Honest liars: the psychology of self-deception | Cortney Warren | TEDxUNLV
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0:15 - 0:19Humans are masters of self-deception.
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0:19 - 0:22We fool ourselves into
believing things that are false -
0:22 - 0:26and we refuse to believe
things that are true. -
0:26 - 0:27I was in graduate school
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0:27 - 0:31when I really started
delving into the topic of self-deception. -
0:31 - 0:34And it rocked my world.
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0:34 - 0:36I saw it everywhere,
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0:36 - 0:38in everyone.
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0:38 - 0:41We lie to ourselves
about the smallest details, -
0:41 - 0:43such as how much we really ate today,
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0:43 - 0:46and why we didn't list
our actual height and weight -
0:46 - 0:48on our driver's license.
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0:48 - 0:49(Laughter)
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0:49 - 0:52We lie to reflect our aspirational goals:
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0:52 - 0:55"I'll only have
one glass of wine tonight," - -
0:55 - 0:59when I know I'm drinking
at least three. (Laughter) -
0:59 - 1:01We lie to uphold social ideals:
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1:01 - 1:05"I never have sexual thoughts
with anyone except my spouse," -
1:05 - 1:08because that wouldn't be acceptable.
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1:08 - 1:11We lie about
our most important life choices, -
1:11 - 1:15such as why we married who we did,
or chose our given career path. -
1:15 - 1:18Unfortunately,
for all the romantics out there, -
1:18 - 1:22love is rarely the full motivation
for those choices. -
1:23 - 1:28Nowhere was self-deception more obvious
than in my romantic relationships. -
1:28 - 1:31I was terrified of being left.
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1:31 - 1:33My fear of abandonment
led me to act in ways -
1:33 - 1:35that are still hard for me to admit -
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1:35 - 1:37anxiously awaiting a phone call,
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1:37 - 1:40driving to see if he was
where he said he would be, -
1:40 - 1:43asking repeatedly if he loved me.
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1:43 - 1:47At the time,
I couldn't have told you any of that, -
1:47 - 1:52because I wouldn't have been able to
admit it to myself. -
1:52 - 1:55At the core, we lie to ourselves
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1:55 - 1:59because we don't have enough
psychological strength to admit the truth -
1:59 - 2:02and deal with the consequences
that will follow. -
2:02 - 2:05That said, understanding
our self-deception -
2:05 - 2:09is the most effective way
to live a fulfilling life. -
2:09 - 2:12For when we admit who we really are,
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2:12 - 2:15we have the opportunity to change.
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2:16 - 2:19It's hard to look at this photo and think,
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2:19 - 2:20"Liars!"
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2:20 - 2:23(Laughter)
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2:24 - 2:28But our self-deceptive tendencies
start here. -
2:28 - 2:31From a very early age we start observing
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2:31 - 2:35and making conclusions about ourselves
and our environment. -
2:35 - 2:40Right or wrong, the conclusions we made
affected our identity. -
2:40 - 2:42As adults, we will most want to lie about
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2:42 - 2:46how psychologically painful realities
experienced as children -
2:46 - 2:49affected who we are today.
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2:49 - 2:52Perhaps you were raised
in a single parent home, -
2:52 - 2:54in which you were neglected
by your father. -
2:54 - 2:56You learned
that something was wrong with you - -
2:56 - 2:59you weren't smart enough,
attractive enough, athletic enough. -
2:59 - 3:01You concluded
that to make people love you, -
3:01 - 3:04you need to be perfect.
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3:04 - 3:05As an adult,
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3:05 - 3:07when someone
points out your imperfections, -
3:07 - 3:12you feel tremendous anxiety
but deny where it comes from. -
3:12 - 3:16Perhaps you felt ugly as a child because
you were teased for your appearance. -
3:16 - 3:20You learned to eat
in response to emotional pain. -
3:20 - 3:23As an adult, you struggle
to maintain a stable weight, -
3:23 - 3:27because your eating
has very little to do with hunger. -
3:27 - 3:30Perhaps you watched your parents fight.
