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Rahmat.

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Bir vaqtlar Hindistonda bir Maharaja shoh[br]bor edi, va uning tug'ilgan kuni uchun

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hamma rahbarlar shohga loyiq sovg'a[br]keltirishi lozim deb farmon chiqarildi.

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Ba'zilar mayin ipaklar,[br]ba'zilar ajoyib qilichlar,

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ba'zilar oltin keltirishdi.

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Navbatning oxirida ajindor, [br]kichik jussali,

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qishlog'idan ko'p kunlab dengiz bo'ylab[br]piyoda kelayotgan bir keksa kishi kelardi.

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Keksa kishi yurib kelar ekan, shohning o'gli,[br]"Sen shohga nima sovg'a keltirding?"

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deya so'radi, va keksa kishi asta sekin[br]qo'lini ochib, juda ham chiroyli,

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binafsha va sariq, qizil va ko'k [br]buramali dengiz qobig'ini ko'rsatdi.

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Va Shohning o'gli aytdi,

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"Bu Shohga loyiq sovg'a emas![br]Bu qanday sovg'a?"

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Keksa kishi sekin unga qaradi[br]va aytdi,

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"Uzoq sayohat... sovg'aning qismidir."

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(Kulgu)

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Shu lahzalarda,[br]men sizga, tarqatishga arzigulik

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deb ishonadigan, sovg'a bermoqchiman.

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Lekin berishimdan oldin, sizni mening

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uzoq sayohatimga olib ketishimga[br]ijozat bering.

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Ko'pchiligingiz kabi,

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hayotni kichkina bola bo'lib[br]boshladim.

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Qanchangiz hayotni kichkina bola bo'lib[br]boshladingiz?

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Yosh tug'ilgan?

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Taxminan yarmingiz... xop...

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(Kulgu)

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Qolganlaringizchi, nima?[br]Siz katta bo'lib tug'ilganmisiz?

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Eh, men sizlarning onalaringiz bilan [br]uchrashsam edi!

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Imkonsizlik haqida ayting!

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Bolaligimdan, menda imkoni bo'lmagan[br]ishlarni bajarishga katta qiziqish bo'lgan.

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Shu bugun men yillab kutgan kundir,

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chunki bugun men sizning oldingizda

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imkonsiz ishni mana shu yerda,

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TEDxMaastrichtda uddalashga[br]urinib ko'raman.

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Men oxirini oshkor qilish

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bilan boshlayman:

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Men sizga shuni isbotlaymanki,

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imkonsiz narsa imkonsiz emas.

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Hamda men sizga tarqatishga arzigulik[br]sovg'a berib yakunlayman:

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Men sizga hayotingizda imkonsiz ishlarni[br]qila olishingizni ko'rsataman.

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Imkonsizni bajara olishni izlanishimda,[br]men shuni bildimki

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dunyodagi hamma odamlarga ikki hislat umumiydir.

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Barchaning qo'rquvlari bor,

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va barchaning orzulari bor.

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Imkonsizni bajara olishni izlanishimda,[br]yillar davomida men bajargan

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va menga imkonsiz ishni bajarishga

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sabab bo'lgan uch omilni topdim:

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Dodgeball, yoki sizning aytishingizcha[br]"O‘rtaga tushar"

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supermen,

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va chivin.

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Shular mening asosiy so'zlarim.

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Endi siz nega men hayotimda imkonsiz [br]ishlarni qilishimni bilasiz.

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Men sizni mening uzun sarguzashtimga, [br]uzun sayohatimga olib bormoqchiman,

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qorquvlardan orzularga,

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so'zlardan qilichlarga,

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Dodgeball ("O'rtaga tushar") dan

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Supermenga,

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va chivinga.

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Va umid qilamanki, sizga hayotda

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imkonsiz ishlarni qanday uddalashni[br]ko'rsata olaman.

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4- Oktyabr, 2007 yil.

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Men Garvard Universitetining [br]Sanders teatri

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sahnasiga, men hamkor

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avtorlik qilgan, "Qilich yutish

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...va uning yon ta'sirlari" [br]deb atalgan tibbiy

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ilmiy ishi uchun 2007 yilgi Tibbiyot [br]sohasidagi Ig Nobel

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mukofotini qabul qilgani chiqqanimda

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yuragim dukillardi,

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tizzalarim qaltirardi.

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(Kulgu)

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U men hech o'qib ko'rmagan,[br]Britaniyaning bir kichik Tibbiyot

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jurnalida nashr qilingan edi.

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Bu men uchun erishib bo'lmas [br]orzuning ushalishi edi,

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men kabi insonga kutilmagan sovg'a edi,

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bu men hech unutmaydigan sharaf edi.

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Ammo bu hayotimning eng unutilmas[br]qismi emas edi.

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1967- yili 4- Oktyabrda,

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bu qo'rquvdagi, uyatchan, ozg'in, zaif bola

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ekstremal qo'rquvlardan azoblanardi.

