1 00:00:00,325 --> 00:00:02,388 In the middle of my Ph.D., 2 00:00:02,388 --> 00:00:05,850 I was hopelessly stuck. 3 00:00:05,850 --> 00:00:07,630 Every research direction that I tried 4 00:00:07,630 --> 00:00:09,246 led to a dead end. 5 00:00:09,246 --> 00:00:11,148 It seemed like my basic assumptions 6 00:00:11,148 --> 00:00:13,076 just stopped working. 7 00:00:13,076 --> 00:00:16,075 I felt like a pilot flying through the mist, 8 00:00:16,075 --> 00:00:18,870 and I lost all sense of direction. 9 00:00:18,870 --> 00:00:20,351 I stopped shaving. 10 00:00:20,351 --> 00:00:23,092 I couldn't get out of bed in the morning. 11 00:00:23,092 --> 00:00:24,825 I felt unworthy 12 00:00:24,825 --> 00:00:27,978 of stepping across the gates of the university, 13 00:00:27,978 --> 00:00:30,126 because I wasn't like Einstein or Newton 14 00:00:30,126 --> 00:00:32,279 or any other scientist whose results 15 00:00:32,279 --> 00:00:33,810 I had learned about, because in science, 16 00:00:33,810 --> 00:00:37,192 we just learn about the results, not the process. 17 00:00:37,192 --> 00:00:41,893 And so obviously, I couldn't be a scientist. 18 00:00:41,893 --> 00:00:43,557 But I had enough support 19 00:00:43,557 --> 00:00:44,954 and I made it through 20 00:00:44,954 --> 00:00:47,174 and discovered something new about nature. 21 00:00:47,174 --> 00:00:49,917 This is an amazing feeling of calmness, 22 00:00:49,917 --> 00:00:51,249 being the only person in the world 23 00:00:51,249 --> 00:00:53,474 who knows a new law of nature. 24 00:00:53,474 --> 00:00:56,516 And I started the second project in my Ph.D, 25 00:00:56,516 --> 00:00:57,880 and it happened again. 26 00:00:57,880 --> 00:01:00,169 I got stuck and I made it through. 27 00:01:00,169 --> 00:01:01,555 And I started thinking, 28 00:01:01,555 --> 00:01:02,712 maybe there's a pattern here. 29 00:01:02,712 --> 00:01:04,553 I asked the other graduate students, and they said, 30 00:01:04,553 --> 00:01:06,596 "Yeah, that's exactly what happened to us, 31 00:01:06,596 --> 00:01:08,945 except nobody told us about it." 32 00:01:08,945 --> 00:01:10,895 We'd all studied science as if it's a series 33 00:01:10,895 --> 00:01:14,471 of logical steps between question and answer, 34 00:01:14,471 --> 00:01:17,217 but doing research is nothing like that. 35 00:01:17,217 --> 00:01:19,551 At the same time, I was also studying 36 00:01:19,551 --> 00:01:21,638 to be an improvisation theater actor. 37 00:01:21,638 --> 00:01:23,072 So physics by day, 38 00:01:23,072 --> 00:01:25,090 and by night, laughing, jumping, singing, 39 00:01:25,090 --> 00:01:26,402 playing my guitar. 40 00:01:26,402 --> 00:01:27,881 Improvisation theater, 41 00:01:27,881 --> 00:01:30,890 just like science, goes into the unknown, 42 00:01:30,890 --> 00:01:32,302 because you have to make a scene onstage 43 00:01:32,302 --> 00:01:34,005 without a director, without a script, 44 00:01:34,005 --> 00:01:36,283 without having any idea what you'll portray 45 00:01:36,283 --> 00:01:38,689 or what the other characters will do. 46 00:01:38,689 --> 00:01:40,538 But unlike science, 47 00:01:40,538 --> 00:01:43,561 in improvisation theater, they tell you from day one 48 00:01:43,561 --> 00:01:45,776 what's going to happen to you when you get onstage. 49 00:01:45,776 --> 00:01:48,548 You're going to fail miserably. 50 00:01:48,548 --> 00:01:49,725 You're going to get stuck. 