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Dialogue: 0,0:00:09.60,0:00:12.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The biggest sin that I was holding on to
Dialogue: 0,0:00:12.27,0:00:13.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,was my doubts and unbelief
Dialogue: 0,0:00:13.97,0:00:15.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in the Lord Jesus Christ -
Dialogue: 0,0:00:15.48,0:00:17.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that He was able to save my soul;
Dialogue: 0,0:00:17.59,0:00:20.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to just trust in Him.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:20.52,0:00:22.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And it would always be like,
Dialogue: 0,0:00:22.28,0:00:24.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ok, I trust in Him, and then...
Dialogue: 0,0:00:24.63,0:00:27.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ok, I've got to repent and \Nbelieve in that enough;
Dialogue: 0,0:00:27.48,0:00:29.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I've got to keep trusting in Him
Dialogue: 0,0:00:29.52,0:00:31.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and that will save my soul.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:31.16,0:00:33.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I've got to keep believing Him\Nand that will save my soul.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:33.40,0:00:34.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I've got to repent enough;
Dialogue: 0,0:00:34.80,0:00:36.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,turn away from my sin enough,
Dialogue: 0,0:00:36.22,0:00:38.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and that will save my soul.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:38.05,0:00:39.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I mean, the Gospel to me
Dialogue: 0,0:00:39.74,0:00:41.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,was pretty much a law.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:41.69,0:00:44.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was repent and believe,
Dialogue: 0,0:00:44.77,0:00:47.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and you won't go to hell.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:47.60,0:00:49.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But it was different.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:49.61,0:00:51.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was a law.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:51.17,0:00:53.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It wasn't the free grace of God in it
Dialogue: 0,0:00:53.08,0:00:55.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that God would save me.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:55.12,0:00:58.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was like, oh, I'm going to seek You
Dialogue: 0,0:00:58.01,0:00:59.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,with all my heart and soul
Dialogue: 0,0:00:59.76,0:01:03.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and then I'm going to bend Your arm, God.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:03.86,0:01:07.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm going to try and pray enough.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:07.50,0:01:09.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm going to seek You
Dialogue: 0,0:01:09.78,0:01:13.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and it never sufficed.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:13.98,0:01:16.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There's never completeness in it all.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:16.67,0:01:18.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It would always fail,
Dialogue: 0,0:01:18.58,0:01:20.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,even though I sought God;
Dialogue: 0,0:01:20.24,0:01:21.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,cried out to Him;
Dialogue: 0,0:01:21.54,0:01:24.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,prayed, thought good thoughts about Him.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:24.11,0:01:25.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It didn't suffice.\N
Dialogue: 0,0:01:25.05,0:01:26.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,God wasn't looking at my works
Dialogue: 0,0:01:26.52,0:01:28.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,even though I prayed good.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:28.01,0:01:30.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I mean before, I actually thought -
Dialogue: 0,0:01:30.23,0:01:33.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,when I was thinking I was a Christian
Dialogue: 0,0:01:33.45,0:01:34.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and everything like that,
Dialogue: 0,0:01:34.89,0:01:37.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I thought, man, look at my performance.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:37.37,0:01:38.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I just prayed really good there.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:38.93,0:01:39.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Then all of a sudden,
Dialogue: 0,0:01:39.95,0:01:41.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I would even have the thought
Dialogue: 0,0:01:41.44,0:01:42.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but that doesn't matter.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:42.74,0:01:43.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You know Christ matters.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:43.98,0:01:45.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And then that right there,
Dialogue: 0,0:01:45.69,0:01:46.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because I said that,
Dialogue: 0,0:01:46.90,0:01:49.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that was my performance right there.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:49.27,0:01:50.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Because I was acknowledging that
Dialogue: 0,0:01:50.84,0:01:52.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it's Christ's work.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:52.29,0:01:55.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And me pointing to Christ \Nand saying, "it's His."
Dialogue: 0,0:01:55.05,0:01:58.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That was how I was performing before God.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:58.70,0:02:00.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And that's what I was holding on to.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:00.48,0:02:01.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was holding on to:
Dialogue: 0,0:02:01.88,0:02:03.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm a special case.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:03.28,0:02:05.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I mean, I can't believe...
