[Script Info] Title: [Events] Format: Layer, Start, End, Style, Name, MarginL, MarginR, MarginV, Effect, Text Dialogue: 0,0:00:03.96,0:00:07.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I could start my story \Nin several different places. Dialogue: 0,0:00:07.77,0:00:09.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I could start when I was 8 years old Dialogue: 0,0:00:09.88,0:00:11.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and thought I had become a Christian. Dialogue: 0,0:00:11.68,0:00:14.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I could start when I was \Nin high school or college Dialogue: 0,0:00:14.81,0:00:17.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and had to continuously persuade myself Dialogue: 0,0:00:17.41,0:00:19.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that I was a Christian, Dialogue: 0,0:00:19.08,0:00:21.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but I think the best way to start my story Dialogue: 0,0:00:21.11,0:00:25.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,is in a small hospital room \Nin Lexington, Kentucky Dialogue: 0,0:00:25.61,0:00:29.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,where we didn't know Dialogue: 0,0:00:29.15,0:00:32.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,if my dad was going to make it or not. Dialogue: 0,0:00:32.45,0:00:33.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Things didn't look good. Dialogue: 0,0:00:33.73,0:00:37.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He had been sick so much Dialogue: 0,0:00:37.49,0:00:39.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,prior to that moment. Dialogue: 0,0:00:39.02,0:00:41.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There were days where we \Nthought that was the end. Dialogue: 0,0:00:41.45,0:00:43.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There were days that we thought Dialogue: 0,0:00:43.07,0:00:44.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,he was going to be better Dialogue: 0,0:00:44.44,0:00:47.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and everything would be fine... Dialogue: 0,0:00:47.69,0:00:50.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,until he finally passed away. Dialogue: 0,0:00:50.13,0:00:52.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,When you stay for a long \Ntime in a hospital room Dialogue: 0,0:00:52.74,0:00:54.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and you're not the one that's sick, Dialogue: 0,0:00:54.50,0:00:55.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,there's a lot of waiting. Dialogue: 0,0:00:55.77,0:00:57.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There's a lot of wondering Dialogue: 0,0:00:57.79,0:00:59.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,what's going to happen next. Dialogue: 0,0:00:59.72,0:01:03.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There's a lot of conversation that happens Dialogue: 0,0:01:03.24,0:01:06.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,between you and the people \Nthat are with you. Dialogue: 0,0:01:06.90,0:01:08.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,One of the topics that came up Dialogue: 0,0:01:08.36,0:01:09.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,when I was talking with my mom Dialogue: 0,0:01:09.86,0:01:12.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,was about dad's last sermon. Dialogue: 0,0:01:12.08,0:01:13.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,At the time, we didn't know Dialogue: 0,0:01:13.55,0:01:15.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it was going to be his last sermon, Dialogue: 0,0:01:15.40,0:01:17.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but mom talked about how powerful it was. Dialogue: 0,0:01:17.82,0:01:21.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And she actually even said it was one \Nof the best sermons she's ever heard. Dialogue: 0,0:01:21.45,0:01:24.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Dad had been sick a lot before that day Dialogue: 0,0:01:24.66,0:01:26.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I think at the time, Dialogue: 0,0:01:26.82,0:01:30.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,he was even having to sit \Nwhen he was preaching. Dialogue: 0,0:01:30.20,0:01:33.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And he just didn't have \Nmuch strength left in him. Dialogue: 0,0:01:33.83,0:01:36.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But the way my mom put it, Dialogue: 0,0:01:36.60,0:01:41.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it was like... it was a miracle Dialogue: 0,0:01:41.59,0:01:44.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,just how much power he had Dialogue: 0,0:01:44.04,0:01:45.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,when he began to preach. Dialogue: 0,0:01:45.58,0:01:48.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,In his voice you can hear strength. Dialogue: 0,0:01:48.16,0:01:49.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You can hear the passion Dialogue: 0,0:01:49.73,0:01:51.