51 00:01:49,725 --> 00:01:51,843 And we would practice staying creative 52 00:01:51,843 --> 00:01:53,046 inside that stuck place. 53 00:01:53,046 --> 00:01:54,951 For example, we had an exercise 54 00:01:54,951 --> 00:01:56,093 where we all stood in a circle, 55 00:01:56,093 --> 00:01:59,058 and each person had to do the world's worst tap dance, 56 00:01:59,058 --> 00:02:00,644 and everybody else applauded 57 00:02:00,644 --> 00:02:01,886 and cheered you on, 58 00:02:01,886 --> 00:02:04,649 supporting you onstage. 59 00:02:04,649 --> 00:02:06,557 When I became a professor 60 00:02:06,557 --> 00:02:07,938 and had to guide my own students 61 00:02:07,938 --> 00:02:09,911 through their research projects, 62 00:02:09,911 --> 00:02:11,278 I realized again, 63 00:02:11,278 --> 00:02:12,990 I don't know what to do. 64 00:02:12,990 --> 00:02:14,984 I'd studied thousands of hours of physics, 65 00:02:14,984 --> 00:02:16,598 biology, chemistry, 66 00:02:16,598 --> 00:02:18,970 but not one hour, not one concept 67 00:02:18,970 --> 00:02:21,556 on how to mentor, how to guide someone 68 00:02:21,556 --> 00:02:23,293 to go together into the unknown, 69 00:02:23,293 --> 00:02:25,214 about motivation. 70 00:02:25,214 --> 00:02:27,144 So I turned to improvisation theater, 71 00:02:27,144 --> 00:02:29,317 and I told my students from day one 72 00:02:29,317 --> 00:02:32,218 what's going to happen when you start research, 73 00:02:32,218 --> 00:02:33,944 and this has to do with our mental schema 74 00:02:33,944 --> 00:02:35,956 of what research will be like. 75 00:02:35,956 --> 00:02:38,234 Because you see, whenever people do anything, 76 00:02:38,234 --> 00:02:40,876 for example if I want to touch this blackboard, 77 00:02:40,876 --> 00:02:42,536 my brain first builds up a schema, 78 00:02:42,536 --> 00:02:44,395 a prediction of exactly what my muscles will do 79 00:02:44,395 --> 00:02:46,551 before I even start moving my hand, 80 00:02:46,551 --> 00:02:48,399 and if I get blocked, 81 00:02:48,399 --> 00:02:50,274 if my schema doesn't match reality, 82 00:02:50,274 --> 00:02:52,558 that causes extra stress called cognitive dissonance. 83 00:02:52,558 --> 00:02:55,467 That's why your schemas had better match reality. 84 00:02:55,467 --> 00:02:58,622 But if you believe the way science is taught, 85 00:02:58,622 --> 00:03:00,519 and if you believe textbooks, you're liable 86 00:03:00,519 --> 00:03:06,813 to have the following schema of research. 87 00:03:06,813 --> 00:03:10,131 If A is the question, 88 00:03:10,131 --> 00:03:13,531 and B is the answer, 89 00:03:13,531 --> 00:03:18,124 then research is a direct path. 90 00:03:18,127 --> 00:03:21,242 The problem is that if an experiment doesn't work, 91 00:03:21,242 --> 00:03:24,904 or a student gets depressed, 92 00:03:24,904 --> 00:03:26,990 it's perceived as something utterly wrong 93 00:03:26,990 --> 00:03:30,020 and causes tremendous stress. 94 00:03:30,020 --> 00:03:31,803 And that's why I teach my students 95 00:03:31,803 --> 00:03:35,665 a more realistic schema. 96 00:03:38,860 --> 00:03:40,384 Here's an example 97 00:03:40,384 --> 00:03:43,520 where things don't match your schema. 98 00:03:46,379 --> 00:03:49,641 (Laughter) 99 00:03:49,641 --> 00:03:52,840 (Applause) 100 00:04:01,564 --> 00:04:05,010 So I teach my students a different schema. 