[Script Info] Title: [Events] Format: Layer, Start, End, Style, Name, MarginL, MarginR, MarginV, Effect, Text Dialogue: 0,0:00:01.10,0:00:02.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Ridgewood--Queens]\N Dialogue: 0,0:00:07.04,0:00:08.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,["New York Close Up"]\N Dialogue: 0,0:00:11.68,0:00:14.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,["Jamian Juliano-Villani Kreće na posao"] Dialogue: 0,0:00:17.16,0:00:18.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,To je jednostavna rutina: Dialogue: 0,0:00:18.60,0:00:19.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ulazim, Dialogue: 0,0:00:19.92,0:00:21.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,podgrijem kavu, Dialogue: 0,0:00:21.11,0:00:23.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,sjednem za kompjuter, pogledam stvari Dialogue: 0,0:00:23.37,0:00:24.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,očistim svoje kistove, Dialogue: 0,0:00:26.08,0:00:28.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i onda krenem na posao. Dialogue: 0,0:00:35.88,0:00:40.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Nisam imala slobodnog vremena otkad\Nsam započela, što je ludo. Dialogue: 0,0:00:50.32,0:00:53.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Jednom kada imaš rok,\Nto je kao izvjesna propast. Dialogue: 0,0:00:53.18,0:00:54.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Kao svodnik! Dialogue: 0,0:00:54.69,0:00:56.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Kao da stalno duguješ nekome nešto. Dialogue: 0,0:00:56.96,0:00:59.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Stres ubija kreativnost. Dialogue: 0,0:01:04.64,0:01:07.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ako napraviš lošu sliku\Na tvoj je posao da si umjetnik Dialogue: 0,0:01:07.75,0:01:09.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to je nešto najgore. Dialogue: 0,0:01:09.50,0:01:10.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,To je sramotno. Dialogue: 0,0:01:10.50,0:01:13.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Kao da imaš čokoladu po cijelom licu\Nili tako nešto-- Dialogue: 0,0:01:13.56,0:01:15.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i ideš na neku gala večeru. Dialogue: 0,0:01:17.34,0:01:19.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ti si onoliko dobar koliko je tvoja\Nposljednja slika-- Dialogue: 0,0:01:20.20,0:01:21.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,što je loše-- Dialogue: 0,0:01:21.66,0:01:23.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ali znate, to je neka vrsta istine. Dialogue: 0,0:01:32.32,0:01:34.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Odrastala sam usred ničega,\Nu New Jerseyu. Dialogue: 0,0:01:34.32,0:01:38.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i samo sam željela otići iz New Jerseya\Ni odmah doći u New York. Dialogue: 0,0:01:40.14,0:01:44.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Činilo se da je New York mjesto gdje su\Nsvi umjetnici odlazili postati umjetnici. Dialogue: 0,0:01:44.55,0:01:45.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,["Painters Painting"] Dialogue: 0,0:01:45.55,0:01:47.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Gledala sam "Painters Painting"-- Dialogue: 0,0:01:47.09,0:01:49.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Stella i Rauschenberg\Ni bla bla bla, Dialogue: 0,0:01:49.65,0:01:51.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i svi su oni, znate, u New Yorku-- Dialogue: 0,0:01:51.33,0:01:53.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i sjede na ljestvama, prekriveni bojom. Dialogue: 0,0:01:53.02,0:01:55.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Za mene kao tinejdžerku, to je bilo\Nčudesno. Dialogue: 0,0:01:55.86,0:01:56.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"To je..." Dialogue: 0,0:01:57.36,0:01:58.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"To je to!"\NRazumijete? Dialogue: 0,0:01:59.14,0:02:00.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Sada to manje idealiziram Dialogue: 0,0:02:00.46,0:02:05.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,jer dolazak u New York\Ni sam ulazak u umjetnički svijet-- Dialogue: 0,0:02:05.25,0:02:06.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to je ludo! Dialogue: 0,0:02:07.20,0:02:10.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Imala sam mali milijun loših poslova. Dialogue: 0,0:02:10.26,0:02:12.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Konobarica u noćnoj smjeni. Dialogue: 0,0:02:12.02,0:02:13.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Radila sam u društvenom domu. Dialogue: 0,0:02:13.38,0:02:14.