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,flowing through him. Dialogue: 0,0:01:51.28,0:01:54.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And this was a man who \Nwas just weak from sickness Dialogue: 0,0:01:54.80,0:01:59.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and was hours I think \Nfrom going to the hospital Dialogue: 0,0:01:59.25,0:02:01.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because he was so sick. Dialogue: 0,0:02:01.03,0:02:02.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Dad always uploaded his sermons Dialogue: 0,0:02:02.79,0:02:05.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,onto Sermon Audio Dialogue: 0,0:02:05.01,0:02:06.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,where people around the world Dialogue: 0,0:02:06.78,0:02:10.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,could listen to his sermons \Nand learn from them. Dialogue: 0,0:02:10.65,0:02:12.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And we learned that obviously Dialogue: 0,0:02:12.90,0:02:15.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the last sermon hadn't been uploaded Dialogue: 0,0:02:15.08,0:02:16.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to Sermon Audio. Dialogue: 0,0:02:16.05,0:02:17.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was going to do that. Dialogue: 0,0:02:17.17,0:02:18.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was in the hospital room. Dialogue: 0,0:02:18.54,0:02:20.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I had an Internet \Nconnection and everything. Dialogue: 0,0:02:20.71,0:02:22.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I got the file for it. Dialogue: 0,0:02:22.02,0:02:23.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I listened to a couple of seconds of it Dialogue: 0,0:02:23.89,0:02:25.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and realized that the recording was off. Dialogue: 0,0:02:25.85,0:02:28.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There was some kind \Nof setting on the recording Dialogue: 0,0:02:28.14,0:02:30.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that just made it sound kind of strange Dialogue: 0,0:02:30.20,0:02:32.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,like there were no breaths in between. Dialogue: 0,0:02:32.09,0:02:35.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And so, I kind of got frustrated with it. Dialogue: 0,0:02:35.18,0:02:36.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Thought about uploading it, Dialogue: 0,0:02:36.73,0:02:37.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,then decided no, Dialogue: 0,0:02:37.94,0:02:39.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm just going to save it Dialogue: 0,0:02:39.25,0:02:41.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and not worry about it. Dialogue: 0,0:02:41.44,0:02:44.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, I just put it on my desktop somewhere Dialogue: 0,0:02:44.95,0:02:47.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and didn't even think about it Dialogue: 0,0:02:47.33,0:02:49.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,for several weeks after that. Dialogue: 0,0:02:49.94,0:02:52.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Something that will stick with me forever Dialogue: 0,0:02:52.90,0:02:55.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,is seeing how my father Dialogue: 0,0:02:55.30,0:02:58.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,handled himself in the hospital Dialogue: 0,0:02:58.99,0:03:00.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in the worst of times. Dialogue: 0,0:03:00.34,0:03:01.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My brother put it best Dialogue: 0,0:03:01.75,0:03:06.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,when he was speaking at his funeral. Dialogue: 0,0:03:06.03,0:03:11.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think he said that dad \Nfinished his race sprinting. Dialogue: 0,0:03:11.44,0:03:15.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And there's no better \Nway to describe that. Dialogue: 0,0:03:15.02,0:03:18.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I remember the nurses \Nwere putting in IV's, Dialogue: 0,0:03:18.62,0:03:20.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,central lines, things like that, Dialogue: 0,0:03:20.33,0:03:21.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and dad would barely wince. Dialogue: 0,0:03:21.71,0:03:24.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But one time, he looked \Nup at one of the nurses Dialogue: 0,0:03:24.80,0:03:27.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,who was trying to do a procedure Dialogue: 0,0:03:27.76,0:03:29.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that he couldn't be asleep for, Dialogue: 0,0:03:29.70,0:03:31.100,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and he just looked at him and said, Dialogue: 0,0:03:31.100,0:03:35.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"You know, I was about your \Nage when God saved me." Dialogue: 0,0:03:35.95,0:03:38.