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Sahnaga chiqqani tayyorlanishi bilan,

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uning yuragi dukillardi,

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tizzalari qaltirardi.

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So'zlagani og'zini ochganda,

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u so'zsiz jim qolardi.

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U titroqlarda yig'lab turardi.

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U vahimada falaj bo'lgan,

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qo'rquvdan muzlagan edi.

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Bu qo'rquvdagi, uyatchan, zaif bola

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ekstremal qo'rquvlardan azoblanardi.

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U qorong'idan, balandliklardan

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o'rgimchaklar

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va ilonlardan qo'rqardi ...

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O'rqimchaklar va ilonlardan [br]qo'rqasizlarmi?

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Ha, bir nechtangiz...

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U suvdan va akulalardan...

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shifokorlar, hamshiralar [br]va tish shifokorlaridan,

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ignalar, burg'ular, [br]va o'tkir asboblardan qo'rqardi.

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Hammasidan ham ko'proq

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odamlardan qo'rqardi.

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Ushbu qo'rquvdagi, uyatchan, zaif bola

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men edim.

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Menda muvaffaqiyatsizlikdan[br]va rad etilishdan qo'rquv,

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o'zimga past baho berish, kamsitish,

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va o'sha zamonda noma'lum bo'lgan:

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ijtimoiy notinchlik sindromi bor edi.

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Qo'rquvlarim borligidan, zo'ravorlar[br]meni qizdirishar va do'pposlashar edi.

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Ular meni ismlar bilan masxara qilishar,[br]ularning hech bir kiyik oyinlariga [br]

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hech ham qo'shishmas edi.

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Aytgancha, ular meni qo'shishadigan bir[br]o'yin bor edi...

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O'rtaga tushar -

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va men yahshi qocha olmasdim.

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Zo'ravonlar ismini aytishar,

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va men bosh ko'tarib qarardim[br]va qizil koptoklarning

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mening yuzim tomon uchib kelishini[br]ko'rardim.

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Bam, bam, bam!

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Va maktabdan uyga qaytayotgan[br]ko'plab kunlarim esimda,

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yuzlarim qizil va achitar,[br]quloqlarim qiliz va jiringlar edi.

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Ko'zlarim yoshlar bilan yonar,

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ularning so'zlari esa [br]quloqlarimda lovillardi.

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Agar kimdir,

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"Tayoq va toshlar suyaklarimni sindira oladi,[br]ammo so'zlar menga hech qachon zarar qilmaydi"

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... deb aytgan bo'lsa, bu yolg'on.

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So'zlar pichoq kabi kesa oladi.

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So'zlar qilich kabi tesha oladi.

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So'zlar shunchalar chuqur yaralar [br]yarata oladiki,

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ularni ko'rib bo'lmaydi.

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Mening qorquvlarim bor edi.[br]So'zlar esa eng ashaddiy dushmanim edi.

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Hali ham.

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Lekin mening orzularim ham bor edi.

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Men uyga borardim va Supermen [br]chizma kitoblaridan malham topardim,

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Supermen chizma kitoblarini o'qirdim,

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va Supermen kabi super qahramon [br]bo'lishni orzu qilardim.

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Men haqiqat va adolat uchun kurashishni,

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yovuzlar va kriptonitlarga [br]qarshi kurashishni,

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dunyo bo'ylab uchib g'ayritabiiy yutuqlar[br]bilan hayotlarni saqlab qolishni istardim.

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Shuningdek, menda haqiqiy narsalarga ham[br]ulkan qiziqish bor edi.

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Men Ginnesning Dunyo Reckordlari, va Ripleyning[br]"Ishonsang Ishonmasang" kitoblarini o'qirdim.

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Ginnesning Dunyo Rekordlari yoki[br]Ripleyning kitoblarini o'qiganlar bormi?

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Men u kitoblarni sevaman!

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Men haqiqiy odamlar haqiqiy yutuqlarga[br]erishganligini ko'rdim.

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Va aytdim, shunday qilishni istayman.

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Agar zo'ravonlar meni

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sport o'yinlari o'ynagani qo'yishmasa,

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men haqiqiy sehr, haqiqiy ajoyib [br]harakatlar ko'rsatishni hohlayman.

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Men o'sha zo'ravonlar qila olmaydigan [br]ajoyib ish qilishni xohlayman.

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Men o'z maqsadimni topishni,

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hayotim mazmuni borligini bilishni,

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ajoyib ish bilan dunyoni o'zgartirishni[br]xohlayman;

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Men imkonsiz narsa imkonsiz emasligini [br]isbotlashni istayman.

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10 yildan song -

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21- tug'ilgan kunimdan [br]bir hafta avval edi.

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Mening hayotimni tubdan o'zgartirgan[br]ikki voqea bir kunda sodir bo'ldi.

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Men Janubiy Hindistonning [br]Tamil Nadu shahrida

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missioner bo'lib yashayotgan edim,

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va mening ustozim, do'stim so'radi,

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"Sening Thromlaring bormi, Daniel?"

