[Script Info] Title: [Events] Format: Layer, Start, End, Style, Name, MarginL, MarginR, MarginV, Effect, Text Dialogue: 0,0:00:00.20,0:00:01.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Hello. Dialogue: 0,0:00:01.87,0:00:03.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My name is Latifa Al Maktoum. Dialogue: 0,0:00:03.41,0:00:08.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was born on December 5, 1985. Dialogue: 0,0:00:08.29,0:00:10.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My mom is Houria Ahmed Lamara Dialogue: 0,0:00:10.87,0:00:12.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She is from Algeria. Dialogue: 0,0:00:12.50,0:00:15.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My father is Prime Minister of UAE Dialogue: 0,0:00:15.54,0:00:17.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and the ruler of Dubai, Dialogue: 0,0:00:17.38,0:00:19.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Mohammed bin Rashid Saeed Al Maktoum. Dialogue: 0,0:00:19.94,0:00:21.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He has three daughters called Latifa. Dialogue: 0,0:00:21.94,0:00:23.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I’m the middle one. Dialogue: 0,0:00:23.35,0:00:27.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There is one older than me and one younger than me. Dialogue: 0,0:00:27.02,0:00:31.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And he has two daughters called Mariam also. Dialogue: 0,0:00:31.30,0:00:35.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I have thirty brothers and sisters total. Dialogue: 0,0:00:35.20,0:00:36.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I had to say that Dialogue: 0,0:00:36.90,0:00:40.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in case this video is discredited in any way that Dialogue: 0,0:00:40.80,0:00:43.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,‘no you know there is a Latifa there and a Latifa there’ Dialogue: 0,0:00:43.48,0:00:45.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Yeah, there's three Latifas, I’m one of them. Dialogue: 0,0:00:45.62,0:00:47.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I’m the middle Latifa. Dialogue: 0,0:00:47.60,0:00:50.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My full sisters are Maitha and Shamsa. Dialogue: 0,0:00:50.14,0:00:51.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They’re both older than me Dialogue: 0,0:00:51.82,0:00:54.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and Majid he’s younger than me. Dialogue: 0,0:00:55.20,0:01:00.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I’m making this video because it could\Nbe the last video I make. Dialogue: 0,0:01:00.68,0:01:02.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Yeah. Dialogue: 0,0:01:05.46,0:01:12.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Pretty soon I’m going to be leaving somehow Dialogue: 0,0:01:12.48,0:01:16.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I’m not so sure of the outcome, but Dialogue: 0,0:01:17.32,0:01:22.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I’m ninety-nine percent positive it will work. Dialogue: 0,0:01:22.82,0:01:26.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And if it doesn’t then this video can help\Nme Dialogue: 0,0:01:26.00,0:01:29.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because all my father cares about is his reputation. Dialogue: 0,0:01:29.90,0:01:33.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He will kill people to protect his own reputation. Dialogue: 0,0:01:33.28,0:01:39.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He.. he only cares about himself and his ego. Dialogue: 0,0:01:39.28,0:01:44.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So this video could save my life. Dialogue: 0,0:01:44.50,0:01:48.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And if you are watching this video it’s\Nnot such a good thing. Dialogue: 0,0:01:48.98,0:01:54.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Either I’m dead or I’m in a very, very,\Nvery bad situation. Dialogue: 0,0:01:54.24,0:01:56.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So where do I begin? Dialogue: 0,0:01:57.96,0:01:59.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,In 2000, Dialogue: 0,0:01:59.34,0:02:03.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,my sister Shamsa while she was on holiday in England. Dialogue: 0,0:02:03.44,0:02:06.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She was 18 years old going on nineteen. Dialogue: 0,0:02:06.94,0:02:08.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She ran away. Dialogue: 0,0:02:08.43,0:02:14.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And in the two months that she was free Dialogue: 0,0:02:14.38,0:02:17.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,we were in contact and I was still in Dubai Dialogue: 0,0:02:17.82,0:02:19.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,with my mom and my other sister. Dialogue: 0,0:02:20.11,0:02:23.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Where she had traveled with her step-mom and.. Dialogue: 0,0:02:23.14,0:02:24.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and all of them. Dialogue: 0,0:02:25.82,0:02:27.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So while she.. Dialogue: 0,0:02:27.50,0:02:30.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She escaped because she didn’t\Nhave much freedom in Dubai. Dialogue: 0,0:02:30.50,0:02:36.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She didn’t have freedom to do the things\Nlike you know anybody in a civilized world Dialogue: 0,0:02:36.28,0:02:37.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,would take for granted like Dialogue: 0,0:02:37.83,0:02:42.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,driving a car or traveling or \Nyou know just making choices Dialogue: 0,0:02:42.20,0:02:43.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,for your own future. Dialogue: 0,0:02:43.54,0:02:47.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Freedom of choice is not something that you know, we have. Dialogue: 0,0:02:47.57,0:02:52.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So when you have it, you take it for granted\Nand if you don’t have it, it’s very very special. Dialogue: 0,0:02:52.78,0:02:58.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So yeah, she ran away and the whole time she\Nwas communicating with me. Dialogue: 0,0:02:58.08,0:03:00.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was fourteen years old at that time. Dialogue: 0,0:03:00.29,0:03:02.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And yeah, Shamsa was.. Dialogue: 0,0:03:02.92,0:03:05.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I saw her almost as a mother figure. Dialogue: 0,0:03:05.21,0:03:07.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Yeah, she’s my big sister. Dialogue: 0,0:03:07.30,0:03:09.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She’s like a mother also to me because she\Nreally cared about me. Dialogue: 0,0:03:09.82,0:03:11.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I would speak to her every single day. Dialogue: 0,0:03:11.64,0:03:14.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So yeah when she left, it was a little bit\Nhard Dialogue: 0,0:03:14.58,0:03:17.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was happy for her but at the same time I was worried about her. Dialogue: 0,0:03:17.80,0:03:19.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And what she did was, Dialogue: 0,0:03:19.82,0:03:23.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,she also contacted one of her friends in Dubai Dialogue: 0,0:03:23.56,0:03:25.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,whose name is Leila ??Harab?? Dialogue: 0,0:03:27.30,0:03:29.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and she kept calling Leila. Dialogue: 0,0:03:29.64,0:03:33.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And what my father has done is he went to\NLeila’s house Dialogue: 0,0:03:33.46,0:03:36.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and he tried to bribe her with a Rolex Dialogue: 0,0:03:36.00,0:03:39.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and he said we need to tap your phone Dialogue: 0,0:03:39.00,0:03:43.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to track Shamsa to see where she is. Dialogue: 0,0:03:43.56,0:03:45.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So that’s what they did. Dialogue: 0,0:03:45.58,0:03:47.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And Leila told Shamsa, she told her Dialogue: 0,0:03:47.54,0:03:49.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,‘My phone is bugged.’ Dialogue: 0,0:03:49.54,0:03:51.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,‘They’re trying to find you. Be careful.’ Dialogue: 0,0:03:51.38,0:03:53.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And Shamsa told me that and I told her, Dialogue: 0,0:03:53.96,0:03:58.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,‘Stop calling Leila. Because if you'll call her\Nthey’re going to find you.’ Dialogue: 0,0:03:58.50,0:04:01.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think she was very lonely in the UK by herself. Dialogue: 0,0:04:01.05,0:04:05.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She had nobody else to talk to. So she talked\Nto us and she kept talking to Leila. Dialogue: 0,0:04:05.04,0:04:09.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So yeah after two months, they found her. Dialogue: 0,0:04:09.33,0:04:12.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Basically, she was on the streets Dialogue: 0,0:04:12.18,0:04:15.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and a bunch of guys in a car just drove up Dialogue: 0,0:04:15.62,0:04:20.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,they found her, they grabbed her, kicking and screaming threw her in the car Dialogue: 0,0:04:20.54,0:04:22.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and she was driven somewhere Dialogue: 0,0:04:22.78,0:04:26.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,by a helicopter.. she was driven to a helicopter somehow Dialogue: 0,0:04:26.36,0:04:30.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ended up in France and from France she came to Dubai. Dialogue: 0,0:04:30.31,0:04:33.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She was drugged on the plane. Dialogue: 0,0:04:33.89,0:04:36.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was a private jet, so nobody was checking anything. Dialogue: 0,0:04:36.82,0:04:38.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She was drugged, brought back to Dubai Dialogue: 0,0:04:39.02,0:04:41.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and basically put in this building. Dialogue: 0,0:04:43.34,0:04:47.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It’s the building, it’s called ‘Kheima’,\Nwhich means ‘Tent’ in Arabic. Dialogue: 0,0:04:47.02,0:04:49.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But it’s not a tent, it’s just called ‘The Tent’ Dialogue: 0,0:04:49.34,0:04:50.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and Dialogue: 0,0:04:50.82,0:04:53.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And it’s on.. it’s in Zabeel Palace Dialogue: 0,0:04:53.28,0:04:56.