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3:30 - 3:32You learned to avoid conflict.
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3:32 - 3:38Now, you struggle to admit even
feeling negative emotion. -
3:38 - 3:41Although each of our specific
childhood learnings will be unique, -
3:41 - 3:47what we learned will be exemplified
in the lies we tell ourselves as adults. -
3:47 - 3:52Psychological theories of human nature
can help us understand our self-deception. -
3:52 - 3:56Sigmund Freud first described lying
through ego-defense mechanisms: -
3:56 - 3:59Psychological strategies
that protect our egos -
3:59 - 4:01- our core sense of self -
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4:01 - 4:03from information that would hurt us.
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4:03 - 4:05Denial:
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4:05 - 4:08Refusing to believe
that something is true, -
4:08 - 4:09even though it is.
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4:09 - 4:11"I don't have a problem with alcohol," -
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4:11 - 4:13even though I drink everyday.
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4:13 - 4:15"I'm not jealous," -
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4:15 - 4:19even though I secretly check
my partner's email. -
4:19 - 4:21Rationalization:
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4:21 - 4:25Creating a reason to excuse ourselves.
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4:25 - 4:28"I wouldn't have yelled at you
if you hadn't treated me so unfairly," -
4:28 - 4:31thereby justifying my yelling.
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4:31 - 4:33"I know that smoking
isn't good for my health, -
4:33 - 4:35but it helps me relax,"
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4:35 - 4:38thereby justifying my smoking.
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4:38 - 4:40Projection:
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4:40 - 4:45Taking an undesirable aspect of ourselves
and ascribing it to someone else. -
4:45 - 4:49"I'm not like that. You're like that."
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4:49 - 4:51When dating someone
you've lost interest in, -
4:51 - 4:53you say things like,
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4:53 - 4:56"You're not ready for this relationship,"
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4:56 - 5:00when, in fact,
you're not ready for this relationship -
5:00 - 5:01and never will be!
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5:02 - 5:05Pioneers in the cognitive-behavioral
realms -
5:05 - 5:07describe how our thoughts deceive us
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5:07 - 5:11through cognitive distortions -
irrational ways we think. -
5:11 - 5:14Polarized Thinking:
Thinking in extremes. -
5:14 - 5:18"I will either eat no cookies
or an entire box, -
5:18 - 5:19because if I eat one cookie,
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5:19 - 5:24I've already blown my diet,
so I might as well keep eating." -
5:25 - 5:26Emotional Reasoning:
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5:26 - 5:31Thinking that our feelings
accurately reflect reality. -
5:31 - 5:34"I feel hurt; so you must have
done something bad to me." -
5:34 - 5:38"I feel stupid;
consequently I am stupid." -
5:38 - 5:40Overgeneralization:
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5:40 - 5:45Taking a single negative event
as an infinite spiral of defeat. -
5:45 - 5:47After going through a bad breakup,
you think, -
5:47 - 5:49"I am always going to be alone."
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5:49 - 5:52After getting denied a promotion
at work, you think, -
5:52 - 5:56"I am never going to be successful
in my career." -
5:56 - 5:58From an existential perspective,
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5:58 - 6:01we deceive ourselves
to avoid the Givens of Life - -
6:01 - 6:07the fundamental realities
of "being human" that we must face. -
6:07 - 6:10Death – we’re all going to die;
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6:10 - 6:12Ultimate aloneness -
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6:12 - 6:17we were born as a single person housed
in a solitary physical body; -
6:17 - 6:19Meaninglessness -
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6:19 - 6:24our lives are inherently meaningless
unless we give them meaning; -
6:24 - 6:26and Freedom -
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6:26 - 6:31we are responsible for ourselves
because we have the freedom of choice. -
6:31 - 6:36To avoid confronting these realities,
we frequently lie to ourselves: -
6:36 - 6:39"I am this way
because of my upbringing;" - -
6:39 - 6:42thereby deferring responsibility
for my choices. -
6:42 - 6:45"The bad things on the news
would never happen to me;" - -
6:45 - 6:50because I am somehow special,
and uniquely protected from harm. -
6:50 - 6:54"I won’t write a will. I am young.