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Va men javob berdim,[br]"Thromlar? Thromlar nima?"

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U aytdi, "Thromlar bu hayotdagi [br]asosiy maqsadlar.

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Ular orzular va maqsadlar birikmasi kabi,[br]masalan, agar sen

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istaganingni qila olsang,[br]xohlagan joyinga bora olsang,

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istagan insoning bo'la olsang,

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qayerga borar eding?[br]Nima qilar eding?

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Kim bo'lar eding?

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Men aytdim, "Men bunday qilolmayman![br]Juda ham qo'rqaman! Juda ko'p qo'rquvlarim bor!"

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Shu kecha men guruch bo'yrani [br]bungalov uyning tomiga olib chiqib,

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yulduzlar ostida yotdim,

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va ko'rshapalaklar chivinlarni[br]tutishini tomosha qildim.

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Hayolimda faqat Thromlar,[br]orzular va maqsadlar,

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va o'sha koptoklari bor zo'ravonlar edi.

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Bir necha soatdan so'ng uyg'ondim.

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Yuragim dukillardi,[br]tizzalarim qaltirardi.

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Ammo bu safar qorquvdan emasdi.

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Butun badanim titrardi.

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Keyingi besh kun davomida

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men hushimdan bir ketib bir kelib, [br]o'lim to'shagida hayotim uchun olishardim.

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Mening miyam 105 (F, 40.5 C) darajali[br]malariya isitmasidan yonardi.

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Har gal hushimga kelganimda, faqatgina[br]thromlar haqida o'ylardim.

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Men, "Hayotimda nima qilishni istayman?"[br]deya o'yladim.

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Nihoyat, 21- tug'ilgan kunimdan[br]oldingi kechada,

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ravshanlik onida,

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men shuni tushunib yetdim:

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men tushundimki, bu kichkinagina chivin,

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Anopheles Stephensi,

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o'sha kichkinagina chivin,

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5 mikrogramdan ham yengil,

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tuz parchasidan ham oz,

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agar osha chivin 170 pound,[br]80 kiloli kishini yenga olsa,

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bu mening kriptonitim ekanligini angladim.

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Keyin men angladim,[br]yo'q, yo'q, u chivin emas,

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u chivinning ichidagi [br]yiliga milliondan ziyod

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odamlarni o'ldiradigan kichkina parazit,[br]Plasmodium Falciparum.

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Songra men angladim, [br]yo'q, yo'q, u bundanda kichik,

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ammo menga u ancha katta tuyilardi.

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Men tushundimki,

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mening kriptonitim bu qorquv edi,

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mening parazitim,

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u meni butun hayotimda [br]yiqitib kelayotgan edi.

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Bilasizmi, xavf va qo'rquvning farqi bor.

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Xavf haqiqiy.

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Qo'rquv esa tanlov.

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Men tanlash imkoni borligini angladim:

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yoki men qorquvda yashab, o'sha kecha[br]muvaffaqiyatsizlikda jon berishim mumkin,

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yoki men qo'rquvlarimni o'limga tik qo'yib

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orzularim tomon intilishim, va hayotda [br]yashahga jasorat qilishim mumkin edi.

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Bilasizmi, o'lim to'shagida yotish

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va o'limga yuzma-yuz qarash[br]sizni judayam yashashga undaydi.

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Men barcha vafot etishini, hech kim [br]rostiga yashamasligini angladim.

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Biz vafot etish jarayonida yashaymiz.

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Bilasizmi, siz vafot etishni o'rganganingizda

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rostdan yashashni o'rganasiz.

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O'sha kecha men o'z hayotimni

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o'zgartirishga qaror qildim.

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Men o'lishni istamadim.

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Men biroz ibodat qildim, va aytdim

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"Xudo, agar meni[br]21- tug'ilgan kunimgacha saqlasang,

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bundan buyon qo'rquv hayotimni[br]boshqarishiga yo'l bermayman.

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Qo'rquvlarimni o'limga tik qo'yaman,

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orzularimga intilaman,

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o'z nuqtai nazarimni o'zgartirishni,

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hayotimda ajoyib ishlar qilishni istayman,

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o'z maqsadimni topishni,

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imkonsiz narsa imkonsiz emasligini[br]bilishni xohlayman."

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Men sizga o'sha kecha omon qoldimmi[br]aytmayman, buni o'zingiz tushunib olasiz.