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the property of my step-mom Hind. Dialogue: 0,0:04:56.78,0:04:59.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And she was kept there and locked there. Dialogue: 0,0:04:59.24,0:05:01.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And during that time, Dialogue: 0,0:05:01.08,0:05:05.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,we could send her some things like clothes or whatever. Dialogue: 0,0:05:05.48,0:05:09.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, we snuck in a telephone for her. Dialogue: 0,0:05:09.12,0:05:13.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,‘We’ meaning me and my adopted sister Mona Dialogue: 0,0:05:13.44,0:05:15.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Mona ??Al Lamara?? Dialogue: 0,0:05:15.28,0:05:18.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We were in contact with her and Dialogue: 0,0:05:18.52,0:05:21.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,we snuck in a telephone, so we could talk to her. Dialogue: 0,0:05:21.22,0:05:23.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So while she was inside, Dialogue: 0,0:05:23.18,0:05:26.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,she contacted some journalists in the UK Dialogue: 0,0:05:26.42,0:05:29.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and they released the story to The Guardian. Dialogue: 0,0:05:29.38,0:05:33.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think it was around May 2001 when the story came out, I’m not really sure. Dialogue: 0,0:05:33.88,0:05:35.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The stories.. Dialogue: 0,0:05:35.46,0:05:38.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Google ‘Shamsa Al Maktoum’ and it’s\Nthe first thing that come up. Dialogue: 0,0:05:38.46,0:05:41.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Her, her escape and all of that. Dialogue: 0,0:05:41.34,0:05:45.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So when the story came out, I think they realized\Nthat somehow she’s in a communication or Dialogue: 0,0:05:45.76,0:05:47.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,somebody was helping her or whatever. Dialogue: 0,0:05:47.42,0:05:52.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So the police went and they took Mona from her University Dialogue: 0,0:05:52.64,0:05:55.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and they questioned and tortured her Dialogue: 0,0:05:55.82,0:06:00.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And my sister Maitha came to my room Dialogue: 0,0:06:00.34,0:06:03.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in the evening the same day, and she said Dialogue: 0,0:06:03.18,0:06:07.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,‘Mona was taken by the police and they’re questioning her Dialogue: 0,0:06:07.00,0:06:08.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and beating her up basically Dialogue: 0,0:06:08.86,0:06:10.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,what do you know about Shamsa?’ Dialogue: 0,0:06:10.58,0:06:12.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And Maitha was kind of acting like the interrogator. Dialogue: 0,0:06:12.66,0:06:13.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You know like.. Dialogue: 0,0:06:13.88,0:06:16.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I’m gonna interrogate you to get information from you. Dialogue: 0,0:06:16.70,0:06:18.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I said I don’t know anything. Dialogue: 0,0:06:18.42,0:06:21.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And.. so anyway Dialogue: 0,0:06:21.14,0:06:26.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I went and I told my other adopted sister Fatima Dialogue: 0,0:06:26.44,0:06:28.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Fatima ??Lamara?? Dialogue: 0,0:06:28.28,0:06:32.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Who by the way was kept in a cabin in our house. Dialogue: 0,0:06:32.56,0:06:33.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She was kept.. Dialogue: 0,0:06:33.40,0:06:35.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It’s another story. Dialogue: 0,0:06:37.38,0:06:42.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She’s kept in a cabin on our property, but locked up. Dialogue: 0,0:06:42.40,0:06:46.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Separated from the rest of the family because she’s naughty. Dialogue: 0,0:06:46.44,0:06:47.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Her naughty behavior. Dialogue: 0,0:06:47.84,0:06:49.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She's..She’s rebellious. Dialogue: 0,0:06:49.82,0:06:53.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So she’s basically kept in a cage in our house. Dialogue: 0,0:06:55.18,0:07:00.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And anyway.. I.. I wrote a note for her and Dialogue: 0,0:07:00.26,0:07:03.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I told our housemaid to give it to her Dialogue: 0,0:07:03.86,0:07:05.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to slide it under her door and she did. Dialogue: 0,0:07:05.98,0:07:09.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I told her you know Mona has been taken and she’s being questioned by the police Dialogue: 0,0:07:09.12,0:07:10.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and everything. Dialogue: 0,0:07:10.42,0:07:15.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And then Fatima just went crazy, she just\Nlike broke down the window.. she.. she.. Dialogue: 0,0:07:15.58,0:07:16.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and the door. Dialogue: 0,0:07:16.58,0:07:20.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She threw this.. the metal thing outside the window. Dialogue: 0,0:07:20.07,0:07:21.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She broke it. Dialogue: 0,0:07:21.18,0:07:22.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She got out. Dialogue: 0,0:07:22.43,0:07:23.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She took a knife. Dialogue: 0,0:07:23.44,0:07:28.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She was threatening Ali, who is a.. like he is a chef.. Dialogue: 0,0:07:28.56,0:07:30.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but he is also like.. the brother-in-law Dialogue: 0,0:07:30.93,0:07:33.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,of my father’s right-hand man. Dialogue: 0,0:07:33.00,0:07:35.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So he was kind of like in charge of the staff\Nor whatever. Dialogue: 0,0:07:35.79,0:07:37.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So she took a knife and she was threatening him like Dialogue: 0,0:07:37.20,0:07:38.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ʻI want to see Mona, I want to see Monaʼ Dialogue: 0,0:07:38.64,0:07:40.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So they took Fatima. Dialogue: 0,0:07:40.30,0:07:41.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They put her in prison and they tortured her also. Dialogue: 0,0:07:41.93,0:07:44.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And then they realized that she knew nothing. Dialogue: 0,0:07:44.00,0:07:49.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We didn’t tell her because we couldn’t tell her that we were in contact with Shamsa. Dialogue: 0,0:07:49.64,0:07:54.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Anyway what happened after that, yeah so that day I kind of lost everyone. Dialogue: 0,0:07:54.51,0:07:59.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,All my friends, all my.. my sisters everything. Dialogue: 0,0:07:59.46,0:08:00.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I lost everyone that day. Dialogue: 0,0:08:00.58,0:08:02.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was.. it was very hard day for me. Dialogue: 0,0:08:03.42,0:08:06.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And of course I lost my communication with Shamsa. Dialogue: 0,0:08:07.58,0:08:10.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So approximately a year later Dialogue: 0,0:08:10.90,0:08:16.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,as a 16 year old I decided that I’m gonna escape. Dialogue: 0,0:08:16.08,0:08:19.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Back then I didn’t have the Internet. Dialogue: 0,0:08:19.12,0:08:20.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I didn’t have.. Dialogue: 0,0:08:20.54,0:08:24.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was very.. it was 2002. Dialogue: 0,0:08:24.27,0:08:27.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Internet existed but I didn’t have it, they\Nwouldn’t allow me to have Internet. Dialogue: 0,0:08:27.49,0:08:28.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I didn’t have Internet. Dialogue: 0,0:08:28.49,0:08:29.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I didn’t have phone. Dialogue: 0,0:08:29.49,0:08:32.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The only phone I had was given to me by my friend Dialogue: 0,0:08:32.58,0:08:35.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so it wasn’t approved by my family or anything. Dialogue: 0,0:08:35.96,0:08:39.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I decided I’m gonna escape. Dialogue: 0,0:08:39.32,0:08:41.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I’m gonna go, I’m gonna leave UAE. Dialogue: 0,0:08:41.84,0:08:44.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I’m gonna find a lawyer in another country. Dialogue: 0,0:08:44.90,0:08:46.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Like I’m gonna go to Oman. Dialogue: 0,0:08:46.27,0:08:49.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I’m gonna just go there and I’m gonna find a lawyer or something Dialogue: 0,0:08:49.70,0:08:51.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I’m gonna help Shamsa. Dialogue: 0,0:08:51.23,0:08:52.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,In the worst case scenario if they catch me,\Nthey’re gonna put me with her. Dialogue: 0,0:08:52.23,0:08:56.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I’m gonna be in prison with her, so at least\NI can see her and I’m happy and she knows Dialogue: 0,0:08:56.21,0:08:58.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that she has somebody with her and she’s\Nnot gonna do anything crazy. Dialogue: 0,0:08:58.85,0:08:59.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She’s not gonna hurt herself. Dialogue: 0,0:08:59.85,0:09:01.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She has her sister with her, so she’s not gonna do anything. Dialogue: 0,0:09:01.50,0:09:02.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You know.. Dialogue: 0,0:09:02.50,0:09:06.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I was thinking either I get her help or\NI get to put in prison with her. Dialogue: 0,0:09:06.01,0:09:08.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So in 2002 I escaped. Dialogue: 0,0:09:09.72,0:09:12.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And they caught me at the border. Dialogue: 0,0:09:12.00,0:09:14.