101 00:04:05,010 --> 00:04:07,204 If A is the question, 102 00:04:07,204 --> 00:04:09,385 B is the answer, 103 00:04:13,320 --> 00:04:14,855 stay creative in the cloud, 104 00:04:14,855 --> 00:04:16,830 and you start going, 105 00:04:16,830 --> 00:04:19,193 and experiments don't work, experiments don't work, 106 00:04:19,193 --> 00:04:21,728 experiments don't work, experiments don't work, 107 00:04:21,728 --> 00:04:24,404 until you reach a place linked with negative emotions 108 00:04:24,404 --> 00:04:26,682 where it seems like your basic assumptions 109 00:04:26,682 --> 00:04:27,798 have stopped making sense, 110 00:04:27,798 --> 00:04:30,853 like somebody yanked the carpet beneath your feet. 111 00:04:30,853 --> 00:04:34,181 And I call this place the cloud. 112 00:04:47,685 --> 00:04:50,363 Now you can be lost in the cloud 113 00:04:50,363 --> 00:04:52,871 for a day, a week, a month, a year, 114 00:04:52,871 --> 00:04:54,369 a whole career, 115 00:04:54,369 --> 00:04:56,531 but sometimes, if you're lucky enough 116 00:04:56,531 --> 00:04:58,387 and you have enough support, 117 00:04:58,387 --> 00:05:00,377 you can see in the materials at hand, 118 00:05:00,377 --> 00:05:03,625 or perhaps meditating on the shape of the cloud, 119 00:05:03,625 --> 00:05:05,627 a new answer, 120 00:05:07,285 --> 00:05:10,969 C, and you decide to go for it. 121 00:05:10,969 --> 00:05:13,338 And experiments don't work, experiments don't work, 122 00:05:13,338 --> 00:05:14,807 but you get there, 123 00:05:14,807 --> 00:05:16,027 and then you tell everyone about it 124 00:05:16,027 --> 00:05:19,529 by publishing a paper that reads A arrow C, 125 00:05:19,529 --> 00:05:21,488 which is a great way to communicate, 126 00:05:21,488 --> 00:05:23,832 but as long as you don't forget the path 127 00:05:23,832 --> 00:05:25,631 that brought you there. 128 00:05:25,631 --> 00:05:27,606 Now this cloud is an inherent part 129 00:05:27,606 --> 00:05:30,210 of research, an inherent part of our craft, 130 00:05:30,210 --> 00:05:33,420 because the cloud stands guard at the boundary. 131 00:05:37,721 --> 00:05:39,990 It stands guard at the boundary 132 00:05:39,990 --> 00:05:42,962 between the known 133 00:05:45,795 --> 00:05:49,399 and the unknown, 134 00:05:53,110 --> 00:05:55,385 because in order to discover something truly new, 135 00:05:55,385 --> 00:05:58,962 at least one of your basic assumptions has to change, 136 00:05:58,962 --> 00:06:00,216 and that means that in science, 137 00:06:00,216 --> 00:06:02,178 we do something quite heroic. 138 00:06:02,178 --> 00:06:03,999 Every day, we try to bring ourselves 139 00:06:03,999 --> 00:06:05,811 to the boundary between the known and the unknown 140 00:06:05,811 --> 00:06:07,632 and face the cloud. 141 00:06:07,632 --> 00:06:09,337 Now notice that I put B 142 00:06:09,337 --> 00:06:10,080 in the land of the known, 143 00:06:10,080 --> 00:06:11,891 because we knew about it in the beginning, 144 00:06:11,891 --> 00:06:15,540 but C is always more interesting 145 00:06:15,540 --> 00:06:18,263 and more important than B. 146 00:06:18,263 --> 00:06:20,456 So B is essential in order to get going, 147 00:06:20,456 --> 00:06:22,274 but C is much more profound, 148 00:06:22,274 --> 00:06:26,771 and that's the amazing thing about resesarch. 