1 00:00:13,690 --> 00:00:15,840 - [Doreen Garner] I've been having more conversations 2 00:00:15,840 --> 00:00:18,440 with God in the morning and you know, 3 00:00:18,440 --> 00:00:20,820 it's usually you know smoke like a joint 4 00:00:20,820 --> 00:00:22,173 and then talk in a mirror. 5 00:00:24,530 --> 00:00:26,885 A lot of my most impactful works 6 00:00:26,885 --> 00:00:28,763 are through those conversations. 7 00:00:38,220 --> 00:00:42,890 Since lockdown I've changed material tone a lot, 8 00:00:42,890 --> 00:00:45,733 you know, I've been really aware of 9 00:00:45,733 --> 00:00:50,733 how Black people are viewing like 10 00:00:50,820 --> 00:00:53,000 Black bodies in public spaces, 11 00:00:53,000 --> 00:00:57,550 especially if they like allude to any type of violence. 12 00:00:57,550 --> 00:01:00,640 So, you know, my sculptures 13 00:01:00,640 --> 00:01:03,370 usually end up looking pretty violent or 14 00:01:03,370 --> 00:01:06,260 grotesque or however you want to describe them. 15 00:01:06,260 --> 00:01:10,260 And so I didn't want to trigger anybody 16 00:01:11,130 --> 00:01:15,760 more so than before COVID and 17 00:01:15,760 --> 00:01:19,770 ways that Black death was broadcasted on TV last year. 18 00:01:19,770 --> 00:01:23,140 So I'm kind of changing tone materially. 19 00:01:23,140 --> 00:01:26,030 I'm working more with white flesh and 20 00:01:28,140 --> 00:01:30,287 disease and toxicity. 21 00:01:31,580 --> 00:01:32,555 - [Doreen Garner] Yeah 22 00:01:32,555 --> 00:01:35,222 (Doreen laughs) 23 00:01:38,586 --> 00:01:42,503 (suspenseful fast paced music) 24 00:01:47,707 --> 00:01:48,740 Right now, 25 00:01:48,740 --> 00:01:53,740 I'm doing some castings for a piece I'm working on 26 00:01:53,850 --> 00:01:56,430 it's, it's a series, 27 00:01:56,430 --> 00:01:59,176 but I'm starting two of the flags 28 00:01:59,176 --> 00:02:04,130 and they're made out of flesh. 29 00:02:04,130 --> 00:02:08,650 It's supposed to be white diseased skin on the front 30 00:02:08,650 --> 00:02:11,680 composing colonizing country flags, 31 00:02:11,680 --> 00:02:16,080 and then Black bodies on the backside 32 00:02:16,080 --> 00:02:19,633 that are kind of bloody and piled up. 33 00:02:19,633 --> 00:02:21,863 The two flags I'm working on right now, 34 00:02:21,863 --> 00:02:26,696 it's the British flag. And then the flag of Portugal. 35 00:02:29,330 --> 00:02:32,295 - [Doreen Garner] Those are just two of a few countries 36 00:02:32,295 --> 00:02:36,192 that were leading in the transatlantic slave trade. 37 00:02:36,192 --> 00:02:41,030 These two pieces are going to a solo show in Austria, 38 00:02:41,030 --> 00:02:46,030 and I don't want to put a bunch of bloody Black bodies 39 00:02:46,200 --> 00:02:49,590 just by themselves as entertainment. So I want them 40 00:02:49,590 --> 00:02:54,253 to think about ways that their whiteness, 41 00:02:57,580 --> 00:03:02,569 adds to racism experienced throughout the globe, 42 00:03:02,569 --> 00:03:04,720 regardless of whether they think 43 00:03:04,720 --> 00:03:06,050 that they're involved or not. 44 00:03:06,050 --> 00:03:07,360 A lot of Europeans are like, no, 45 00:03:07,360 --> 00:03:08,640 we don't do that over here. It's like, well, 46 00:03:08,640 --> 00:03:09,840 y'all started this shit. 47 00:03:12,860 --> 00:03:15,070 This piece is a smallpox piece. 48 00:03:15,070 --> 00:03:18,713 And then this one is more syphilis. 