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And yeah like.. Dialogue: 0,0:09:14.47,0:09:17.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was very, very naive I thought you could just go. Dialogue: 0,0:09:17.75,0:09:21.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I thought you can just.. there’s like a\Nborder and then there’s like sand or what.. Dialogue: 0,0:09:21.40,0:09:23.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I didn’t realize what the border looks like. Dialogue: 0,0:09:23.03,0:09:24.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I’ve never been to a border in my life. Dialogue: 0,0:09:24.25,0:09:26.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I didn’t have Internet to research it. Dialogue: 0,0:09:26.18,0:09:28.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I didn’t have anyone to talk to, to give me advice. Dialogue: 0,0:09:28.23,0:09:29.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I couldn’t.. Dialogue: 0,0:09:29.23,0:09:30.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was totally by myself. Dialogue: 0,0:09:30.58,0:09:32.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I had no one. Dialogue: 0,0:09:32.13,0:09:37.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Nobody even knew what.. like I mean.. people..my friends around me in school like Dialogue: 0,0:09:37.52,0:09:40.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,they didn’t know what I was going through. Dialogue: 0,0:09:40.34,0:09:42.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I couldn’t talk to anybody about it. Dialogue: 0,0:09:44.24,0:09:51.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So yeah.. and I wasn’t allowed out. Dialogue: 0,0:09:51.43,0:09:54.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I wasn’t allowed to go outside.. like I was going to school. Dialogue: 0,0:09:54.54,0:09:57.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I would sometimes go to the family’s stables to horse ride Dialogue: 0,0:09:57.68,0:10:02.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and apart from that I didn’t do anything else and then I went home. Dialogue: 0,0:10:02.08,0:10:04.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I did I didn’t have.. Dialogue: 0,0:10:04.50,0:10:05.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was.. Dialogue: 0,0:10:05.68,0:10:07.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I didn’t know anything. Dialogue: 0,0:10:07.03,0:10:11.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, yeah, I they caught me at the border basically and then they found out who I was. Dialogue: 0,0:10:11.80,0:10:19.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They brought me back to Dubai and my father’s right-hand man put me in prison Dialogue: 0,0:10:19.54,0:10:26.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,under my father’s orders and then his all his CID guys, they.. Dialogue: 0,0:10:27.70,0:10:30.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,yeah, they.. they put me in person and they tortured me. Dialogue: 0,0:10:34.84,0:10:40.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Basically, one guy was holding me, while the other guy was beating me.. Dialogue: 0,0:10:40.36,0:10:43.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and they did that repeatedly. Dialogue: 0,0:10:43.36,0:10:46.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think the first time they tortured me, I didn’t feel any pain Dialogue: 0,0:10:46.70,0:10:47.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because I was in so much shock. Dialogue: 0,0:10:47.92,0:10:48.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I didn’t.. Dialogue: 0,0:10:48.78,0:10:51.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was like somebody was hitting me through a pillow or something. Dialogue: 0,0:10:51.30,0:10:54.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I could see what they were doing, but I just.. Dialogue: 0,0:10:54.45,0:10:57.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was like, are they just destroying my body? Dialogue: 0,0:10:57.27,0:10:58.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,What’s going on? Dialogue: 0,0:10:58.72,0:11:02.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I didn’t.. didn’t even.. the pain didn’t\Nregister because I think I was in so much Dialogue: 0,0:11:02.37,0:11:09.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,shock and it was a long day with little sleep\Nand I just.. the pain didn’t.. Dialogue: 0,0:11:09.78,0:11:10.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I didn’t.. Dialogue: 0,0:11:10.66,0:11:14.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I didn’t feel the pain and it was like a\Nhalf hour torture session. Dialogue: 0,0:11:14.07,0:11:16.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And then the next times I was tortured, it\Nwas Dialogue: 0,0:11:16.36,0:11:22.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,for five hours and yeah I was just pulled from the bed Dialogue: 0,0:11:22.80,0:11:28.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,driven to another location in the palace Dialogue: 0,0:11:28.38,0:11:29.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in the same building, Dialogue: 0,0:11:29.90,0:11:33.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The Kheima, the tent, which is not a tent. Dialogue: 0,0:11:33.59,0:11:36.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And yeah, they tortured me. Dialogue: 0,0:11:36.60,0:11:40.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I knew how long it was, because I had a watch Dialogue: 0,0:11:40.04,0:11:45.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and they told me that your father told us Dialogue: 0,0:11:45.23,0:11:47.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to beat you until we kill you. Dialogue: 0,0:11:47.25,0:11:51.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That’s his orders, your father’s orders. Dialogue: 0,0:11:51.39,0:11:56.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Your father, the Ruler of Dubai, that’s what he said. Dialogue: 0,0:11:56.04,0:12:00.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So all of this public image that he’s trying to portray human rights Dialogue: 0,0:12:00.24,0:12:02.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Its bullshit. Dialogue: 0,0:12:02.00,0:12:05.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He’s the most evil person I’ve ever met in my life. Dialogue: 0,0:12:05.40,0:12:06.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He’s pure evil. Dialogue: 0,0:12:06.82,0:12:09.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There’s nothing good in him. Dialogue: 0,0:12:09.04,0:12:11.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He’s responsible for so many people’s deaths Dialogue: 0,0:12:11.58,0:12:14.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and ruining so many people’s lives. Dialogue: 0,0:12:20.68,0:12:22.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He doesn’t care about anyone. Dialogue: 0,0:12:22.22,0:12:24.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He only cares about his image, his reputation, Dialogue: 0,0:12:24.96,0:12:29.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and he will gladly kill somebody, Dialogue: 0,0:12:29.50,0:12:31.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but he doesn’t do it himself. Dialogue: 0,0:12:31.06,0:12:36.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He just.. he.. he doesn’t do the dirty work himself. Dialogue: 0,0:12:36.97,0:12:39.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He’ll just get other people to do it. Dialogue: 0,0:12:39.34,0:12:41.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He doesn’t care. Dialogue: 0,0:12:43.30,0:12:47.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,After my uncle died, he killed one of his wives Dialogue: 0,0:12:47.38,0:12:49.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,he killed.. he killed her Dialogue: 0,0:12:49.07,0:12:51.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,everyone knows about it, the Moroccan one. Dialogue: 0,0:12:51.82,0:12:54.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Because she was too.. Dialogue: 0,0:12:54.24,0:12:56.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,her behavior was too outrageous. Dialogue: 0,0:12:56.24,0:12:57.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She was too.. Dialogue: 0,0:12:57.24,0:12:58.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think..I think she just talked too much Dialogue: 0,0:12:58.24,0:12:59.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and he felt threatened by her. Dialogue: 0,0:12:59.65,0:13:01.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So he just killed her. Dialogue: 0,0:13:01.65,0:13:03.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Of course, he couldn’t do that when my uncle was alive, Dialogue: 0,0:13:03.90,0:13:06.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but he could do that after my uncle died. Dialogue: 0,0:13:06.34,0:13:12.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Everybody knows what kind of person he is. Dialogue: 0,0:13:12.16,0:13:15.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So in total I was imprisoned for three years and four months. Dialogue: 0,0:13:15.22,0:13:20.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I went in June 2002 and I came out October 2005. Dialogue: 0,0:13:20.95,0:13:23.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don’t know.. do the math. Dialogue: 0,0:13:23.32,0:13:28.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But in 2003 for a week I came out of prison. Dialogue: 0,0:13:28.61,0:13:30.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They put me back home, Dialogue: 0,0:13:30.76,0:13:32.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,home, it’s not a home. Dialogue: 0,0:13:32.56,0:13:34.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It’s my house, my mom’s house. Dialogue: 0,0:13:34.84,0:13:37.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They put me back there for a week Dialogue: 0,0:13:37.90,0:13:41.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and it was surreal. Dialogue: 0,0:13:42.58,0:13:45.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,When I went home to see my mom Dialogue: 0,0:13:45.28,0:13:48.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I expected some sympathy? Dialogue: 0,0:13:48.64,0:13:50.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Maybe? Dialogue: 0,0:13:50.10,0:13:54.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Since prison was not a normal prison experience Dialogue: 0,0:13:54.72,0:13:59.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it was constant torture, constant torture. Dialogue: 0,0:13:59.38,0:14:01.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Even when they weren’t physically beating\Nme up Dialogue: 0,0:14:01.54,0:14:02.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,they would torture me. Dialogue: 0,0:14:02.80,0:14:05.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They would switch off all the lights. Dialogue: 0,0:14:05.28,0:14:08.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was in solitary confinement by myself totally Dialogue: 0,0:14:08.40,0:14:09.