue: 0,0:05:42.37,0:05:45.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I koristim to. Koristim. Dialogue: 0,0:05:45.70,0:05:51.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Činim to kad moram biti za govornicom, Dialogue: 0,0:05:52.51,0:05:55.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ili kad moram dati intervju na radiju, Dialogue: 0,0:05:55.91,0:06:00.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,kada je upravljanje \Ntrajanjem programa najvažnije. Dialogue: 0,0:06:00.77,0:06:03.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Smijeh) Dialogue: 0,0:06:03.83,0:06:08.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Tako to nadilazim zbog posla. Dialogue: 0,0:06:08.22,0:06:10.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ali kao umjetnik koji osjeća da se njen rad Dialogue: 0,0:06:10.93,0:06:16.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,temelji samo na platformi iskrenosti Dialogue: 0,0:06:16.90,0:06:20.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i stvarnosti, Dialogue: 0,0:06:20.94,0:06:24.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to se često čini kao varanje. Dialogue: 0,0:06:24.67,0:06:26.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Zbog toga, prije nego zapjevam, Dialogue: 0,0:06:26.73,0:06:30.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,želim vam reći što pjevanje za mene znači. Dialogue: 0,0:06:31.33,0:06:35.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Više je od pravljenja lijepih zvukova, Dialogue: 0,0:06:35.60,0:06:40.100,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i više je od stvaranja lijepih pjesama. Dialogue: 0,0:06:40.100,0:06:46.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Više je od toga da se osjećate poznato,\Nili da vas razumiju. Dialogue: 0,0:06:46.53,0:06:52.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Više je od toga da\Nosjećate stvari koje ja osjećam. Dialogue: 0,0:06:52.70,0:06:55.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ne radi se o mitologiji, Dialogue: 0,0:06:55.38,0:07:00.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ili mitologizaciji mene vama. Dialogue: 0,0:07:00.43,0:07:05.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Nekako, kroz neku čudesnu Dialogue: 0,0:07:05.80,0:07:10.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,sinaptičku funkciju ljudskog mozga, Dialogue: 0,0:07:10.30,0:07:15.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,nemoguće je mucati kad pjevate. Dialogue: 0,0:07:15.76,0:07:19.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Kad sam bila mlađa, \Nto je bila metoda liječanja Dialogue: 0,0:07:19.30,0:07:21.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,koja je bila vrlo uspješna na meni, Dialogue: 0,0:07:21.97,0:07:27.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,pjevanje, tako da sam puno pjevala. Dialogue: 0,0:07:27.85,0:07:31.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I zato sam danas ovdje. Dialogue: 0,0:07:31.99,0:07:36.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Pljesak) Dialogue: 0,0:07:36.36,0:07:39.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Hvala vam. Dialogue: 0,0:07:42.01,0:07:46.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Pjevanje je za mene slatko olakšanje. Dialogue: 0,0:07:46.58,0:07:55.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,To je jedini trenutak \Nkada se osjećam tečno. Dialogue: 0,0:07:55.43,0:07:58.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,To je jedini trenutak kad ono \Nšto izlazi iz mojih usta Dialogue: 0,0:07:58.86,0:08:01.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,je točno ono što sam htjela reći. Dialogue: 0,0:08:01.45,0:08:03.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Smijeh) Dialogue: 0,0:08:03.73,0:08:06.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Znam da je ovo TED govor, Dialogue: 0,0:08:06.67,0:08:10.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ali ja ću sad TED pjevati. Dialogue: 0,0:08:10.42,0:08:11.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ovu pjesmu sam napisala lani. Dialogue: 0,0:08:11.98,0:08:14.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Hvala vam puno. Hvala vam. Dialogue: 0,0:08:14.37,0:08:19.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Pljesak) Dialogue: 0,0:08:27.32,0:08:33.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Glasovir) Dialogue: 0,0:08:42.82,0:08:46.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪ Bila bih ljepotica ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:08:46.69,0:08:50.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪ ali moj nos ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:08:50.17,0:08:53.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪ je malo prevelik ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:08:53.80,0:08:57.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪ za moje lice ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:08:57.30,0:09:01.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪ I bila bih sanjar ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:09:01.18,0:09:04.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪ ali moji snovi ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:09:04.64,0:09:08.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪ su malo preveliki ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:09:08.25,0:09:11.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪ za ovaj prostor ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:09:11.84,0:09:15.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪ I bila bih anđeo ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:09:15.78,0:09:19.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪ ali moja aureola ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:09:19.45,0:09:22.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪ blijedi u sjaju ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:09:22.89,0:09:26.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪ tvoje milosti ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:09:26.41,0:09:30.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪ I bila bih džoker ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:09:30.16,0:09:38.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪ ali ta karta izgleda blesavo \Nkad odigraš ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:09:38.94,0:09:43.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪ svoj adut ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:09:55.70,0:09:59.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪ Voljela bih znati ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:09:59.47,0:10:03.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪ Ima li zvijezda u paklu? ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:10:03.24,0:10:06.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪ I voljela bih znati ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:10:06.92,0:10:10.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪ znati možeš li primjetiti ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:10:10.72,0:10:17.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪ da zbog tebe gubim sve što znam ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:10:17.70,0:10:24.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪ Da ne mogu odabrati pustiti ili ne ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:10:38.02,0:10:42.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪ I ostala bih zauvijek ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:10:42.19,0:10:45.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪ ali moj dom ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:10:45.47,0:10:49.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪ je malo predaleko ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:10:49.15,0:10:51.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪ od ovog mjesta ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:10:51.97,0:10:56.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪ I kunem se da sam pokušala ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:10:56.33,0:10:59.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪ usporiti ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:10:59.94,0:11:06.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪ kada hodam uz tvoj korak♪ Dialogue: 0,0:11:06.88,0:11:09.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪ Ali sve o čem sam mogla misliti ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:11:09.17,0:11:14.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪ mirujući kroz gradove ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:11:14.62,0:11:21.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪ izgledam li lijepo \Nna kiši? ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:11:21.78,0:11:25.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪ I ne znam kako zbog nekog♪ Dialogue: 0,0:11:25.21,0:11:28.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪ tako ljupkog ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:11:28.73,0:11:34.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪ se osjećam ružnom ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:11:34.39,0:11:37.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪ Toliko srama ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:11:43.60,0:11:47.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪ I željela bih znati ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:11:47.30,0:11:50.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪ Ima li zvijezda u paklu? ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:11:50.85,0:11:54.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪ I željela bih znati ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:11:54.62,0:11:58.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪ znati možeš li primjetiti ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:11:58.28,0:12:05.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪ da zbog tebe gubim \Nsve što znam ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:12:05.46,0:12:12.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪ da ne mogu odabrati \Npustiti ili ne ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:12:40.62,0:12:45.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Hvala vam puno. \N(Pljesak)