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(Kulgu)

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Ammo o'sha kecha men birinchi[br]10 maqsadim ro'yxatini tuzdim:

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men asosiy qit'alarga tashrif buyurishni,

0:09:50.210,0:09:51.820
dunyoning 7 mo'jizasini ko'rishni

0:09:51.820,0:09:53.410
ko'plab tillar o'rganishni,

0:09:53.410,0:09:54.940
kimsasiz orolda yashahsni,

0:09:54.940,0:09:56.480
okeanda kemada yashashni,

0:09:56.480,0:09:58.650
Amazonda hindu qabilasida yashashni,

0:09:58.650,0:10:01.210
Shvetsariyaning eng baland [br]cho'qqisiga chiqishni,

0:10:01.210,0:10:03.180
kun chiqarda [br]Everest cho'qqisini ko'rishni,

0:10:03.190,0:10:05.390
Nashvilda musiqa biznesida ishlashni,

0:10:05.400,0:10:07.060
tsirkda ishlashni,

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va samolyotdan sakrashni xohladim.

0:10:09.120,0:10:12.380
Keyingi yigirma yil mobaynida, o'sha [br]maqsadlarning ko'pchiligiga erishdim.

0:10:12.410,0:10:14.650
Har safar bir maqsadni[br]ro'yhatdan chiqarganimda,

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men ro'yhatimga 5-10 ta maqsad [br]qo'shardim, va ro'yhatim o'shib borardi.

0:10:18.800,0:10:23.280
Keyingi 7 yil davomida,[br]Bahamasdagi kichik bir orolda yashadim.

0:10:23.320,0:10:25.360
Chamasi yetti yilcha,

0:10:25.370,0:10:27.274
chig'anoq kulbada,

0:10:29.480,0:10:33.820
oroldagi yagona ovqat akula va skatlarni[br]nayzada tutib ovqatlanib,

0:10:33.820,0:10:36.249
belbog'-mato kiyib,

0:10:36.680,0:10:39.160
yashadim va akulalar bilan[br]suzishni o'rgandim.

0:10:39.160,0:10:40.980
Keyin Meksikaga ko'chdim,

0:10:40.980,0:10:45.000
so'ngra Ekvadordagi Amazon[br]daryosi havzasiga ko'chib o'tdim,

0:10:45.241,0:10:48.100
Pujo Pongo Ecuador,[br]u yerda qabila bilan yashadim,

0:10:48.100,0:10:52.180
va o'zimga bo'lgan ishonchimni maqsadlarim[br]orqali oz-ozdan tiklay boshladim.

0:10:52.180,0:10:55.100
Nashvildagi musiqa biznesiga ko'chdim,[br]va keyin Shvetsiyaga,

0:10:55.110,0:10:57.870
Stokgolmda ko'chib, [br]u yerda musiqa biznesida ishladim,

0:10:57.870,0:11:01.920
u yerda men Arktika doirasining ichidagi,[br]Kebnekaise cho'qqisiga chiqdim.

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Men masxarabozlikni,

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janglyo'rlikni,

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uzunoyoq yurishni,

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monosikl haydashni, olov yutishni, [br]chinni yutishni o'rgandim.

0:11:10.450,0:11:13.620
1997-yilda 12 tadan kam [br]qilich yutuvchilar qolganligini eshitib,

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men aytdim, "Buni qilishim kerak!".

0:11:15.420,0:11:18.290
Men qilish yutuvchini uchratdim, [br]va undan maslahat so'radim.

0:11:18.290,0:11:20.190
U aytdi, "Mayli, senga 2 maslahat:

0:11:20.190,0:11:21.926
Birinchisi: Bu juda xavfli,

0:11:21.926,0:11:23.948
Buni bajarib odamlar halok bo'lishgan.

0:11:23.948,0:11:24.953
Ikkinchisi:

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Bajarib ko'rma!

0:11:26.206,0:11:27.520
(Kulgu)

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Men buni maqsadlarim ro'yhatiga qo'shdim.

0:11:30.440,0:11:33.320
So'ngra men har kuni 10-12 marta,

0:11:33.660,0:11:35.160
4 yil mobaynida tajriba qildim.

0:11:35.209,0:11:36.709
Bularni hisoblab chiqdim...

0:11:36.709,0:11:40.020
4 x 365 [x 12]

0:11:40.020,0:11:42.660
Bu men 2001-yilda [br]birinchi qilichni yuta olishimdan

0:11:42.660,0:11:45.420
avvalgi, chamasi 13000,[br]muvaffaqiyatsiz urinishlar edi.

0:11:46.002,0:11:47.630
Shu vaqt davomida, qilich yutish [br]

0:11:47.630,0:11:50.940
bo'yicha dunyoning eng etakchi [br]mutaxassisi bo'lishni maqsad qildim.

0:11:50.970,0:11:53.820
Men har bir kitob, [br]jurnal, gazeta maqolasi,

0:11:53.820,0:11:57.670
har bir tibbiy hisobot, fiziologiya, [br]va anatomiyani o'rganib chiqdim,

0:11:57.676,0:11:59.719
shifokor va hamshiralar[br]bilan suhbatlashdim,

0:11:59.719,0:12:01.760
barcha qilich yutuvchilarni

0:12:01.760,0:12:04.250
Xalqaro Qilich Yutuvchilar[br]uyushmasiga jamladim,

0:12:04.250,0:12:06.450
va 2 yil davomida, [br]Qilich Yutish va uning Yon Ta'sirlari

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borasida tibbiy ilmiy ish olib bordim,

0:12:08.580,0:12:10.980
bu Britaniyaning Tibbiyot Jurnalida[br]nashr etildi.