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and there’s no windows, there’s no light, Dialogue: 0,0:14:09.72,0:14:11.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so when they switched off the light, it was pitch black. Dialogue: 0,0:14:11.88,0:14:14.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They could switch it off for days, so I didn’t\Nknow Dialogue: 0,0:14:14.44,0:14:17.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,when one day ended then the next began Dialogue: 0,0:14:17.04,0:14:18.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and then they would.. Dialogue: 0,0:14:18.80,0:14:21.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,they would make sounds to harass me and Dialogue: 0,0:14:21.42,0:14:22.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,then they would come in the middle of the night Dialogue: 0,0:14:22.72,0:14:24.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,pull me out of bed to beat me Dialogue: 0,0:14:24.60,0:14:28.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and it wasn’t.. Dialogue: 0,0:14:28.42,0:14:31.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it wasn’t a normal prison experience by any means. Dialogue: 0,0:14:31.38,0:14:32.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was just torture. Dialogue: 0,0:14:32.73,0:14:33.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And they didn’t give me anything. Dialogue: 0,0:14:33.90,0:14:36.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I didn’t have a change of clothes. Dialogue: 0,0:14:36.16,0:14:39.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I wore the same clothes and I would try\Nto stay as clean as possible, Dialogue: 0,0:14:39.38,0:14:41.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but you know after the torture sessions I couldn’t even walk. Dialogue: 0,0:14:41.98,0:14:46.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I would crawl to the bathroom to get water, to open a tap.. to get some water. Dialogue: 0,0:14:46.06,0:14:47.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I would just crawl on my hands and knees. Dialogue: 0,0:14:47.49,0:14:49.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There was no medical help at all. Dialogue: 0,0:14:49.22,0:14:50.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They didn’t care. Dialogue: 0,0:14:50.22,0:14:51.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They wanted me dead anyway. Dialogue: 0,0:14:51.98,0:14:55.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And yeah, so I didn’t have anything. Dialogue: 0,0:14:55.86,0:15:00.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I had a thin mattress that had holes in it\Nand had stains of blood and shit Dialogue: 0,0:15:00.58,0:15:03.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and it was disgusting, smelled so bad. Dialogue: 0,0:15:03.13,0:15:07.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I had a thin blanket also was so disgusting. Dialogue: 0,0:15:07.01,0:15:09.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I had the clothes I was wearing. Dialogue: 0,0:15:09.19,0:15:12.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And then I think in the last few months, they\Ngave me a toothbrush, just one toothbrush, Dialogue: 0,0:15:12.97,0:15:13.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you know. Dialogue: 0,0:15:13.97,0:15:16.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I didn’t.. Dialogue: 0,0:15:16.13,0:15:20.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I didn’t.. it was so hard to stay clean\Nand towards the end they gave me some clothes, Dialogue: 0,0:15:20.57,0:15:24.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,clothes washing.. like Tide, you know, the\Nclothes washing powder. Dialogue: 0,0:15:24.17,0:15:30.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I would use the clothes washing powder\Non my skin to try to stay clean you know. Dialogue: 0,0:15:30.06,0:15:31.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was really disgusting. Dialogue: 0,0:15:31.06,0:15:36.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, yeah.. so after that experience, I went\Nto the house for one week and it was.. Dialogue: 0,0:15:36.78,0:15:44.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,from that to a house with soap and clothes and this and that and it was like a shock to me. Dialogue: 0,0:15:44.06,0:15:47.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I would shower like five times a day because I could. Dialogue: 0,0:15:47.46,0:15:48.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There was warm water. Dialogue: 0,0:15:48.59,0:15:49.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There was.. there was soap. Dialogue: 0,0:15:49.79,0:15:50.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There was a towel. Dialogue: 0,0:15:50.81,0:15:51.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There was clothes. Dialogue: 0,0:15:51.81,0:15:52.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I couldn’t believe it. Dialogue: 0,0:15:52.81,0:15:53.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There’s toothbrush. Dialogue: 0,0:15:53.81,0:15:55.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There was food like.. like proper food, Dialogue: 0,0:15:55.58,0:15:57.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,not food in like little container Dialogue: 0,0:15:57.16,0:15:58.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,meat and rice, meat and rice. Dialogue: 0,0:15:58.84,0:16:01.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It wasn’t like these little container boxes you know. Dialogue: 0,0:16:01.21,0:16:02.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was food that I can.. Dialogue: 0,0:16:02.27,0:16:05.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I can eat fresh food. Dialogue: 0,0:16:05.34,0:16:08.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was very, very anemic when I came out. Dialogue: 0,0:16:08.11,0:16:09.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I had lost so much weight. Dialogue: 0,0:16:09.80,0:16:14.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,All of my clothes were hanging off me and\NI couldn’t.. Dialogue: 0,0:16:14.06,0:16:18.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I needed to get new clothes. Dialogue: 0,0:16:18.34,0:16:19.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And everything was just a shock to me. Dialogue: 0,0:16:19.86,0:16:23.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I remember, very weird, but Dialogue: 0,0:16:23.52,0:16:26.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I remember when I came out to the prison for the first time Dialogue: 0,0:16:26.06,0:16:30.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,even in the car, I remember the car felt\Nlike it was going so fast because Dialogue: 0,0:16:30.36,0:16:34.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I had not moved for one year and one month. Dialogue: 0,0:16:34.46,0:16:36.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So the car felt like I was in a roller-coaster. Dialogue: 0,0:16:36.98,0:16:41.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was like wow, this is just going so fast. Dialogue: 0,0:16:41.00,0:16:44.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And when I went home having all these people talking normally to me. Dialogue: 0,0:16:44.28,0:16:46.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Normal? Normal after what I’ve been through? Dialogue: 0,0:16:46.04,0:16:49.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don’t know what normal is anymore you\Nknow, like nothing is normal. Dialogue: 0,0:16:49.08,0:16:54.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Every time..I mean even now.. Dialogue: 0,0:16:54.58,0:16:58.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I am.. if I hear a noise I just wake up and Dialogue: 0,0:16:58.90,0:17:01.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I remember for a few years after I came out of prison Dialogue: 0,0:17:01.76,0:17:04.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,whenever I could hear a noise outside the door Dialogue: 0,0:17:04.38,0:17:06.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I would just jump up out of bed, Dialogue: 0,0:17:06.49,0:17:08.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you know, I would just jump. Dialogue: 0,0:17:08.13,0:17:11.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I wouldn’t..and I would stand on my feet because I’m ready you know.. Dialogue: 0,0:17:11.40,0:17:14.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I’m ready for anything. Dialogue: 0,0:17:15.18,0:17:16.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Yeah. Dialogue: 0,0:17:18.02,0:17:25.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So yeah.. that wasn’t a good time. Dialogue: 0,0:17:25.84,0:17:30.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So after a week of being at the house back\Nwith my mom, my sister Dialogue: 0,0:17:30.30,0:17:33.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and she didn’t show me compassion at all. Dialogue: 0,0:17:33.63,0:17:35.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Actually, what she said to me was Dialogue: 0,0:17:35.54,0:17:37.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ʻYou think your prison experience was bad?ʼ Dialogue: 0,0:17:37.95,0:17:40.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ʻThere’s others that’s so much more worse\Nthan thatʼ Dialogue: 0,0:17:40.70,0:17:44.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and when that happened I felt Dialogue: 0,0:17:44.72,0:17:48.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,really, really disappointed and sad. Dialogue: 0,0:17:48.36,0:17:50.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I really expected some compassion from her like any.. Dialogue: 0,0:17:50.92,0:17:52.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,as any kind of mother Dialogue: 0,0:17:52.76,0:17:56.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but there was no compassion. Dialogue: 0,0:17:57.98,0:18:01.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I also didn’t get any compassion from my sister, Maitha. Dialogue: 0,0:18:01.30,0:18:04.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She didn’t, but that’s okay...you know Dialogue: 0,0:18:06.80,0:18:09.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They could have helped me if they wanted to.. Dialogue: 0,0:18:09.24,0:18:10.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but they didn’t.. Dialogue: 0,0:18:11.40,0:18:17.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But at the same time they didn’t put me\Ninside, but they could have helped me. Dialogue: 0,0:18:17.97,0:18:20.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They could've visited me if they wanted to. Dialogue: 0,0:18:20.32,0:18:22.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They could've fought for me a little bit more. Dialogue: 0,0:18:22.38,0:18:25.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They could've had some compassion, but they\Nkind of looked at me like Dialogue: 0,0:18:25.08,0:18:26.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,‘Oh you did this to yourself’ Dialogue: 0,0:18:26.44,0:18:28.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,No I didn’t. Dialogue: 0,0:18:28.00,0:18:29.