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And he's going through this painful, Dialogue: 0,0:03:38.28,0:03:40.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,traumatic situation, Dialogue: 0,0:03:40.05,0:03:42.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and one person after another, Dialogue: 0,0:03:42.41,0:03:44.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,after another, after another, Dialogue: 0,0:03:44.40,0:03:47.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,he's telling them how God saved him. Dialogue: 0,0:03:47.35,0:03:52.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I had seen my dad witness \Nto people all the time, Dialogue: 0,0:03:52.02,0:03:55.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but not to this ferocity; Dialogue: 0,0:03:55.72,0:03:58.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,not to this degree. Dialogue: 0,0:03:58.83,0:04:01.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He knew I needed to hear that too. Dialogue: 0,0:04:01.15,0:04:03.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And he was witnessing to me Dialogue: 0,0:04:03.86,0:04:06.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,as much as he was witnessing Dialogue: 0,0:04:06.16,0:04:08.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to those people in the hospital. Dialogue: 0,0:04:08.59,0:04:14.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,On April 29th, 2016, my dad passed away. Dialogue: 0,0:04:14.46,0:04:16.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Over the next few days Dialogue: 0,0:04:16.56,0:04:18.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,just pounded with grief Dialogue: 0,0:04:18.78,0:04:20.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,mixed with conviction, Dialogue: 0,0:04:20.58,0:04:23.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,mixed with desperate feeling Dialogue: 0,0:04:23.83,0:04:26.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and need to be saved, Dialogue: 0,0:04:26.51,0:04:29.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a need for redemption, Dialogue: 0,0:04:29.87,0:04:34.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,all mixed in together, Dialogue: 0,0:04:34.20,0:04:36.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was in prayer more then than I think Dialogue: 0,0:04:36.94,0:04:40.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I ever had been previously. Dialogue: 0,0:04:40.99,0:04:44.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Just asking God to show me a way. Dialogue: 0,0:04:44.02,0:04:45.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Show me something. Dialogue: 0,0:04:45.26,0:04:47.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Show me how. Dialogue: 0,0:04:47.31,0:04:49.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I understood what it meant to be saved. Dialogue: 0,0:04:49.73,0:04:51.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I understood what it \Nmeant to be a Christian. Dialogue: 0,0:04:51.95,0:04:55.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I understood the "process," if you will, Dialogue: 0,0:04:55.36,0:04:59.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but I didn't understand how to get there. Dialogue: 0,0:04:59.24,0:05:01.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I didn't understand what did it mean Dialogue: 0,0:05:01.70,0:05:02.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to truly have faith. Dialogue: 0,0:05:02.95,0:05:05.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Yeah, I believe in Jesus. Dialogue: 0,0:05:05.51,0:05:08.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I believe in all the \Nthings that He's done. Dialogue: 0,0:05:08.26,0:05:09.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I get it. Dialogue: 0,0:05:09.23,0:05:14.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don't understand at \Nwhat point do I have faith Dialogue: 0,0:05:14.52,0:05:17.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I'm saved? Dialogue: 0,0:05:17.64,0:05:20.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,At what point does that happen to me? Dialogue: 0,0:05:20.85,0:05:22.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,When does that transformation happen? Dialogue: 0,0:05:22.75,0:05:24.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I have the belief, right? Dialogue: 0,0:05:24.63,0:05:26.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm saved. Dialogue: 0,0:05:26.82,0:05:30.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But I knew I wasn't, \Nso what was I missing? Dialogue: 0,0:05:30.61,0:05:33.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So what I prayed for, \NI prayed for an answer. Dialogue: 0,0:05:33.11,0:05:35.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I prayed: God, I need an answer. Dialogue: 0,0:05:35.85,0:05:37.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I need You to show me Dialogue: 0,0:05:37.20,0:05:38.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,what am I missing? Dialogue: 0,0:05:38.34,0:05:41.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,What am I not seeing that my father saw? Dialogue: 0,0:05:41.67,0:05:44.