0:12:10.980,0:12:11.840
(Kulgu)

0:12:11.840,0:12:12.940
Rahmat.

0:12:12.960,0:12:17.748
(Qarsaklar)

0:12:18.200,0:12:21.570
Va men qilich yutish haqida bir necha [br]ajoyib narsalar o'rgandim.

0:12:21.571,0:12:25.260
Bugungi kechdan avval o'ylamagan, ammo[br]endi o'ylaydigan narsalaringiz haqida.

0:12:25.260,0:12:28.550
Kelasi safar siz uyingizgaga borib, [br]bifshteksni pichoq, yoki qilich,

0:12:28.550,0:12:31.759
yoki "bestek" bilan kesayotganingizda[br]bu haqida o'ylaysiz...

0:12:34.257,0:12:36.589
Men shuni bildimki, qilich yutish[br]Hindistonda -

0:12:36.589,0:12:39.889
men uni 20 yoshligimda birinchi marta [br]ko'rgan joyda boshlangan -

0:12:39.889,0:12:42.290
chamasi 4000 yil avval, [br]taxminan Mil. Av. 2000 yilda.

0:12:42.290,0:12:45.580
So'ngi 150 yil davomida,[br]qilich yutuvchilar

0:12:45.590,0:12:47.400
ilm-fan va tibbiyot sohalarida

0:12:47.480,0:12:51.160
1868 yili Freiburg Germaniyada, [br]Dr. Adolf Kussmaul tomonidan

0:12:51.160,0:12:53.820
qattiq endoskopni yasashga [br]yordam berishgan.

0:12:53.880,0:12:56.639
1906 yilda esa Uelsda [br]elektro kardio diagramma,

0:12:56.639,0:13:00.240
yutish, va hazm qilish[br]kasalliklarini o'rganishda,

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bronxoskoplar, va shu kabilar.

0:13:01.860,0:13:03.840
Ammo, so'ngi 150 yil davomida

0:13:03.840,0:13:07.860
yuzlab jarohatlar, va o'nlab o'limlar [br]haqida bilamiz...

0:13:07.880,0:13:14.560
Mana bu Dr. Adolf Kussmaul kashf etgan[br]qattiq endoskop.

0:13:14.740,0:13:18.679
Lekin biz shuni o'rgandikki, so'ngi[br]150 yil ichida 29 o'lim bo'lib,

0:13:18.679,0:13:22.462
ularning orasida yuragini teshib olgan[br]Londonlik ushbu qilich yutuvchi ham bor.

0:13:23.142,0:13:25.340
Shuningdek, biz [br]yiliga 3 dan 8 gacha jiddiy

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qilich yutish jarohatlari[br]bo'lishini o'rgandik.

0:13:27.780,0:13:29.880
Buni menga qo'ng'iroq [br]qilishlaridan bilaman.

0:13:29.880,0:13:31.150
Yaqinda ikkisini eshitdim,

0:13:31.150,0:13:34.320
o'tgan ikki-uch hafta ichida [br]bittasi Shvetsiya, va bittasi Orlandodan

0:13:34.320,0:13:37.019
qilich yutuvchilar jarohatlari[br]tufayli shifoxonadalar.

0:13:37.019,0:13:38.769
Shunday qilib, bu juda xavfli.

0:13:38.769,0:13:41.629
Qilich yutish borasida yana bir[br]o'rgangan narsa shuki,[br]

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qilich yutishni o'rganish uchun[br]ko'pchilikga 2 yildan -

0:13:44.320,0:13:45.610
10 yilgacha vaqt kerak.

0:13:45.610,0:13:48.020
Lekin men izlab topgan [br]eng ajoyib narsa bu

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qilich yutuvchilar qanday qilib imkonsiz[br]ishni uddalashni o'rganishlari edi.

0:13:51.460,0:13:53.460
Men sizga kichik bir sirimni ochaman:

0:13:53.520,0:13:57.580
imkoni bo'lmagan o'sha 99.9% [br]ga e'tibor bermang.

0:13:57.580,0:14:02.030
Mumkin bo'lgan o'sha 0.1% ga e'tibor[br]qarating, va qanday bajarishni toping.

0:14:02.817,0:14:06.140
Endi siz bilan qilich yutuvchi ongiga[br]sayohat qilishimizga ijozat bering.

0:14:06.140,0:14:09.479
Qilich yuta olish, moddadan ongni ustun [br]qo'yish meditatsiyasini talab qiladi,

0:14:09.479,0:14:12.270
o'tkir diqqatni,[br]ichki a'zolarni chetlab o'tish

0:14:12.270,0:14:15.670
va avtomatik reflekslarni [br]yengish uchun aniq aniqlikni,

0:14:15.710,0:14:20.370
o'zlashtirilgan miya bog'lanishlarini,[br]takroriy mushak xotirasi orqalini,

0:14:20.450,0:14:23.720
10,000 dan ziyod amaliy tajribani[br]talab qiladi.