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I didn’t tell Shamsa to run away from England. Dialogue: 0,0:18:29.66,0:18:31.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I didn’t tell her to keep calling Leila. Dialogue: 0,0:18:31.35,0:18:32.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I didn’t tell her to get caught. Dialogue: 0,0:18:32.52,0:18:33.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I didn’t.. Dialogue: 0,0:18:33.42,0:18:34.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I didn’t do this to myself. Dialogue: 0,0:18:34.80,0:18:35.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My only thing was.. Dialogue: 0,0:18:36.04,0:18:39.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was trying to defend my sister and trying to help her Dialogue: 0,0:18:39.40,0:18:41.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and that’s what happened to me Dialogue: 0,0:18:41.60,0:18:44.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So back to me being at the house. Dialogue: 0,0:18:44.26,0:18:46.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I only stayed in the house for one week Dialogue: 0,0:18:46.08,0:18:49.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because after one week I had somewhat of a breakdown Dialogue: 0,0:18:50.02,0:18:53.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don’t remember how exactly the fight started, Dialogue: 0,0:18:53.00,0:18:55.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but I just kept screaming that I wanted to Dialogue: 0,0:18:55.71,0:18:58.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,go see Shamsa and I couldn’t stop screaming. Dialogue: 0,0:18:58.79,0:19:00.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was like.. Dialogue: 0,0:19:03.10,0:19:04.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I can’t explain it. Dialogue: 0,0:19:04.32,0:19:06.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I literally just kept screaming and screaming\Nthat Dialogue: 0,0:19:06.92,0:19:07.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,‘I want to see Shamsa, I want to see Shamsa’ Dialogue: 0,0:19:07.90,0:19:08.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,‘I want to see Shamsa’ Dialogue: 0,0:19:08.96,0:19:11.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and that ended up like I was physically \Ntrying to fight people. Dialogue: 0,0:19:11.89,0:19:14.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So they were holding me and I don’t remember\Nwho they called. Dialogue: 0,0:19:14.97,0:19:20.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They called the police, but at some point\Nthere was some men holding me again. Dialogue: 0,0:19:20.09,0:19:22.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And then there was a Doctor. Dialogue: 0,0:19:22.56,0:19:26.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I saw a Doctor and she injected me and they\Ntook me either in a car or an ambulance, Dialogue: 0,0:19:26.64,0:19:28.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don’t remember. Dialogue: 0,0:19:28.22,0:19:31.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think it was a car because I was just screaming. Dialogue: 0,0:19:31.43,0:19:32.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I couldn’t remember. Dialogue: 0,0:19:32.43,0:19:33.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They tried to tranquilize me. Dialogue: 0,0:19:33.43,0:19:34.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It didn’t work the first time. Dialogue: 0,0:19:34.43,0:19:35.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They put me in the hospital. Dialogue: 0,0:19:35.43,0:19:39.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I remember them putting.. sticking things\Non me, tranquilizing me again. Dialogue: 0,0:19:39.48,0:19:47.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And then I just remember flashes of like..\Nbeing in the hospital bed and waking up and Dialogue: 0,0:19:47.83,0:19:51.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,seeing people trying to feed me and then you know.. like waking up in the bathroom and Dialogue: 0,0:19:51.58,0:19:56.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,then waking up like I lost some time then I lost a few days. Dialogue: 0,0:19:56.16,0:19:59.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I had no voice because I lost all my voice\Nfrom all the screaming. Dialogue: 0,0:19:59.80,0:20:04.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So yeah.. and then it took me a while to.. Dialogue: 0,0:20:04.61,0:20:10.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don’t know how much they tranquilize me\Nor what they gave me, but I lost some days. Dialogue: 0,0:20:10.08,0:20:14.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And then yeah.. then I spent one week in the hospital Dialogue: 0,0:20:15.62,0:20:18.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and.. with no voice and the nurses Dialogue: 0,0:20:18.89,0:20:21.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,there were very, very, very good. Dialogue: 0,0:20:21.82,0:20:26.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And they were trying to make it as normal\Nas possible for me Dialogue: 0,0:20:26.32,0:20:31.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,like not, not to treat me like a mental patient you know.. Dialogue: 0,0:20:31.10,0:20:32.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because I’m not a mental patient. Dialogue: 0,0:20:32.30,0:20:36.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I told them what I went through with my very weak whisper, I could.. Dialogue: 0,0:20:36.57,0:20:44.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I could talk to them and tell them like what\Nhappened to me and they were really good and Dialogue: 0,0:20:44.76,0:20:48.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,they tried to make me feel normal. Dialogue: 0,0:20:48.98,0:20:53.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And anyway so after one week in the house\Nand then one week in the hospital, Dialogue: 0,0:20:53.86,0:20:59.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,they put me back in prison again. Dialogue: 0,0:20:59.36,0:21:03.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So in total I spent three years and four months in prison. Dialogue: 0,0:21:03.56,0:21:08.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I didn’t know how long I’ll be in there for. Dialogue: 0,0:21:08.50,0:21:14.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They just told me you know your father said\Nwe’ll beat you until we kill you and that’s it. Dialogue: 0,0:21:14.48,0:21:20.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And yeah, they didn’t manage to kill me. Dialogue: 0,0:21:20.84,0:21:24.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They wanted to but they didn't manage to. Dialogue: 0,0:21:24.34,0:21:31.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So when I got out, the second time when I\Ngot out of prison, I.. Dialogue: 0,0:21:31.44,0:21:34.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I of course I.. Dialogue: 0,0:21:34.78,0:21:36.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I just.. Dialogue: 0,0:21:36.87,0:21:38.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I hated everyone. Dialogue: 0,0:21:38.02,0:21:39.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I didn’t trust any people at all.. Dialogue: 0,0:21:39.98,0:21:41.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,like for me all people were bad, Dialogue: 0,0:21:41.76,0:21:43.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,all people were not to be trusted, Dialogue: 0,0:21:43.64,0:21:45.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,all people they were just against you, Dialogue: 0,0:21:45.36,0:21:47.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you know, that’s how I felt. Dialogue: 0,0:21:47.70,0:21:50.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I spent a lot of time with animals Dialogue: 0,0:21:50.46,0:21:54.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,with the horses, with the dogs, with cats, with birds Dialogue: 0,0:21:54.10,0:21:56.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,with just different kinds of animals. Dialogue: 0,0:21:56.02,0:21:58.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I would spend my days with animals Dialogue: 0,0:21:58.30,0:22:02.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and then I would go to my room and watch movies or something, Dialogue: 0,0:22:02.10,0:22:04.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but I wouldn’t interact with people. Dialogue: 0,0:22:04.52,0:22:06.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I didn’t have anyone I trusted. Dialogue: 0,0:22:09.18,0:22:17.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And then I.. yeah, so it was.. it.. it took me.. Dialogue: 0,0:22:17.78,0:22:18.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don’t know.. Dialogue: 0,0:22:18.70,0:22:22.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don’t know how many years coming out of\Nprison to fully Dialogue: 0,0:22:22.62,0:22:26.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,fully recover from that experience. Dialogue: 0,0:22:30.62,0:22:31.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don’t know. Dialogue: 0,0:22:31.44,0:22:33.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don’t know when started to be more normal. Dialogue: 0,0:22:33.18,0:22:34.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don’t know if I’m normal now. Dialogue: 0,0:22:34.58,0:22:36.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I mean it’s something that Dialogue: 0,0:22:36.36,0:22:37.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that really changes you, you know, Dialogue: 0,0:22:37.86,0:22:41.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,makes you lose trust in people. Dialogue: 0,0:22:41.16,0:22:45.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The summer of 2017 is when a lot of things changed, Dialogue: 0,0:22:45.28,0:22:48.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that kind of pushed me to.. Dialogue: 0,0:22:49.14,0:22:55.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Go..like I can’t wait any longer for Shamsa\Nto get better, so I can take her with me. Dialogue: 0,0:22:55.22,0:23:00.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I realized you know this took me almost ten\Nyears to realize Dialogue: 0,0:23:00.74,0:23:04.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that me being here is not helping her at all. Dialogue: 0,0:23:04.90,0:23:05.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I can’t help her here. Dialogue: 0,0:23:05.93,0:23:06.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I need to leave. Dialogue: 0,0:23:06.93,0:23:09.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And that’s the only way I can help her. Dialogue: 0,0:23:09.62,0:23:10.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That ’s only I can help myself. Dialogue: 0,0:23:10.88,0:23:11.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I can help her. Dialogue: 0,0:23:11.60,0:23:14.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I can help a lot of people, just to leave, being here.. Dialogue: 0,0:23:14.76,0:23:17.