149 00:06:26,771 --> 00:06:28,959 Now just knowing that word, the cloud, 150 00:06:28,959 --> 00:06:31,514 has been transformational in my research group, 151 00:06:31,514 --> 00:06:33,384 because students come to me and say, 152 00:06:33,384 --> 00:06:34,982 "Uri, I'm in the cloud," 153 00:06:34,982 --> 00:06:38,148 and I say, "Great, you must be feeling miserable." 154 00:06:38,148 --> 00:06:40,290 (Laughter) 155 00:06:40,290 --> 00:06:42,203 But I'm kind of happy, 156 00:06:42,203 --> 00:06:43,881 because we might be close to the boundary 157 00:06:43,881 --> 00:06:45,777 between the known and the unknown, 158 00:06:45,777 --> 00:06:47,323 and we stand a chance of discovering 159 00:06:47,323 --> 00:06:49,184 something truly new, 160 00:06:49,184 --> 00:06:50,526 since the way our mind works, 161 00:06:50,526 --> 00:06:53,674 it's just knowing that the cloud 162 00:06:53,674 --> 00:06:58,100 is normal, it's essential, 163 00:06:58,100 --> 00:06:59,305 and in fact beautiful, 164 00:06:59,305 --> 00:07:02,928 we can join the Cloud Appreciation Society, 165 00:07:02,928 --> 00:07:04,846 and it detoxifies the feeling that something 166 00:07:04,846 --> 00:07:07,408 is deeply wrong with me. 167 00:07:07,408 --> 00:07:09,858 And as a mentor, I know what to do, 168 00:07:09,858 --> 00:07:12,060 which is to step up my support for the student, 169 00:07:12,060 --> 00:07:13,541 because research in psychology shows 170 00:07:13,541 --> 00:07:17,100 that if you're feeling fear and despair, 171 00:07:17,100 --> 00:07:18,097 your mind narrows down 172 00:07:18,097 --> 00:07:20,928 to very safe and conservative ways of thinking. 173 00:07:20,928 --> 00:07:22,503 If you'd like to explore the risky paths 174 00:07:22,503 --> 00:07:23,891 needed to get out of the cloud, 175 00:07:23,891 --> 00:07:25,652 you need other emotions -- 176 00:07:25,652 --> 00:07:27,853 solidarity, support, hope — 177 00:07:27,853 --> 00:07:29,590 that come with your connection from somebody else, 178 00:07:29,590 --> 00:07:31,140 so like in improvisation theater, 179 00:07:31,140 --> 00:07:33,441 in science, it's best to walk into the unknown 180 00:07:33,441 --> 00:07:35,410 together. 181 00:07:35,410 --> 00:07:37,852 So knowing about the cloud, 182 00:07:37,852 --> 00:07:41,176 you also learn from improvisation theater 183 00:07:41,176 --> 00:07:43,778 a very effective way to have conversations 184 00:07:43,778 --> 00:07:45,538 inside the cloud. 185 00:07:45,538 --> 00:07:47,515 It's based on the central principle 186 00:07:47,515 --> 00:07:49,282 of improvisation theater, 187 00:07:49,282 --> 00:07:50,375 so here improvisation theater 188 00:07:50,375 --> 00:07:51,671 came to my help again. 189 00:07:51,671 --> 00:07:53,962 It's called saying "Yes, and" 190 00:07:53,962 --> 00:07:57,427 to the offers made by other actors. 191 00:08:04,297 --> 00:08:07,191 That means accepting the offers 192 00:08:07,191 --> 00:08:09,702 and building on them, saying, "Yes, and." 193 00:08:09,702 --> 00:08:10,941 For example, if one actor says, 194 00:08:10,941 --> 00:08:12,096 "Here is a pool of water," 195 00:08:12,096 --> 00:08:13,141 and the other actor says, 196 00:08:13,141 --> 00:08:15,010 "No, that's just a stage," 197 00:08:15,010 --> 00:08:16,748 the improvisation is over. 198 00:08:16,748 --> 00:08:20,520 It's dead, and everybody feels frustrated. 199 00:08:20,520 --> 00:08:21,868 That's called blocking. 