0:14:24.020,0:14:28.090
Endi siz bilan qilich yutuvchi tanasiga[br]sayohat qilishimizga ijozat bering.

0:14:28.310,0:14:30.130
Qilich yutish uchun,

0:14:30.130,0:14:32.250
qilichni tilim ustidan tushirishim,

0:14:32.250,0:14:34.780
qizilo'ngachdagi tiqin refleksini[br]repressiya qilishim,

0:14:34.780,0:14:37.740
epiglottisdan pastga [br]90 darajada burilishim,

0:14:38.240,0:14:41.040
yuqori qizilo'ngach sfinkteri[br]kricofaringealdan o'tishim,

0:14:41.060,0:14:42.600
perystalsis refleksini [br]repressiya qilishim,

0:14:42.600,0:14:44.380
qilichni o'pkalar orasiga, ko'krak

0:14:44.380,0:14:45.960
qafasiga tushirishim kerak.

0:14:46.080,0:14:48.349
Mazkur holatda,

0:14:48.399,0:14:50.389
men yuragimni chetga surishim kerak.

0:14:50.389,0:14:51.720
Agar e'tibor bersangiz,

0:14:51.720,0:14:53.860
yuragim urishini qilichdan ko'ra olasiz.

0:14:53.860,0:14:55.859
Chunki u 1/8 dyuym (3 mm) qalinlikdagi

0:14:55.859,0:14:58.809
qizilo'ngach to'qimasi bilan ajralib,[br]yurakga suyanib turibdi.

0:14:58.809,0:15:00.580
Bu soxtalab bo'ladigan narsa emas.

0:15:00.580,0:15:02.710
Keyin uni ko'krak suyagidan [br]siljitib o'tkazishim,

0:15:02.710,0:15:05.540
pastki qizilo'ngach sfinkteridan[br]oshqozonga o'tishim

0:15:05.540,0:15:09.020
oshqozondagi qaytim refleksini repressiya [br]qilib, 12 barmoqli ichakgacha tushishim kerak.

0:15:09.020,0:15:09.750
Juda oson.

0:15:09.750,0:15:10.930
(Kulgu)

0:15:10.930,0:15:12.880
Agar bundan ham o'tsam,

0:15:12.880,0:15:17.720
fallopiya naychalarimgacha tushardim.[br](Gollandiyacha) Fallopiya naychalari!

0:15:17.720,0:15:20.980
Yigitlar, bu haqida keyinroq [br]xotinlaringizdan so'rashingiz mumkin...

0:15:22.160,0:15:23.900
Odamlar mendan so'rashadi, ular

0:15:23.900,0:15:26.740
"Hayotingizni xavf ostiga qo'yib,[br]yuragingizni siljitib,

0:15:26.740,0:15:28.800
qilich yutish ko'p jasorat [br]talab qilsa kerak...".

0:15:28.800,0:15:30.500
Yo'q. Haqiqiy jasorat talab qiladigani

0:15:30.500,0:15:33.020
bu o'sha qo'rquvdagi, uyatchan, [br]ozg'in, zaif bolaning

0:15:33.080,0:15:35.620
muvaffaqiyatsizlik va rad etilishni [br]xavfga qo'yib,

0:15:35.620,0:15:37.040
yuragini ochishi,

0:15:37.040,0:15:38.240
va g'ururiyatini yutib

0:15:38.240,0:15:41.060
mana bu yerda [br]bir guruh musofrlar oldida turib

0:15:41.060,0:15:43.670
sizlarga uning qo'rquvlari va orzulari[br]haqida hikoyasini aytishi,

0:15:43.680,0:15:47.580
ichki a'zolarini tokilishini xavf ostiga [br]qo'yishi, to'liq hamda majoziy ma'noda.

0:15:48.280,0:15:49.450
Bilasizmi - rahmat.

0:15:49.450,0:15:53.720
(Qarsaklar)

0:15:53.850,0:15:56.250
Bilasizmi, asli ajoyib narsa shuki

0:15:56.250,0:15:58.650
hayotimda diqqatga sazovor [br]ish qilishni doimo istardim,

0:15:58.650,0:15:59.780
hozir buni qilyapman.

0:15:59.780,0:16:02.880
Lekin asli diqqatga sazovor ish bu,

0:16:02.880,0:16:05.170
21 qilichni birdaniga yutishimda emas,

0:16:07.640,0:16:10.500
88 ta akulasi bor akvariumda 20 fut (6 m) [br]suv ostidami,

0:16:10.500,0:16:12.307
Ripleyning "ishonasanmi Yo'qmi"sigami,

0:16:13.840,0:16:17.600
yoki Stan Leening Superodamlariga[br]1500 dajarada isitilganimi,

0:16:17.610,0:16:19.470
"Po'lat Odam" sifatida,

0:16:19.520,0:16:21.574
ha u shovvoz juda issiq edi!