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I cannot help her at all. Dialogue: 0,0:23:17.68,0:23:22.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So.. and also in 2017, Dialogue: 0,0:23:22.20,0:23:25.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I lost a good friend in the summer Dialogue: 0,0:23:25.56,0:23:31.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and it made me see how life is so.. so short. Dialogue: 0,0:23:31.01,0:23:32.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You know. There’s no guarantee. Dialogue: 0,0:23:32.99,0:23:38.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It’s just, just.. there is no reason to keep waiting for somebody to make a change Dialogue: 0,0:23:38.96,0:23:39.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or somebody to be ready. Dialogue: 0,0:23:39.97,0:23:43.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There’s no reason to keep waiting just go,\Nyou know.. just make the big step go. Dialogue: 0,0:23:43.59,0:23:48.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Shamsa will be fine without you and once you’re gone you can help her. Dialogue: 0,0:23:48.28,0:23:51.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I need to make this video. Dialogue: 0,0:23:51.98,0:23:55.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,In case I don’t make it. Dialogue: 0,0:23:55.34,0:24:03.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It’s not gonna be in vain, somebody will\Nhave some footage. Dialogue: 0,0:24:03.26,0:24:04.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I have to.. Dialogue: 0,0:24:04.44,0:24:07.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I have to remember to say everything because\Nthis could be last video I make. Dialogue: 0,0:24:07.74,0:24:10.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don’t know what else to say. Dialogue: 0,0:24:10.14,0:24:13.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don’t know what else to say. Dialogue: 0,0:24:15.30,0:24:21.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They will for sure will try to discredit this\Nvideo and say it’s a lie or it’s an actress Dialogue: 0,0:24:21.70,0:24:24.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or something for sure. Dialogue: 0,0:24:26.42,0:24:28.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don’t know what else to says about me. Dialogue: 0,0:24:28.86,0:24:32.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I’ll just say more information about me. Dialogue: 0,0:24:32.29,0:24:35.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I went to Dubai English Speaking School when I was a kid Dialogue: 0,0:24:35.48,0:24:38.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and then I went to International School of Choueifat Dialogue: 0,0:24:38.48,0:24:41.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and then for one year I went to the Latifa School for Girls. Dialogue: 0,0:24:41.92,0:24:45.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And then yeah when I got out of prison, I\Nwas horse riding, inside Zabeel stables. Dialogue: 0,0:24:45.74,0:24:51.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And then I was scuba diving in Fujairah and\Nthen I started skydiving at Skydive Dubai. Dialogue: 0,0:24:51.46,0:24:56.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So there’s a lot of people who can.. who know me. Dialogue: 0,0:24:56.57,0:24:58.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They know my face. They know how I talk. Dialogue: 0,0:24:58.26,0:24:59.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They know me. Dialogue: 0,0:24:59.26,0:25:02.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So even if they try to discredit me, I hope Dialogue: 0,0:25:02.26,0:25:04.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,some of my friends along the way would say Dialogue: 0,0:25:04.68,0:25:07.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ʻI know the Latifa and that’s really herʼ and you know Dialogue: 0,0:25:07.76,0:25:11.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Anyway I look like my sister Maitha. Dialogue: 0,0:25:11.17,0:25:15.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I look like my brother Majid and they’re\Nboth famous figures. Dialogue: 0,0:25:15.05,0:25:20.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So even if they try to discredit me, I look\Nlike my siblings. Dialogue: 0,0:25:20.04,0:25:21.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So.. Dialogue: 0,0:25:21.64,0:25:27.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I’ve also given copies of my passport\Nand my certificates and all of that stuff, Dialogue: 0,0:25:27.17,0:25:28.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,which by the way.. Dialogue: 0,0:25:28.35,0:25:32.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don’t have possession of my passport,\Nthey won’t give me my passport. Dialogue: 0,0:25:32.25,0:25:35.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My UAE passport is never in my possession. Dialogue: 0,0:25:35.09,0:25:38.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I just got a photocopy of it when I did my.. Dialogue: 0,0:25:39.10,0:25:40.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,oh my.. Dialogue: 0,0:25:41.08,0:25:44.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,when I got when I did my GCSE exams Dialogue: 0,0:25:44.40,0:25:47.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,after I left prison, I did some exams and\Nthey required passport copies. Dialogue: 0,0:25:47.64,0:25:50.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I took a picture of my passport then Dialogue: 0,0:25:50.72,0:25:56.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and also when I did my tandem rating for skydiving, Dialogue: 0,0:25:57.86,0:26:01.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the FAI? I think that’s what it’s called..\Nthey require some medical clearance Dialogue: 0,0:26:01.38,0:26:03.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and which requires a copy of your passport, Dialogue: 0,0:26:03.58,0:26:05.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so I managed to copy.. the copy of my passport. Dialogue: 0,0:26:05.46,0:26:10.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They wouldn’t even give me my passport,\Nbut they gave me a copy of my passport. Dialogue: 0,0:26:10.06,0:26:11.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I’m not allowed to drive. Dialogue: 0,0:26:11.71,0:26:15.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I’m not allowed to travel or leave Dubai at all. Dialogue: 0,0:26:15.13,0:26:17.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I can’t. I haven’t left the country since 2000. Dialogue: 0,0:26:18.96,0:26:23.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I’ve been asking a lot just to go traveling\Nto study to do anything normal. Dialogue: 0,0:26:23.44,0:26:25.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They don’t let me. Dialogue: 0,0:26:25.86,0:26:26.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I have to.. Dialogue: 0,0:26:26.86,0:26:28.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I have a curfew when I go out and I come back home.. Dialogue: 0,0:26:28.67,0:26:30.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I have to be back at a certain time. Dialogue: 0,0:26:30.88,0:26:35.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They.. my mom she always like she needs to know exactly where I am. Dialogue: 0,0:26:35.23,0:26:39.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The drivers report back to my father’s office where I go etcetera, etcetera. Dialogue: 0,0:26:39.93,0:26:41.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We have assigned drivers. Dialogue: 0,0:26:41.84,0:26:43.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We’re not allowed to get into anyone’s\Ncar. Dialogue: 0,0:26:43.74,0:26:44.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I have to go with the driver. Dialogue: 0,0:26:44.89,0:26:47.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The driver has to know exactly where I am. Dialogue: 0,0:26:47.47,0:26:50.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Yeah, so that’s my life basically. Dialogue: 0,0:26:50.70,0:26:51.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It’s very restricted. Dialogue: 0,0:26:51.94,0:26:52.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I can’t.. Dialogue: 0,0:26:52.94,0:26:55.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I can’t even go to another Emirate without\Npermission. Dialogue: 0,0:26:55.28,0:26:56.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I can’t. Dialogue: 0,0:26:56.26,0:26:58.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I have to be in Dubai. Dialogue: 0,0:27:01.16,0:27:02.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Yeah. Dialogue: 0,0:27:02.12,0:27:04.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, yeah, even if they try to discredit me, Dialogue: 0,0:27:04.04,0:27:10.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I have a lot of data that they can’t discredit me. Dialogue: 0,0:27:10.55,0:27:17.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Well, they will try and then they will be discredited. Dialogue: 0,0:27:17.84,0:27:20.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, yeah, this is going to be my last video. Dialogue: 0,0:27:20.54,0:27:21.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I hope it isn’t.. Dialogue: 0,0:27:21.64,0:27:23.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I hope I never use this video. Dialogue: 0,0:27:24.30,0:27:30.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I hope this video just gets deleted and we’re all okay Dialogue: 0,0:27:33.00,0:27:34.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but this video needed to be made. Dialogue: 0,0:27:36.54,0:27:39.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don’t know what else I need to say. Dialogue: 0,0:27:42.10,0:27:45.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So what I’m hoping for after I leave is Dialogue: 0,0:27:47.10,0:27:47.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that Dialogue: 0,0:27:49.42,0:27:51.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I get my passport Dialogue: 0,0:27:52.04,0:27:54.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I have freedom of choice in my life Dialogue: 0,0:27:54.76,0:27:58.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I can help Shamsa from wherever I am. Dialogue: 0,0:27:58.60,0:28:02.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I can say give her her passport. Dialogue: 0,0:28:02.34,0:28:03.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Let her travel. Dialogue: 0,0:28:03.30,0:28:04.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Let her see me. Dialogue: 0,0:28:04.68,0:28:05.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And Dialogue: 0,0:28:06.60,0:28:10.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think that’s the only way to help anyone including myself. Dialogue: 0,0:28:14.58,0:28:16.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don’t know what else to say. Dialogue: 0,0:28:16.60,0:28:20.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I can talk about a lot of things that I’ve\Nseen in my life. Dialogue: 0,0:28:23.24,0:28:31.