200 00:08:21,868 --> 00:08:23,475 If you're not mindful of communications, 201 00:08:23,475 --> 00:08:26,412 scientific conversations can have a lot of blocking. 202 00:08:26,412 --> 00:08:28,648 Saying "Yes, and" sounds like this. 203 00:08:28,648 --> 00:08:31,156 "Here is a pool of water." "Yeah, let's jump in." 204 00:08:31,156 --> 00:08:34,165 "Look, there's a whale! Let's grab it by its tail. 205 00:08:34,165 --> 00:08:36,266 It's pulling us to the moon!" 206 00:08:36,266 --> 00:08:39,286 So saying "Yes, and" bypasses our inner critic. 207 00:08:39,286 --> 00:08:40,980 We all have an inner critic 208 00:08:40,980 --> 00:08:42,221 that kind of guards what we say, 209 00:08:42,221 --> 00:08:44,144 so people don't think that we're obscene 210 00:08:44,144 --> 00:08:45,259 or crazy or unoriginal, 211 00:08:45,259 --> 00:08:46,519 and science is full of the fear 212 00:08:46,519 --> 00:08:48,076 of appearing unoriginal. 213 00:08:48,076 --> 00:08:50,243 Saying "Yes, and" bypasses the critic 214 00:08:50,243 --> 00:08:52,855 and unlocks hidden voices of creativity 215 00:08:52,855 --> 00:08:54,380 you didn't even know that you had, 216 00:08:54,380 --> 00:08:56,410 and they often carry the answer 217 00:08:56,410 --> 00:08:58,815 about the cloud. 218 00:08:58,815 --> 00:09:01,416 So you see, knowing about the cloud 219 00:09:01,416 --> 00:09:02,820 and about saying "Yes, and" 220 00:09:02,820 --> 00:09:05,679 made my lab very creative. 221 00:09:05,679 --> 00:09:08,207 Students started playing off of each others' ideas, 222 00:09:08,207 --> 00:09:10,321 and we made surprising discoveries 223 00:09:10,321 --> 00:09:13,190 in the interface between physics and biology. 224 00:09:13,190 --> 00:09:16,140 For example, we were stuck for a year 225 00:09:16,140 --> 00:09:17,289 trying to understand the intricate 226 00:09:17,289 --> 00:09:19,982 biochemical networks inside our cells, 227 00:09:19,982 --> 00:09:22,439 and we said, "We are deeply in the cloud," 228 00:09:22,439 --> 00:09:24,419 and we had a playful conversation 229 00:09:24,419 --> 00:09:26,207 where my student Shai Shen Orr said, 230 00:09:26,207 --> 00:09:29,050 "Let's just draw this on a piece of paper, this network," 231 00:09:29,050 --> 00:09:30,503 and instead of saying, 232 00:09:30,503 --> 00:09:32,654 "But we've done that so many times 233 00:09:32,654 --> 00:09:33,688 and it doesn't work," 234 00:09:33,688 --> 00:09:36,631 I said, "Yes, and 235 00:09:36,631 --> 00:09:38,672 let's use a very big piece of paper," 236 00:09:38,672 --> 00:09:39,764 and then Ron Milo said, 237 00:09:39,764 --> 00:09:41,984 "Let's use a gigantic architect's 238 00:09:41,984 --> 00:09:43,780 blueprint kind of paper, and I know where to print it," 239 00:09:43,780 --> 00:09:46,280 and we printed out the network and looked at it, 240 00:09:46,280 --> 00:09:48,789 and that's where we made our most important discovery, 241 00:09:48,789 --> 00:09:50,990 that this complicated network is just made 242 00:09:50,990 --> 00:09:54,453 of a handful of simple, repeating interaction patterns 243 00:09:54,453 --> 00:09:57,616 like motifs in a stained glass window. 