Dialogue: 0,0:02:05.22,0:02:06.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,woe is me.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:06.78,0:02:08.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The big thing was,
Dialogue: 0,0:02:08.17,0:02:09.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,God was pointing at me and saying,
Dialogue: 0,0:02:09.89,0:02:11.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you won't believe.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:11.24,0:02:14.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My Gospel is free and it \Nextends its arm to you.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:14.27,0:02:17.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Nothing holds you back \Nfrom trusting in My Son.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:17.33,0:02:20.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You're the one that won't come.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:20.49,0:02:22.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I kept thinking,
Dialogue: 0,0:02:22.98,0:02:26.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,well, I guess I'll wait.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:26.15,0:02:27.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Wait for that special feeling.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:27.96,0:02:29.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The more I waited,
Dialogue: 0,0:02:29.23,0:02:32.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the fruit of waiting came more doubts
Dialogue: 0,0:02:32.33,0:02:33.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and unbelief about God.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:33.56,0:02:35.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Hatred towards Him and everything.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:35.56,0:02:38.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And then, ok, I'm going to cry out to Him.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:38.34,0:02:39.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,People would tell me,
Dialogue: 0,0:02:39.39,0:02:40.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,cry out to the Lord.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:40.54,0:02:42.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,If you really cry out to \NHim, He'll answer you.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:42.84,0:02:44.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was like, ok.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:44.14,0:02:45.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I cried out to Him,
Dialogue: 0,0:02:45.26,0:02:46.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I'm thinking about Him
Dialogue: 0,0:02:46.57,0:02:47.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and trying...
Dialogue: 0,0:02:47.43,0:02:52.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was trusting in my crying out to Him.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:52.10,0:02:54.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I came to a point where \N
Dialogue: 0,0:02:54.54,0:02:57.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I can just believe in \Nthe Lord Jesus Christ,
Dialogue: 0,0:02:57.58,0:03:00.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that it was His prayers that were
Dialogue: 0,0:03:00.30,0:03:01.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,100% completely perfect.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:01.87,0:03:04.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And all that merit of Him is now
Dialogue: 0,0:03:04.80,0:03:08.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,imputed to my account.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:08.04,0:03:09.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Not that I'm perfect and righteous
Dialogue: 0,0:03:09.89,0:03:11.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in my own self,
Dialogue: 0,0:03:11.14,0:03:13.100,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but there's righteousness in Him.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:13.100,0:03:15.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And if I keep believing in Him
Dialogue: 0,0:03:15.96,0:03:16.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and trusting in Him -
Dialogue: 0,0:03:16.97,0:03:19.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,not that these are works \Nor anything like that,
Dialogue: 0,0:03:19.20,0:03:20.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but it's a ceasing -
Dialogue: 0,0:03:20.61,0:03:22.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,giving up and saying,
Dialogue: 0,0:03:22.03,0:03:23.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He has a righteousness
Dialogue: 0,0:03:23.47,0:03:26.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that's going to pay for all my sin.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:26.42,0:03:29.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,His death pays for all my sin.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:29.08,0:03:31.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's His righteousness that covers me
Dialogue: 0,0:03:31.71,0:03:33.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and clothes me.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:33.36,0:03:35.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And God looks at me with love now
Dialogue: 0,0:03:35.62,0:03:37.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because of Christ
Dialogue: 0,0:03:37.34,0:03:39.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and not because of myself.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:39.20,0:03:41.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There's absolutely nothing inside me
Dialogue: 0,0:03:41.58,0:03:44.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that I can come to God with.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:44.48,0:03:47.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It has to come from outside.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:47.13,0:03:48.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There has to be Christ.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:48.88,0:03:50.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,If I don't have Christ,
Dialogue: 0,0:03:50.02,0:03:52.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,then I don't have that \Npropitiation that He's made,
Dialogue: 0,0:03:52.44,0:03:53.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,how can I come to God?
