0:00:02.920,0:00:07.980 [MUSIC, melodic piano and guitar throughout...] 0:00:40.240,0:00:43.305 A couple years prior to beginning the project 0:00:43.305,0:00:46.380 i had spent a year in New Jersey 0:00:46.380,0:00:49.258 caring for both my parents, 0:00:49.258,0:00:51.572 my mum has alzheimer's disease 0:00:51.572,0:00:54.033 and during that period 0:00:54.033,0:00:57.005 i made a conscious decision 0:00:57.005,0:00:59.917 not to photograph my family. 0:01:01.603,0:01:05.566 it did though have a big emotional impact on me 0:01:05.566,0:01:07.593 and i knew, somewhere, 0:01:07.593,0:01:10.182 it was gonna emerge in my work. 0:01:11.773,0:01:16.788 About a year after, uh, that time in new jersey, 0:01:16.788,0:01:19.668 i was visiting a relatives property, 0:01:19.668,0:01:24.172 and she had a very old horse 0:01:24.172,0:01:25.473 named Petey. 0:01:25.473,0:01:29.381 i was just fascinated, mesmerized with Petey, 0:01:29.381,0:01:32.759 and, uh, fell in love with him, 0:01:32.759,0:01:36.154 and spent the afternoon photographing him. 0:01:36.154,0:01:40.705 But i didnt think that there was the basis 0:01:40.705,0:01:43.645 of a long term project there. 0:01:43.645,0:01:46.023 i was thinking of it as more therapy, 0:01:46.023,0:01:49.980 it organically developed into a project. 0:01:59.606,0:02:01.288 There have been points when 0:02:01.288,0:02:05.709 i've fought back tears as im shooting. 0:02:05.709,0:02:08.170 Um, the rooster, in particular, 0:02:08.170,0:02:11.506 was just in such a sad state 0:02:11.506,0:02:14.144 when i encountered him. 0:02:16.470,0:02:17.996 i was just feeling 0:02:17.996,0:02:18.930 and not thinking 0:02:18.930,0:02:20.140 when i was with him 0:02:20.140,0:02:22.872 i wanted to make sure that 0:02:22.872,0:02:25.583 i honoured the experience. 0:02:42.795,0:02:48.520 i wanted the images to be unflinching in their detail 0:02:49.808,0:02:54.591 i didnt want there to be any risk of sentimentality 0:02:54.591,0:02:55.883 with the work. 0:02:58.260,0:03:01.650 Because it feels to me disrespectful, uh, 0:03:01.650,0:03:04.967 to who the animal really is. 0:03:06.526,0:03:08.476 In a lot of respects these images 0:03:08.476,0:03:10.380 say as much about me 0:03:10.380,0:03:12.798 as they do about my subjects. 0:03:23.012,0:03:25.334 The caregivers have found a lot of comfort 0:03:25.334,0:03:27.424 in the images, 0:03:27.424,0:03:30.521 particularly after their animals have passed. 0:03:32.857,0:03:36.526 That there is an image that they feel 0:03:36.526,0:03:39.793 has really shown who their animal was. 0:03:42.981,0:03:46.557 i'm looking at mortality, and aging, 0:03:46.557,0:03:49.541 and that's not easy subject material. 0:03:51.271,0:03:54.768 Some of the subjects do seem sad, and tired. 0:03:56.695,0:03:59.421 Some of them are downright defiant, 0:03:59.421,0:04:01.466 and stare down the camera. 0:04:05.876,0:04:07.497 I think these images 0:04:07.497,0:04:12.517 are testaments to survival and endurance, 0:04:12.517,0:04:17.966 and finding meaning and joy in life, 0:04:17.966,0:04:23.138 in the face of physical limitations and challenges.