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That other people I know have seen? Dialogue: 0,0:05:44.91,0:05:46.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They believed. Dialogue: 0,0:05:46.81,0:05:47.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They have faith. Dialogue: 0,0:05:47.98,0:05:50.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They're confident in their salvation. Dialogue: 0,0:05:50.30,0:05:52.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Where is my confidence? Dialogue: 0,0:05:52.39,0:05:54.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Where is my salvation? Dialogue: 0,0:05:54.80,0:05:56.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My father for his funeral Dialogue: 0,0:05:56.58,0:05:59.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,wanted the Gospel to be preached. Dialogue: 0,0:05:59.20,0:06:00.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That's what he had always said Dialogue: 0,0:06:00.83,0:06:03.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think to my mom. Dialogue: 0,0:06:03.47,0:06:05.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My brother spoke. Dialogue: 0,0:06:05.42,0:06:07.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Michael Durham spoke. Dialogue: 0,0:06:07.29,0:06:08.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Rob Pelkey spoke. Dialogue: 0,0:06:08.75,0:06:11.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And then Paul Washer spoke. Dialogue: 0,0:06:11.22,0:06:12.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I kind of thought in my head, Dialogue: 0,0:06:12.95,0:06:16.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,well, okay, there is this group of men Dialogue: 0,0:06:16.02,0:06:19.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,who know God, who are about to preach. Dialogue: 0,0:06:19.31,0:06:21.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,As the lineup went, it would be Dialogue: 0,0:06:21.89,0:06:24.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Paul Washer who would simply Dialogue: 0,0:06:24.02,0:06:26.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,preach the Gospel to the crowd Dialogue: 0,0:06:26.34,0:06:28.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that was there for dad's funeral. Dialogue: 0,0:06:28.25,0:06:34.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Many people have been \Nsaved under his teaching. Dialogue: 0,0:06:34.11,0:06:38.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This whole funeral - I need to listen up. Dialogue: 0,0:06:38.07,0:06:40.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I need to really pay attention Dialogue: 0,0:06:40.70,0:06:42.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because God, I'm asking You Dialogue: 0,0:06:42.97,0:06:45.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to show me how to have faith. Dialogue: 0,0:06:45.68,0:06:48.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,If I don't get it from this, Dialogue: 0,0:06:48.72,0:06:52.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,then I'm not going to get it. Dialogue: 0,0:06:52.54,0:06:55.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The preachers spoke. Dialogue: 0,0:06:55.47,0:06:58.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They sat down, spoke, sat down. Dialogue: 0,0:06:58.88,0:07:00.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Spoke. Dialogue: 0,0:07:00.45,0:07:02.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We dismissed. Dialogue: 0,0:07:02.37,0:07:04.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And the Gospel was preached Dialogue: 0,0:07:04.63,0:07:07.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and it was preached well. Dialogue: 0,0:07:07.24,0:07:11.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,What was said needed to be said, Dialogue: 0,0:07:11.03,0:07:13.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but I still didn't get it. Dialogue: 0,0:07:13.05,0:07:18.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I still didn't understand what I needed. Dialogue: 0,0:07:18.29,0:07:19.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,For the next week, my wife and I Dialogue: 0,0:07:19.89,0:07:22.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,stayed at my mom's house. Dialogue: 0,0:07:22.88,0:07:26.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,One afternoon, I was \Nalone in my dad's office. Dialogue: 0,0:07:26.74,0:07:29.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I was just going \Nthrough some of his stuff, Dialogue: 0,0:07:29.31,0:07:33.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,some of his pictures \Nfrom mission trips, Dialogue: 0,0:07:33.56,0:07:35.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,his journals. Dialogue: 0,0:07:35.64,0:07:38.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Then I remembered I had \Nthe file of that sermon Dialogue: 0,0:07:38.06,0:07:40.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I thought, well, you know, Dialogue: 0,0:07:40.35,0:07:42.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the recording was kind of messed up. Dialogue: 0,0:07:42.60,0:07:44.