Good sex isn't about knowing what you're doing | Sarah Byrden | TEDxVail
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0:20 - 0:25I am afraid that we have turned our back
on what sex has to give us. -
0:25 - 0:29I am afraid that sex is becoming
an endangered species. -
0:32 - 0:34"Isn't she there yet?"
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0:34 - 0:37"I'm just not there yet.
Can't he see I'm not there yet?" -
0:38 - 0:40"I wonder if this feels good?"
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0:40 - 0:43"This really doesn't feel good,
but he seems to be into it. -
0:43 - 0:44Just keep going."
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0:44 - 0:47"Hold your breath, focus,
think about the laundry - -
0:47 - 0:49whatever you do, just don't come."
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0:49 - 0:53"Come on! Don't be a prude.
Just go for it." -
0:53 - 0:55"Stop acting like such a slut."
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0:56 - 0:58"Stop feeling so much."
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0:58 - 1:00"Act like you're feeling something else."
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1:00 - 1:01"Just stop feeling."
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1:02 - 1:04"Roll over and pretend you're tired."
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1:04 - 1:07"But it's been months. I miss you."
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1:08 - 1:10"I thought they were into me."
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1:10 - 1:15"I am so into her.
What is happening with my body?" -
1:16 - 1:19I created conversations
about sex for a living. -
1:19 - 1:21I hear stories about people's sex lives,
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1:22 - 1:24and I've had the honor
of hearing all kinds of things -
1:24 - 1:26that they'd never shared with anyone.
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1:27 - 1:31I hear from teenagers and adults,
people who are married, -
1:31 - 1:33single, celibate, divorced,
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1:33 - 1:36people who love sex,
people who are afraid of sex, -
1:37 - 1:38people who've never had sex.
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1:40 - 1:44What you just heard are some
of the voices that follow us to bed. -
1:45 - 1:48I'm here today to offer us
a new story about sex. -
1:49 - 1:50But in order to do that,
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1:50 - 1:54I want to start by helping us see
the story we're already living inside of -
1:54 - 1:57and how that has set us up to fail at sex.
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1:58 - 2:02We live in a super confusing
sexual culture. -
2:03 - 2:05On one side is pressure.
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2:06 - 2:08Locker room talk, pornography,
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2:08 - 2:10magazine covers, Hollywood imaging
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2:11 - 2:16giving us a totally unrealistic
and oversexualized version of what sex is; -
2:16 - 2:20telling us what sex and sexy
is supposed to look, -
2:20 - 2:23act, sound like and feel like.
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2:24 - 2:27And on the other side
of the equation is silence. -
2:28 - 2:30Silence, repression and shame.
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2:31 - 2:33We get messages like,
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2:33 - 2:34"Don't let anyone find out,"
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2:34 - 2:36"Don't talk about it,"
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2:36 - 2:37"Don't ask questions,"
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2:37 - 2:38"Don't be curious."
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2:39 - 2:43Essentially, sex is still taboo
and forbidden territory. -
2:44 - 2:48These stories have hijacked
our bodies and our beds, -
2:48 - 2:50and they operate in the background
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2:50 - 2:53dictating what actually
happens in our sexual exchanges -
2:53 - 2:55and what doesn't happen.
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2:56 - 2:59We are simultaneously,
without realizing it, -
2:59 - 3:03being bounced off the walls
between pornography and puritanism. -
3:04 - 3:06No wonder sex is complicated.
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3:07 - 3:08And it's not our fault.
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3:10 - 3:13How many of us have ever
- faked an orgasm? -
3:13 - 3:15- endured physical discomfort?
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3:15 - 3:16(Laughter)
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3:17 - 3:19- thought about the grocery list?
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3:20 - 3:23- ignored our partner
in pursuit of our own pleasure? -
3:23 - 3:25- gotten bored?
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3:25 - 3:29- wondered whether our partner was
enjoying things but never stopped to ask? -
3:30 - 3:33- pushed down rising emotion,
played it cool? -
3:34 - 3:37- felt ashamed for what our bodies
were or were not doing? -
3:38 - 3:41- felt violated even though we said yes?
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3:42 - 3:44- needed a drink, just to go there?
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3:45 - 3:48I think we can all relate
to at least some of these. -
3:49 - 3:51This has become our cultural norm.
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3:52 - 3:54We have come to approach sex
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3:54 - 3:58like we would a job,
a sport or a math equation. -
3:59 - 4:02We try to figure it out, get it right,
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4:02 - 4:04go through the motions, do our duty,
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4:04 - 4:06play a good game,
make it to the finish line, -
4:06 - 4:08and fake it.