0:16:22.460,0:16:24.920
Yoki qilich bilan avtomobilni [br]Ripley uchun tortish,

0:16:24.930,0:16:26.290
yoki Ginnes uchun,

0:16:26.290,0:16:28.810
yoki uni "Amerikaning Talanti Bor"[br]ko'rsatuvi finalida bajarish,

0:16:28.820,0:16:31.540
yoki 2007-yilgi tibbiyotdagi[br]Ig Nobel mukofotini yutishda emas.

0:16:31.550,0:16:33.900
Yo'q, bular aslida diqqatga sazovorli[br]narsalar emas.

0:16:33.900,0:16:36.350
Odamlar shunday deb o'ylashadi.[br]Yo'q, yo'q, yo'q. Unday emas.

0:16:36.350,0:16:37.800
Asli diqqatga sazovorlisi bu

0:16:37.800,0:16:40.660
Xudoning o'sha qo'rquvdaqi, [br]uyatchan, ozg'in, zaif bolakayni

0:16:40.660,0:16:42.200
balanddan qo'rqadigan,

0:16:42.200,0:16:43.890
suvdan va akulalardan qo'rqadigan,

0:16:43.890,0:16:46.370
shifokor va hamshiralardan,[br]o'tkir anjomlardan,

0:16:46.370,0:16:47.640
odamlarga so'zlashdan qorqishidan,

0:16:47.640,0:16:49.800
endi esa u menga dunyoni

0:16:49.800,0:16:51.320
30,000 fut balandliklarda uchib,

0:16:51.320,0:16:53.900
o'tkir buyumlarni akula [br]akvariumlari ostida ytib,

0:16:53.900,0:16:57.430
dunyo bo'ylab shifokor, hamshira, va siz [br]kabi tinglovchinlarga suhbatlashtirishi.

0:16:57.430,0:16:59.580
Mana bu men uchun [br]asli diqqatga sazovor narsa.

0:16:59.580,0:17:01.450
Doimo imkonsizni uddalashni istardim -

0:17:01.450,0:17:02.380
Rahmat.

0:17:02.380,0:17:03.760
(Qarsaklar)

0:17:03.760,0:17:05.220
Rahmat.

0:17:05.660,0:17:09.040
(Qarsaklar)

0:17:09.700,0:17:12.569
Doimo imkonsizni uddalashni istardim,[br]endi bunga erishdim,

0:17:12.569,0:17:15.858
Hayotimda diqqatga sazovorli ish qilishni[br]va dunyoni o'zgartirishni istardim,

0:17:15.858,0:17:16.899
endi esa qilyapman.

0:17:16.899,0:17:19.819
Men doimo dunyo bo'ylab uchib yurib[br]g'ayritabiiy ishlar qilishni

0:17:19.819,0:17:21.379
va hayotlarni saqlab qolishni istardim,[br]endi esa qilyapman.

0:17:21.379,0:17:22.720
Yana bilasizmi nima?

0:17:22.720,0:17:25.569
O'sha bolakayning ulkan orzusining [br]kichik bir qismi hali ham bor,

0:17:25.569,0:17:27.291
qalbim tubida.

0:17:30.320,0:17:36.197
(Kulgu) (Qarsaklar)

0:17:37.000,0:17:40.240
Bilasizmi, men doimo o'z [br]maqsadimni topishni istardim,

0:17:40.270,0:17:41.530
endi esa topdim.

0:17:41.540,0:17:42.920
Lekin bilasizmi?

0:17:42.920,0:17:46.230
Bu qilichlar bilan emas, [br]o'ylaganingiz emas, kuchli hosiyatim emas.

0:17:46.230,0:17:48.510
Aslida bu mening kuchsizligim, so'zlarim.

0:17:48.510,0:17:51.090
Mening maqsadim

0:17:51.090,0:17:52.390
qo'rquvni

0:17:52.390,0:17:54.910
har bir qilich bilan, har bir so'z bilan,

0:17:55.070,0:17:57.450
har bir pichoq bilan, har bir hayot bilan,

0:17:57.540,0:17:59.700
odamlarni super qahramon bo'lishga va

0:17:59.700,0:18:01.860
hayotlarida imkonsizni qilishga undash orqali yengib, dunyoni o'zgartirishdir.

0:18:02.060,0:18:04.680
Mening maqsadim o'zgalarga [br]maqsadlarini topishda yordam berish.

0:18:04.680,0:18:05.680
Sizniki nima?

0:18:05.680,0:18:06.960
Sizning maqsadingiz nima?

0:18:06.960,0:18:08.960
Bu yerga nima qilish uchun keltirilgansiz?

0:18:09.260,0:18:12.150
Men biz barchamiz super qahramon bo'lish [br]uchun chaqirilganmiz deb ishonaman.