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don't know what setting it was on. Dialogue: 0,0:07:44.87,0:07:46.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don't know why it was messed up. Dialogue: 0,0:07:46.63,0:07:49.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But I never really did \Nlisten to the sermon. Dialogue: 0,0:07:49.18,0:07:51.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And mom said it was his greatest. Dialogue: 0,0:07:51.11,0:07:53.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was his last one. Dialogue: 0,0:07:53.06,0:07:55.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I should just give it a listen Dialogue: 0,0:07:55.00,0:07:56.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and see if it's worth putting up Dialogue: 0,0:07:56.77,0:07:59.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,on Sermon Audio. Dialogue: 0,0:07:59.42,0:08:03.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I played it. Dialogue: 0,0:08:03.42,0:08:05.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She was right. Dialogue: 0,0:08:05.50,0:08:08.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There were several things in the sermon Dialogue: 0,0:08:08.06,0:08:11.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that jumped out at me immediately. Dialogue: 0,0:08:11.17,0:08:12.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Things I had heard before, Dialogue: 0,0:08:12.85,0:08:14.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but never heard. Dialogue: 0,0:08:14.51,0:08:17.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I heard. Dialogue: 0,0:08:17.31,0:08:18.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My ears heard it, Dialogue: 0,0:08:18.43,0:08:21.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but I didn't truly hear it Dialogue: 0,0:08:21.19,0:08:23.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,until that moment. Dialogue: 0,0:08:23.32,0:08:24.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Michael Morrow: Dialogue: 0,0:08:24.33,0:08:26.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There's a lot of people that believe Dialogue: 0,0:08:26.05,0:08:27.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Jesus was the Son of God. Dialogue: 0,0:08:27.56,0:08:29.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There are a lot of people who believe Dialogue: 0,0:08:29.36,0:08:32.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that Jesus Christ was born of a virgin. Dialogue: 0,0:08:32.13,0:08:33.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There's a lot of people Dialogue: 0,0:08:33.69,0:08:35.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,who believe that Jesus came into the world Dialogue: 0,0:08:35.90,0:08:37.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to save sinners Dialogue: 0,0:08:37.07,0:08:40.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,who have never personally trusted Him Dialogue: 0,0:08:40.54,0:08:42.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,as their Savior. Dialogue: 0,0:08:42.27,0:08:45.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Jason: And then, the one thing he said Dialogue: 0,0:08:45.62,0:08:48.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that really just tipped me over the edge Dialogue: 0,0:08:48.67,0:08:53.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that was exactly what I needed to hear Dialogue: 0,0:08:53.43,0:08:55.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to finally realize Dialogue: 0,0:08:55.57,0:08:58.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,what I needed for my salvation. Dialogue: 0,0:08:58.22,0:08:59.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Michael Morrow: There is a time Dialogue: 0,0:08:59.97,0:09:03.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,when your heart quits trying to get to God Dialogue: 0,0:09:03.98,0:09:09.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and rests on the finished \Nwork of Jesus Christ. Dialogue: 0,0:09:09.66,0:09:11.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Jason: I had never rested. Dialogue: 0,0:09:11.81,0:09:16.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I had never just given myself to Him, Dialogue: 0,0:09:16.39,0:09:20.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,never given my full trust. Dialogue: 0,0:09:20.20,0:09:22.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That's what trust is. It's resting Dialogue: 0,0:09:22.52,0:09:24.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in His finished work. Dialogue: 0,0:09:24.85,0:09:27.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I prayed. I said, \N"Jesus, I rest in You. Dialogue: 0,0:09:27.38,0:09:29.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I rest in Your finished work Dialogue: 0,0:09:29.26,0:09:31.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in dying on the cross for my sins, Dialogue: 0,0:09:31.84,0:09:33.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in raising from the dead. Dialogue: 0,0:09:33.04,0:09:35.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I rest in that. Dialogue: 0,0:09:35.38,0:09:38.