I’m not going to die anyway;" - -
6:54 - 6:57thereby denying our mortality.
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6:58 - 7:00Multicultural and feminist psychologists
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7:00 - 7:04describe how internalization
of cultural norms affect us. -
7:04 - 7:07Here, we deceive ourselves by believing
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7:07 - 7:10what we were culturally conditioned
to believe is true, -
7:10 - 7:15instead of deciding
what we actually believe is true. -
7:15 - 7:18Do you compromise yourself
to meet cultural norms? -
7:18 - 7:20Do you think you need
to look a certain way, -
7:20 - 7:21be a certain weight,
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7:21 - 7:23earn a certain income,
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7:23 - 7:25get married, have children, be religious
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7:25 - 7:27because you are supposed to
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7:27 - 7:31or because you believe
that it's right for you? -
7:32 - 7:35All of these theories of human nature
help us understand -
7:35 - 7:40how we deceive ourselves on a daily basis.
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7:41 - 7:44Why should you care?
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7:44 - 7:50Self-deception leads to
massive amounts of pain and regret. -
7:50 - 7:51To avoid being honest,
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7:51 - 7:54we frequently make choices
with harmful consequences -
7:54 - 7:56to ourselves and others -
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7:56 - 8:03we may use drugs, alcohol, eat,
shop, gamble, steal, lie, leave people -
8:03 - 8:08or pass our emotional baggage down
to those we love the most. -
8:08 - 8:11Or, we may choose not to change
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8:11 - 8:14even when we are miserable
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8:14 - 8:18or causing profound harm
to those around us. -
8:18 - 8:22Looking back at life with regret
is incredibly painful, -
8:22 - 8:26because you can’t change
your choices in the past. -
8:26 - 8:28As I shared earlier,
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8:28 - 8:31I struggled greatly
in my romantic relationships. -
8:31 - 8:33I knew that I didn't feel safe,
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8:33 - 8:36but I believed
it was my boyfriend’s fault - -
8:36 - 8:39if he just called me more,
told me he loved me more, -
8:39 - 8:42then I would feel safe.
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8:42 - 8:44The truth was
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8:44 - 8:47there was nothing he could do
to make me feel safe, -
8:47 - 8:51because my feelings
had nothing to do with him. -
8:51 - 8:54The reason I didn't feel safe
is that I learned as a child -
8:54 - 8:56that people would always leave me,
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8:56 - 9:01and I lived my life making choices
consistent with that belief. -
9:01 - 9:06When we don't take full responsibility
for who we are, -
9:06 - 9:11we hurt ourselves
and everyone around us. -
9:13 - 9:15Now what?
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9:16 - 9:20How do we start acknowledging the lies
we tell ourselves? -
9:20 - 9:24How do we start
becoming more honest liars? -
9:25 - 9:28The first step is self-awareness -
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9:28 - 9:31we become observers of ourselves.
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9:31 - 9:35When you have a strong
emotional reaction to something, -
9:35 - 9:37pause.
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9:37 - 9:41When what you say
doesn't match how you act, -
9:41 - 9:42pause.
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9:42 - 9:45When you’re thinking irrational thoughts,
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9:45 - 9:47pause.
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9:47 - 9:48Ask yourself:
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9:48 - 9:51What does this say about me?
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9:51 - 9:54Similarly, most of us spend
a tremendous amount of energy -
9:54 - 9:58trying to get over someone or something
that happened to us. -
9:58 - 10:04And we generally avoid examining
our contribution to conflict in our lives. -
10:04 - 10:08When you are unresolved
about something or someone, -
10:08 - 10:09pause.