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Podučavala gimnastiku. Dialogue: 0,0:02:14.58,0:02:15.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Učiteljica u vrtiću. Dialogue: 0,0:02:15.81,0:02:20.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Uređivala knjige za marinca\Nkoji je bio opsjednut brodovima. Dialogue: 0,0:02:21.66,0:02:24.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Putovala sam na posao i nazad\Nod posla u restoranu u New Jerseyu. Dialogue: 0,0:02:24.79,0:02:27.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,da bi mogla dobiti svoj prvi \Nstan u New Yorku. Dialogue: 0,0:02:27.69,0:02:29.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Zapravo sam slikala na krevetu, Dialogue: 0,0:02:29.45,0:02:31.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i bila budna svaku drugu noć\Nkako bi slikala. Dialogue: 0,0:02:31.46,0:02:33.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Polako sam dobila malo veću sobu-- Dialogue: 0,0:02:34.10,0:02:35.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i onda sam dobila malo veću sobu. Dialogue: 0,0:02:36.86,0:02:39.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Prije tri godine, dobila sam\Nsvoj prvi pravi studio ikada. Dialogue: 0,0:02:39.63,0:02:42.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,To je bilo kao Božić, svaki dan. Dialogue: 0,0:02:48.00,0:02:48.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,--Užasno. Dialogue: 0,0:02:54.34,0:02:55.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Slike su, mislim... Dialogue: 0,0:02:56.18,0:02:57.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,One su nezgodne. Dialogue: 0,0:02:59.60,0:03:02.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Trebaš ih napraviti boljima,\Nnapraviti čudnijima, Dialogue: 0,0:03:02.30,0:03:04.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,napraviti ih pametnijima,\Nnapraviti ih glupljima. Dialogue: 0,0:03:12.16,0:03:15.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Samo naslikaš snjegovića\Nu pustinji... Dialogue: 0,0:03:16.38,0:03:17.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,To je to? Zbilja? Dialogue: 0,0:03:17.74,0:03:19.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Kao da nema drugog koraka, \Nznate? Dialogue: 0,0:03:19.38,0:03:21.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Je li to kao neki glupi\Nkratki vic? Dialogue: 0,0:03:23.00,0:03:26.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Imam smisao za humor\Ni vrlo lagan način pristupa nečemu. Dialogue: 0,0:03:26.90,0:03:28.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Samo izmisliš vic, Dialogue: 0,0:03:28.03,0:03:30.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i onda od tamo,\Nkako možeš to izjednačiti, Dialogue: 0,0:03:30.48,0:03:32.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,da bude psihološko \Nili osobno? Dialogue: 0,0:03:33.02,0:03:35.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,To je kao ping pong\Nnaprijed i natrag, naprijed i natrag, Dialogue: 0,0:03:35.71,0:03:38.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,dok nisu samo\Nsve te stvari koje idu ovako Dialogue: 0,0:03:38.63,0:03:39.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,negirajući sebe. Dialogue: 0,0:03:41.28,0:03:43.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Donijela sam sama mnogo čudnih odluka\Nbaš ovdje Dialogue: 0,0:03:43.56,0:03:44.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,usred noći. Dialogue: 0,0:03:44.90,0:03:47.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ali puno od toga je i razgovor sa \Ndrugim ljudima. Dialogue: 0,0:03:47.70,0:03:50.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ako imaš sve te različite glasove\Nkoji ovdje dolaze, Dialogue: 0,0:03:50.06,0:03:52.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,onda je to manje podučavanja\Njedan na jedan. Dialogue: 0,0:03:54.10,0:03:56.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Ajay Kurian, Umjetnik]\N Dialogue: 0,0:03:58.76,0:04:00.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Preko puta hodnika je Ajay Dialogue: 0,0:04:03.12,0:04:04.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,koji je izvanredan umjetnik. Dialogue: 0,0:04:04.44,0:04:08.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Čovječe, spasio me toliko puta\Ns toliko izložbi. Dialogue: 0,0:04:08.58,0:04:10.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"Uh, možeš li mi dati minutu\Ni onda bismo mogli, hm..." Dialogue: 0,0:04:10.78,0:04:12.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"Možeš mi dati samo moralnu potporu, molim te?\NHvala." Dialogue: 0,0:04:12.80,0:04:18.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,--"Mislim o vrlo vrlo svijetlim,\Nblijedo plavo-zelenim tipovima boje, Dialogue: 0,0:04:18.34,0:04:20.