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4:08 - 4:11And when we do that, it hurts -
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4:18 - 4:20whether we are 16 or 65.
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4:21 - 4:25And the reality is that
whether we are with a new lover or 65: -
4:25 - 4:28don't tell the truth,
and we don't trust ourselves. -
4:29 - 4:33What we do instead
is put our game faces on. -
4:33 - 4:37We act like we are performers
in someone else's script. -
4:37 - 4:40We demand our bodies
to look and act the part, -
4:40 - 4:42we pretend we're feeling things
that we are not, -
4:43 - 4:46we ignore emotions
and things that we want to say, -
4:46 - 4:48we ignore our instincts -
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4:48 - 4:51all in the name of what we think
sex is supposed to be. -
4:53 - 4:56It's true that we are
missing something in sex, -
4:56 - 4:58but it's not what we think it is:
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4:59 - 5:01what we're missing is ourselves.
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5:02 - 5:05What's happened is that we have begun
to look outside of ourselves -
5:05 - 5:08and look to the world
to tell us what sex is. -
5:08 - 5:12We've begun to just believe
a bunch of false sexual stories, -
5:12 - 5:14and instead of turning around
and calling their bluff, -
5:14 - 5:17we walk around thinking
there's something wrong with us, -
5:17 - 5:20taking it personally,
wondering what we're missing -
5:20 - 5:22and thinking we don't measure up.
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5:22 - 5:25Nothing could be further from the truth.
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5:25 - 5:29We have put ourselves and sex
in a box that is simply way too small, -
5:29 - 5:32and like anything that gets put in a cage,
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5:32 - 5:34it and we want to be free.
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5:36 - 5:41As a wide open horizon
and landscape of possibility, -
5:41 - 5:43it has its palm out,
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5:43 - 5:45waiting to catch us,
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5:45 - 5:48waiting to show us parts of ourselves
we've never seen before. -
5:49 - 5:51It is an adventure;
it is a hidden landscape; -
5:53 - 5:57it is an open horizon
that is waiting for us every single time - -
5:57 - 5:59an unwritten upon canvas
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5:59 - 6:03that depends entirely
on us being ourselves. -
6:04 - 6:08What if we could come to sex
and be more like ourselves in sex -
6:08 - 6:10than we could anywhere else in the world?
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6:11 - 6:14What if it was a place we came
to be known, to come alive? -
6:15 - 6:16And I mean this
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6:16 - 6:18whether we're talking
about a one-night stand -
6:18 - 6:21or the 10th or 20th year of a marriage.
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6:21 - 6:24Because sex is not
about knowing what we're doing; -
6:24 - 6:29it is about knowing what we're feeling
and learning to trust that. -
6:29 - 6:31So how do we get here?
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6:31 - 6:34We start by trusting three things:
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6:34 - 6:36the reality of our bodies,
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6:36 - 6:37the role of our emotions
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6:37 - 6:40and the wisdom of our pleasure.
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6:41 - 6:46Our sexual bodies are so much bigger
than we give them credit for. -
6:46 - 6:50We, all of us, this entire body,
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6:50 - 6:52this is our sexual landscape,
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6:52 - 6:56and we often rush past it
as if sex was only about the genitals. -
6:56 - 6:59And when we get to the genitals,
we have all kinds of ideas -
6:59 - 7:03about what they should
and shouldn't be doing and feeling. -
7:04 - 7:09What would happen if we let our bodies
really be as they actually were -
7:09 - 7:11in any given moment in sex?
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7:12 - 7:16That we didn't demand ourselves
to feel pleasure where there wasn't? -
7:16 - 7:20That we didn't try to feel
hard or soft or more of anything, -
7:21 - 7:23but we opened up our definition of sex
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7:23 - 7:27to include everything
that was actually happening? -
7:28 - 7:32Our hearts and our bodies
are intimately connected. -
7:33 - 7:34Somehow, we've come up with the idea
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7:34 - 7:37that sex and emotion don't belong
in the same room together, -
7:37 - 7:40and when they end up there,
there's a problem. -
7:41 - 7:44Our emotions are incredible
messengers and textures -
7:44 - 7:47that rise up to give us information,
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7:47 - 7:48to guide us,
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7:48 - 7:50to tell us what we're longing for,
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7:51 - 7:54to tell us what we need,
what we want to give and receive. -
7:54 - 7:56They are a part of our sexual experience,
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7:56 - 7:59and if we hold back our emotions,
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7:59 - 8:02our bodies will hold back pleasure -
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8:03 - 8:05and our capacity for connection.