49 00:03:20,410 --> 00:03:25,310 Working now with white flesh, it's been really difficult 50 00:03:25,310 --> 00:03:29,158 making the adjustment color-wise. 51 00:03:29,158 --> 00:03:32,173 There has been a complete shift in my palette 52 00:03:32,173 --> 00:03:36,550 and figuring out what looks human. 53 00:03:36,550 --> 00:03:39,220 I've been getting so frustrated 54 00:03:39,220 --> 00:03:41,740 with trying to get white people's skin tone right. 55 00:03:41,740 --> 00:03:44,800 And I was explaining this to my friend Nene, 56 00:03:44,800 --> 00:03:46,040 and she was like, oh, you know, 57 00:03:46,040 --> 00:03:48,630 I totally feel you because for so long, 58 00:03:48,630 --> 00:03:50,790 they've gotten our skin tone wrong. 59 00:03:50,790 --> 00:03:54,933 And it just sent chills because 60 00:03:54,933 --> 00:03:57,380 I think about all the ways that Black people 61 00:03:57,380 --> 00:04:01,636 have been misrepresented aesthetically 62 00:04:01,636 --> 00:04:06,310 and they're totally wrong and offensive. 63 00:04:06,310 --> 00:04:10,020 And so it's really crazy for me 64 00:04:10,020 --> 00:04:14,610 to actively try to get their skin tone right, 65 00:04:14,610 --> 00:04:18,210 when there hasn't been the same amount of consideration 66 00:04:19,600 --> 00:04:21,453 in ways that they represent us. 67 00:04:26,980 --> 00:04:29,120 The piece that I did for Basel 68 00:04:29,120 --> 00:04:32,274 did kind of focus more on whiteness. 69 00:04:32,274 --> 00:04:37,274 And focusing on whiteness for that piece, 70 00:04:37,280 --> 00:04:42,180 people read as a more abstract and you know, 71 00:04:42,180 --> 00:04:44,010 that the piece hasn't sold yet, 72 00:04:44,010 --> 00:04:45,470 not to say that it won't sell, 73 00:04:45,470 --> 00:04:50,470 but just thinking about ways that pieces that I've made 74 00:04:51,770 --> 00:04:56,313 that have had Black bodies have sold faster, 75 00:04:58,040 --> 00:05:00,957 you know, something to think about. 76 00:05:10,430 --> 00:05:11,340 - [Doreen Garner] I mean, that's the thing is 77 00:05:11,340 --> 00:05:13,640 I'm not really trying to shit on the art world. 78 00:05:13,640 --> 00:05:18,640 It just makes me feel viscerally uncomfortable sometimes. 79 00:05:18,840 --> 00:05:23,840 And that can come in social anxiety at exhibition, 80 00:05:25,300 --> 00:05:28,290 or staying up all night, 81 00:05:28,290 --> 00:05:31,310 trying to prepare files for an application 82 00:05:31,310 --> 00:05:33,420 that I might get denied for. 83 00:05:33,420 --> 00:05:35,220 And what does that do to me? You know, 84 00:05:35,220 --> 00:05:40,220 it's like constantly setting up yourself for denial. 85 00:05:40,862 --> 00:05:44,143 Seems kind of unhealthy, right? Mentally unhealthy. 86 00:05:45,370 --> 00:05:49,480 And I think that's why I really enjoy tattooing 87 00:05:49,480 --> 00:05:52,230 because I don't have to think about that stuff anymore. 88 00:05:55,552 --> 00:05:58,640 I'm just interacting with that one person 89 00:05:59,870 --> 00:06:00,703 for a few hours. 90 00:06:02,150 --> 00:06:05,293 It's not rooted in acceptance or denial. 91 00:06:06,563 --> 00:06:07,875 - [Doreen Garner] You ready Debbie? 92 00:06:07,875 --> 00:06:08,708 - [Debbie Snax] Yeah. 93 00:06:08,708 --> 00:06:10,600 - [Doreen Garner] We're gonna put it on. 94 00:06:14,760 --> 00:06:17,823 We met on the internet. 95 00:06:18,890 --> 00:06:22,286 Debbie is a tattooer from Atlanta 96 00:06:22,286 --> 00:06:25,113 and now we're like little tattoo besties. 