244 00:09:57,616 --> 00:09:59,664 We call them network motifs, 245 00:09:59,664 --> 00:10:01,816 and they're the elementary circuits 246 00:10:01,816 --> 00:10:03,201 that help us understand 247 00:10:03,201 --> 00:10:05,901 the logic of the way cells make decisions 248 00:10:05,901 --> 00:10:08,750 in all organisms, including our body. 249 00:10:08,750 --> 00:10:10,675 Soon enough, after this, 250 00:10:10,675 --> 00:10:12,295 I started being invited to give talks 251 00:10:12,295 --> 00:10:15,306 to thousands of scientists across the world, 252 00:10:15,306 --> 00:10:17,139 but the knowledge about the cloud 253 00:10:17,139 --> 00:10:18,271 and saying "Yes, and" 254 00:10:18,271 --> 00:10:20,110 just stayed within my own lab, 255 00:10:20,110 --> 00:10:22,241 because you see, in science, we don't talk about the process, 256 00:10:22,241 --> 00:10:24,674 anything subjective or emotional. 257 00:10:24,674 --> 00:10:26,537 We talk about the results. 258 00:10:26,537 --> 00:10:28,606 So there was no way to talk about it in conferences. 259 00:10:28,606 --> 00:10:30,530 That was unthinkable. 260 00:10:30,530 --> 00:10:32,606 And I saw scientists in other groups get stuck 261 00:10:32,606 --> 00:10:34,380 without even having a word to describe 262 00:10:34,380 --> 00:10:35,701 what they're seeing, 263 00:10:35,701 --> 00:10:37,056 and their ways of thinking 264 00:10:37,056 --> 00:10:38,584 narrowed down to very safe paths, 265 00:10:38,584 --> 00:10:40,244 their science didn't reach its full potential, 266 00:10:40,244 --> 00:10:41,997 and they were miserable. 267 00:10:41,997 --> 00:10:43,936 I thought, that's the way it is. 268 00:10:43,936 --> 00:10:45,957 I'll try to make my lab as creative as possible, 269 00:10:45,957 --> 00:10:47,637 and if everybody else does the same, 270 00:10:47,637 --> 00:10:49,827 science will eventually become 271 00:10:49,827 --> 00:10:52,041 more and more better and better. 272 00:10:52,041 --> 00:10:54,961 That way of thinking got turned on its head 273 00:10:54,961 --> 00:10:57,300 when by chance I went to hear Evelyn Fox Keller 274 00:10:57,300 --> 00:10:58,658 give a talk about her experiences 275 00:10:58,658 --> 00:11:00,349 as a woman in science. 276 00:11:00,349 --> 00:11:02,172 And she asked, 277 00:11:02,172 --> 00:11:04,120 "Why is it that we don't talk about the subjective 278 00:11:04,120 --> 00:11:06,306 and emotional aspects of doing science? 279 00:11:06,306 --> 00:11:10,298 It's not by chance. It's a matter of values." 280 00:11:10,298 --> 00:11:12,476 You see, science seeks knowledge 281 00:11:12,476 --> 00:11:14,271 that's objective and rational. 282 00:11:14,271 --> 00:11:16,469 That's the beautiful thing about science. 283 00:11:16,469 --> 00:11:18,425 But we also have a cultural myth 284 00:11:18,425 --> 00:11:19,679 that the doing of science, 285 00:11:19,679 --> 00:11:21,979 what we do every day to get that knowledge, 286 00:11:21,979 --> 00:11:24,419 is also only objective and rational, 287 00:11:24,419 --> 00:11:26,851 like Mr. Spock. 288 00:11:26,851 --> 00:11:28,265 And when you label something 289 00:11:28,265 --> 00:11:30,078 as objective and rational, 290 00:11:30,078 --> 00:11:31,720 automatically, the other side, 291 00:11:31,720 --> 00:11:33,177 the subjective and emotional, 292 00:11:33,177 --> 00:11:35,279 become labeled as non-science 293 00:11:35,279 --> 00:11:37,250 or anti-science or threatening to science, 294 00:11:37,250 --> 00:11:39,061 and we just don't talk about it. 295 00:11:39,061 --> 00:11:41,015 And when I heard that, 296 00:11:41,015 --> 00:11:43,182 that science has a culture, 297 00:11:43,182 --> 00:11:44,729 everything clicked into place for me, 298 00:11:44,729 --> 00:11:46,393 because if science has a culture, 299 00:11:46,393 --> 00:11:47,649 culture can be changed, 300 00:11:47,649 --> 00:11:49,242 and I can be a change agent 301 00:11:49,242 --> 00:11:51,954 working to change the culture of science wherever I could. 