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8:06 - 8:08We have a very narrow definition
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8:08 - 8:12of what sex, pleasure
and orgasm actually is. -
8:12 - 8:15We usually spend our time in sex
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8:15 - 8:18thinking orgasm is this destination
and singular event -
8:18 - 8:20that we're either,
in the back of our mind, -
8:20 - 8:24trying to figure out how to get there
or how to keep from going there too soon. -
8:25 - 8:30If we really let pleasure
and the wisdom of pleasure be our guide, -
8:30 - 8:32we would be interested
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8:32 - 8:37in letting every sensation last
as long as we could stand it. -
8:38 - 8:42And that would change the way we had sex.
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8:42 - 8:44And then we would have to refer back
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8:44 - 8:47to the wisdom of our bodies
and the role of our emotions -
8:47 - 8:51because then we would really start
showing up in that capacity. -
8:51 - 8:55What would happen if we started
telling the truth and trusting ourselves -
8:55 - 8:56when it came to sex?
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8:57 - 8:58What would happen
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8:58 - 9:02if we told the truth about our desire
to have a different kind of sex? -
9:02 - 9:04This kind of sex.
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9:04 - 9:06We can't do this alone.
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9:06 - 9:08Sex is a revolution that will travel,
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9:08 - 9:11and travels from body to body,
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9:11 - 9:13from breath to breath,
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9:13 - 9:14touch to touch.
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9:15 - 9:18Sex doesn't start in the bedroom;
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9:18 - 9:20it starts before we even begin touching.
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9:21 - 9:22Sex starts right now,
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9:23 - 9:25in how we relate to ourselves,
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9:25 - 9:28in how we emotionally connect
to the world, to our partners, -
9:28 - 9:31in how we regard ourselves.
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9:32 - 9:35The good news is this is not
about learning something new; -
9:35 - 9:37this is about coming back home.
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9:37 - 9:41This is about knowing that this
is the locus of our sexual experience -
9:41 - 9:42and trusting this.
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9:42 - 9:47When sex only goes skin deep,
we know it's missing something. -
9:47 - 9:50We come to sex to touch
what's beyond skin deep, -
9:50 - 9:53and that's what makes sex
really beautiful. -
9:54 - 9:56The next time we're in bed
with our partner, -
9:56 - 9:59we're on the brink of a sexual experience.
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9:59 - 10:02See if you can let yourself
really be there, -
10:02 - 10:05in exactly what is happening for you -
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10:05 - 10:06without a script in your mind,
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10:07 - 10:11without going through the motions
and without any kind of autopilot. -
10:11 - 10:15Can you really trust what's happening
in your body and let that be there? -
10:16 - 10:21Can you get curious about what's rising up
in your emotional and internal world? -
10:22 - 10:24Can you trust and listen to pleasure
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10:24 - 10:27and let it be a guide for you?
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10:28 - 10:31Sex is not a place for us to know.
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10:31 - 10:34It is a place for us
to come alive and discover. -
10:35 - 10:38And in the end,
we hold the keys to this cage. -
10:39 - 10:42Sex, like any endangered species,
is depending on us -
10:43 - 10:44to save it.
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10:45 - 10:47Thank you.
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10:47 - 10:49(Applause)
- Title:
- Good sex isn't about knowing what you're doing | Sarah Byrden | TEDxVail
- Description:
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"Good sex is about learning how to feel and be honest about what that is" -Sarah Byrden
Sarah is a sacred sexuality teacher/sex educator who has worked with hundreds of students, ranging in age from 15-80. She works with college students offering them spaces to connect with their humanity and vulnerability around sex, helping bridge the gap between pleasure education and assault prevention on campus.
This talk was given at a TEDx event using the TED conference format but independently organized by a local community. Learn more at https://www.ted.com/tedx
- Video Language:
- English
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- Duration:
- 11:11
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Raissa Mendes
Below, instead of:
4:01.52 "go through the emotions",
I think she said: "go through the motions".
Claus Kiss
@Raissa: I think you are right. Unfortunately, the video has already been reviewed and so I can't edit it anymore.
Peter van de Ven
Post-edited 4:01.52: "go through the emotions" => "go through the motions" (revision 12)
Thanks, Raissa!