97 00:06:26,740 --> 00:06:28,646 - [Debbie Snax] Being a traditional tattooer is mostly a, 98 00:06:28,646 --> 00:06:31,330 it's a traditional white thing to do. You know? 99 00:06:31,330 --> 00:06:34,320 So most of the time, if I find people who are kind of 100 00:06:34,320 --> 00:06:38,090 on my same level then they're white. 101 00:06:38,090 --> 00:06:42,063 So being around Doreen has made me want to, 102 00:06:42,940 --> 00:06:46,384 not transform myself into more Black, but just 103 00:06:46,384 --> 00:06:49,703 it's made me more comfortable with drawing Black things. 104 00:06:58,312 --> 00:07:02,040 - [Doreen] The community that I have in the tattoo world, 105 00:07:02,040 --> 00:07:05,370 you know they're just more my people. 106 00:07:05,370 --> 00:07:09,473 Very weird. You know weird, tattooed. 107 00:07:11,052 --> 00:07:14,095 (laughing) 108 00:07:14,095 --> 00:07:15,165 - [Doreen] I love it, I love it. 109 00:07:15,165 --> 00:07:16,610 - [Off Camera] Oh my god, I hate this, I hate this. 110 00:07:16,610 --> 00:07:17,667 - Oh my gosh 111 00:07:17,667 --> 00:07:19,400 (laughter) 112 00:07:19,400 --> 00:07:21,840 - [Debbie Snax] When you first became into yourself, 113 00:07:21,840 --> 00:07:23,357 did you think you would be a tattooer? 114 00:07:23,357 --> 00:07:26,810 - [Doreen Garner] No, I mean, I always, 115 00:07:26,810 --> 00:07:29,500 I was always such a shy nerd. 116 00:07:29,500 --> 00:07:33,620 And I never thought, I mean I had always hoped 117 00:07:33,620 --> 00:07:35,790 that I would be covered in tattoos 118 00:07:35,790 --> 00:07:36,830 and a lot of gold jewelry. 119 00:07:36,830 --> 00:07:39,221 You know, now that it's happening, 120 00:07:39,221 --> 00:07:40,915 I'm about it. 121 00:07:40,915 --> 00:07:42,115 - [Debbie Snax] Right, it's a cute little vibe. 122 00:07:42,115 --> 00:07:43,333 - [Doreen Garner] It's a cute little vibe. 123 00:07:43,333 --> 00:07:48,333 - [Debbie Snax] Yeah (laughs) 124 00:07:48,570 --> 00:07:49,403 [Doreen Garner] Then with tattooing, 125 00:07:49,403 --> 00:07:50,236 it allows people to collect my work. 126 00:07:52,770 --> 00:07:54,330 You know, they wouldn't necessarily be able 127 00:07:54,330 --> 00:07:57,344 to buy a 50 inch flag made of flesh 128 00:07:57,344 --> 00:07:59,313 and put on their wall, you know. 129 00:08:01,960 --> 00:08:04,140 Most of the people that I tattoo 130 00:08:04,140 --> 00:08:04,973 have no idea that I'm a sculptor 131 00:08:04,973 --> 00:08:05,806 and to what degree my art practice goes. 132 00:08:14,870 --> 00:08:17,720 If you are Black, melanated and tattooed, 133 00:08:17,720 --> 00:08:19,735 we're going to be taking some photographs 134 00:08:19,735 --> 00:08:22,490 of Black people that have tattoos, 135 00:08:22,490 --> 00:08:24,380 because there's not a lot of documentation 136 00:08:24,380 --> 00:08:25,830 of Black people with tattoos. 137 00:08:28,047 --> 00:08:28,880 - [Interviewee] I'm sure, 138 00:08:28,880 --> 00:08:30,200 everybody here has been tatted by Doreen. 139 00:08:30,200 --> 00:08:31,093 - [Off camera] They have. 140 00:08:31,093 --> 00:08:31,926 - [Interviewee] Including yourself? 141 00:08:31,926 --> 00:08:33,310 - [Off Camera] No, I'm the last one standing. 142 00:08:33,310 --> 00:08:36,810 - [Interviewee] This is not good. 143 00:08:38,450 --> 00:08:40,920 - [Doreen Garner] You know, with my tattoos, 144 00:08:40,920 --> 00:08:42,660 I'm just trying to create the images 145 00:08:42,660 --> 00:08:46,763 that Black people wanna get on their body, forever. 146 00:08:48,641 --> 00:08:50,675 Things that they resonate with, 147 00:08:50,675 --> 00:08:53,253 things that make them feel beautiful.