0:18:12.160,0:18:14.260
Sizning super qobiliyatingiz nima?

0:18:14.560,0:18:17.990
Dunyoning 7 milliard aholisi orasida

0:18:17.990,0:18:20.250
bugungi kunda o'ndan kam

0:18:20.250,0:18:21.661
qilich yutuvchilar qolgan,

0:18:21.661,0:18:22.940
ammo siz bittasiz.

0:18:22.940,0:18:24.070
Siz betakrorsiz.

0:18:24.070,0:18:25.540
Sizning hikoyangiz nima?

0:18:25.540,0:18:27.760
Sizni nima o'zgacha qiladi?

0:18:27.760,0:18:29.180
Hattoki ovozingiz

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ingichka va titroq bo'lsa ham[br]hikoyangizni ayting.

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Sizning maqsadlaringiz nima?

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Agar istaganingizni bajara olsangiz,[br]istagan insoningiz, istagan joyda -

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Nima qilgan bo'lardingiz?[br]Qayerga borardingiz?

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Nima qilgan bo'lardingiz?

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Hayotingizda nima qilishni istardingiz?

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Katta orzularingiz nima?

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Bolaligingizda katta orzularingiz[br]nimalar edi? Eslab ko'ring.

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Bu emas edi, shunday emasmi?

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Sizning eng g'ayritabiiy

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g'alati va noma'lum deb o'ylagan [br]orzularingiz nimalar?

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Bu sizning orzuingizni unchalar g'alati [br]emas qilib ko'rsatadi, shunday emasmi?

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Sizning qilichingiz nima?

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Har biringizning qilichingiz bor,

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qo'rquv va orzularning [br]ikki tomonli qilichi.

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U nima bo'lmasin, qilichingizni yuting.

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Xonimlar va janoblar, [br]orzularingizga ergashing.

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Kim bo'lishni istashingizdan qat'iy nazar, [br]hech qachon kech emas.

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Imkonsizni hech qila olmaydi deb o'ylagan,[br]

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o'sha koptokli zo'ravonlarga

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faqat bir gapim bor:

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Rahmat.

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Chunki agar yovuzlar dastidan bo'lmasa,[br]bizda super qahramonlar bo'lmasdi.

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Men bu yerga imkonsiz narsa imkonsiz [br]emasligini isbotlash uchun keldim.

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Bu juda ham xavfli, [br]bu meni o'ldira oladi.

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Sizga yoqadi deya umid qilaman.

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(Kulgu)

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Bu gal sizning yordamingiz kerak.

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Tinglovchilar: Ikki, uch.

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Dan Meyer: Yo'q, yo'q, yo'q. Menga sanoqda[br]yordamingiz kerak, barchangiz, ho'p?

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(Kulgu)

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Agar so'zlarni bilsangiz? Hop?[br]Men bilan sanang. Tayyormisiz?

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Bir.

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Ikki.

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Uch.

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Yo'q, bu 2, lekin tushundingiz.

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Tinglovchilar: Bir.

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Ikki.

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Uch.

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(Hayratlanish)

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(Qarsaklar)

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DM: Ha!

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(Qarsaklar) (Olqishlar)

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Katta rahmat.

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Rahmat, rahmat, rahmat. [br]Qalbimning tubidan rahmat.

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Aniqrog'i, [br]oshqozonimning tubidan rahmat.

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Men bu yerga imkonsiz ishni bajarish uchun[br]keldim deb aytdim, va hozir bajardim.

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Ammo bu imkonsiz ish emas edi.[br]Men buni har kuni bajaraman.

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Imkonsiz ish bu o'sha qo'rquvdagi, [br]uyatchan, ozg'in va zaif bolaning[br]o'z qo'rquvlariga yuzma yuz borib,

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ushbu [TEDx] sahnasida turib,

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dunyoni, har gal bir so'z bilan,

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har gal bir qilich bilan, [br]har gal bir hayot bilan o'zgartirishi edi.

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Agar men sizni yangicha fikrlashga[br]chorlagan bo'lsam, agar sizni

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imkonsiz narsa imkonsiz emas [br]deya ishontirgan bo'lsam,

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agar men siz o'z hayotingizda imkonsiz ishni[br]bajara olishingizni anglatgan bo'lsam,

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mening vazifam yakunlandi,[br]ammo sizniki esa endigina boshlanmoqda.

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Hech qachon orzu qilishdan to'htamang. [br]Hech qachon ishonishdan to'htamang.

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Menga ishonganingiz uchun rahmat

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va mening orzuimning qismi bo'lganingiz [br]uchun ham rahmat.

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Va ushbu mening sizga sovg'am:

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Imkonsiz ish ...

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Tinglovchilar: Imkonsiz emas.

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Uzoq sayohat sovg'aning qismi.

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(Qarsaklar)

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Rahmat.

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(Qarsaklar)

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(Olqishlar)

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Mezbon: Rahmat, Dan Meyer, qoyil!