Dialogue: 0,0:03:53.97,0:03:55.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I mean, if I didn't see the Gospel,
Dialogue: 0,0:03:55.73,0:03:58.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,all I would be doing is \Ntrying to bend God's arm,
Dialogue: 0,0:03:58.64,0:04:00.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,even though I was condemned.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:00.32,0:04:03.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was a vile, filthy sinner before Him.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:03.56,0:04:06.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I mean, we hope in the Lord
Dialogue: 0,0:04:06.09,0:04:07.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because He saves.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:07.96,0:04:09.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We pray to God because He answers.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:09.91,0:04:11.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I mean, we look to Christ
Dialogue: 0,0:04:11.85,0:04:14.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because He saves us.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:14.41,0:04:17.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He steps in our place
Dialogue: 0,0:04:17.25,0:04:18.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,when we should be there.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:18.61,0:04:21.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I mean, it's to the one who does not work
Dialogue: 0,0:04:21.91,0:04:25.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but believes in Him Who \Njustifies the ungodly,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:25.43,0:04:27.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,his faith - the person who does not work
Dialogue: 0,0:04:27.71,0:04:30.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and believes in God who \Njustifies the ungodly,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:30.70,0:04:32.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,his faith is counted as righteousness.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:32.74,0:04:35.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Not the person who trusts in his works;
Dialogue: 0,0:04:35.92,0:04:37.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,trusts in his prayers;
Dialogue: 0,0:04:37.41,0:04:38.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and trusts in his sighs
Dialogue: 0,0:04:38.80,0:04:41.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and says, oh wow, I did good this time.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:41.37,0:04:43.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He doesn't have any peace from God.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:43.39,0:04:46.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,God might give him up to that
Dialogue: 0,0:04:46.10,0:04:48.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and give him a peace in it,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:48.26,0:04:51.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and He'd be perfectly just in doing that.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:51.28,0:04:53.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But in His mercy,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:53.78,0:04:56.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He causes no peace for that person.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:56.46,0:04:59.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That person, like me,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:59.14,0:05:00.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that was trying to repent,
Dialogue: 0,0:05:00.67,0:05:02.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,trying to believe,
Dialogue: 0,0:05:02.14,0:05:04.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,trying to come to God,
Dialogue: 0,0:05:04.11,0:05:07.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,trying and doing anything
Dialogue: 0,0:05:07.63,0:05:10.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to come to God
Dialogue: 0,0:05:10.48,0:05:13.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,outside of His Son and what He's done,
Dialogue: 0,0:05:13.59,0:05:14.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it's nothing.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:14.67,0:05:15.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I can't give God my heart
Dialogue: 0,0:05:15.90,0:05:17.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and then God's going \Nto give me His heart.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:17.74,0:05:18.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,No.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:18.55,0:05:20.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,God comes down and says,
Dialogue: 0,0:05:20.55,0:05:22.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,here's My Son.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:22.17,0:05:23.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Do you consent?
Dialogue: 0,0:05:23.38,0:05:24.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Will you believe in Him?
Dialogue: 0,0:05:24.53,0:05:25.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This is My beloved Son.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:25.63,0:05:27.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm well pleased with Him.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:27.07,0:05:29.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He's willing to take your place.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:29.28,0:05:31.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Will you trust Him?
Dialogue: 0,0:05:31.02,0:05:32.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And then people would go,
Dialogue: 0,0:05:32.87,0:05:35.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,well, what about election?
Dialogue: 0,0:05:35.46,0:05:37.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Find your election in Jesus Christ.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:37.56,0:05:40.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Election has done but saved people.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:40.26,0:05:42.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,If He didn't elect,
Dialogue: 0,0:05:42.08,0:05:44.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,we'd all be like Sodom and Gomorrah.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:44.48,0:05:46.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Totally trashed.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:46.03,0:05:48.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Everything would be totally gone.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:48.56,0:05:50.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There would be no salvation for anybody.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:50.72,0:05:52.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But because God saves...
Dialogue: 0,0:05:52.94,0:05:55.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,God is a loving God
Dialogue: 0,0:05:55.12,0:05:56.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and we're wicked.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:56.40,0:05:57.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The thing is,
Dialogue: 0,0:05:57.53,0:05:58.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,we have a wrong view about God
Dialogue: 0,0:05:58.99,0:06:01.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,when we start going,\Nwell, I don't know if I'm elect.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:01.15,0:06:03.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Because we're saying, God,\NYou're a tyrant.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:03.05,0:06:05.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You're the person that elects people,
Dialogue: 0,0:06:05.25,0:06:07.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I guess I'm just \Ngoing to have to wait.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:07.32,0:06:08.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And we sit around waiting
Dialogue: 0,0:06:08.55,0:06:10.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and just harbor bad thoughts about God,
Dialogue: 0,0:06:10.73,0:06:15.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,instead of coming to \NHim exactly as we are.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:15.77,0:06:17.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He is loving.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:17.15,0:06:18.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,God is love.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:18.85,0:06:21.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And He gives a righteousness
Dialogue: 0,0:06:21.64,0:06:23.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to sinners.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:23.67,0:06:25.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,People who just come to Him
Dialogue: 0,0:06:25.08,0:06:26.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,exactly as they are.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:26.04,0:06:27.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Not trying to put on a show.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:27.24,0:06:30.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Just saying, God, I hate you.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:30.06,0:06:31.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I mean literally,
Dialogue: 0,0:06:31.36,0:06:34.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you can come to God exactly as you are.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:34.33,0:06:37.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But don't expect to stay like that.\NBecause His love encompasses you.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:37.75,0:06:40.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,John 5:39-40 "You search the Scriptures because\Nyou think that in them you have eternal life;
Dialogue: 0,0:06:40.64,0:06:43.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and it is they that bear witness about Me, yet you\Nrefused to come to Me that you may have life."