302 00:11:51,954 --> 00:11:55,023 And so the very next lecture I gave in a conference, 303 00:11:55,023 --> 00:11:56,635 I talked about my science, 304 00:11:56,635 --> 00:11:58,147 and then I talked about the importance 305 00:11:58,147 --> 00:12:00,329 of the subjective and emotional aspects of doing science 306 00:12:00,329 --> 00:12:01,449 and how we should talk about them, 307 00:12:01,449 --> 00:12:02,683 and I looked at the audience, 308 00:12:02,683 --> 00:12:05,043 and they were cold. 309 00:12:05,043 --> 00:12:08,334 They couldn't hear what I was saying 310 00:12:08,334 --> 00:12:09,585 in the context of a 10 back-to-back 311 00:12:09,585 --> 00:12:11,424 PowerPoint presentation conference. 312 00:12:11,424 --> 00:12:13,906 And I tried again and again, conference after conference, 313 00:12:13,906 --> 00:12:16,279 but I wasn't getting through. 314 00:12:16,279 --> 00:12:19,185 I was in the cloud. 315 00:12:19,185 --> 00:12:22,699 And eventually I managed to get out the cloud 316 00:12:22,699 --> 00:12:25,510 using improvisation and music. 317 00:12:25,510 --> 00:12:28,249 Since then, every conference I go to, 318 00:12:28,249 --> 00:12:31,111 I give a science talk and a second, special talk 319 00:12:31,111 --> 00:12:33,104 called "Love and fear in the lab," 320 00:12:33,104 --> 00:12:35,321 and I start it off by doing a song 321 00:12:35,321 --> 00:12:37,893 about scientists' greatest fear, 322 00:12:37,893 --> 00:12:40,805 which is that we work hard, 323 00:12:40,805 --> 00:12:43,147 we discover something new, 324 00:12:43,147 --> 00:12:46,504 and somebody else publishes it before we do. 325 00:12:46,504 --> 00:12:49,120 We call it being scooped, 326 00:12:49,120 --> 00:12:52,334 and being scooped feels horrible. 327 00:12:52,334 --> 00:12:54,547 It makes us afraid to talk to each other, 328 00:12:54,547 --> 00:12:55,380 which is no fun, 329 00:12:55,380 --> 00:12:58,140 because we came to science to share our ideas 330 00:12:58,140 --> 00:12:59,451 and to learn from each other, 331 00:12:59,451 --> 00:13:02,940 and so I do a blues song, 332 00:13:05,040 --> 00:13:10,544 which — (Applause) — 333 00:13:10,544 --> 00:13:13,767 called "Scooped Again," 334 00:13:13,767 --> 00:13:16,425 and I ask the audience to be my backup singers, 335 00:13:16,425 --> 00:13:20,405 and I tell them, "Your text is 'Scoop, Scoop.'" 336 00:13:20,405 --> 00:13:23,050 It sounds like this: "Scoop, scoop!" 337 00:13:23,050 --> 00:13:24,013 Sounds like this. 338 00:13:24,013 --> 00:13:26,232 ♪ I've been scooped again ♪ 339 00:13:26,232 --> 00:13:27,975 ♪ Scoop! Scoop! ♪ 340 00:13:27,975 --> 00:13:29,253 And then we go for it. 341 00:13:29,253 --> 00:13:31,298 ♪ I've been scooped again ♪ 342 00:13:31,298 --> 00:13:32,584 ♪ Scoop! Scoop! ♪ 343 00:13:32,584 --> 00:13:34,479 ♪ I've been scooped again ♪ 344 00:13:34,479 --> 00:13:35,785 ♪ Scoop! Scoop! ♪ 345 00:13:35,785 --> 00:13:37,568 ♪ I've been scooped again ♪ 346 00:13:37,568 --> 00:13:39,207 ♪ Scoop! Scoop! ♪ 347 00:13:39,207 --> 00:13:40,875 ♪ I've been scooped again ♪ 348 00:13:40,875 --> 00:13:42,637 ♪ Scoop! Scoop! ♪ 349 00:13:42,637 --> 00:13:45,912 ♪ Oh mama, can't you feel my pain ♪ 350 00:13:45,912 --> 00:13:49,698 ♪ Heavens help me, I've been scooped again ♪ 351 00:13:50,925 --> 00:13:57,316 (Applause) 352 00:13:57,735 --> 00:13:58,965 Thank you. 353 00:13:58,965 --> 00:14:00,464 Thank you for your backup singing. 