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You have given me life." Dialogue: 0,0:09:38.42,0:09:41.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,What's crazy is I've \Nheard this a million times. Dialogue: 0,0:09:41.16,0:09:43.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Dad has preached this a million times. Dialogue: 0,0:09:43.03,0:09:45.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I've heard people's \Ntestimonies a million times Dialogue: 0,0:09:45.42,0:09:47.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that it's not anything that I do. Dialogue: 0,0:09:47.23,0:09:49.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I know it's not a prayer that I pray. Dialogue: 0,0:09:49.21,0:09:53.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I know that it's not \Nanything that I can do. Dialogue: 0,0:09:53.71,0:09:56.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That Christ does it for me. Dialogue: 0,0:09:56.74,0:09:59.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Resting is letting Christ take over, Dialogue: 0,0:09:59.29,0:10:01.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,letting Him take control. Dialogue: 0,0:10:01.28,0:10:03.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Because if you're trying to control it, Dialogue: 0,0:10:03.17,0:10:06.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you're not resting. Dialogue: 0,0:10:06.02,0:10:10.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And that is the moment \Nwhen my heart changed. Dialogue: 0,0:10:10.60,0:10:15.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm thankful that God used my dad Dialogue: 0,0:10:15.34,0:10:17.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to preach to me. Dialogue: 0,0:10:17.21,0:10:18.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Not only did he preach to me Dialogue: 0,0:10:18.71,0:10:21.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in the hospital room; Dialogue: 0,0:10:21.65,0:10:23.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,not only did he preach to me Dialogue: 0,0:10:23.07,0:10:24.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,throughout my whole life, Dialogue: 0,0:10:24.28,0:10:26.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but he preached to me Dialogue: 0,0:10:26.51,0:10:28.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in his final sermon Dialogue: 0,0:10:28.50,0:10:32.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,maybe before he even \Nknew I would ever hear it. Dialogue: 0,0:10:32.56,0:10:35.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And God used that to help open my eyes Dialogue: 0,0:10:35.72,0:10:38.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to what I needed. Dialogue: 0,0:10:38.48,0:10:39.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Michael Morrow: Dialogue: 0,0:10:39.75,0:10:42.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'll tell you what the blessing of God is: Dialogue: 0,0:10:42.17,0:10:44.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,being in the will of God walking with Him, Dialogue: 0,0:10:44.79,0:10:46.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,hearing His voice, Dialogue: 0,0:10:46.06,0:10:48.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,staying in fellowship with Him, Dialogue: 0,0:10:48.10,0:10:49.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,knowing His Word, Dialogue: 0,0:10:49.42,0:10:50.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,loving Him, Dialogue: 0,0:10:50.75,0:10:52.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,seeing miracles wrought Dialogue: 0,0:10:52.38,0:10:54.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because He's doing it through your life Dialogue: 0,0:10:54.32,0:10:55.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and in your life Dialogue: 0,0:10:55.29,0:10:56.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,for His own glory, Dialogue: 0,0:10:56.99,0:10:58.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,where only He can get glory Dialogue: 0,0:10:58.97,0:11:00.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,out of your life. Dialogue: 0,0:11:00.17,0:11:02.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That is the life of faith. Dialogue: 0,0:11:02.25,0:11:08.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And it might mean that \Nyou don't have anything. Dialogue: 0,0:11:08.21,0:11:13.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Guys, this world is not what it's about. Dialogue: 0,0:11:13.19,0:11:15.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This is not where your fulfillment is. Dialogue: 0,0:11:15.88,0:11:18.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Here we live by faith, Dialogue: 0,0:11:18.93,0:11:20.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,not by sight. Dialogue: 0,0:11:20.77,0:11:23.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Then, we'll see Him as He is Dialogue: 0,0:11:23.60,0:11:25.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and we'll be like Him. Dialogue: 0,0:11:25.49,0:11:28.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And then it will be by sight.