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10:09 - 10:11Ask yourself:
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10:11 - 10:16What does my reaction to this situation
say about me? -
10:16 - 10:18As we become more honest and aware,
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10:18 - 10:22we also become more responsible
for our choices. -
10:22 - 10:25If we admit that we are insecure
about something -
10:25 - 10:28- which we all are -
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10:28 - 10:31we're now confronted with a choice:
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10:31 - 10:33to work on our insecurity or not.
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10:33 - 10:35Whatever we decide,
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10:35 - 10:39we are now more responsible
for the consequences of our insecurity, -
10:39 - 10:42because we know better.
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10:42 - 10:47Not changing when confronted
with the truth is a choice. -
10:47 - 10:51Although we can’t control
many circumstances we encounter in life, -
10:51 - 10:57we are responsible
for our reactions to all of them. -
10:57 - 10:59In that vein, one of the best ways
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10:59 - 11:01to confront our self-deception
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11:01 - 11:03is psychotherapy.
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11:03 - 11:06It is probably the only relationship
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11:06 - 11:09that you will ever have
in your entire life -
11:09 - 11:13that exists solely to benefit you.
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11:13 - 11:16Yet, a great deal of stigma
exists around therapy. -
11:16 - 11:18People frequently say things like,
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11:18 - 11:20"I don't need therapy.
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11:20 - 11:25It’s only for crazy or weak people
who can't help themselves." -
11:26 - 11:30The truth is, it takes tremendous courage
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11:30 - 11:34to be completely vulnerable
to another human being. -
11:34 - 11:40Therapy is truly a gift
if you are courageous enough to accept it. -
11:41 - 11:47Confronting our self-deception
is a lifelong journey. -
11:47 - 11:50We change and the world offers us
new opportunities -
11:50 - 11:52to understand ourselves.
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11:52 - 11:55There is always more to learn.
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11:55 - 11:59I was on the perfect path
to be a successful academic. -
11:59 - 12:02I received tenure
here at UNLV, two years ago. -
12:02 - 12:06And in about six weeks,
I will be unemployed, -
12:07 - 12:10because I resigned.
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12:10 - 12:11Getting tenure and then quitting
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12:11 - 12:15is about the last thing anyone
would expect from a faculty member. -
12:15 - 12:17Especially me. I love psychology!
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12:17 - 12:20I love teaching. I love research.
I love my department. -
12:20 - 12:24I had an amazing experience at UNLV.
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12:24 - 12:30But the truth is,
my passion isn't in academia anymore. -
12:30 - 12:35To admit that to myself
was brutally painful! -
12:35 - 12:36Because I had to confront
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12:36 - 12:40all of my self-deceptive tendencies
and insecurities. -
12:40 - 12:42"What if I disappoint people?
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12:42 - 12:44What will my family say?
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12:44 - 12:47What am I going to do?
What if I can’t support myself? -
12:47 - 12:49Who am I if I am not a professor?
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12:49 - 12:54What if my whole life changes!?
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12:56 - 13:01What if my whole life doesn't change?"
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13:02 - 13:05If I had chosen to stay in academia,
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13:05 - 13:09I would have paid
a huge psychological price. -
13:09 - 13:13I would have to admit
that I was not strong enough -
13:13 - 13:19to make different choices for myself
when confronted with the truth. -
13:22 - 13:26Be more honest liars.
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13:26 - 13:31Choose to become more honest
about the lies you tell yourself. -
13:31 - 13:37Use the truth to live
the most fulfilling life for you, -
13:37 - 13:40because you've only got one.
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13:42 - 13:44(Applause)
- Title:
- Honest liars: the psychology of self-deception | Cortney Warren | TEDxUNLV
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By providing content, resources, and connections, Dr. Cortney Warren's goal is to support anyone who is brave enough to live a more conscious life. For when we are honest about who we really are, we have the opportunity to change.
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Leonardo Silva
Great talk! And great transcript, great synching! Good job!
Emi Kamiya
Correction suggestions
1:54, #34: physiological-> psychological
2:42, #48: physiologically-> psychologically
Thanks!
Leonardo Silva
Those are now corrected. Thanks for reporting, Emi.