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,When..when I was six months old, my father’s sister wanted me. Dialogue: 0,0:28:32.48,0:28:34.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So she took me away from my mom. Dialogue: 0,0:28:36.58,0:28:39.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I lived for the first ten years of my life\Nin the palace Dialogue: 0,0:28:39.56,0:28:42.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,believing that my aunt was in fact my mother Dialogue: 0,0:28:42.00,0:28:45.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I would visit my real mother only once a year. Dialogue: 0,0:28:45.41,0:28:46.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I would never sleep there. Dialogue: 0,0:28:46.57,0:28:49.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I’d just spend the day and go to the palace at night. Dialogue: 0,0:28:50.98,0:28:54.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And when my younger brother was three months old, Dialogue: 0,0:28:54.08,0:28:57.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,my mom also gave him. Dialogue: 0,0:28:58.86,0:29:02.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Well, she.. she that one was more voluntary\Nbecause she didn’t want me to be alone, Dialogue: 0,0:29:02.94,0:29:07.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so she gave my brother to me, so that we’re\Nboth together. Dialogue: 0,0:29:08.24,0:29:10.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So yeah for the first ten years of my life\NI was living a lie Dialogue: 0,0:29:10.94,0:29:14.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,then I discovered who I was and then I went to live with my mom Dialogue: 0,0:29:14.16,0:29:15.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I was fighting to go live with my mom and Dialogue: 0,0:29:15.42,0:29:19.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Shamsa was fighting for us to go and live with her. Dialogue: 0,0:29:19.76,0:29:22.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I always saw Shamsa as this person who rescued me. Dialogue: 0,0:29:24.12,0:29:26.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I was trying really hard to rescue her, so.. Dialogue: 0,0:29:26.86,0:29:30.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But so far I haven’t been successful. Dialogue: 0,0:29:34.24,0:29:36.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I know what else they’ll probably do. Dialogue: 0,0:29:36.67,0:29:43.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They’ll probably tell Shamsa to make some\Nvideo talking about how I’m a liar or try Dialogue: 0,0:29:43.80,0:29:45.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to discredit me or something like that. Dialogue: 0,0:29:45.58,0:29:47.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,For sure they will try to do that.. Dialogue: 0,0:29:47.62,0:29:48.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,knowing them. Dialogue: 0,0:29:48.96,0:29:50.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Of course, she will. Dialogue: 0,0:29:50.10,0:29:51.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She has no freedom. Dialogue: 0,0:29:51.45,0:29:52.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She can’t do anything you know. Dialogue: 0,0:29:52.84,0:29:56.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She’s.. right now she’s.. Dialogue: 0,0:29:56.76,0:29:58.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,she has a psychiatrist with her Dialogue: 0,0:29:58.46,0:30:00.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and she’s surrounded by nurses. Dialogue: 0,0:30:01.56,0:30:03.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They’re in her room when she sleeps. Dialogue: 0,0:30:03.76,0:30:05.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They take notes of when she wakes up, Dialogue: 0,0:30:05.78,0:30:08.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,when she sleeps, when she eats, what she eats, Dialogue: 0,0:30:08.38,0:30:10.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,what she says, the conversation she says, Dialogue: 0,0:30:10.14,0:30:11.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,they watch her, take her pills, Dialogue: 0,0:30:11.62,0:30:13.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,they make sure that she takes all of her pills, Dialogue: 0,0:30:14.36,0:30:16.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,these..these drugs to control her mind, Dialogue: 0,0:30:16.28,0:30:17.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don’t know what they are. Dialogue: 0,0:30:18.12,0:30:20.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And so her life is totally controlled. Dialogue: 0,0:30:20.93,0:30:23.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Oh yeah in the summer also what happened, which Dialogue: 0,0:30:23.80,0:30:26.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I should have said is, Dialogue: 0,0:30:28.66,0:30:32.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Shamsa was discovered with a few mobile phones. So.. Dialogue: 0,0:30:35.50,0:30:38.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,my mom and my other sister they got paranoid Dialogue: 0,0:30:38.32,0:30:41.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that she was gonna try to contact the journalists in England again Dialogue: 0,0:30:41.16,0:30:43.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to talk to them about her situation or whatever, Dialogue: 0,0:30:43.90,0:30:47.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,try to..to tarnish my father’s reputation basically. Dialogue: 0,0:30:47.40,0:30:48.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They were scared of that. Dialogue: 0,0:30:48.89,0:30:51.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So that’s when her situation got more controlled. Dialogue: 0,0:30:51.98,0:30:55.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That’s when the psychiatrist was brought in to stay with her full-time. Dialogue: 0,0:30:55.01,0:30:58.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She’s already dealing with psychiatrist\Nbut never somebody who was staying with her Dialogue: 0,0:30:58.75,0:31:00.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,like.. like as much as she is now. Dialogue: 0,0:31:01.96,0:31:04.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And full-time nurses with her all the time. Dialogue: 0,0:31:04.46,0:31:08.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Basically like walking around with a cage\Nfollowing her you know, Dialogue: 0,0:31:08.28,0:31:10.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so she has no.. no freedom. Dialogue: 0,0:31:10.28,0:31:11.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So basically yeah I think.. Dialogue: 0,0:31:11.28,0:31:14.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think what they will do is they will try\Nto use her to discredit me. Dialogue: 0,0:31:14.02,0:31:15.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That would be amazing Dialogue: 0,0:31:16.18,0:31:17.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because.. Dialogue: 0,0:31:18.52,0:31:21.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,yeah they will..they will try to use her to discredit me. Dialogue: 0,0:31:21.22,0:31:24.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They will never be able to get me to discredit myself because Dialogue: 0,0:31:25.36,0:31:27.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you know.. Dialogue: 0,0:31:27.72,0:31:30.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,they’re not gonna take me back alive, Dialogue: 0,0:31:31.88,0:31:33.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so that’s not gonna happen. Dialogue: 0,0:31:35.82,0:31:37.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don’t know what else to say. Dialogue: 0,0:31:38.72,0:31:44.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I mean this..this has been like a crazy almost two decades already since 2000 it started. Dialogue: 0,0:31:45.90,0:31:49.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We're in 2018 now, it’s been.. it’s been really, really crazy. Dialogue: 0,0:31:49.50,0:31:50.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,A lot of people.. Dialogue: 0,0:31:51.16,0:31:54.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a lot of people’s lives\Nhave been hurt, Dialogue: 0,0:31:54.54,0:31:57.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a lot of people tortured, Dialogue: 0,0:31:57.32,0:31:59.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a lot of people lost their lives, Dialogue: 0,0:31:59.56,0:32:01.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a lot of things happened... you know Dialogue: 0,0:32:01.50,0:32:03.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He.. He covers up a lot of murders. Dialogue: 0,0:32:03.78,0:32:05.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He doesn’t care, my father. Dialogue: 0,0:32:07.40,0:32:12.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He’s the worst criminal you can ever imagine in your life Dialogue: 0,0:32:12.42,0:32:15.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and he has this image of so modern Dialogue: 0,0:32:15.70,0:32:18.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and all this bullshit. Dialogue: 0,0:32:18.72,0:32:21.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I have thirty brothers and sisters. Dialogue: 0,0:32:21.04,0:32:21.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He doesn’t.. Dialogue: 0,0:32:21.82,0:32:27.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He only puts the pictures and he has his public image like he’s a family man, Dialogue: 0,0:32:27.59,0:32:29.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that’s all.. all bullshit. Dialogue: 0,0:32:29.54,0:32:30.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He doesn’t. Dialogue: 0,0:32:30.64,0:32:32.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It’s just PR. Dialogue: 0,0:32:34.06,0:32:36.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He has a son in Lebanon that he never sees. Dialogue: 0,0:32:36.99,0:32:40.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He saw.. he met him maybe once or twice and he gave him a handshake.. Dialogue: 0,0:32:40.20,0:32:43.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you know when his son came to Dubai. Dialogue: 0,0:32:43.13,0:32:47.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He’s.. he’s neglected and so many, so many of his kids. Dialogue: 0,0:32:47.02,0:32:48.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He’s not a.. He’s not a father. Dialogue: 0,0:32:49.24,0:32:51.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He’s really, really disgusting, Dialogue: 0,0:32:51.18,0:32:53.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,really disgusting human being. Dialogue: 0,0:32:59.82,0:33:00.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Yeah, Dialogue: 0,0:33:01.90,0:33:06.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the way he lives his life and the way\Nhe treats other people Dialogue: 0,0:33:09.54,0:33:15.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's not what’s been portrayed by the media, his media. Dialogue: 0,0:33:15.76,0:33:17.