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,--Plava ili vrlo vrlo blijedo ljubičasta. Dialogue: 0,0:04:21.58,0:04:23.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ljubičasta je vjerojatno bolja? Dialogue: 0,0:04:24.60,0:04:25.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,--Kao hladna ljubičasta. Dialogue: 0,0:04:25.66,0:04:26.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[KURIAN]\N-- Kao boja lavande, ili? Dialogue: 0,0:04:26.80,0:04:27.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[JULIANO-VILLANI]\N--Hladno ljubičasta. Dialogue: 0,0:04:28.94,0:04:29.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[KURIAN]\NMogao bi to vidjeti. Dialogue: 0,0:04:29.78,0:04:30.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[JULIANO-VILLANI]\N--Tako je.\N Dialogue: 0,0:04:31.62,0:04:32.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,--Ili kao...\N Dialogue: 0,0:04:32.62,0:04:34.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[KURIAN]\N--Je li to vaza ili ogledalo? Dialogue: 0,0:04:34.10,0:04:35.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[JULIANO-VILLANI]\N-Tko j***te zna? Dialogue: 0,0:04:35.83,0:04:37.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,-- Bit će to ogledalo. Dialogue: 0,0:04:37.18,0:04:37.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[KURIAN]\N--U redu. Dialogue: 0,0:04:37.94,0:04:38.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[JULIANO-VILLANI]\N--Hmm... Dialogue: 0,0:04:42.02,0:04:42.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,-- J***te. Dialogue: 0,0:04:44.52,0:04:45.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Jedan moj prijatelj \Nmi je rekao, Dialogue: 0,0:04:45.92,0:04:47.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"Samo stavi neko smeće unutra,\Nnitko neće znati." Dialogue: 0,0:04:47.84,0:04:49.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ja njemu, "Hvala budalo!" Dialogue: 0,0:04:49.12,0:04:50.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Duboko udiše]\N Dialogue: 0,0:04:50.84,0:04:53.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ali ja mogu definitivno reći. Dialogue: 0,0:04:53.36,0:04:55.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Zato što bi te stvari trebale\Nbiti povjerljive. Dialogue: 0,0:05:01.28,0:05:02.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Upravo sam navršila 30, Dialogue: 0,0:05:03.08,0:05:05.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I mislim, ja sam okorjeli pušač,\Nkao, znate, kutija i pol na dan. Dialogue: 0,0:05:05.70,0:05:06.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Puno pijem. Dialogue: 0,0:05:07.35,0:05:09.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Moje navike spavanja su grozne. Dialogue: 0,0:05:09.01,0:05:10.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Jedem smeće. Dialogue: 0,0:05:10.29,0:05:12.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ovo je samo spremnik,\Nshvaćate što mislim? Dialogue: 0,0:05:16.08,0:05:18.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Posljednjih nekoliko godina\Nimala sam toliko snage, Dialogue: 0,0:05:18.90,0:05:20.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i samo sam nastavljala raditi i crpila ju. Dialogue: 0,0:05:20.70,0:05:22.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I sada je tako, kada je nešto važno, Dialogue: 0,0:05:22.16,0:05:23.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,moram biti sigurna da ju imam i dalje. Dialogue: 0,0:05:23.80,0:05:27.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Mislim da je glavni pritisak\Nodržati integritet Dialogue: 0,0:05:27.03,0:05:28.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i stvarati rad zbog kojeg se dobro osjećaš-- Dialogue: 0,0:05:28.93,0:05:31.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,čak i pod pritiskom,\Nšto je jako teško. Dialogue: 0,0:05:33.04,0:05:34.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ja stvarno želim proširiti slike-- Dialogue: 0,0:05:34.58,0:05:38.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i ne znam još kako,\Nali se nadam da ću shvatiti Dialogue: 0,0:05:38.32,0:05:40.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i napraviti ih nečim\Nšto još nisu. Dialogue: 0,0:05:43.22,0:05:44.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Znam da ću napraviti neke Dialogue: 0,0:05:44.65,0:05:46.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,sramotne, loše skulpture\Nili videa ili nešto. Dialogue: 0,0:05:46.76,0:05:48.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ali, j***mu,\Nmoram to učiniti, Dialogue: 0,0:05:48.26,0:05:49.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,sada je vrijeme--\N Dialogue: 0,0:05:50.26,0:05:51.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,dok imam energiju.