354 00:14:00,464 --> 00:14:02,548 So everybody starts laughing, starts breathing, 355 00:14:02,548 --> 00:14:04,560 notices that there's other scientists around them 356 00:14:04,560 --> 00:14:05,867 with shared issues, 357 00:14:05,867 --> 00:14:07,672 and we start talking about the emotional 358 00:14:07,672 --> 00:14:09,522 and subjective things that go on in research. 359 00:14:09,522 --> 00:14:11,706 It feels like a huge taboo has been lifted. 360 00:14:11,706 --> 00:14:14,505 Finally, we can talk about this in a scientific conference. 361 00:14:14,505 --> 00:14:16,691 And scientists have gone on to form peer groups 362 00:14:16,691 --> 00:14:18,301 where they meet regularly 363 00:14:18,301 --> 00:14:19,930 and create a space to talk about the emotional 364 00:14:19,930 --> 00:14:22,231 and subjective things that happen as they're mentoring, 365 00:14:22,231 --> 00:14:23,594 as they're going into the unknown, 366 00:14:23,594 --> 00:14:25,164 and even started courses 367 00:14:25,164 --> 00:14:26,839 about the process of doing science, 368 00:14:26,839 --> 00:14:28,734 about going into the unknown together, 369 00:14:28,734 --> 00:14:30,150 and many other things. 370 00:14:30,150 --> 00:14:31,484 So my vision is that, 371 00:14:31,484 --> 00:14:34,946 just like every scientist knows the word "atom," 372 00:14:34,946 --> 00:14:36,913 that matter is made out of atoms, 373 00:14:36,913 --> 00:14:38,397 every scientist would know the words 374 00:14:38,397 --> 00:14:40,741 like "the cloud," saying "Yes, and," 375 00:14:40,741 --> 00:14:43,820 and science will become much more creative, 376 00:14:43,820 --> 00:14:46,824 make many, many more unexpected discoveries 377 00:14:46,824 --> 00:14:49,360 for the benefit of us all, 378 00:14:49,360 --> 00:14:51,576 and would also be much more playful. 379 00:14:51,576 --> 00:14:54,166 And what I might ask you to remember from this talk 380 00:14:54,166 --> 00:14:56,862 is that next time you face 381 00:14:56,862 --> 00:14:58,588 a problem you can't solve 382 00:14:58,588 --> 00:15:01,180 in work or in life, 383 00:15:01,180 --> 00:15:03,056 there's a word for what you're going to see: 384 00:15:03,056 --> 00:15:04,233 the cloud. 385 00:15:04,233 --> 00:15:05,766 And you can go through the cloud 386 00:15:05,766 --> 00:15:07,174 not alone but together 387 00:15:07,174 --> 00:15:09,212 with someone who is your source of support 388 00:15:09,212 --> 00:15:11,260 to say "Yes, and" to your ideas, 389 00:15:11,260 --> 00:15:13,577 to help you say "Yes, and" to your own ideas, 390 00:15:13,577 --> 00:15:15,464 to increase the chance that, 391 00:15:15,464 --> 00:15:17,190 through the wisps of the cloud, 392 00:15:17,190 --> 00:15:18,688 you'll find that moment of calmness 393 00:15:18,688 --> 00:15:20,491 where you get your first glimpse 394 00:15:20,491 --> 00:15:23,741 of your unexpected discovery, 395 00:15:23,741 --> 00:15:26,465 your C. 396 00:15:26,465 --> 00:15:28,785 Thank you. 397 00:15:28,785 --> 00:15:32,785 (Applause)