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Remember in Dubai, the media is controlled Dialogue: 0,0:33:20.00,0:33:22.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,as is much of the Middle East. Dialogue: 0,0:33:25.54,0:33:27.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don’t know what else to say. Dialogue: 0,0:33:29.02,0:33:31.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I feel like if this thing kills me Dialogue: 0,0:33:31.80,0:33:33.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or if I don’t make it out alive at least there’s a video. Dialogue: 0,0:33:33.91,0:33:41.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It’s sad that it’s come to this point\Nthat I have to make a video, but I have to. Dialogue: 0,0:33:42.50,0:33:44.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don’t know what else to say. Dialogue: 0,0:33:45.26,0:33:47.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,trying to think of anything, everything, Dialogue: 0,0:33:48.74,0:33:52.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,what else can I say about my life. Dialogue: 0,0:33:57.40,0:34:01.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don’t know what else to say. Dialogue: 0,0:34:02.70,0:34:08.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I really hope I don’t need this video. Dialogue: 0,0:34:08.76,0:34:14.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I’m feeling I won’t need it. Dialogue: 0,0:34:14.13,0:34:17.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I’m feeling positive about the future Dialogue: 0,0:34:17.76,0:34:22.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I’m feeling like it’s a start of an adventure. Dialogue: 0,0:34:22.68,0:34:29.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It’s a start of.. of me claiming my life,\Nmy freedom, freedom of choice. Dialogue: 0,0:34:29.54,0:34:33.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don’t expect it to be easy, nothing is\Neasy, Dialogue: 0,0:34:33.22,0:34:37.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but I expect it to be the start of a new chapter in my life Dialogue: 0,0:34:38.06,0:34:42.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and one where I have some voice Dialogue: 0,0:34:42.34,0:34:46.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,where I don’t have to be silenced Dialogue: 0,0:34:46.08,0:34:48.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I can talk about myself, I can talk about Shamsa. Dialogue: 0,0:34:48.98,0:34:51.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I can talk about what happened with us. Dialogue: 0,0:34:56.46,0:35:01.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Yeah, I’m really looking forward to that. Dialogue: 0,0:35:04.30,0:35:05.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Yeah, I don’t know, Dialogue: 0,0:35:06.92,0:35:12.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don’t know how..how I’ll feel just waking up in the morning Dialogue: 0,0:35:12.80,0:35:13.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and thinking.. Dialogue: 0,0:35:13.81,0:35:15.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I can do whatever I want today. Dialogue: 0,0:35:15.23,0:35:16.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I can go wherever I want. Dialogue: 0,0:35:16.90,0:35:20.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I have all the choices in the world like anyone does. Dialogue: 0,0:35:21.60,0:35:24.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That’ll be such a new different feeling. Dialogue: 0,0:35:25.44,0:35:26.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That would be amazing. Dialogue: 0,0:35:26.64,0:35:28.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I’m really looking forward to that. Dialogue: 0,0:35:30.84,0:35:33.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There’s only so much you can do when you’re trapped in a country Dialogue: 0,0:35:33.04,0:35:34.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and trapped by all these restrictions. Dialogue: 0,0:35:34.64,0:35:37.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There’s only so much a human being can do. Dialogue: 0,0:35:37.12,0:35:43.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I’m looking forward to that and I’m looking\Nforward to Shamsa having a better life. Dialogue: 0,0:35:43.77,0:35:47.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I’m looking forward to a lot of things. Dialogue: 0,0:35:50.56,0:35:59.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Yeah, I really feel like this is a start of just a new chapter in my life. Dialogue: 0,0:35:59.32,0:36:05.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I have no reason to stay in Dubai at all. Dialogue: 0,0:36:05.55,0:36:07.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I have no reason to come back here. Dialogue: 0,0:36:07.82,0:36:10.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I have people I love, but they can come see me. Dialogue: 0,0:36:10.84,0:36:15.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You know the people in my family who I care about, my friends, Dialogue: 0,0:36:15.62,0:36:18.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,they can come see me wherever I am. Dialogue: 0,0:36:18.04,0:36:20.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And that’s also hard because I don’t know where I’m gonna be after this. Dialogue: 0,0:36:20.90,0:36:21.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don’t have.. Dialogue: 0,0:36:22.98,0:36:25.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don’t know where I’m gonna be based. Dialogue: 0,0:36:25.30,0:36:28.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don’t know where.. where I can live. Dialogue: 0,0:36:28.36,0:36:30.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don’t know anything. Dialogue: 0,0:36:30.40,0:36:31.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don’t know where I’m going. Dialogue: 0,0:36:31.86,0:36:33.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We don’t know. Dialogue: 0,0:36:33.18,0:36:35.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I know where I’m stopping. Dialogue: 0,0:36:35.60,0:36:41.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I know where..where I have to be for a while, but I don’t know where I’ll end up. Dialogue: 0,0:36:41.41,0:36:44.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It is kind of nice also. Dialogue: 0,0:36:44.31,0:36:48.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I have all the options then, hopefully. Dialogue: 0,0:36:49.12,0:36:55.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Yeah.. did I forget to say anything? Dialogue: 0,0:36:56.56,0:36:58.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,What do I talk about? Dialogue: 0,0:36:58.38,0:36:59.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Do I talk about all the murders? Dialogue: 0,0:36:59.68,0:37:02.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Do I talk about all the abuse I’ve seen? Dialogue: 0,0:37:02.16,0:37:05.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Do I talk about.. what? Dialogue: 0,0:37:09.30,0:37:12.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don’t know what to talk about Dialogue: 0,0:37:12.14,0:37:16.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because that would be a very, very long story. Dialogue: 0,0:37:19.34,0:37:22.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don’t know. Dialogue: 0,0:37:23.36,0:37:29.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I should, shouldn’t I? Dialogue: 0,0:37:34.82,0:37:38.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He’s responsible for a lot of deaths. Dialogue: 0,0:37:39.90,0:37:44.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He is a major major criminal, major criminal. Dialogue: 0,0:37:44.20,0:37:46.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There is no justice here. Dialogue: 0,0:37:46.22,0:37:51.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They don’t care, especially if you’re\Nfemale, your life is so disposable. Dialogue: 0,0:37:51.98,0:37:53.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They don’t care. Dialogue: 0,0:37:58.20,0:38:01.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He’s even burned down houses to hide the evidence. Dialogue: 0,0:38:01.66,0:38:03.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He’s burned down houses. Dialogue: 0,0:38:05.30,0:38:06.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He’s crazy. Dialogue: 0,0:38:09.86,0:38:16.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think it’s time that he faces the consequences\Nof all the things that he’s done in his life. Dialogue: 0,0:38:16.48,0:38:18.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He will. Dialogue: 0,0:38:18.22,0:38:20.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He will definitely face the consequences. Dialogue: 0,0:38:20.80,0:38:25.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,No matter what he does to me, all the torture..\Neverything, I’m not scared of him. Dialogue: 0,0:38:25.22,0:38:26.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He doesn’t scare me. Dialogue: 0,0:38:26.36,0:38:27.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He’s pathetic Dialogue: 0,0:38:27.40,0:38:30.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Pathetic human being. Dialogue: 0,0:38:30.98,0:38:33.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And he’s gonna face the consequences of\Neverything he’s done Dialogue: 0,0:38:33.54,0:38:35.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,not just to me, but to everyone else. Dialogue: 0,0:38:35.47,0:38:37.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He will face the consequences. Dialogue: 0,0:38:38.12,0:38:40.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Yeah. Dialogue: 0,0:38:43.20,0:38:51.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Okay, I think there’s nothing more in me to say now. Dialogue: 0,0:38:52.94,0:38:55.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Hopefully, I don’t need this video. Dialogue: 0,0:38:58.56,0:39:00.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Any final words.. Dialogue: 0,0:39:02.44,0:39:05.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Any final words.. Dialogue: 0,0:39:09.70,0:39:14.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Thank you to all my friends and to the people who really care about me Dialogue: 0,0:39:14.58,0:39:16.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and to my.. to the family members who do care about me, Dialogue: 0,0:39:16.96,0:39:18.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you know who you are, Dialogue: 0,0:39:18.06,0:39:20.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,not all of you care about me, but some of you do. Dialogue: 0,0:39:21.56,0:39:23.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Thank you to those people. Dialogue: 0,0:39:23.88,0:39:26.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And if I don’t make it out, Dialogue: 0,0:39:27.98,0:39:32.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I really hope there’s some positive change will happen from all of this. Dialogue: 0,0:39:32.92,0:39:34.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Okay.